Destroyed outside, gold and jade inside

404 - Abandoned Husband
When Fang Yan returned to the mansion, it was already very late.

Immortal Ziyang also sent back a letter saying that he had packed up and was ready to leave at any time.People outside the other side really have nothing to worry about, they can leave anytime, anywhere.This is in stark contrast to Fang Yan's special feelings for the capital and his attachment to the capital, which he cannot bear to let go.

Fang Yan was able to enter the room, and saw that not only Shen Xinniang was there, but also his three sons were sitting upright, as if they were waiting for him, but why did everyone look at him so strangely?Make him feel as if something happened?
"Xin'er, why haven't you served dinner yet?" Fang Yan asked with a light smile.

"There is something, let's talk about it before the meal. After the meal, we should make preparations." Shen Xinniang said slowly.

"What's the matter?" Fang Yan didn't know why, but his heart skipped a beat, feeling that it was not a good thing.

"Do you still remember Yu Tai?" Shen Xinniang suddenly mentioned this name, causing the expression on Fang Yan's face to freeze for a moment.Yu Tai has been dead for so many years, how could he be mentioned suddenly now?
"It has something to do with him?" Fang Yan narrowed his eyes.

Shen Xinniang shook her head, "It's related to his illness. You said that there are rumors that the man born in the Yu family will not live to be 45 years old. It seems that the rumors are true."

Fang Yan frowned, stared at Shen Xinniang closely, and didn't speak for a moment.

Shen Xinniang sighed, "Gongsun Lan sent a letter saying that Yu Miao fell ill. The illness came suddenly and violently. If she can't be treated as soon as possible, I'm afraid the days will not be long."

Fang Yan's slightly frowned eyebrows did not relax, he squinted at Shen Xinniang, and then at his sons.If Shen Xinniang planned to go to the northwest to treat Yu Miao alone, then there was no need to invite all her sons to sit in a room so solemnly - she just discussed it with him in private.

The current situation looks like she has other plans.He nodded, wondering what Shen Xinniang was going to do.

Eight-year-old Fang Yi was a little impatient, and spoke first: "Mother is going to the Northwest alone, we don't worry, we have to go with her to protect mother!"

Fang Li and Fang Ran, the biggest, both nodded.

The elder Fang Li sighed, and said meaningfully: "Originally, it was the responsibility of my father and me to protect my mother. My younger brothers are still too young. However, my father is busy with official duties and can't get away. I am alone, and I am worried. If you don't take care of it, the younger brothers feel that they are duty-bound, so I have to go with the younger brothers!"

After saying this, Fang Yan felt a sense of sarcasm in his heart.

He took a deep look at Shen Xinniang, then looked at his sons, cleared his throat and said: "You go out first, I will discuss this matter with your mother carefully."

The sons all looked at their mother, and when they saw her nodding slightly, they saluted and retreated.

When Fang Yan and Shen Xiniang were the only ones left in the room, Fang Yan came forward and sat down beside her, "Do you want me to go with you?"

Shen Xinniang turned her face and looked at him earnestly, "I said a long time ago that life will inevitably make a lot of choices. Now, maybe it's time for you to make choices."

Fang Yan frowned slightly, "Xin'er, His Majesty is still young, and many things cannot be fully taken care of. I have to..."

"Fang Yan, the Holy Majesty is already 20 years old. When you were 20 years old, you had already left Lingshan. In Yu Tai's murder, you not only have to save your own life, but also fight wits and courageously with him to regain power." Shen Xinniang interrupted him.

Fang Yan was silent for a moment, still a little uneasy in her lowered eyes, "But my childhood experience, after all, is more than that of the Holy One."

"The Holy One is mature, and he wants to show his ambitions." Shen Xinniang raised her hand and gently held his hand, "If Li'er, Yi'er, grows up, and wants to leave the arms of his parents, leave home, and go far away... Experience, to grow, you also want to keep them at home, under your nose, in your palm, won't you let go?"

Fang Yan hesitated for a moment, then shook his head, "How can this be the same? The Holy Majesty's decision concerns the entire Great Liang, tens of millions of people, and the whole world!"

"His responsibility is greater, and he is destined to be wiser than others. Do you see that the Holy One is as impetuous and reckless as ordinary young people? Do you think that the Holy One is a fool who only knows how to play? He is not, He hasn't been since he was a child. Why can't you rest assured that this is his responsibility and hand it back to him?" Shen Xinniang asked slowly, "Do you know that there are already people who say that you are greedy for power, so you refuse to step down? The position of regent, I know you are not. But there are such comments, it means that the Holy Majesty is recognized, or the Holy Majesty expects to be recognized. But because you are in the middle, the Holy Majesty has no chance to stand alone on the high ground In terms of position, accept the government's postgraduate entrance examination and display your abilities to gain the recognition of the world."

Although Fang Yan didn't open his mouth to refute, but in his deep eyes, there was something vaguely disagreeable.

"Do you still remember what Master once said? He said that the real love is to let him go and let him go. Only by letting go can he learn to walk and run." Shen Xinniang sighed softly, "Maybe now I force you to let go of everything. Let go, you may not be able to do it, and you can't rest assured."

Fang Yan finally nodded, of course he couldn't rest assured.In his heart, the Holy One may still be the child who needed to hide behind him and rely on him to protect him from the wind and rain.

"If this is not the case, you should first ask the emperor for leave and go to the northwest with us. Yu Miao's illness can't be delayed any longer. Two months, I think, is enough to solve this matter. Two months, you stay away from the capital, and see you During his absence, will His Majesty make a mess of everything? If he won't, you should let it go at ease. If he is really incompetent, you will never feel that you are in the way by his side." Shen Xinniang Said slowly.

"Between hands and feet?" Fang Yan's face changed slightly.

Shen Xinniang looked up at him seriously, "You don't think so?"

Fang Yan frowned, his face, which had become more mature and attractive due to age, became slightly gloomy.

Shen Xinniang smiled lightly and shook her head, "Probably you are the only one who doesn't think so."

"Xin'er, you..." Fang Yan pursed her lips, couldn't she be more polite and tactful when talking to her husband?

"I plan to take my sons with me. You know that Li'er has long been looking forward to the northwest described by Sahela. Take this opportunity to take him to have a look. My suggestion just now is just a suggestion. You want Don't go, it's all up to you. I won't force you." After Shen Xinniang finished speaking, she asked someone to prepare a meal.

The palace has a rule of not talking when eating, during the meal, neither of them spoke.

After dinner, Fang Yan seemed to be still hesitating, but Shen Xinniang ignored him, and had already asked someone to pack up, planning to leave home tomorrow.

Fortunately, Dan Xin was really reluctant to part with the palace, even though Huang Shuaiyin bought a house nearby, the husband and wife still lived in the palace.Dan Xin even asked Shen Xinniang to come over almost every day, besides asking for peace, she also waited on Shen Xinniang just like when she was a maid in the past.

Shen Xinniang then told Dan Xin to pack her luggage as well. This time, she really planned to take her family with her, even Dan Xin's family.

Bringing her sons along, the journey was naturally not fast. She planned to leave the sons in Fang Yan's care if Fang Yan was able to pass. She and Master Ziyang went ahead to see how Yu Miao was doing.

But I don't know if Fang Yan can follow what she said, let go and try first, and ask the Holy Spirit for two months' leave.She could only make two preparations. If Fang Yan didn't go, the sons would always be entrusted to someone who could take care of them. Huang Shuaiyin and Dan Xin were naturally the best candidates.

Everyone in the palace is packing up and packing, and the sons are very excited.

Only Fang Yan felt that he was like someone who was isolated, conflicted and struggling.

Has he really started to get in the way by His Majesty's side?The Holy Majesty really doesn't need him anymore?Do you really want him to let it go?Can the Holy One do it?In case the Holy Majesty trusts the villain, in case he does something wrong, it is not a matter that affects one family or two, it is a major event that affects the world!How can he rest assured?

But what Xiner said was right, when she was in her twenties, she had already gone through life and death, trying every means to fight Yu Tai, and the Holy One is now 20 years old.

He has been sleeping in the study for several days.Today, Shen Xinniang packed up her luggage and drove him to the study.

In the study, Fang Yan tossed and turned sleeplessly.For a moment, I wanted to trust the Holy Majesty and let go as Shen Xinniang said.For a moment, she felt uneasy, feeling that now is not the time, so it can be seen that Shen Xiniang is not just talking about taking her son on the road, she really wants to do it!He can't rest assured about his majesty, so can he rest assured about his own son?
From the capital to the northwest, thousands of miles away!The oldest of his children is only 11 years old!Does he want to stay in the capital and stay in the court to be a "superfluous" person, or does he want to guard his wife and children and protect the people he should protect?

The answer seemed too obvious, too simple.

But for him, it was a dilemma.

When the dawn of the morning illuminated the Qi Palace, there was a lot of movement inside and outside the Qi Palace.The sound of loading the salute into the carriage, the sound of servants and servants urging each other, the sound of sons ordering and commanding indiscriminately...

Parting seems to be imminent.

Fang Yan was still lying in the study, missed the court meeting, and did not ask the servants around him to pack up for him.It seems that there are some meanings that are not reliable at both ends.

He just lay there so quietly, listening to the movements in the palace with his ears up.

I don't know how long he has been lying like this, and how busy he is outside, as if he suddenly heard the sound of a carriage rolling by.The house also gradually subsided, and there was no chattering.

No, just leave like this?It won't be cleaned up so quickly, will it?He thought, no matter what, he would dawdle until noon?leave now?

He suddenly got up from the bed in the study, his clothes were crumpled, he didn't know if he didn't leave them last night, or he put them on and lay down this morning.

He listened to the movement outside with his ears upright, but for a moment he could even hear the chirping birds on the trees very clearly, which showed that the palace had really quieted down.Are they already gone?
Xin'er didn't even come to ask him what he meant?Don't wait for him any longer?Just leave him alone and take the whole family away?
(End of this chapter)