marry the princess

Chapter 189 What do you want? !

With a warm kiss, Murong Huayi was a little caught off guard, as if he was teasing her, but now Su Leyan seemed to be playing him the other way around.

After a while, he returned to his normal expression, looking into Su Leyan's eyes, "It seems that the princess is really bold and proactive. If so, then the princess is ready to sleep tonight. In the king's bedroom."

When Murong Huayi said this, Su Leyan frowned.

She took two steps back, and gave a shallow salute in a gentle and polite way, "The prince punished my concubine from the Yanyu Pavilion, and my concubine dare not move rashly."

"Heh." Murong Huayi sneered, "Since that's the case, the princess will walk slowly."

After hearing this, Su Leyan turned around and left without any hesitation, but she only took three steps before her steps suddenly stopped, "My lord, there is nothing more between us. Yue and Xiaoyou, Su Leyan are waiting for orders."

The words are cold.

She said that day that she didn't want to know anymore, but it was actually a sentence that was 12 times against her will.It's just that she is now convincing herself that since this is the result, she no longer wants to investigate the cause.It's just that being chaotic and fuzzy has never been in line with her style, and she doesn't want to hurt Xiaoyou anymore because of herself, so she had to give in to Murong Huayi just now, but from now on, as long as she has no worries, then...

"Qingyue and Xiaoyou?" Murong Huayi asked back, "Has the princess forgotten a very important person?" He paused intentionally, "Jiang Xiaozuo, the princess doesn't care about this person at all?"

Before he finished speaking, Su Leyan suddenly turned around, "Murong Huayi, what exactly do you want?!"

His body was stern and his voice was cold.

When Jiang Xiaozuo was mentioned, she reacted so fiercely. Murong Huayi couldn't hide the disappointment in his heart, but there was still no emotional change on his face, "I just forgot to mention your old friend of ten years. This king kindly reminds you, Why is the princess so angry?"

Su Leyan forgot, Jiang Xiaozuo, even if he is an imperial doctor now, his official position is no more than fifth rank, and he cannot beat the prince in front of him.

"Since the prince mentioned it, please don't embarrass me and laugh."

"Are you defending him like this?" Murong Huayi looked at her nervously and anxiously, and raised the corners of his lips slightly.

Su Leyan lowered her eyebrows, "Yes."

"Heh." Murong Huayi laughed, making Su Leyan's heart tremble, "I have been with you for ten years, and he is your closest and only friend? You told me that day, did you lose your smile? Now , isn't he still on your mind?"

When mentioning Jiang Xiaozuo, Murong Huayi was not as indifferent as before.

Su Leyan looked at Murong Huayi in front of her, feeling an indescribable feeling in her heart.

At the beginning, he clearly knew that she and Xiaozuo were old friends, but he still let Xiaozuo enter the Fourteenth Palace as an imperial physician; at the beginning, he clearly told himself that he would be jealous, but he still asked himself to meet Xiaozuo; at the beginning, she clearly said There are many old things between himself and Xiaozuo, but he still holds him in his arms, gently wipes away the tears from his eyes, and tells himself that everything depends on him...

Su Leyan thought that there were so many things that she could be sure of at the beginning that Murong Huayi believed in herself, believed that she and Xiaozuo were just friends for ten years, and believed that she was just friends with Xiaozuo... It turned out that he didn't believe it at all; The love he said to her after touching her body was nothing more than a jellybean stuffed after a slap, but he went deep into his bones with that sweet love.

Su Leyan recalled the past, tears welled up in her eyes.

She has thought about these things more than once, and every time she is extremely sad, she will think of Murong Huayi's tenderness and doting on her, and then the pain will recede layer by layer, and then love and pain will rub together, become bitter.She hated her frail and incompetent appearance, but she couldn't let herself get rid of this layer of fragility, because she knew that she loved Rong Huayi.

If she doesn't love, she won't become so humble.

It's just that the sudden rift between them caught her off guard, and she was told not to do so before she had time to mend it.

Today, when she thought of this past again, the dull pain in her heart was much less.Because one thing hurts for a long time, it will become numb, and people have to protect their instincts. No matter how much sweetness in the past, if you put it on the wound, the wound will never heal, and the sweetness will become less and less, and then one day it will be useless .Thinking of his kindness to me again, there is no comfort in my heart, no pain relief, because those kindnesses are getting farther and farther away, and I can't see them clearly.

"Xiao Zuo is someone worthy of my heart." Su Leyan, who had been silent for a long time, slowly raised her eyes, "He is my friend, and I don't allow anyone to hurt him."

The determination in Su Leyan's eyes is moving.

"You keep saying that he is your friend, are you just friends with him?"

Murong Huayi's questioning made the only glimmer of hope in Su Leyan's heart drop.

"My lord said he likes me and doesn't want me to be hurt, so let me believe you..." Su Leyan counted slowly, "So, that's all."

"Su Leyan, I don't believe you?" Murong Huayi stared into her eyes, "Do you believe me?"

Murong Huayi's sudden stern question made Su Leyan stunned for a moment.

"Su Leyan, tell me who you are?" Murong Huayi looked at her, "You never told me anything about you. You were coerced by Yan Zhi to marry Yan Xinyao into the house. Did you tell me once? But why am I so forced? Jiang Xiaozuo is your ten-year old friend, and you have never mentioned him to me; you live in Caoluotang, and you are Mr. Shushu there. Lie went to investigate and found out, Jiang Xiaozuo, I only found out after investigating. Su Leyan, how many things have you kept from me? I thought that one day you would rely on me with confidence, but you never confessed to me Pass."

"Have you ever trusted me?"

Murong Huayi looked at Su Leyan with indignation in his eyes.

When Jiang Xiaozuo was mentioned in the past, he pretended to be relaxed or sad, so that Su Leyan could face him easily, but when Su Leyan was enjoying his care, she forgot to look back. Is the smile on the smiling man's face real? Watching her back leave, the smile on his lips will slowly decrease, and the cheerful brilliance in his eyes will gradually fade away.

In fact, how much he hopes that when her worries dissipate, he can tell him all her thoughts with attachment, instead of trying to guess her thoughts; Whenever he saw the brilliance or disappointment in her eyes when she mentioned Jiang Xiaozuo, the flames of jealousy would burn in his heart.

He and Jiang Xiaozuo are different in Su Leyan's heart.

But Murong Huayi will suddenly realize which is more important.

She never opened her mouth to tell herself her difficulties.

To him, Su Leyan is just Su Leyan.

But how did a little teacher get in touch with Yan Zhi?
She never answered this biggest puzzle for him.

Seeing Su Leyan staring blankly at him without words, Murong Huayi was startled to feel that he had lost his composure.

He sorted out his emotions, and put a careless smile on his lips, "Seeing that the princess has suffered a lot of 'grievances' in the past few days, it's time to go to Doctor Jiang and tell her heartfelt heart ?” Paused, “By the way, the king ordered the concubine’s feet to be banned, and the concubine will not be able to meet her old friend. This is really regrettable.”

After finishing speaking, Murong Huayi waved his sleeves and left the hall.

On the way back to Yanyu Pavilion, Su Leyan felt that her footsteps were heavy and she couldn't lift them up. She was in a daze all the way, and she arrived at Yanyu Pavilion unconsciously.Looking at the new plaque outside the attic, Su Leyan suddenly felt very glaring.

"Princess Wang is back." Miao Qiu greeted her when she walked to the Yan Yu Pavilion.

They had already heard about Murong Huayi sending people out of the mansion to look for Su Leyan, and now they didn't see Qingyue and Xiaoyou beside her, so she was not too surprised, and greeted her with a smile.

Su Leyan didn't pay much attention to her, went upstairs and returned to the room, and then closed the door tightly as before.

At the market, after saying goodbye to Su Leyan, Qingyue never came back. No one in the palace cared about this matter that day, but until it was dark and Qingyue hadn't returned to the mansion, the manager became concerned. But they didn't dare to disturb the lord at night about the matter of a maid, so they dragged it on like this, and waited until the next day, and waited again, but they still didn't see Qingyue coming back, so they started to whisper together, discussing whether this matter is right What to do, I finally sent people out to the imperial city to search, but there was no result, so I went to report the matter to Wei Lie.

"Qingyue didn't come back?" Wei Lie was slightly surprised.

"I have already sent people out to look for it, but there is no news... Could this girl have suffered a lot in the palace and escaped?" the visitor guessed.

Wei Lie thought for a while, "Look again."

"Yes."

Wei Lie still felt a little difficult to handle this matter.

Qingyue is the maid brought by Su Leyan, this maid has not come back, she should go to tell the princess, but the prince has ordered another order, even if she comes back, she will be sent to other courtyards It will be under Su Leyan's control again.

Wei Lie thought that the prince probably didn't want to hear about these incidents recently, so he thought it would be more appropriate for them to continue searching.

So, after such a delay, three days passed and there was still no news, so Wei Lie bit the bullet and went into Murong Huayi's study to inform Qingyue of her disappearance.

In the past few days, Murong Huayi has been burying his head in sorting out the official information he wrote that day from all over the world. When he was busy, Wei Lie suddenly reported such an incident. He was a little surprised, "Since then Princess Ri didn't come back after taking her out?"

Wei Lie nodded, "I have sent people to search outside for the past few days, but to no avail."

Murong Huayi put down what he was doing.Qingyue is not an ordinary maid, they have known for a long time, but at this moment she suddenly disappeared...

"The subordinate also sent someone to check around the General's Mansion, but she never went back."

Murong Huayi fell into deep thought.

(End of this chapter)