One Child and Two Treasures: The Divine Doctor's Daughter

Chapter 790 Are you crying?

"But that was really painful."

Li Yuan trembled his eyelashes, took two deep breaths, but still couldn't do it, and didn't want to let go.

Jiang Jinyue was a little at a loss, but she had to say it.

"Li Yuan, ask yourself, are you happy when you like me?"

Jiang Jinyue alone could feel the despair and sadness these days.

Li Yuan was taken aback by the question.

Jiang Jinyue pursed her lips.

"Li Yuan, let it go, I sincerely beg you to let it go, let us both feel better."

"If you can let go if you let go, that would be great."

It has been so many years, and liking Jiang Jinyue has long become a habit, which cannot be changed overnight, Li Yuan even feels that he will never get over this hurdle in his life, and will never meet someone like Jiang Jinyue again. people.

The thing he regrets the most now is that at the beginning, he didn't take Jiang Jinyue to wander in the desert. Because he couldn't bear it, he let Jiang Jinyue develop feelings for Li Zongyu during that time.

At that time, no matter how dangerous it is, you should forcefully keep this person by your side, accompany her through all the things, and finally settle down. Perhaps, the result will not be like this.

However, there is no medicine for regret in this world, and there is no what if. He has already embarked on this road, and this road is just a possible result for him. Jiang Jinyue doesn't like him, even From the beginning to the end, she never changed her mind. She didn't like him, so all his efforts were just entanglement in Jiang Jinyue's view.

Li Yuan froze in place, not even knowing what to do.

On the night when Li Zongyu sneaked into the deserted palace and took Jiang Jinyue away, he was actually half asleep and half awake. Even before he came, he already knew that Li Zongyu was coming that night.

He cared too much about Jiang Jinyue, every frown and smile of hers, he could guess the meaning of every move. In those few days, no matter how tolerant Jiang Jinyue was, he could still see the expression on her face. Sometimes there is joy, and the hope that cannot be suppressed in the eyes.

That is the expression that can only be fully shown to the person she likes, and it is the expression that Jiang Bainyue has never shown to him at all.

Jiang Jinyue thought that she could fool everyone, but in fact she couldn't fool anyone who cared about her and understood her.

At that time, half dreaming and half awake, he turned a blind eye and closed his eyes. Even if the torches from outside people burned to the granary, he didn't get up, for fear of alarming Jiang Jinyue.

He was willing to let him go, willing to never see him again for the rest of his life, even if he couldn't get this person, because this person had the idea of ​​committing suicide, he never blamed her at all.

But she kept all the gifts he gave.

At that moment, he was heartbroken, in pain, full of irrationality and ignorance, and wanted to send the gift back to her.

What he thought was that in the future, Jiang Jinyue would have someone to rely on and be able to save his life.

After chasing the past all the way, the more I chase, the more desperate I become, and the more I chase, the more disappointed I become.

Later, when he saw her, his heart couldn't stop trembling.

He couldn't control himself, every minute and every second he felt that if he lost this person, he would not be able to live in this world, and it was all given to him, no matter whether he answered it or not, he couldn't look back.

With just one glance, he was afraid that he would never be able to walk away from her, and walk away from her.

In the end, after both Jiang Jinyue and Li Zongyu had gone far, far away, Li Yuan actually went back to their respective places secretly.

The two scimitars are still there, Jiang Jinyue probably avoids him like a snake and scorpion, she must be bored with him, hate him to the core, she is not even willing to accept this gift anymore, completely thinking about it. Never have anything to do with him again.

It is impossible for him to give it away again in the future, and Jiang Jinyue is not willing to leave it to him even if he thinks about it.

He thought he was doing his best, restraining himself from doing too much
Thinking of this, he felt extremely sad in his heart, and even felt that every second he lived was painful, and the vines growing in his heart strangled him to death, leaving no room for him to relax.

He has done so much. To Jiang Jinyue, it was all done from his own perspective. Jiang Jinyue didn't care at all, and never asked to do these things. Got bored.

Every time he thinks of this, he feels it is difficult to breathe, and his heart churns out waves of great discomfort. At this moment, when he sees Jiang Jinyue in front of him, he just stands there and looks at him quietly, knowing that he can't take another step forward. , and then there is any reason to hug her.

Jiang Jinyue frowned slightly. She always had this expression in front of him. When she smiled, she even showed frowning indifference and alienation. Only in front of Li Zongyu would she act like a child and speak out The words are like soft candies, revealing a sweet taste.

"Li Yuan, you shouldn't be on this road."

"Jiang Jinyue, I have nothing to do, I really have nothing to do."

Li Yuan had already trapped himself in a dead end, the only way out was Jiang Jinyue, as long as Jiang Jinyue abandoned him, he would have no ability to survive.

He had put his life in Jiang Jinyue's hands a long time ago, and she didn't need to do anything, as long as Jiang Jinyue resisted him and left him, every movement was like stabbing a knife in his heart, and every move was extraordinarily real bloody.

Now that Jiang Jinyue doesn't love him, this situation is already dead, and he should die too.

"No, you have a way. In fact, you have many ways. It's just whether you are willing to do it or not."

Jiang Jinyue wiped her eyes and finally stopped her tears.

It's not that she doesn't feel sorry for Li Yuan.

For a long time, she treated this man as her own younger brother. Li Yuan treats her well, she is heartless and can't feel anything.

It's just that at that time, she didn't think about it at all, so she treated her kindly, and what she accumulated was only the kind of emotion she had for her younger brother.

No matter how nice he is to herself, Jiang Jinyue has nothing to respond to him.

Now that the two of them have already embarked on such a dead end, Jiang Jinyue also knows that there is no way out. Whether Li Yuan will continue to follow this path, or find another way to go to another path, the choice is always his own hand.

No one is destined to control someone's life and death, even if it is struggling or not, it cannot be decided.

Jiang Jinyue had already said so much, and there was no way to continue.

"I'm just here to tell you that you still have many, many paths to choose in your life. If you choose the path of death, maybe I will feel sorry for you, and I may remember you for a few days, but after a long time I will forget you, I will forget the guilt you felt when you died for me, my life is still very long, and I will meet many people and many things, I may feel sorry for you, but I will not mourn you for the rest of my life."

"Li Yuan, the right to choose is in your own hands. Which path you choose is none of my business."

"You do it yourself."

When Jiang Jinyue went out, he saw Li Zongyu standing at the door waiting for him.

She flew over and immediately threw herself into Li Zongyu's arms.

She heard the sourness in her own voice.

"Let's go and never come back."

She has already done everything she can do. If Li Yuan still can't figure it out, then she can't do anything about it. Maybe she can really remember this person for the rest of her life, but now that she has a clear conscience, it won't become a hurdle she can't get over in the end. .

Jiang Jinyue would never be able to give what Li Yuan wanted, and it wasn't the emotion that could come from crying just by threatening death or shedding a few tears.

"Have you ever cried?"

Li Zongyu raised his hand and touched her tender eye sockets, his voice was full of pity.

Jiang Jinyue nodded, and said bluntly without any concealment.

"Cried."

"What should I do?"

Li Zongyu frowned and asked him.

Jiang Jinyue raised her face and said coquettishly.

"You have to coax me, the kind that takes a long time to coax."

"... "

(End of this chapter)