Chapter 182 Concession
The imperial physicians came and went. These days, the imperial hospital seemed to be specially set up for Sun Xiaoxi.

"Your Majesty, Concubine Xiao who just slipped a tire is already weak. If she continues to experience the cold by the lake like today, I am afraid that Concubine Xiao's body will get worse and worse. Don't say that she will panic again. I'm afraid it's an extravagant hope to save your life."

The old doctor's words were still in his ears, Lian Jing cast his eyes on Sun Xiaoxi who was sleeping peacefully, his brows were furrowed, and the feeling in his heart was indescribable.

Damn it, who told her about the child?He obviously just left for a while, but she actually knew so many things!

Eyelashes like butterfly wings trembled, Sun Xiaoxi struggled for a while, opened her eyes, and woke up.

Facing her big lonely eyes, Lian Jing was both happy and helpless, stroked her hair with his big hands, and greeted her with a smile.

"Xi'er, you're awake."

Sun Xiaoxi didn't open her mouth to speak, but just stared blankly at his handsome face, her gaze was a little empty.

"Xi'er, let's talk, shall we?"

Sun Xiaoxi didn't want to talk to him, so she turned her back to him, and used indifference and alienation to distance the two of them.

Lian Jing pursed his lips, with a gloomy expression, "Are you planning to never talk to me for the rest of your life?" He loved and hated her in his heart, his big hand on her long hair froze, and he turned her over and hugged her inside.

"Xi'er, talk to me!"

In an instant, Sun Xiaoxi's tears had flowed down silently. Seeing her tears, Lian Jing was at a loss for what to do. He hugged her tightly with his iron arms, and he hugged her and patted her on the back.

"Xi'er, what exactly do you want?" He paused for a moment, and then said, "Without a child, I will be better off than you!"

Sun Xiaoxi cried out suppressedly, grabbing his dragon robe with her two small hands, her small body trembled like an abandoned animal.

Lian Jing knew she was sad, so he hugged her tightly, since she was about to cry, he let her vent.

I don't know how long she cried, but she pushed him away, her eyes full of resentment.

"Xi'er, do you hate me to death now?"

"Lian Jing, I have never understood you. Sometimes, I think you really love me and love me, but sometimes, I feel that your actions have broken my heart."

She hugged her arms and buried her face in her knees. This was a very insecure gesture. Lian Jing knew it, but she didn't know how to comfort her at this moment.

"Xi'er, if you feel sad and guilty because of the child, you don't have to. The child's matter is my fault, and I didn't protect you well." He stared at her tightly. At this moment, as long as she has one Any weird move would scare him.

"If you still want children, our future is still so long, we will still have children, won't we?"

Sun Xiaoxi raised her face to look at him, and shook her head disappointedly at him, "No, even if there will be children in the future, it's not the one now, Lian Jing, you will never understand, you don't understand what is in my heart at all. What do you think!"

"Then just tell me!" Lian Jing clasped her shoulders, his gaze was level with hers, "If you have any dissatisfaction in your heart, you can tell me, if you don't tell me, how can I understand you?!"

Sun Xiaoxi broke free from his restraint, "Forget it, I don't want to talk anymore, I'm very tired, please let me rest... I beg you."

Lian Jing let go of her hand, and sat beside her with a dejected expression, his expression full of injuries.

"Okay, you rest, I am here with you."

Sun Xiaoxi shook her head, "I don't want to see you now."

"Xi'er! I have already given in!" What else does she want?Is she going to give up on him because of this matter?
"Aren't you going?" Sun Xiaoxi's expression was extremely indifferent, "Okay, if you don't go, I'll go, is that okay?" She said, she wanted to get out of bed barefoot.

With a loud bang, Lian Jing's fist hit the dragon bed made of gold. The force was so heavy that if it was an ordinary person, his fingers would have been broken.

His black eyes were bloodshot, and he stared at her tightly, while she met his gaze expressionlessly.

The two confronted each other for a long time, but finally it was Lian Jing who turned to Lian Jing. He stood up straight and pressed her down on the bed with a bitter and disappointed expression.

"Don't get up, I'll just go." After saying that, he turned and walked out of his bedroom.

When he opened the door and walked out, he stopped and said, "I won't go far, just call me if you have anything to do."

After closing the bedroom door, the sound of crying came from inside. Lian Jing leaned against the door, clenched his fists so tightly that his palms were already bleeding, his heart was slowed down by her crying, he didn't know what the pain was for a long time.

Afraid that what happened yesterday would repeat itself, Lian Jing set up a net inside and outside Longxuan Hall, every door and every window had a guard, even if Sun Xiaoxi had great skills, it was impossible for her to step out of Longxuan Hall.

The matter of Sun Xiaoxi made Lian Jing very anxious, and his mood was so bad that everyone avoided him.

In the early court, he was uncharacteristically embarrassing Lian Zichen, actively challenging the authority of Prince Lian.

Lian Zichen didn't care, it was rare for his eldest nephew to be so restless, and it would be nice to play with him.

All of a sudden, the Golden Luan Palace became a battleground between Lian Jing and Lian Zichen. The strength of the two sides was evenly matched, and the outcome was yet to be announced.

After the morning court, Lian Jing didn't want to let Lian Zichen go, and if he grabbed him, he wanted to compete with him.

Fist and feet were blind, Lian Zichen hit Lian Jing's left shoulder with a palm, and Lian Jing punched Lian Zichen's right shoulder, both of them took a few steps back to stop.

"Enough!" Lian Zichen raised his hand to stop him, "Your Majesty, are you going too far today? Although this is the palace, this king is still your uncle!"

"Hmph!" Lian Jing scoffed disdainfully, "So you still know your identity? Now that you know, why do you still tell Xiaoxi the truth?!"

Lian Zichen didn't understand what he was talking about, "What's the truth? I didn't tell her anything!"

He frowned and thought: Did Sun Xiaoxi know about the child?
"She almost jumped into the lake yesterday, you didn't tell her about the child, how would she know?!" Lian Jing has already determined that Lian Zichen was the one who started all this.

Lian Zichen narrowed his eyes dangerously, his chest was blocked somewhere, he couldn't believe it: she actually went to jump into the lake?

"It doesn't matter whether you believe it or not, I didn't tell her anything." Lian Zichen said calmly, "If you become irrational because of her affairs, then I can't do anything about it."

After the words fell, he walked around him and walked in the direction of leaving the palace.

Sun Xiaoxi was locked in Lian Jing's dormitory for several days in a row. She stopped crying and making noise, ate and slept on time, and lived an extremely regular life. However, she changed. No matter how much she loves to play and laugh, watching her changes makes Lian Jing feel mixed feelings.

When Lian Jing returned to Longxuan Hall, Sun Xiaoxi happened to have dinner, perhaps because she hadn't recovered yet, she ate very little.

He stepped up and sat down opposite her, afraid that she would not even want to eat because she was angry with him, so he didn't dare to disturb her, just looked at her quietly.

Sun Xiaoxi put down her chopsticks, without even giving him a look, stood up from the chair and was about to leave the dining table.

How many days had he not spoken to her?It's been so long that he doesn't remember it.

The long arm stretched out involuntarily, and he grabbed her wrist to pull her to a stop.

Sun Xiaoxi didn't look back, but just stood there quietly listening to him.

Lian Jing sighed, and spoke with a slight pleading tone, "Xi'er, how long are you going to go on like this? Are you going to never talk to me for the rest of your life?"

Sun Xiaoxi's heart is also in a mess, and she doesn't know how long she will go on like this.

Looking back at him, she slowly pulled out her hand, "Lian Jing, I really don't know how to face you now, as soon as I see your face, I can't help but think of that child. "

"My heart is so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable... I don't know how to face myself."

Lian Jing frowned, with a melancholy and lonely expression.

"Can't we just forget about this and start over again?" Lian Jing walked around the table and walked in front of her, "Xi'er, can't we continue to live? For an unborn child, you want When will you fight with me?"

Hearing his words, Sun Xiaoxi's heart became cold again.

"The child is gone, have you ever been sad? You said you were no better than me, why didn't I see you sad?"

Without a child, she can't blame him completely, after all, she didn't realize that she had a child at that time, but what she can't bear the most is that he wants to forget about it and live with her, he doesn't even have a child at all. No pity for that lost child!

"Lian Jing, do you know why I haven't talked to you these days? Because I feel guilty, I feel guilty for that child!" As he spoke, Sun Xiaoxi's eyes turned red again, "If I can take care of myself, So can it be born safely in ten months? After ten months, I can see it, and in two years I can hear it calling my mother, but now..."

She shook her head, "Everything is already a luxury."

"So? What do you want? Live in guilt for the rest of your life, and blame me for being cold-blooded and ruthless?" Lian Jing stretched out his hand to hold her shoulder, and he leaned down to look at her, with obvious injuries across his eyes, " Sun Xiaoxi, it's not that I don't care about children, but I care more about you than children!"

"I can have no children, but I..." Lian Jing's eyes were clear and clear, "I will never lose you."

How could he not care about children?That was their first child, and he would never forget the existence of that child in his whole life. However, the child had already passed away, and he only hoped to cherish her now.

Why couldn't she understand him?
"Perhaps children are very important in your heart, but in my heart, no matter how many children there are, they can't compare to you." He hugged her into his arms and held her tightly.

"Xi'er, do you want me to feel the pain of losing you after the pain of losing my child?! How can you be so cruel?"

A tear slid down Sun Xiaoxi's face, she bit her lips, and after being hugged by him for a long time, she raised her hand hesitantly.

"Xi'er, I will take you to see something tomorrow." He rubbed her hair, "But you have to promise me that after you finish watching it, you won't be sad about it anymore, can you?"

Sun Xiaoxi lowered her hand and was hugged tightly in his arms. She neither refused nor accepted. For some reason, she no longer knew what attitude to face Lian Jing with.

She clearly agreed to trust each other, but after this incident, she no longer knows how to trust him.

Lian Jing let go of her body, looked down at her tear-stained little face, and stretched out his big hand to wipe away the tears on her face.

"Xi'er, what should I do so that you can return to your old smile?"

Sun Xiaoxi was silent, yes, she used to hate crying so much, but now, no matter what she sees, she doesn't seem to smile anymore.

"Lian Jing, I want to go home." She really misses her father. She used to have her father, and under his protection, she didn't have any troubles. She really wanted to go back to the carefree when.

Seeing her talking and crying again, Lian Jing also felt uncomfortable with her, and took her back into his arms, and he promised her.

"Okay, when you feel better, I'll take you home, okay?"

go home?Sun Xiaoxi smiled wryly in her heart, she also wanted to go home, but the 21st century was too far away, and it was impossible for her to go back.

(End of this chapter)

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