The emperor plays a rogue: a cute little gambling concubine

Chapter 184 My Beloved Son
A few days passed, and Sun Xiaoxi's body gradually recovered. She ate a little more food and talked a little more than before, but the smile on her face was no longer there. To coax her, she just hooked the corners of her mouth and gave him a shallow smile perfunctorily.

After lunch, Lian Jing said that he would take Sun Xiaoxi to a place, but Sun Xiaoxi lacked interest and did not want to go with him.

"I'm tired and I just want to rest."

Lian Jing reached out and grabbed her wrist to prevent her from running into the room. She has been hiding in the room these days, and the more she hides, the worse her mood will be.

"Xi'er, let's go out for a walk. It's not good to sleep right after lunch, and now that you've recovered a bit, sunbathing is only good for you and not bad for you, huh?" He coaxed softly, Sun Xiaoxi frowned, and after a long time, she reluctantly nodded.

Although it was noon and the sun was high in the sky, people could still feel the awe in the air in late autumn and early winter.

After Lian Jing added clothes for Sun Xiaoxi, he took her out and walked along the path of the imperial garden, while walking, he asked her how to feel warm.

Lian Jing is definitely not a considerate man, because he has an identity that cannot be challenged by others, so he has always been arrogant and cold.

These days, because of the child's affairs, out of guilt for her, he has been bowing his head to her.

In fact, he didn't need to do this. After all, it was her own business that she was in a bad mood, and he didn't do anything wrong.

Lian Jing suddenly stopped in his tracks, looked sideways at her preoccupied look, he frowned, sighed, and raised his hand to touch her little face that had become slightly cold after walking around.

"Xi'er, is there something wrong with you?" He asked with concern.

Sun Xiaoxi shook her head, "You know, my heart is the most uncomfortable thing right now."

Every night in her dream, she could dream of a child crying to her, he said he wanted to come to this world, and he asked her why she didn't protect him well.

She never thought that being a mother is such a difficult thing. When the child is hurt, she is also hurt. The child questions herself and blames herself. Even if she didn't mean it, she will feel extremely guilty.

Children are the debts of their parents. Thinking about it now, she was really bad to her father before.

Lian Jing understood how uncomfortable she felt, because he was the same as her, and he felt sorry for that child, and lamented that he had a poor relationship with that child.

Holding her hand, he walked to the small bamboo forest ahead.

The bamboo forest is facing his Longxuan Hall, and a little further from Longxuan Hall is her Xiaoxuan Hall.

Lian Jing brought Sun Xiaoxi to an unnamed jade stele. The jade stele was engraved with the words "My Beloved Son". Sun Xiaoxi's eyes turned red when she saw those four words, and tears fell down, making Lian Jing Jing was caught off guard.

He quickly hugged her into his arms, and while wiping her tears, he said: "Why are you crying? That child is the first child you conceived for me. Even if we don't have enough fate with it, it is still there." My child, I should do it for it, or I will do it for it."

Sun Xiaoxi couldn't stop her tears, she kept complaining in her heart that he was indifferent, even for her own children, in fact...

He is really attentive, he is attentive to the child, and in order to take into account her feelings, he is even more attentive.

Sun Xiaoxi cried so much that Lian Jing was at a loss. He didn't bring her here to make her shed tears. He sighed helplessly, brushing the tears overflowing from her eyes with his big hand.

"Okay, don't cry anymore, I didn't bring you here to make you cry." He leaned over and kissed her eyes, coaxing softly.

"When did you..." Her voice was choked up, and she asked intermittently while crying, "When did you get a monument here?"

"Of course it was when I knew you had lost your child, but I couldn't tell you." He put his arms around her waist, raised his hand to stroke her back, and said, "I'm hiding your child. Wrong, but I know that you will be sad after knowing the truth, and when I think of the pain and self-reproach after you know the truth, I wish I could hide it from you for the rest of my life!"

"I thought it was a simple matter to hide it from you, but I obviously underestimated the connection between flesh and blood. Like you, I always dream of that child when I fall asleep at night."

Sun Xiaoxi understood that he, like her, regretted and felt guilty for that child, but he still carried her alive on his back, so he didn't easily express his sadness in front of her.

"Xi'er." He called her softly, let go of her small body, took her hand and walked to the front of the jade stele, he helped her squat down slowly, his big hand covered her small hand, two Put your hand lightly on the jade tablet.

"This is our child. Even if it is gone, it will always live in our hearts. It faces our bedroom every day. As long as you want, you can come and see it anytime."

The cold touch of her hands made Sun Xiaoxi mistakenly think that she touched the child's cold body. She cried bitterly, and finally hid in Lian Jing's arms and cried wantonly. The cool wind blew by, and the bamboo leaves were shaking, as if the child's soul like surrounding them.

After wanton crying, Sun Xiaoxi's suppressed mood was relieved. When she walked out of the bamboo forest, Lian Jing finally saw her bright smile that she hadn't seen for a long time.

"Lian Jing, after this incident, I feel that I have grown up a lot." She said to him.

Lian Jing nodded, rubbing her hair lovingly, and said, "Not only you have grown up, but I have also grown up."

Since taking the throne, he has never made a decision that he regrets, but now, he regrets it.

What he said made Sun Xiaoxi feel very curious, "Where did you say that?"

Lian Jing reached out to grab her hand, pulled her to his back, then grabbed her shoulders and pulled her into his arms.

"I didn't believe in retribution before, but now I do. The more selfish I want to protect you, the more I hurt you the most in the end."

"So what happened to Su Qinxiu and Lian'er, do you regret it?"

Lian Jing hooked the corners of his mouth, and didn't answer her with words, but nodded slightly.

After a long time, he didn't let go of her body until they reached the gate of Longxuan Hall, and said with a serious face, "If the life of the emperor can be saved, I will definitely not use Su Qinxiu to attack Lian Zichen. "

The cause of all this was because he wanted to crush Lian Zichen too much. He could have avoided all this from happening, but he didn't.

Seeing how regretful Lian Jing was at this time, Sun Xiaoxi was unwilling to use this incident to hit his weak heart.

She hugged him from behind, Lian Jing's body froze, he wanted to look back at her, but she stopped him.

"Don't look back, listen to me first."

Hearing this, Lian Jing stopped wanting to turn around.

"Lian Jing, in fact, I have always blamed you until now." She felt his nervousness, raised the corner of her mouth slightly, and leaned her head against his strong back, and said, "If it wasn't because you insisted on knocking down Lian Zichen, then you wouldn't take the risk and threaten Su Qinxiu to help you, you and Lian Zichen forced her to death, and then you wronged Lian'er and killed an innocent life again because of me."

"I really don't understand what you're doing. Why are you killing innocent women on the battlefield? You may think it's nothing, but as a woman, I can't understand such an approach."

"People always have to go through some things to understand the relationship between gains and losses. If it wasn't because I lost my child this time, maybe you would use the same method to deal with the enemy next time?" The two slender arms were tightly bound Lian Jing, she continued: "Lian Jing, this may be God's will. God is telling you, don't use such despicable methods to deal with the enemy anymore, because if you do this, the victim may be yourself."

Lian Jing didn't understand, did Lian Zichen do fewer bad things than him?Why hasn't Lian Zichen received retribution until now?

He pulled her arm away, turned to look at her delicate face, "Xi'er, do you think I deserve more than Lian Zichen?"

Sun Xiaoxi shook her head, "I didn't mean that, I just want to tell you, you must not become like Lian Zichen, because he has lost more than you now."

Prince Lian's Mansion——

"My lord, this subordinate has bypassed everyone's attention and brought Su Qinyue back to Prince Lian's mansion." The mysterious woman wearing a veil clasped her hands and reported.

Lian Zichen stood upright in front of the window with his hands behind his back, and when he heard the woman's report, he turned his head slowly.

"You've done a good job. Of the people who stay with me, you are the only one who is the best." He evoked a soft and charming smile.

The woman took off her veil, revealing her true colors.

"The prince's kindness to Xiao Si is not as superficial as Su Qinxiu's. The prince saved Xiao Si's life, and Xiao Si is willing to die for the prince."

Lian Zichen stepped towards Xiaosi, her thin lips raised slightly, he raised his hand to pinch her chin, Xiaosi followed his movements and looked up at him.

He lowered his head slowly, leaving only one centimeter between his lips.

"Soon, you will be able to restore your true identity, and you don't have to be that stupid and stupid Sun Xiaosi anymore."

After the words fell, Lian Zichen had already let go of her jaw.

A look of disappointment flashed across Xiao Si's face, she smiled wryly, and asked again: "My lord, do you really want to take away Concubine Xiao?"

"Now she is like glue to the emperor, she will not be willing to go with you."

"That's why I need you." Lian Zichen looked determined.

"Forgive me for speaking bluntly, Concubine Xiao, she is not suitable for you, your lord. If your lord is obsessed with her again, one day, your lord will be killed by Concubine Xiao." Xiao Siyu persuaded earnestly.

"Yeyan." Lian Zichen suppressed the evil smile on his face, looked at Yeyan at the fake small temple with a cold handsome face, and said coldly: "It's not your turn to judge what the king wants, understand Yet?!"

Ye Yan frowned, lowered his eyes, and said in a helpless voice, "This subordinate understands."

(End of this chapter)