glamorous ghost wife

Chapter 35 How to choose between self-esteem and survival?

"Master Zhang...that...you just said..." Wang Qian panted heavily after chasing after her, and looked at me nervously.

I knew what she wanted to ask, so I interrupted her directly, and said, "Li Can is not possessed by an evil spirit, but possessed by a ghost. It is a female ghost, and I have chased her away!"

Hearing my words, Wang Qi's pupils shrank suddenly, and her breathing stopped for a while, as if she couldn't accept it for a while.

I waved goodbye to her, she came back to her senses and hurriedly said that she would drive me back, but I rejected this proposal without hesitation.

I have already experienced her speed like a racing car, and now she looks restless, if I ride in her car again, I am really afraid that there will be some accidents.

After reassuring that the female ghost would not trouble Li Can and them again, Wang Qian looked a little better, and very politely sent me to the gate of Jianghua College.I hailed a taxi and drove to the apartment complex where I rented.

The person in the mirror mainly wanted to test me this time. Li Can and the others were completely innocent and got involved.What happened this time, if the person in the mirror came back, he should have troubled me instead of Li Can and the others.

I don't know the details of the person in the mirror, which makes me feel a little bit pained.

It's easy to hide with a sharp gun, but it's hard to defend against a hidden arrow. I'm already in a lot of trouble now. If the person in the mirror keeps trying to plot against me in the dark, it will definitely be a troublesome thing for me.

Touching the check in my pocket, my restless mood felt a little better.

With this money, plus the money left in my card, I can definitely implement my blue charm plan.

In the face of absolute strength, all calculations are scum, the most urgent thing is to improve one's own strength as soon as possible, and increase the Qi in one's body.

After taking a taxi back to the apartment complex, it was almost three o'clock in the middle of the night.

When I returned to the apartment, I took out the key and opened the door, and a chilly breath came towards me, which made my heart tremble.

This cool breath is very faint, but I still caught it.

Glancing at the door of Huang Wei's room, the faint Yin Qi came from Huang Wei's room.

No way!What day is it?Did he see the hell again?

I gave Huang Wei a talisman before, just because I noticed that her body was stained with a bit of yin. She works in a bar and often doesn't come back until two or three o'clock in the middle of the night.Maybe I ran into something unclean. With my amulet protecting me, it shouldn't be a big problem!
Well, not sure.

Just like the female ghost instigated by the man in the mirror tonight, she is immune to my ordinary talisman, it's hard to say such a thing.

I held my breath, holding a talisman, and quietly walked to Huang Wei's door.

There was a light knock on the door, but there was no movement in the room, it was very quiet.

I frowned and twisted the doorknob lightly, but it was not locked.

Gently pushed open the door, although the lights in the room were off, Huang Wei's bedside lamp was still on.

However, the bedside lamp was flickering and dim.The temperature in Huang Wei's room was also very low. She curled up and muttered something on the bed with a painful expression on her face.

Seeing her like this, I breathed a sigh of relief.

Yin Qi is scattered and disordered, not as weird as Li Can, nor like an ordinary ghost upper body.Nine times out of ten, it is the evil spirit entering the body, similar to being possessed by evil spirits, it should be a nightmare.

Her face was painful, it was obvious that she was having a nightmare, but she couldn't wake up, this kind of situation actually did a lot of damage to people's spirit.

Without hesitation, I rushed to her bedside and stretched out my hand to press her forehead.

The Taoist true qi in my body has a very significant effect on restraining this evil qi. The qi in my body circulates rapidly, and my palms are slightly hot.Gradually, Huang Wei's breathing became steady, and the look of pain on her face gradually disappeared.

A few minutes later, I withdrew my hand from her forehead, and seeing her curled up on the bed sleeping soundly, I sighed softly.

Some people say that the sleeping posture can reveal a person's personality.Looking at the curled up posture of Huang Wei sleeping, it can be seen that she is insecure.Attending classes during the day and working part-time at night, the pressure can be imagined.

Sometimes I really want to ask her why she is fighting so hard, but she and I are not the kind of good friends who talk about everything, and it is better not to talk about some too private topics.

Just as I turned around and was about to leave, Huang Wei who was curled up on the bed suddenly reached out and grabbed my hand.

"Don't go, I'm afraid!" She murmured softly, opened her eyes, and there was a little weakness and pleading in her eyes.

She was already awake, but she was just pretending to sleep.

Looking at her weak and helpless eyes, it is completely different from the more sturdy style in the past half a month. After all, she is also a woman, and she must have a soft side in her heart.

Facing this look, my heart softened, and I sighed again.

I sat by her bed, let her grab my hand, and said softly, "It's okay, go to sleep!"

She made a nasal sound obediently, grabbed my hand tightly, and closed her eyes.

After a few minutes, she murmured softly, "I feel so tired and want to drop everything, but I can't!"

"Huh?" I looked at her suspiciously.

She didn't open her eyes, but closed her eyes and continued to mutter to herself, as if she was talking about something that had been suppressed in her heart.

"I don't have a father. My mother worked hard to bring us up. Last year, my mother was hospitalized. There is a lot of medical expenses every month. There is no cure, so I can only use drugs to maintain it. My brother is going to go to university this year. , he doesn't want to go to school anymore, he wants to go out to work, but I don't agree..."

"I really don't know how long I can last. Sometimes I have the idea of ​​giving up on myself. As long as I nod my head, as long as I am willing to be the kind of woman I hate the most, all the family's financial problems will be solved. But , if I really do that, my only persistence and pride will be gone, I don't want to do that, but I really can't hold it anymore..."

"Self-esteem and survival, how should I choose? I really don't know how long I can last, I'm so tired, really tired..."

Two lines of tears fell from the corners of her eyes, and she sobbed as she spoke.

Maybe it's been suppressed for too long, or maybe it's because she hasn't been able to find someone to tell her, and what happened tonight's nightmare made her heart very fragile, and she even regarded me as someone to talk to.

I don't know how to comfort her anymore. People who haven't experienced the pain in her heart will not know it. This should be the main reason why she usually fights so hard!
As she said, self-esteem and survival, how to choose?

If there is no mother and younger brother, according to Huang Wei's temperament, she will never bow to life.But now, for the sake of the family, do you still insist on the final bottom line and dignity?

I am not qualified to say anything, no one has the right to say anything without experiencing such helplessness.Even if Huang Wei finally compromised and bowed her head to life, no one has the right to criticize. Every family has its own hard-to-read scriptures, and this is the reality.

(End of this chapter)