Marriage and no love: Wife, please don’t remarry

Chapter 107 Tears flow into a river
When her hand was caught by Lu Shengze, Xu Siyue panicked and instinctively wanted to pull her hand back, but Lu Shengze held that hand very tightly.

"Why? Have you forgotten me? No, I know, you won't. Although there are many misunderstandings between us, I believe you will not forget me, will you?"

Lu Shengze grabbed Xu Sixue's hand and said with some fear.

Seeing Xu Sixue's appearance at this moment, Lu Shengze was really scared, afraid that Xu Sixue would really forget himself.

Thinking of what the doctor said before, Lu Shengze knew that when an autistic person like Xu Sixue woke up, he would have a certain chance of forgetting the past, and he didn't want Xu Sixue to forget himself.

Sitting gently beside Xu Sixyue, hugging Xu Sixyue's arms into his arms, Lu Shengze stroked Xu Sixyue's beautiful hair, murmuring.

"You said that the entanglement between us is too deep, even if we hurt each other, it will be deeply engraved in the depths of our hearts, but why are you starting to forget it now?" Lu Shengze said to Xu Sixue.

Thinking of the past scenes, Lu Shengze felt very uncomfortable.

"Promise me, don't do this, okay? I won't hurt you again." Lu Shengze said to Xu Sixue.

While speaking, he hugged Xu Sixue even tighter.

Feeling the strength from the hands that hugged her, a part of Xu Sixue's heart was suddenly touched, her eyes became brighter, and she began to press her body against Lu Chengze's shoulder.

The moment he saw Xu Sixyue resting his head on his shoulder, Lu Shengze breathed a sigh of relief.

No matter what, even if you forget yourself, as long as you don't reject yourself.

"That's it, it's okay to forget the past, let's start again, and forget all the unpleasant things in the past." Lu Shengze murmured.

But can you really forget?
Lu Shengze didn't dare to answer himself.

Xu Siyue's waking up was something worth celebrating. In order to celebrate Xu Sixyue's recovery of consciousness, Lu Shengze called Shirley, the only friend in Bali, to have dinner with her.

The three chatted together, Xue Li was a very talkative person, while Xu Sixue was closer to Xue Li and was amused from time to time.

At night, Lu Shengze brought Xu Sixue back to the room.

The moment he saw Xu Sixue sitting on the sofa, Lu Shengze smiled, and instinctively began to take off Xu Sixue's shoes, then fetched a basin of water to wash Xu Sixue's feet.

Looking at the gentle and considerate Lu Shengze in front of her, Xu Sixue's eyes were very complicated, and the pieces in her mind were pieced together faster, gradually forming a complete picture.

Everything from the past rushed towards Xu Sixue like a tide.

"child."

Xu Siyue, who had seldom spoken since waking up, suddenly uttered these few words, and immediately made Lu Chengze, who was massaging Xu Sixue's feet, froze in place.

Gently putting down Xu Sixue's feet, Lu Shengze had a complicated expression, and finally hugged Xu Sixue without saying anything.

Everything has already happened, and in the past, even if Lu Shengze can spread lotus flowers with his tongue, it is impossible to conjure a child.

But at this moment, Xu Sixyue had completely remembered everything in the past, her face gradually became indifferent, and she slowly pushed Lu Shengze away.

"I'll do it myself." Xu Sixyue said to Lu Shengze.

At this moment, Xu Sixue's expression was indifferent, completely different from the one she just woke up from.

Pushing away the hands that were on her body, Xu Sixue took out her feet, and walked to the bathroom barefoot with water in her hands.

Looking at Xu Sixyue's back, Lu Shengze felt a sense of loss for no reason, and then remembered that the Xu Sixyue at this moment was no longer the Xu Sixyue who had to be taken care of by himself, and suddenly felt empty in his heart.

"you."

Lu Shengze looked at Xu Sixyue hesitant to speak, but when he opened his mouth, he didn't know what to say.

Sitting on the sofa, Lu Shengze clenched his hands tightly, very unwilling.

For more than a month, when Lu Shengze was taking care of Xu Sixyue, he unknowingly developed a habit, but when this habit stopped abruptly, Lu Shengze felt that there was something wrong with him.

Ignoring Lu Shengze, Xu Siyue went directly into the room and closed the door.

Lying powerlessly on the bed, Xu Sixue felt oppressed and uncomfortable.

Everything in the past has come to mind at this moment, so clear.

"You are not worthy of my child." This sentence became a pain in Xu Sixue's heart.

"Why are you being so nice to me again? Why?" Xu Sixue looked at the ceiling and asked herself.

Although she has been in a daze these days, it doesn't mean she doesn't know anything.

When she walked out of the darkness, those temporarily forgotten memories came to mind.

Every day, Lu Shengze washed her feet and body, her movements were extremely gentle, her gaze seemed to turn into moonlight, which made her feel very warm, but when she thought of Lu Shengze killing her child like that, Xu Sixue couldn't accept Lu Shengze's kindness to her.

"Why?" Xu Sixue asked herself, but couldn't find any answer.

Feeling choked up in her heart, Xu Sixue wanted to cry but didn't want to make a sound, so she finally bit her own arm, hard, the tears couldn't stop flowing.

The room was quiet, the lights were turned off, and it was pitch black.

Xu Sixue squatted on the bed, curled herself into a ball, bit her arm, and whimpered.

After a long time, footsteps sounded at the door, and after a knock on the door, Lu Shengze opened the door and walked in.

Hearing the sound of the door, Xu Sixue suddenly panicked, hid under the quilt, and pretended to be asleep.

Seeing the darkness in the room, Lu Shengze frowned.

After turning on the light, I happened to see Xu Sixue who had covered her head with a quilt.

"Are you asleep?" Lu Shengze murmured as he looked at Xu Sixue who was hiding under the quilt.

Originally, I wanted to have a good talk with Xu Sixue, but now it seems that I don't have much chance.

But the moment Lu Shengze turned around and was about to walk out of the room, Lu Shengze turned around and walked straight to Xu Sixue's bedside.

She reached out her hand to pull Xu Sixue's quilt away, but she held back after thinking about it.

Gently tucked up the quilt for Xu Sixue, just sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Xu Sixue.

"Do you know? God knows how happy I was when I saw you wake up." Lu Shengze said to himself, his face full of self-mockery.

"When you turned into that walking dead look, I was very sad. I never thought that I, Lu Shengze, would feel so sad for someone one day. Even when my mother passed away, I was heartbroken, but I also Never felt so depressed.

In the past, I always troubled you and humiliated you. You would ridicule me and resist me. I thought it was okay, but you didn’t say a word every time, which really scared me. I didn’t know what I was doing at the time. came over.

But it was also at that moment that I knew your status in my heart, so I made our marriage public. You didn't see it. The wedding that day was really grand. Unfortunately, we couldn't finish each other oath. "

Lu Shengze kept talking, with a low voice, talking to himself.

When speaking, the corner of her mouth smiled gently, very gentle, if Xu Sixyue saw Lu Shengze's appearance at this moment, she would definitely be shocked.

Because she had never seen Lu Shengze at this time.

Xu Siyue, who was hiding under the quilt, heard every word of Lu Shengze clearly, feeling inexplicably uncomfortable in her heart.

The originally uncomfortable mood had completely collapsed at this moment, and the tears poured out like a flood that broke the embankment, and soon wet the pillow towel.

His body trembled uncontrollably under the blanket.

Lu Chengze, who had been talking to himself, suddenly felt a slight tremor coming from his side, took a look, and saw that Xu Sixue's body wrapped in the quilt was trembling.

Seeing this, Lu Shengze's eyes lit up immediately.

He reached out to try to take off Xu Sixue's quilt, but he was caught firmly.

"If you haven't slept, how about we talk? I think we need to have a good chat." Lu Shengze said to Xu Sixue.

After finishing speaking, regardless of Xu Sixue's obstruction, she forcibly pulled the quilt off Xu Sixue's head.

When Xu Sixue turned her head, her entire face was completely flooded with tears.

Xu Siyue just lay on the bed like this, looking at Lu Shengze with hazy eyes, sobbing constantly.

Seeing Xu Sixyue's appearance like this, Lu Shengze couldn't hold back anymore, he hugged Xu Sixyue, and hugged him tightly in his arms.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Lu Shengze kept saying to Xu Sixue.

When talking, Lu Shengze wished he could rub Xu Sixyue into his body.

Feeling the warm moisture soaking his chest, Lu Shengze's eyes also moistened.

Then he was Lu Shengze after all, suppressing the urge to cry in his heart, rubbing his eyes.

Leaning in Lu Shengze's arms, Xu Siyue's hands tightly gripped Lu Shengze's clothes, and because of too much force, they tore Lu Shengze's top.

With a wow, Xu Sixue burst into tears.

It's not that I don't want to suppress it, but at this moment, when I'm relying on this man, the grievances I've suffered burst out suddenly, and I can't hold back anymore.

Facing the crying Xu Sixue, Lu Shengze just hugged the person in his arms tightly, and kept patting Xu Sixue's back with one hand.

After a long time, Xu Sixue's emotions were finally vented, so she raised her head and looked at Lu Shengze.

It was the first time that Xu Sixue looked at Lu Shengze up close without any hatred, and Xu Sixue blushed.

A pair of lips actively responded to Lu Shengze's lips.

"It turns out that after so many things, even though this man has hurt me so much, I still love him." Xu Sixue thought to herself.

(End of this chapter)