Marriage and no love: Wife, please don’t remarry

Chapter 154 Anxiety
Xu Sixue originally planned to leave this city, and she even bought a ticket to leave this city.

But at the moment when she was about to board the plane, she still couldn't hold back her nostalgia for this city, or for the person in her heart, and chose to continue her life at the other end of the city.

This is an ordinary community that cannot be found in an ordinary neighborhood, and the environment is just like that. It cannot compare to the luxury of Lu Shengze's villa, nor can it compare to the high-end of Muyan's apartment. It is just an ordinary small room with one bedroom and one living room.

Xu Sixue spent money to rent this place, arranged it herself, and even used the intermediary's ID card to go through the formalities for the sake of confidentiality.

In this city, everything can be changed with money, so Xu Sixue lived in seclusion in this city with peace of mind.

She doesn't go to Lu Shengze, Li Yanchen, or anyone's area where Mu Yan is. She lives in seclusion every day, silently healing her wounds here, thinking about her future.

However, after much deliberation, I don't know what to do.

"Sister Zhang, let's go shopping." When Xu Sixue went downstairs, she happened to meet her neighbor, Sister Zhang.

Sister Zhang is a part-time wife. There are two children at home. The older one is in junior high school and the younger one is still in the second grade of elementary school. The man is an ordinary white-collar worker in the company. Undertake all housework and take care of two children.

And Xu Sixue also often stays at home, so she gets to know her after coming and going.

"It just so happens that I'm going to buy vegetables too, let's go together." Xu Sixue said to Mrs. Zhang.

The two talked and laughed along the way and went to the supermarket next door.

Xu Sixue has always been single, looks good, and doesn't go to work. She has lived here for a month and hasn't seen how to go out. In the eyes of Mrs. Zhang, Xu Sixue is like a mistress raised by a local tyrant.

But this woman didn't have so much business to do, she and Xu Sixue got along well, after all, a woman of this age has experienced everything that a woman should have experienced, such mistresses and lovers are already a trend in this materialistic society.

"I really envy you young people nowadays. You can do nothing and just stay at home. But, don't blame Sister Zhang for my talkativeness. This person will still get married one day, and everything depends on her. Myself, after all, it is better for a woman to have a career of her own, and these will not be so empty."

Mrs. Zhang pushed the shopping cart and said to Xu Sixue beside her.

Knowing what Mrs. Zhang meant, Xu Sixue didn't bother to explain. If she really wanted to say it, Xu Sixue felt that she was no different from those mistresses. Even more shameless.

This can be regarded as a punishment for himself.

But one thing, Mrs. Zhang said it into her heart, she really needs to find something to enrich herself.

Staying in the room during this time and rarely going out, she felt that she was going to be moldy all over. If it wasn't for having Mrs. Zhang to relieve boredom from time to time, she didn't know how to forget the hurt in her heart.

Feelings are full of misfortune, but life still has to go on, even if she has failed everyone, she is still alive in this world. Since she is alive, then feelings are not the whole of life. A father who knows when to wake up.

She still has the necessities of life, and she has to face them by herself.

After walking out of the supermarket with Mrs. Zhang, Xu Siyue went home and turned on the computer. After browsing about Feiyue Group for a while, she started looking for a job.

There are a lot of job gaps recently, but it is not suitable for Xu Sixue. She doesn't have so much energy to deal with the intrigues in the mall, she just wants to find a place to settle down.

"Huh? This one seems good." Xu Siyue muttered and opened a job.

Aquarium staff, this one looks good.

Xu Sixue vaguely remembers that this aquarium is still a good place nearby. Thinking about being able to face those cute animals in the future, Xu Sixue looks forward to it.

After making a resume, Xu Sixue walked towards the address marked on it.

The Happy Ocean Aquarium is located in the center of a landmark two kilometers away from Xu Sixue's residence. You don't need to reverse the car, you can go directly to it by bus.

Unlike those job seekers who submitted their resumes and waited for interviews, she was already an old fox at work and walked into the boss's office with her resume.

The door of the office was wide open, and a man was busy with something.

Xu Sixue knocked on the door, walked directly to the desk, and waited silently.

Xu Sixue's footsteps were very light, not disturbing the boss who was concentrating on his work.

Finally, the boss finished his work, and Xu Sixue finally saw the man's face clearly.

"It's you?"

"It's you?"

For a moment, Xu Sixue and the man were surprised at the same time, pointing at each other and saying in astonishment.

There are times in life that one has to believe in fate. If Xu Sixue still hesitated about such illusory things before, then at this moment she firmly believes in it.

"Gu Mosheng?"

Xu Sixue walked over with her own information and sat in front of Gu Mosheng.

Yes, this person is Gu Mosheng who risked his life to save him that night, and also the Gu Mosheng who didn't ask for anything in return after waking up, and didn't even leave his phone number.

Originally, Xu Siyue wanted to wait until Lu Shengze woke up and unlocked the phone's password before looking for her savior, but she didn't expect Lu Zhongxun to change her decision later, and she didn't have a chance to thank Gu Mosheng, but at this moment, she met .

"It's me, hello, I really didn't expect to see you in this place." Gu Mosheng also had a happy face.

Originally, Gu Mosheng complained to this strange woman who walked in without his consent, but at the moment, he didn't have any grievances.

After all, they are people who have experienced life and death together, not to mention that man has already thanked him after waking up.

"The last time your lover asked you at my place, I didn't expect to see you today." Gu Mosheng said.

However, as soon as he said it, Xu Sixue's face turned pale.

"Brother, just beg me, don't tell him, have you seen me?" Xu Sixue begged Gu Mosheng.

Seeing Xu Siyue's embarrassed look, Gu Mosheng was embarrassed for a while, but agreed.

"Okay, I'll just pretend I haven't seen you before. Let's go to dinner. I'll treat you." Gu Mosheng said to Xu Sixue.

Xu Sixyue did not expect to meet Gu Mosheng, the savior, and even less did he expect that Gu Mosheng was the owner of this aquarium.

All this is fate, none of them refused.

After Xu Sixue went through some assessments, she officially became an employee of the aquarium.

The life in the aquarium is very comfortable. You don't have to be too busy every day. You can feed the fish, water the flowers, cut the grass, and go to and from get off work normally. There is no job that can satisfy Xu Sixue now than this job.

While Xu Siyue was working leisurely in the aquarium, healing her inner pain with peace of mind, Lu Shengze of Feiyue Group fell into madness.

After Lu Chengze woke up, he had been waiting for Xu Sixyue to appear, but after waiting for several days, Xu Sixyue still did not see Xu Sixyue, and he began to panic.

After he was discharged from the hospital, he frantically searched for Xu Sixue.

The first thing he looked for was Mu Yan, but Mu Yan didn't know about it either. At first Lu Shengze was skeptical, but after Mu Yan swore the oath, he had to believe that Mu Yan really didn't know Xu Sixyue's whereabouts.

He went to find Li Yanchen, but he was stumped, but there was nothing.

This city is so big, it's not too difficult to find someone with Lu Shengze's current energy, but everything about Xu Sixue seems to have disappeared from this world.

In the end, Lu Shengze couldn't believe that the woman he desperately wanted to protect disappeared without a trace in this city.

On this day, Lu Shengze was busy working in his office when Gu Manman walked in.

As usual, he cleaned everything in the room for Lu Shengze, but Lu Shengze didn't refuse or agree, everything just happened like this.

Suddenly, Lu Shengze couldn't find a pen, and began to search everywhere. When he opened a drawer, Lu Shengze's eyes changed, becoming angry and struggling.

In that drawer, Xu Sixue's photo is so dazzling.

Holding the photo in his hands, Lu Shengze carefully stroked the person on the screen, his eyes filled with sadness.

"Shengze, what's wrong with you?" Gu Manman who was on the side noticed something was wrong with Lu Shengze, and immediately asked.

Hearing Gu Manman's voice, Lu Shengze raised his head to look at Gu Manman, gently put the photo back in the drawer, and closed the drawer. When he looked at Gu Manman again, he was indifferent.

"Let's go, don't come here again." Lu Shengze looked at Gu Manman quietly and said, without anger or indifference, just terrifyingly quiet, with sadness in his eyes.

"Did I do something wrong? Tell me, and I will definitely change it." Gu Manman panicked when he heard that Lu Shengze was going to chase him away again.

It was so hard to stay by Lu Shengze's side, Gu Manman didn't want to let her hard work these days be in vain.

"You're not wrong, it's just that Siyue is gone, and my heart is also dead. I won't fall in love with anyone else, you too, Mo Yu too, you go, I've given you everything you want, don't Come again."

After finishing speaking, Lu Shengze lowered his head again and began to busy himself with his work.

Only in this way, if you don't allow yourself to be idle, and don't allow your mind to have time to think about anything else, Lu Shengze's heart will not hurt, and he will not think about that woman who has been buried in his heart.

(End of this chapter)