Marriage and no love: Wife, please don’t remarry

Chapter 161 Time Has Changed Many Things

Hearing Mu Yan's words, Xu Sixyue felt a little embarrassed, and looked at Mu Yan's apologetic face.

"I'm really sorry. If that's the case, I'll apologize to you." Xu Sixue blinked at Mu Yan and said, pretending to be aggrieved.

Seeing Xu Sixue like this, Mu Yan originally wanted to talk about Xu Sixue properly, but now he can't bear it anymore.

"Siyue, I'm not talking about you. You've been silent about you for several years. Have you ever thought about how we feel?" Mu Yan turned his head and watched Xu Sixyue's voice become low.

"I know something must have happened between you and Lu Shengze. I can understand that you want to clean up. It's an understandable choice. But you hide yourself so suddenly and don't say a word. Do you know that we have been together all these years? What have you been through?"

Listening to Mu Yan's words, Xu Sixue was silent for a while, feeling more and more guilty.

Mu Yan didn't need to mention it now, she also knew that the people who cared about her these years had a bad life.

Xu Siyuan, her own younger brother, when she saw Xu Siyue again, a big boy burst into tears. Over the years, Xu Siyue has never seen her younger brother cry like that, and she will never forget her brother holding her , crying, while cursing himself for being heartless.

And Lu Shengze, this man who has always been aloof and extremely domineering, was in a daze for half an hour in the crowd of thousands the moment he saw him.

Although the distance was too far that time, Xu Sixue couldn't see the expressions on Lu Shengze's face, but through his performance in the room just now, Xu Sixue knew that his behavior over the years was about to change Lu Shengze.

"I'm sorry, I don't want to do this either, it's just." Xu Siyue said to Mu Yan, but was interrupted by Mu Yan just halfway through.

"Don't tell me I'm sorry, if you want to say you talk to Lu Shengze." Mu Yan said.

"These years when you haven't seen each other, we have been searching together, exhausted all means, and almost turned upside down all the places you can go, you know how much Lu Shengze hates that guy Li Yanchen Is it? But let me tell you, in order to find you, Lu Shengze was able to put down his posture and cooperate with that guy he hates, Li Yanchen.

I'm just a good friend since childhood. Although our relationship is not like that of you and Lu Shengze, do you know that after all our hard work these years, we are going to celebrate your death anniversary, but you came back , To be honest, Siyue, I want to be happy that you are back, but all this is very unfair to Lu Shengze.

A person who used to be so proud, for you, put down all his figure, almost cut off his unnecessary contact with the outside world, he smoked, drank, and then locked himself in that airtight office, I went to several times Once, every time I was unshaven and nestled in a pile of materials, I felt distressed when I read them.

Siyue, people can be selfish, but they can't be so selfish, right? I know, you think that everything you do is for the good of Lu Shengze, but have you ever thought about the difference between doing this and killing him? "

Mu Yan's voice didn't stop at all, and he didn't give Xu Sixue a chance to interrupt at all. Every time Xu Sixue wanted to say something, he directly interrupted Xu Sixue's voice.

Talking about those past words, Mu Yan, who had always been kind to Xu Sixue, who tolerated all his faults, began to get a little angry.

Listening to what Mu Yan said, Xu Sixue's heart became extremely heavy, and the mood that had finally calmed down boiled again, sadness filled her heart, and tears filled her eyes again.

The difference is that this time, Mu Yan didn't comfort Xu Sixyue, but just gave Xu Sixyue a piece of paper.

"If you really thought of leaving him at the beginning, then you shouldn't have taken care of her. If you left in the ward, I would not say anything about you. I would only think that you act decisively. I will support her." You, because I once said that no matter what decision you make, I will support you, but this time, I really have no way to agree with you.

Although Lu Shengze once hurt you, everything between you has changed. Do you see what he looks like now?Siyue, you know one time he went out drinking with me and got drunk, do you know what he did?A big man got drunk in a bar, then howled, shouted your name like crazy, looking for you everywhere, I chased him for several streets before I caught up with him. "

Things that Xu Sixyue didn't know about Lu Shengze came out of Mu Yan's mouth sentence by sentence, each sentence was like a heavy hammer hitting Xu Sixyue's heart fiercely, bringing her an incomparable shock.

Xu Siyue didn't expect that Lu Shengze would actually let go of all his self-esteem from the extremely arrogant person before because of his own reasons these years.

Lu Chengze never went to the bar, this kind of noisy place before, but now, the dignified young master of the Lu family actually goes to that place to get drunk.

Especially when she heard Lu Shengze crying and calling her own name in the bar, Xu Sixue felt sour for no reason.

The next moment, she made a decision that made Mu Yan unexpected.

Opening the car door, Xu Sixue ran towards Xu's old house without looking back, her tears were still like broken beads in the cold wind.

Seeing the back of Xu Sixue leaving, Mu Yan thought for a while but still didn't follow.

Originally, he was invited by Lu Shengze to drink with him, but now it seems that he doesn't have anything to do.

Sighing, Mu Yan followed Xu Sixue from a distance, and only drove away when he saw Xu Sixue entering the Xu family's old house.

When Uncle Xu at the door saw Xu Sixyue running back, he got up and was about to say something, but Xu Sixyue ran past Uncle Xu like the wind.

Still in that room, when Xu Sixue appeared at the door again, Lu Shengze, who was still smoking, looked up at Xu Sixue who was standing at the door, and stopped the movements of his hands until the cigarette butt burned his fingers so that he woke up. .

Seeing Lu Shengze's appearance, Xu Siyue felt a little distressed, wiped away tears and walked directly to Lu Shengze's side, hugged Lu Shengze and kissed him.

Tears were still flowing, and Xu Sixue had mixed feelings in her heart. At this moment, she didn't think about anything, she just wanted to spend some time with the man in front of her.

Xu Sixue at this moment is like Lu Shengze before, crazy and eager.

Tears flowed down Lu Chengze's face, and the two of them gradually fell on the sofa.

There was a different kind of sadness in the room.

Lu Shengze and Xu Sixue vented their thoughts to their heart's content at this moment, as for the others, they were all forgotten on the other side.

That night, the two of them acted like they were going crazy, taking as much as they wanted, until they were exhausted, and finally fell into a deep sleep.

In the early morning, when Xu Sixue woke up from her sleep, looking at everything in front of her, she suddenly had doubts in her eyes.

However, when he saw the room clearly, Xu Sixue's heart suddenly became clear.

For Xu Sixue, this room will never be forgotten in her whole life.

Back then, a conflict broke out between Lu Shengze and the Xu family. In order to take revenge on this man, Xu Sixue set a trap and sent Lu Shengze to prison, and the place where the incident happened was this room.

That year, she was 15 years old, and Lu Shengze was about the same. At that young age, a period of prison life almost took away everything from Lu Shengze.

However, Lu Shengze didn't give up just yet. After he was released from prison, he created his own business, and then forcibly kept her by his side. Everything, so to speak, started here.

"Do you still remember this place?" Just when Xu Sixue was in a daze, Lu Shengze walked in and said to Xu Sixue.

Lu Shengze was wearing slippers and his beard was unshaven. With a cigarette in his hand, he leaned against the door and looked at Xu Sixue from a distance.

"I remember, of course I remember, for me, I will never forget it in my life." Xu Sixue replied.

"Of course, so do I. I have a deep memory." Lu Shengze said lightly, turning his gaze away from Xu Sixue's body. Lu Shengze lowered his head and breathed out smoke rings. After a while, the doorway became a blur. Smoky.

The room became quiet for a while, and both Lu Shengze and Xu Sixue felt very depressed when this question was raised.

Everything started here, but no matter what they've experienced between them now, or what their relationship has become, this is just the place where the hatred first started. Now that Lu Shengze brought her here, Xu Sixue didn't know what Lu Shengze meant.

I moved my body, trying to stand up, but my whole body was weak.

It wasn't until this time that Xu Sixue remembered the crazy scene last night. The two of them exhausted almost all their strength before falling asleep. Now Xu Sixue felt that her whole body was about to fall apart.

"Then what do you want to do?" Sensing that she was not feeling well, Xu Sixue simply didn't bother to move, pulled the quilt around her body, and asked Lu Chengze.

"This question should not be asked to me, but to you, right? Back then, you suddenly disappeared from the world for several years without hearing from anyone. What about now? What do you want to do? Disappear again like before? Let these concerns Did your people expect a dead body to be found in the middle of nowhere that day?
Or when they learned that someone found a dead body, they would rush over immediately to see if it was you? "Lu Shengze looked at Xu Sixue sarcastically and said.

After a night of lingering, the relationship between the two has quietly changed a lot, but there are still many things that make life difficult.

For example, Xu Sixue's departure back then, for example, their worries about Xu Sixue these years, and those longings that have penetrated deep into the bone marrow.

(End of this chapter)