Marriage and no love: Wife, please don’t remarry

Chapter 395

Is it my own illusion?

Seeing Xu Sixue like this, Lu Shengze wondered for a moment if he was sick.

"No, no."

Xu Sixue faltered, and then looked away from Lu Shengze's body, only then did she feel a little better.

Returning to the villa again, Xu Sixue felt that time had changed.

I had suffered a lot of indifference and grievances in the villa before, and Lu Shengze had always treated me indifferently, but now that I am back, Xu Sixyue was touched by the different attitudes of Lu Shengze before and after.

Fortunately, those things were done deliberately by Lu Shengze in order to protect herself, otherwise, she really doesn't know how to bear the current gap.

Thinking of this, Xu Sixue sighed inwardly.

Back in her room, Xu Sixue gently closed the door, sat on the bed, and looked at everything around her.

"Forget it, it's over, what's the use of pursuing these things?" Xu Sixue asked herself.

Some things have passed, and they will eventually pass. Rather than clinging to the past like this, it is better to look at it more openly.

Not long after Xu Sixue entered the room, Lu Shengze opened the door and came in. Seeing Xu Sixue who was sitting blankly on the bed, he frowned.

After closing the door, Lu Shengze walked to Xu Sixue's side.

"Didn't I ask you to pack up and move to my room? Don't tell me you really plan to live here alone. Now that the misunderstanding between us has been resolved, can we go back to the past?"

Lu Shengze looked at Xu Sixue.

When talking, Lu Shengze gently hugged Xu Sixyue, whispering in Xu Sixyue's ear.

Lu Shengze's voice was very soft and soft, and Xu Sixue's ears immediately had the illusion of a world away from this rare gentleness.

Turning to look at Lu Shengze, the sockets of his eyes suddenly became moist.

Lu Shengze, who didn't know why Xu Sixue behaved like this, suddenly panicked.

"Why are you crying? I was the one who was sorry for you before. If you have any grievances, just come to me. I apologize to you. I'm sorry, Siyue. I really didn't mean it. I love you."

Lu Shengze said to Xu Sixue.

The more gentle Lu Shengze was, the sadder Xu Sixyue felt in her heart. Tears rolled down like teardrops. They rolled for a full ten minutes before they stopped.

When Xu Sixyue raised her head from Lu Chengze's arms again, her eye sockets were already red and swollen.

While Xu Sixue was crying, Lu Shengze was silently comforting his woman, patting Xu Sixue's shoulder lightly, as if comforting a child.

When Lu Shengze's gentle gaze met Xu Sixue's, a wonderful feeling was born between the two of them.

Gradually the distance between the two of them was getting closer, Xu Siyue slowly closed her eyes, and met Lu Chengze's lips.

These two people who finally explained the misunderstanding are like dry wood meeting a raging fire, burning crazily, and the whole room is filled with a kind of charm.

The sound of heavy breathing accompanied by panting came and went in the room.

After a long time, the two of them calmed down. Xu Siyue curled up in Lu Shengze's arms naked like a kitten, drawing circles on Lu Shengze's chest.

"You said you man, why were you so cruel before? Tell me honestly, how many of the things you said when you hurt me before were false, and how many were true? No distress?"

Xu Sixue laid her head on Lu Shengze's chest and said.

After going through a lot of ups and downs, the gap between the two is almost reduced by half.

Being honest with each other may be the best way for all lovers to resolve misunderstandings and quarrels. Under the high level of hormonal stimulation, even if there is some unhappiness in the heart, it is insignificant. After all, in a person's life, the biological instinct It occupies the majority, especially when there is a beautiful woman next to her. The most important thing is that Lu Shengze loves this woman.

"Well, this one."

Having said this, Lu Shengze paused for a moment, stretched out his hand to pinch the tip of Xu Sixue's nose, causing Xu Sixue to be dissatisfied for a while.

After turning over and changing positions, Xu Sixyue looked at Lu Shengze.

"To be honest, otherwise, it would be better for you." Xu Siyue pinched Lu Shengze's waist fiercely, and Lu Chengze grinned in pain.

In the end, under Xu Sixyue's threat, Lu Shengze surrendered, and hugged Xu Sixyue tightly in his arms with a dignified expression.

"I, Lu Shengze, met you when I was a teenager. At that time, you were lively and cute. Of course, I have to admit that there was a degree of manly instinct in it. You must know that at that time, my mother and I were only attracted by Lu Chengze. It's just a poor wretch driven out by the family.

After arriving at your Xu family, our life has become stable. It was during that time that I had the energy to develop my own career. At that time, I thought, if this woman also happens to like How nice I should be.

But at that time, I knew it was not realistic, because you were the eldest lady of the Xu family, and I was just a poor homeless queen. Stand straight in front of you, stand upright and confident, instead of relying on others.

Later, my mother died and started to hate you, especially when you sent me to prison. At that time, I hated you very much. I don't understand why a woman I love so much can hate me so much. .

You must know that those years were golden times, I went to prison and missed many opportunities, my mother died in depression, and I was full of hatred. "

Lu Shengze said word by word, when he said this, Xu Sixue's expression was a bit ugly, unexpectedly, Lu Shengze remembered the events of that year so clearly, but Xu Sixue could also hear such a trace from Lu Shengze's words at this moment. mean something else.

It turns out that the source of all the hatred is not only because of Qin Yue's death, but because of his own design to send Lu Shengze to prison. This may be the source of Lu Shengze's hatred, and other reasons are just to make this hatred appear more righteous That's all.

Xu Sixue didn't speak, but just listened silently. Judging from Lu Shengze's breathing, Xu Sixue knew that these words might have been hidden in Lu Shengze's heart for a long time.

"After I was released from prison, I suddenly saw that your Xu family was defeated. You know how happy I was at that time. Your Xu family was sorry for us. I was happy when I saw your defeat. I also thought so at the time, but as time went by, I realized that it was just a reason for me to deceive myself and others. I am happy because I can finally stand in front of you in a legitimate way, and I don't need to feel inferior anymore.

So later I kept you by my side, because I didn't want you to go out and suffer, but I was torturing you, because I hated you in my heart, hated you for being so cruel to me, but everything in the past was followed by Time slowly disappeared.

After so many years, I found that the person I love is still you, especially after some misunderstandings were resolved, I began to examine myself and the relationship between us, but found that the feelings of those years did not follow along. It disappeared with the passage of time, but became more and more intense.

So, later, I love you, even though we have experienced so many ups and downs between us, I still love you, unable to extricate myself, do you understand? "

Lu Shengze said slowly.

When these words came out, Lu Shengze seemed to feel a lot more relaxed.

You ask me, how much love and distress I have for you, what do you think now, I just want to protect you and prevent you from being hurt, but I find that the more I want to protect you, the more you It hurts more around me, so I have to let you go, especially the car accident before, we fell off the cliff, it was so dangerous, we almost died. "

"It's just that I didn't expect to cause you so much harm. I'm sorry."

Lu Shengze hugged Xu Sixyue tightly in his arms, and said distressedly.

He was hurting Xu Sixue these days, so he was hurting himself.

But now, everything is over, and they can be together again like before.

Hearing Lu Shengze's words, Xu Siyue couldn't calm down for a long time. It turned out that this man had always loved her so much for decades, but she had been ignorant for decades, which made her feel a little regretful.

"I'm sorry, Shengze." Xu Siyue said to Lu Shengze.

"It's okay, it's all over. Those past pains make the present happiness come more naturally, and we can accept it more readily. I think this is probably the fate between us."

Lu Shengze rubbed Xu Sixue's hair and said.

Feeling Lu Chengze's deep pampering, Xu Sixue closed her eyes, and kissed Lu Shengze's mouth again. Just when Xu Sixue was emotional, Lu Shengze pushed Xu Sixue away.

"Stop making trouble, your body still needs more rest now."

Lu Shengze cast a stern look at Xu Sixue.

Xu Sixue's face was flushed, and she picked up a pillow beside her and threw it directly on Lu Shengze's face, this man who doesn't know how to behave.

After some lingering, both of them were covered in sweat. After washing up in the bathroom, Xu Sixue and Lu Shengze walked out of the room holding hands, and asked Mo Yu to go out for a meal with one of them. just came back.

On the way, Mo Yu looked at the sweetness between Lu Shengze and Xu Sixue, and his expression was a little unnatural.

"Mo Yu, I'm sorry, I misunderstood you before, and now I apologize to you." Xu Sixue said to Mo Yu.

"I also want to apologize, it was my fault before, I always targeted you, but now I also understand that you and brother Shengze are the most suitable person." Mo Yu said to Xu Sixue.

(End of this chapter)