Through thousands of years, life after life, just for you

Chapter 3

The years are green, and it is three years in a flash.

At that time, we were no longer innocent and naive.We have wishes, concerns, and even plans for the future.Although I am still me and nothing has changed, I found that in the days when I was with you, you lost the innocence you once had, and replaced it with more sadness.

The sadness in your eyes is increasing day by day, no matter how much I do for you, I can't get back your knowing smile.Although you still take good care of me as before, although you still treat me as tenderly as before, I found that there is already a gap between us.

I am afraid that we will break up one day, and I am afraid that you will leave without saying goodbye.Over the past three years, my love for you has grown into a dependence. I can't imagine what it would be like without you, and I don't want to imagine it.I will accompany you silently by your side, seeing you sad, seeing you busy, seeing how serious you are studying in school.

Two people will break up because they don't know each other well enough.I don't know whose space log I saw this sentence in, so I patiently wrote it down with a pen.Carefully pondering this sentence I don't fully understand.

Are two people breaking up just because they don't know each other well enough?You can't understand me well, so what about me?I don't know anything about you.I finally realized this. In the past three years, I have always only cared about my own thoughts, but ignored you.When I frowned, you knew what I was thinking, and you, even if you stood in front of me in a daze, I didn't know what you were going to do.

I started to panic.It turns out that I have been ignoring you for the past three years.If the love for someone is not reciprocated, I think even if you love someone, you will always give up, right?

After all, it is impossible for a person to love only one person in his whole life. Those so-called unswerving loves that will grow old together only appear in novels, but such loves in real life are too rare. Among the 100 million couples, I don't know if there are five couples who can live together to the point of death. How can you be sure that you will have such a love that lasts forever?

Who doesn't long for such an unchanging and unswerving love, but how many couples really do it?

I found you, and I asked you if something happened to make you so sad, but you just looked at me in surprise, and then kept shaking your head.

"Yun, it's okay, it's really nothing. Why are you so abnormal today, are you insane..." You looked at me with a half-smile, a cynical look.

Your words made me unable to answer, I finally ended in silence, and then the moment I turned my back to you, my tears fell involuntarily, one after another, I couldn't control myself. I was afraid that you would come over suddenly and not see me with tears all over my face, so I would panic, so I had no choice but to run out the door alone with tears in my eyes.

I can feel your burning eyes falling on me from behind, maybe it's because of confusion, or maybe it's because of sadness, in short, I don't know.

I don’t know who is playing a violin piece on the side of the road. The very sad piece floated into my ears with the wind, mixed with heart-wrenching sorrow. For a moment, all the sadness in my heart was completely lost at this moment. Welling out, helpless, helpless, tears pooled into the sea.Nai He, Nai He, it's just that I don't know you well enough.

No matter, no matter, maybe people have privacy, right?Even couples, husband and wife, always hide something from each other, right?Just more or less.

At this moment, I only hope that our hearts are still together, and that our hearts are connected. I only hope that you don't hide anything from me. I only hope that in the future, we will still walk hand in hand through spring, summer, autumn and winter.Although you have given me sadness and heartache, I still have no complaints. If I love you, I will endure everything you give, because this is the price of true love.

(End of this chapter)