We are passersby from now on

Chapter 37

Thirty-seven chapters

What's the fastest way to make one disappear?
Anyway, definitely not waiting for her to disappear by herself.

Lu Ran slept all day, got up and dialed Lu Qi's mobile phone, and Lu Qi seemed very happy to hear her voice.

That's right, Lu Qi was so busy with socializing that he didn't have time to contact him during this period of time, but he found out that Lu Ran was wrong after only a few words.

"Xiaoran, is there something you want to tell me?"

Lu Ran smiled lightly, held the phone, and said the unspeakable words so naturally, "Brother, can you let a person leave my life forever?"

Lu Qi was taken aback: "Is there someone pestering you?"

"It's not me, it's Han Moyan."

Lu Qi paused for a while: "What's the matter? I'll come to you in the afternoon, don't leave at home."

In the afternoon of An Ran, Lu Ran sat under the thinning sunlight in winter and told Lu Qi everything so far.

Knowing that this might not be a good choice, Lu Qi was more impulsive than her in dealing with her, but she couldn't bear it anymore, she needed someone to talk to.

After speaking, Lu Qi fell into an abnormal silence.

"Xiaoran, if Zhuang Jing disappears, you and him can really..."

Lu Ran answered quickly: "I don't know."

Lu Qi said calmly: "It's easy to let her disappear from your life, but the hard part is to let her disappear from between you and Han Moyan. Xiaoran, is the relationship you tried your best to maintain really worth it? Do you have How long has it been since you smiled at your brother? My brother's request is very simple, as long as you are happy, you can tell me that you are happy... But now I can't see the existence of these things on you. I It hurts, really."

Lu Qi seldom speaks so long, which is unprecedented.

Lu Ran's eyes were blank for a moment, and then she returned to calm. She slowly took out the ring from her pocket.

"It's only one step away, brother, let me be self-willed for the last time."

Lu Qi touched Lu Ran's head and said, "OK."

Lu Qi's efficiency is beyond doubt.

When Lu Ran went to the Central Hospital on the third day, he had not seen Zhuang Jing's person. He asked the main station, and only said that the patient had been transferred.

While he breathed a sigh of relief, he also felt a faint sense of guilt.

After all, she did it without telling Han Moyan.

But... she doesn't regret doing this, Lu Ran has never been a good man, even if she deceives herself, it would be great if she could solve Zhuang Jing's problem without bloodshed.

The wedding is approaching, no, to be exact, it has been less than half a month.

The time after the Spring Festival happened to be the time when there were the most entertainment. Anyway, the wedding was planned by Lu Ma, so Lu Ran followed Han Moyan to one dinner after another, and sent extra invitations one after another.

Seemingly calm, Lu Ran touched the wedding dress, waiting for that day to be approaching day by day.

A week before the wedding, Han Moyan called Lu Ran: "Bring your household registration book and ID card."

Han Moyan drove and stopped at the entrance of the Civil Affairs Bureau.

Couples of couples waited in line, time was not tight, and Lu Ran followed Han Moyan unhurriedly. At this time, there were not many people who came to apply for marriage certificates. The bride-to-be in the front line sneezed, Smiled at Lu Ran, and said kindly: "Is it your first time here too?" After finishing speaking, I realized what I said was wrong, and hurriedly said, "No, it must be the first time. I'm too nervous By the way, you look so calm, aren't you nervous?"

She spoke a series of words, her expression was apprehensive but also obviously sweet.

The groom-to-be next to her kissed her face and said with a smile, "Honey, you are so cute."

"It's disgusting, so many people..." The girl's face blushed, and she smiled at them embarrassedly.

An indescribable feeling poured into Lu Ran's heart, so they are called husband and wife, and what is their cold attitude.

"What are you thinking?"

Covering up the momentary envy in his eyes, Lu Ran said flatly: "It's nothing."

A slightly deep voice: "Lu Ran..."

The hand was suddenly held.

Lu Ran was startled, turned her head back, and faced Han Moyan's eyes, which were pure black.

On a cold winter day, Han Moyan's hand looked extremely warm. Holding her palm, the temperature spread from the palm of her hand, ironing her heart, and Lu Ran was suddenly at a loss.

She has been chasing after Han Moyan all this time, she never thought that there would be a moment when she could really stand by Han Moyan's side.

Such a close distance, so close that it seems that they can stay together for a lifetime.

Han Moyan sighed inaudibly: "Lu Ran, we are getting married."

Lu Ran replied reflexively: "I know."

Han Moyan: "Then can you look happier?"

Lu Ran grinned and squeezed out a smile: "I'm very happy."

Holding her hand suddenly became a little tighter, Han Moyan's voice seemed to be a helpless compromise: "Choosing to marry you is something I am willing to do, and there is no reason for Zhuang Jing, you don't have to think too much, I don't want to marry you." Hope to see you like this now..."

After a pause, Lu Ran asked back, "What?"

Han Mo was speechless, as if he didn't know how to describe it.

In fact... without Han Moyan's words, Lu Ran himself knew that he was lifeless and listless, and that even the happiness that was at his fingertips still felt uneasy, as if what he saw was only a castle in the water.

She should feel at ease, shouldn't she?

Obviously getting married.

The palms held by Han Moyan were sweating slightly, and her heartbeat gradually accelerated. She still likes this man, but...

"Next one."

Lu Ran took the document handed over by Han Moyan, habitually filled it out, signed it and pressed his fingerprints, and then stared blankly at the title above, "Application for Marriage Registration Declaration".

When he left, he already had a red book in his hand.

The notebook with her and Han Moyan's names written on it.

Lu Ran read it over and over several times, with mixed feelings in his heart.

It's so simple that two people who were originally irrelevant are closely linked together.

After going out, Han Moyan asked her while opening the car door, "Is there anywhere you want to go?"

Lu Ran was startled: "Where are you going?"

Han Moyan raised the corner of his mouth to her: "I'm fine tonight, I'll accompany you wherever you want to go."

"Is this... a date?"

Han Moyan paused and nodded.

Lu Ran looked away, looked at the unmelted snow on the ground and the blurry image reflected on it, his eyes flickered, and said, "How about going to the movies?"

She helped him buy movie tickets many times, but never watched a full movie with him.

The only time they were together in the movie theater was in that situation - she was surrounded by Xiang Yan, and Han Moyan was surrounded by other women.

Counting it, they don't seem to have even had a decent date.

Thinking about it this way is really... the more I think about it, the more depressed I get.

After buying a movie ticket and entering the theater, melodious music sounded in the theater.

The movie starts and the lights go down.

She chose a literary romance film with a soothing plot. Lu Ran doesn't really like this kind of film, but only in such an atmosphere can she sit down and sit beside Han Moyan peacefully.

The uneasiness that accompanied her like a shadow disappeared, and the dimmed lights gave her a good hiding space. She didn't need to pretend anything, and the emotions that had nothing to hide during the day were also submerged under the scenes of sensual dialogue.

The rhythm of the movie is very gentle, and the first long paragraph is about the love between the hero and heroine.

They know each other and even love each other, so it's a matter of course.

The acting skills of the actors are very good, and it takes almost no effort to create that kind of atmosphere of mutual affection. Even a single eye contact is entwined with strong affection, which makes people unconsciously moved.

Lu Ran watched the movie, but his thoughts couldn't help drifting away.

Were Han Moyan and Zhuang Jing like this in the past, they loved each other, stayed with each other, and...

She forced herself not to think about it anymore, but those thoughts still flooded into her brain uncontrollably.

Knowing that she has already obtained a marriage certificate with Han Moyan, these things are just mediocre, but people are emotional animals after all, no matter how cruel they are, they cannot be completely calm when facing the things they care about.

She turned her eyes, and Han Moyan was sitting beside her.

At this time, there are not many people watching movies, and the sparse movie theaters are extraordinarily quiet and empty.

Han Moyan's side face has clear lines, which is as resolute as his person, but it also adds a touch of sexiness.

She looked at him, momentarily forgetting to look away.

Until Han Moyan's voice interrupted: "Why do you keep looking at me?"

Lu Ran was taken aback for a moment, and then asked confidently, "Can't I see you?"

Han Moyan bent the corner of his mouth, seemingly helpless: "Yes."

His attitude seemed very tolerant, even a little accommodating.

The things that Han Moyan's girlfriend once wanted to do to him flashed across her mind, and Lu Ran suddenly had an idea of ​​wanting to make an inch of it. This idea became more and more intense, and she couldn't restrain herself from saying: "I want to do something more. Anything else, can you?"

Han Moyan: "Huh?" His tone was unclear.

Lu Ran has never been impatient, her voice was slightly lowered, and she turned and approached Han Moyan: "For example..."

The moment Han Moyan was waiting for Lu Ran's words, he was shocked to find that Lu Ran's lips had already pressed against his, and he would leave as soon as he touched it.

Her speed was so fast that she was only a black shadow in the darkness.

After a short while, only the lingering warmth on her lips proved what happened just now.

Backing away slightly, Lu Ran's face was also burning badly, and he forced himself to look at Han Moyan calmly.

Han Moyan still looked at her blankly.

A faint feeling of frustration hit Lu Ran's heart, and she retreated to the sofa.

"Han Moyan..."

Han Moyan moved his lips, as if he wanted to say something.

Lu Ran just smiled lightly: "You haven't gotten used to this identity yet, in fact, I'm also a little..."

Well, she was too hasty, but... still feeling unspeakably frustrated.

More or less, she still has expectations. Compared with those women before Han Moyan, at least she is different. No matter what the reason is, in Han Moyan's heart, she is not just a code name of girlfriend.

However, the next moment, Lu Ran's eyes suddenly darkened.

The light from the screen was blocked, and the breath of ice and snow covered her, and something soft and warm brushed against her lips.

Lu Ran froze for a moment.

That...that...couldn't be Han Moyan's.

Han Moyan's voice: "I will work hard to get used to it."

With just such a simple sentence, Lu Ran suddenly felt something surge up, his vision became blurred, and even his breathing seemed to be difficult.

Lu Ran closed her eyes deeply, swallowing all the emotions surging in her chest.

He will learn to get used to it and change for her.

It's because of her.

She has worked so hard for so long, so hard, for such a moment...

The unspeakable grievance made her want to vent.

Han Moyan put his arms around her shoulders, his movements were a little stiff, Lu Ran leaned on his shoulders with his eyes closed, letting all his emotions vent and steam, as if this could last forever.

After the movie ended, Lu Ran found a fast food restaurant nearby.

They are all people who are used to simple meals at work, and after watching a movie, Lu Ran also feels a little hungry, so he ordered a curry rice and started to eat it.

Han Moyan ordered the same dishes as hers, and his movements were reserved and elegant, which was pleasing to the eyes just by looking at them.

Not in a hurry, Lu Ran looked at Han Moyan from time to time while eating. Han Moyan didn't care about Lu Ran's scorching gaze, and still ate slowly.

Lu Ran thought for a while: "Hey, I remember you don't like this kind of strong flavor..."

Han Moyan raised his head and replied, "Well, that was before." After a pause, he said, "The taste is not bad."

Perhaps even Han Moyan himself didn't notice that his tone of voice smelled of smoke.

Lu Ran paused: "If you like, I can try to do it next time."

Han Moyan bent the corner of his mouth: "Okay."

There was a soothing slow song in the fast food restaurant, melodious and melodious, which made the atmosphere in the air warm, with indescribable tenderness.

Lu Ran has never felt that eating can be such a simple and happy thing in her life.

Just because of the person sitting opposite, everything becomes tender.

It was still Han Moyan who sent Lu Ran back.

Sitting in the car, Han Moyan asked, "Are you still concerned about the matter between me and Zhuang Jing?"

He asked this suddenly, but Lu Ran didn't know what to say.

Saying I mind would be too disturbing, and saying I don't mind would be against my conscience, so I just kept silent.

Han Moyan: "I can't let it go, but it hasn't reached that level yet. No matter how deep the relationship is, there will be times when it fades away, not to mention my feelings for her have long been..."

Lu Ran couldn't help but whispered: "But you still went to save her, she asked you and you went out..."

Sensing the unkindness in his tone, Lu Ran lowered his head: "I'm sorry, I'm a little out of control."

Han Moyan didn't mind, and his tone was still calm, word by word: "Lu Ran, do you not believe me, or you don't believe yourself."

Lu Ran was silent for a moment.

Believe, what should she believe?

Believe that Han Moyan has forgotten Zhuang Jing, believe that the ties between them have been cut off with a single knife, or believe...

She can't face it and it's more than that.

In the end, she just couldn't believe in herself, in this hard-won result... Why did Han Moyan marry her.

It can't go on like this.

Lu Ran pursed her lips deeply and said, "I won't think about it anymore."

Sighing lightly, Han Moyan held Lu Ran's hand: "You are already my wife."

wife.

This word made Lu Ran sober, yes, she is already her wife, legal and reasonable, and will be blessed by everyone.

Lu Ran told herself that she was already a winner.

It is obviously much better to accept than to reject.

Lu Ran said softly, "I know."

He held Han Moyan's hand back, his cold palm was sweating a little, but the hand he held was stronger than ever.

Just when everything was calm, the accident happened suddenly.

(End of this chapter)