Boss, please let me go

Chapter 151 Live for Oneself
"Hey, Xiaoxiao, although Auntie doesn't know what happened to you, Auntie has been ups and downs for half her life. In this life, the last thing you should be upset about is those trivial things. You must learn to look forward and learn to listen to your heart. the voice of what you want and what you don’t want.”

"One's life is not long, one has to learn to live for oneself." Mother Lin said with emotion.

"Live for yourself?" Mu Xiao repeated this sentence softly, her thoughts drifting away slowly.

What is she living for?For the mother's misfortune, or for the Mu family's misfortune?
Listen to your inner voice, does she really not like Lin Yinan?

No, it's not like that, when he made love for her, when he accompanied grandma carefully, when he seldom said those awkward love words to her seriously, her heart was ups and downs.

It's just that she is too strong, she never admits that she has been conquered by him.

She has long been used to carrying the shackles on her body and living without emotion, she no longer dares to hand herself over to others.

Because she had been abandoned too many times, she had no courage at all.

Therefore, she didn't have the courage to live for herself anymore.

"Auntie, if a person has been deceived many times, should he still choose to believe when the next person comes?" Mu Xiao turned to look at her and asked softly.

"What if he happens to be what you want? Are you willing to miss it?" Mother Lin asked back.

Yes, what if he happens to be what she wants...

Life is a gamble, and they are always choosing, either to lose or to win.

Losing is regret, winning is luck.

Mu Xiao put Mama Lin at the door of the house, and Mama Lin invited her in again and again, but she refused with embarrassment.

After seeing off Ms. Lin, she immediately called Lin Wei and asked her to help book a train ticket to C City.

It seems that she hasn't seen her mother for a long time, and she suddenly misses her and wants to talk to her, just like when she was a child, she told her all her little secrets, and then she gently touched her head, Pull Gogo with her to promise that she will keep it secret.

She drove to the apartment, took off her OL professional suit, put on a simple striped white shirt and jeans, and a pair of white loafers on her feet, and then rushed to the train station with her backpack on her back.

She never wears a cold suit to see her mother, she is afraid that her mother will not recognize her.

There were a lot of people at the train station, Lin Wei sent her to the train and said with a smile, "Have fun, I will leave everything in the department to me."

"Well, it's hard work." Mu Xiao looked at her, her voice softened a little.

Lin Wei has no ill intentions towards her, she is a trustworthy person, she has always known it.

Who said she is a stone without emotion, she just doesn't know how to get along with people or express herself well.

This girl is very smart in doing things, but she is very slow in emotion, which inexplicably makes people feel that there is a kind of cuteness in contrast.

Lin Wei thought so, and when she looked at Mu Xiao again, she felt that her cold expression was a little cute.

Mu Xiao got on the train, found a seat by the window and sat down, the train started slowly, the scenery outside the window moved a little bit, and her mood gradually improved.

Leaving city b was like being away from those troubles, which made her feel relaxed and free.

At this time, she is not that lonely illegitimate daughter, but a simple traveler, looking at this wonderful world to her heart's content.

She was so tired, she needed a good rest, and sorted out those messy thoughts.

She watched the scene outside the car window for a while, then closed her eyes and slowly fell asleep.

Although she was on the train, she rarely slept soundly, and even dreamed of the small village where she grew up.

My mother is very hardworking and capable. She can do beautiful braids, make beautiful skirts, and cook her favorite braised pork.

The grandmother next door has a very obedient big yellow dog, and the aunt in the village can weave many kinds of flower ropes...

In the evening, the small village shrouded in golden light, rising from the smoke, the chickens and ducks began to return to their cages, and the mothers of all families looked for their children to go home for dinner.

Everything is so peaceful and beautiful.

When Mu Xiao arrived in that small village, it was already completely dark, and she couldn't see such a scene again.

She walked into the village with her bag on foot, and found her own small house based on her memory. The house was in disrepair for a long time, and the lock of the gate had long been eroded by weathering, so she opened it with a light touch.

The gate creaked open, like the groan of a person who had suffered from illness for many years. The dirt yard was full of weeds, and there was a faint sound of insects when you listened carefully. A small tree as thick as a bowl has grown up.

Time will never forget any corner.

It was this dilapidated and desolate place that carried all her fond memories.

That was probably the happiest time in her life, carefree, free, and the sky was pure without any color.

Just as Mu Xiao was thinking, she suddenly heard rustling footsteps behind her. She exited the yard and saw a figure walking towards her with a flashlight.

"Who are you?" Hearing the voice, it was a young man.

"My name is Mu Xiao, and I used to live here." Since he may be a villager here, Mu Xiao's attitude is also very friendly.

"You said you were Mu Xiao?" The young man's voice was a little excited, and then he grabbed her hand and said, "I often hear grandma mentioning you, have you just arrived home? It's too late today, so stay at my house, my house There's plenty of empty space..."

He said to himself, took Mu Xiao's hand and left. Mu Xiao was embarrassed to refuse to dampen his enthusiasm, so he was dragged all the way home by him.

Along the way, Mu Xiao learned that his name is Lu Wen, and he is the grandson of the grandmother next door. He is now a teacher in a nearby elementary school, and there is only one mother in the family.

As soon as he pulled Mu Xiao to the door, he shouted inside: "Mom, do you think I brought here?"

"What are you yelling about? Could it be that you brought back my daughter-in-law?" In her memory, Sister Liu's voice was still as loud as ever.

It's just that as soon as she said this, Lu Wen put down Mu Xiao's hand in embarrassment in an instant, turned to Aunt Liu and said, "Mom, be careful with what you say, don't scare people away!"

Mrs. Liu ran out of the main room in a hurry, holding a cooking spatula in her hand, she couldn't help joking when she saw Mu Xiao: "Yo, your boy brought you back this time beautifully, don't miss it!" Wait two days and blow it again."

"My mother likes to joke, so please ignore her." Lu Wen turned to Sister Liu and said, "Mom, don't make jokes, this is Mu Xiao."

"What?" Mrs. Liu was surprised.

"It's what grandma used to talk about, she's back." Lu Wen explained.

"Oh..." Aunt Liu had a sudden realization, and immediately took Mu Xiao's hand and asked kindly: "Xiaoxiao, do you still remember you, Aunt Liu? I hugged you a lot when I was young!"

(End of this chapter)