Boss, please let me go

Chapter 219 Diary
"Oh? Then what should we do?" Chu Lingxuan asked cooperatively.

"Hey, at times like this, of course I have to rely on me, the great hero!" Chu Yi spread out her hands and walked to Qianjin's dressing table with ease. She rummaged through all kinds of bottles and jars, and finally found a A small metal key was found in the locket.

"Hey, Xiao Yi accidentally saw her mother hiding it when she woke up once, isn't it amazing?" The little guy dangled the key in his hand, extremely proud.

"Why did mom hide the key?" Chu Lingxuan couldn't help asking.

"Of course it's because mom hid the baby, dad is so stupid!" Chu Yi gave him a blank look, walked to the bedside table, and muttered while tinkering with the locked drawer: "Xiao Yi has long wanted to come and explore. Yes, my mother hid some good things by herself and watched them secretly, and I want everyone to share the good things..."

While speaking, the drawer had been pulled open by him, he exclaimed excitedly, and took out a big box.

While Chu Lingxuan was still wondering whether this was bad, and when Qianjin found out whether he would kill them, the little guy had already opened the box, scratched his head in doubt, and then looked at Chu Ling Xuan, "Dad, there are so many of you here!"

"Huh?" Confused by what he said, Chu Lingxuan also raised his legs and walked to the bed. When he saw the things in the box, he was completely stunned.

In the past five years, due to work reasons, he has often attended certain activities and appeared in many commercial newspapers, and the box contains his silhouette in the newspapers, some are a photo, and sometimes there is a report or a paragraph about him .

Due to time, many of them have turned yellow.

Chu Lingxuan stretched out his hand, and picked up the pieces of paper that recorded a few words one by one. Each piece seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and he was a little breathless under the weight.

The heart seems to be divided into two poles, half ecstasy and half guilty.

Fortunately, fortunately, he caught her this time and never missed it again.

Below the piece of paper is a notebook.It was only after Chu Lingxuan opened it that he realized that it was a diary, which recorded the joys, sorrows, joys, sorrows, sorrows and sorrows of her and Chu Yi in the past five years.

[I have been in the United States for half a month, and there are blond hair and blue eyes everywhere. I no longer have to worry about what kind of expression I should make when I suddenly see that black-haired and black-eyed person in the crowd. I no longer have to worry about people pointing at me. Surprised, oh, isn't this the down-and-out daughter...

In the strangest place, I found the most sense of security. 】

【Hey?

His familiar voice spread across the ocean to my eardrums, but I couldn't hold back my tears anymore. Will he accept this child?Afraid of hearing a negative answer, I didn't speak, but he seemed to be able to feel my presence, and just listened quietly to my silence.Chu Lingxuan, if I kill your child, will you hate me? 】

【Baby, please forgive my mother for selfishly choosing to let you survive. If my mother is unable to give you a complete home and buy you toys in the future, please don’t blame her. 】

【Chu Lingxuan, our baby can rub his eyes now, it's a meaty ball, very cute. 】

【Pain... like being torn apart. 】

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[Xiao Yi looks more and more like her father. 】

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Her diary is very random, when should she remember and when to write it down, sometimes it is a piece of literary text, sometimes it will be a short sentence, from these plain words, I can see her sadness, helplessness, and the stress of life.

[Xiao Yi, I'm sorry, mom can't be with you, because mom needs to make money to buy food for Xiao Yi and pay for her medical expenses. Mom will definitely work harder to make Xiao Yi live a good life. , Xiao Yi wants to work hard, get well soon. 】

【It turns out that no matter how much love you give, you can't make up for the missing piece. Xiao Yi finally asked me where his father was, but I didn't know how to answer. 】

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[It's been five years, the world is so small, the lost people will meet again in five years, Chu Lingxuan, I'm not happy to see you again. 】

[Xiao Yi needs a father, I need someone to rely on, and are you really the right person? 】

The last one, which should be the most recent, has only four words: choose to believe.

After closing the diary, Chu Lingxuan put the pieces of paper full of her little thoughts back into the box one by one, put them back in the drawer, and locked the center of gravity.

"Father, are you unhappy?" Chu Yi asked sensitively.

"No, Dad is very happy." Chu Lingxuan rubbed his little head and said slowly.

This duplicity woman, who clearly said she hated him, secretly paid attention to him in this way, he was almost fooled by her again!
Qian Jin was standing in front of the stove holding a spatula in a daze, when suddenly he felt his shoulders sink, and he leaned against him, stretching out his arms from behind to hold her tightly in his arms, all of a sudden, her breathing It was his unique aura, which made her a little embarrassed.

"What are you doing? Isn't it hot in summer?" Qian Jin struggled with her blushing face, but he hugged her tighter and tighter. Their bodies were tightly pressed against each other, as if he would rub her into her bones in the next second.

"It's not hot at all..." Chu Lingxuan propped his chin on her shoulder, and couldn't help whispering in her ear: "Jinjin."

"Mm." Qian Jin responded with a deep voice, and pulled out her hand to turn over the braised pork in the wok.

"Jin Jin Jin Jin Jin Jin." Like a naive child, Chu Lingxuan yelled over and over again, as if no amount of yelling was enough.

"What are you doing?" Qianjin still didn't raise her head, her brows were slightly wrinkled, wondering if she put too much sugar in her braised pork.

"I just want to call you!" Chu Lingxuan gritted his teeth, thinking that the damned woman dares to ignore me. Doesn't this young master have a plate of braised pork?

Thinking of this, he decisively reached out to snatch the spatula from her hand, threw it casually, and with a swish, the spatula flew into the sink.

Can you feel the anxiety that the dish is going to be mushy but you don't have a spatula and can only stare at it?

Qianjin only felt that the ignorance in her heart came up suddenly, she turned her head, and yelled at him: "Chu Lingxuan, are you fucking insane? You don't eat, I still have to eat, You've done everything you can..."

He is only a short distance away from her, and he can clearly smell her body fragrance. Watching her chattering lips open and close, there seems to be a voice in his heart bewitching him, go ahead and block her flattering lips. I hate her mouth, let's see how she still talks...

Qianjin was scolding vigorously, when she suddenly noticed that he was looking at her with a strange look, it was a burning feeling of desire, the moment she was in a daze, his face suddenly approached, and he blocked her aggressively With her lips and tongue, she swallowed all the words she wanted to say into broken syllables.

(End of this chapter)