The female boss's god-level bodyguard

Chapter 206 Dark and Corrupted Youth

Obviously, Lin Fei's thoughts were superfluous, because Bai Xinyan didn't intend to drive at all, and the two walked out of the police station.

However, Bai Xinyan was also thoughtful. Before going out, she took off her police uniform and changed into a white T-shirt and denim cropped pants. Accompanied by white sneakers, she looked less aggressive than a policeman. , a little more of the softness of a young woman.

In this way, the two of them walked on the side of the road, a bit like ordinary young couples shopping.

Walking through two intersections, I came to a small restaurant selling farm food. Bai Xinyan seemed to come here often, and asked the boss for a few small stir-fried dishes skillfully. After a moment of hesitation, he ordered a half-dozen cold beer.

Lin Fei ate early, and he was already hungry at the moment, so he just had this cold beer and some stir-fried vegetables to fill his stomach.

Not long after, the food and wine were served, and the two began to eat in silence.

Lin Fei looked at the woman who was eating clams and deep-fried shrimp, and wiping the corners of her mouth with a paper towel from time to time, drinking beer while feeling a little dazed.

"Why are you looking at me? There's something on my face?" Bai Xinyan raised her eyebrows, a little puzzled.

Lin Fei smiled slowly, "It's nothing, it's just that we have dealt with a lot, but this is the first time I've seen you eating in private."

"The policeman is also a human being, and they have to eat too." Bai Xinyan seemed to think that men were a bit boring, "you can eat too, don't patronize drinking."

Lin Fei nodded, didn't say anything more, and started to eat. He was really hungry. The dishes ordered by the woman were not enough. He went to order a few dishes from the boss and picked up two bowls of rice. It is more comfortable to eat.

In the end, Lin Fei wanted to pay, but Bai Xinyan refused, and the woman paid all the money.

"I asked you to accompany me to eat, how can you pay for it?" Bai Xinyan said.

There were still two cans of beer left, and it happened that the two of them had a can of beer for each of them, and walked back while drinking.

After walking a short distance, Bai Xinyan suddenly pointed to a venue on the opposite side of the road for community residents to use for entertainment and fitness.

"Go and sit there."

A strange look flashed in Lin Fei's eyes, and he nodded, "Okay."

The two came to the green field, and there was no one here at night.

Bai Xinyan sat on a swing chair naturally, Lin Fei looked around, and it seemed that only this swing chair could sit on, so they sat together like children.

After drinking beer for a while, listening to the chirping of insects in summer and the sound of cars passing by from time to time, neither of them spoke.

After waiting for a while, Bai Xinyan turned his head and said suddenly: "You have investigated my information, you should have known about what happened in my past."

Lin Fei sighed in his heart, the woman really didn't care about what happened back then, her superficial calmness was just her habit of calmly treating her, it wasn't that she really didn't care.

"You don't mind mentioning that to me?"

"Whether you mind or not, it's a fact," Bai Xinyan said.

Lin Fei smiled, "Actually, I don't think there is anything to hide. Your father, as a policeman, even protects the public. If he meets gangsters at night, he should have no regrets at all in order to protect your own daughter. .

As for your mother's second husband, he took the initiative to seek you out, seeing that you grew and looked more beautiful, and wanted to rape you. You were a minor at the time in self-defense, and he killed him by mistake, and it was his own fault.

Your mother hates you and humiliates herself, it is a hurdle in her heart that she can't get over, and it has nothing to do with you."

Among the materials that Lin Fei asked EVA to look up at the beginning, it was Bai Xinyan's data that interested him the most.

This policewoman actually caused the death of her mother's two husbands indirectly and directly. Although she had no legal or moral problems, the state specially made secret files in order to keep these things from that year secret.

But, after all, both "fathers" died because of her.

Her mother, Xia Linmei, had been at odds with her ever since her second husband died. When she was still in the police academy, she made many disturbances at the police academy.

But Bai Xinyan didn't seem to be influenced by his mother. He graduated from the police academy with honors and soon joined the Interpol, which made many leaders of his generation admire him.

Lin Fei always felt that this woman had some traits, which were very similar to him, and she felt a sense of sympathy for each other. Of course, he might just think so.

In short, Lin Fei was very interested in Bai Xinyan, that's why he repeatedly tried to make her angry on purpose. This is also a bad taste of men, but Lin Fei himself didn't notice it.

Bai Xinyan took a sip of beer and silently admitted what Lin Fei said.

"One thing, your information was not checked accurately," Bai Xinyan said.

"Oh?"

"My relationship with my mother is what it is now. In fact, I killed her second husband. It was just a fuse... The problem of our mother and daughter is not caused by me killing her two husbands." Question..." Bai Xinyan said quietly.

Lin Fei frowned, listening to the woman continue.

"I have always regarded my father as my idol. He was the captain of the special forces. Many comrades died in an accident. He asked to quit before returning to Lin'an as a policeman.

He once solved more than [-] Vietnamese smugglers by himself, which caused a sensation in Lin'an. He was published in the newspaper for a week at that time, and he was a great hero.

He loves my mother and me very much. Although he is very busy at work and has little time to accompany me, I always secretly go to sleep next to my mother at night. When my father comes home, he can take me back. own room.

In this way, I can feel the feeling of my father holding me, and I can fall asleep.

In short... as if with him, this world will always be bright and splendid, and everything is so worth relying on.

I told him that when I grow up, I want to be like him and be a good policeman. My father told me that if you want to be a good policeman, you must first learn how to be a good person... Mom said that he is a bad person ... He is always too kind... Tell me not to imitate him, I will suffer.

I didn't believe it before, but until that day, I believed it... Because, what my dad met was definitely not a highwayman. Those two people were because my dad was investigating the case and involved some dark side about the high-level, Someone sent to kill my dad's group.

He could have escaped by himself that day, his strength was absolutely fine, but it was a pity that because I was pestering him, it was rare for him to get off work early, so he took me out to the beach to play, so that they had a chance to succeed.

In order to protect me, my dad hugged me desperately, and they cut me several times in the back, and when he reached a safe place, he had lost too much blood and couldn't be rescued..."

When Bai Xinyan said this, his eyes were red, as if the scene from that year reappeared in front of his eyes, and his whole body seemed to be plunged into darkness.

"I will never forget that my mother stood at the door of the hospital's operating room, slapped my father's body, scolded him for being heartless, and left us mother and daughter... She cried so sadly, So much so that I passed out from exhaustion at the end...Since then, my mother never allowed me to mention being a policeman, not even the word face...She asked me to study hard and become a financial white-collar worker in the future, Marry an ordinary person, have children... In order to give me a sense of belonging to the family, she also found a man at work who pursued her, and got married a second time, obviously she didn't like that man at all.

But I will not change my determination. I swore at the time that I would persist in walking the road my father did not finish. I would avenge my father, not only those who killed him, but also the black hands behind the scenes. I would not let anyone go. Pass!

However, my mother would not let me be a policeman, let alone think about revenge... I secretly applied for the police academy, my grades were very good, and I could enter wherever I wanted. The door of the house made me drenched in the rain for a day and a night... That was the day that her man put me in and told me that my mother had already fallen asleep after taking some sleeping pills. cold.

Where can he give me a towel, he wants to wipe my body, I don’t want to, push him, he starts to jump up like a mad dog, I’m afraid, panic, I pick up a pair of scissors and stab him in the stomach ..."

"That year, I was not yet eighteen years old, the court declared self-defense, and my files were blocked by the country. I successfully entered the police academy, but from that day on, the way my mother looked at me never There is no trace of warmth..."

Bai Xinyan raised her head, drank the whole can of beer, hiccupped, and turned to look at Lin Fei who looked normal, "Actually, I know very well that my mother is worried about me, and her love for me is distorted and deformed." , but it is unforgettable... She is just afraid of the day when, like my father, I will find out the details of those people, try to avenge them, and bring them to justice. ... She gave up on herself, and kept bringing men back from outside all year round. Sometimes when I was at home, she would deliberately make out with those men without closing the door... But, she just wanted me to listen to her, give up the way of the police, give up To avenge my father... She felt that with such a mother, I should be ashamed and ashamed to continue to be a policeman... But in fact, she has always been wrong, the more she is like this, the more I can understand that she loves me... ...It's just that her love has been overshadowed by her father's death..."

(End of this chapter)