The female boss's god-level bodyguard

Chapter 368 The Unique Fuel

After eating and drinking outside, he finally calmed down his anger. When he returned to Fang's house, Lin Fei came to the VIP room arranged by Fang Shuhai.

I originally planned to log in to LOOK and continue to search for some information related to the Gu family, but found that in the yard in front of the guest room, a lonely woman was sitting on a bluestone stool, looking up at the night sky, in a daze.

"Yarou?" Lin Fei walked over, but saw the woman was quickly wiping away the tears on her face.

"You're back." Fang Yarou smiled, indicating that she was fine, "What delicious food are you going to eat?"

Lin Fei didn't answer, but asked, "Who made you cry?"

Fang Yarou shook her head, "No one made me cry, I just remembered something. Don't sleep, I guess it doesn't matter if you sleep or not, why don't you just sit down and talk to me, I have something to tell you too" .

Lin Fei nodded and sat down. There was a small round table separated from Fang Yarou. On the table, Fang Yarou prepared a bottle of [-] Lafite and woke up early. It seemed that she was going to have a good drink with Lin Fei.

The two chatted for a while, and Fang Yarou said, "Lin Fei, I'm sorry, I asked you to come this time because I originally wanted to avoid the Zhuang family's marriage, but now... I have decided to marry Zhuang Yifan. It's really a waste of your effort. I'm sorry".

"Why, you don't have any feelings for him." Lin Fei frowned, "If you really don't need to do this because of your mother's operation, I can assure you that I will do it forcibly, and they can't stop me! It will definitely help your mother recover.

And even if they have completed the operation, you don't have to marry him. If they dare to use force, I'll kill Zhuang Yifan and see how he marries you! "

"Don't be like this," Fang Yarou persuaded worriedly: "I know you are very capable, but there is no need to go to that point.

What's more, you have a lot of things to do yourself. Many people are staring at you. You should think more about yourself, not me. I am just an ordinary friend of yours. Thank you. "

"Ordinary friends?" Lin Fei smiled playfully, "What you do with me is not what ordinary friends would do."

Fang Yarou's pretty face flushed, she naturally knew that he meant talking in the office.I handed over that matter, so I gave him a bad look, "Don't be kidding, there is nothing to say. We are all adults. If you don't have any impulse for 'sex', it is abnormal. I don't regret doing it for you. After that incident, it was considered a moment of madness, but... it doesn't mean anything."

Lin Fei was slightly surprised, Fang Yarou was obviously more mature than he imagined, indeed, don't say it.Even if two people have a relationship, it doesn't necessarily mean that they are really intimate.

Fang Yarou continued: "I've thought about it, marrying Zhuang Yifan is a good thing for the family, and for my parents and family... Besides, I don't have a boyfriend in the first place, and I'm not too young, so it's time to get married .

Compared with many rich boys who are promiscuous outside, the senior is more trustworthy, he has been waiting for me for so many years, I should also realize this."

"But there is no love between you," Lin Fei frowned.

"love"?
Fang Yarou shook her head with a bitter smile, "Do you still remember what I told you, that ex-boyfriend whom I have been talking about since college this year, seven years... between me and him, that used to be love... But, so what, every love is like a unique fuel in the world, burning and burning, it will be exhausted sooner or later, and it can never be ignited again.

Since it is something that will disappear sooner or later, why should I be obsessed with the word 'love'?It may be more important to live a peaceful life safely and satisfy the family."

"But do you feel happy? That's not the life you wanted at all. You're just using reality to anesthetize your soul. You can have a better future. If you choose the wrong foothold at this step, you'll have to go back to the next step." There is no next chance," Lin Fei looked at her solemnly.

Fang Yarou's eyes were sparkling, shining like stars in the sky.

"You really care about me so much?"

Lin Fei was stunned, and smiled slightly: "Of course, although many people think that I'm 'full of evil', it doesn't mean that I don't care about the people around me. Is this a contradiction?"

Fang Yarou smiled sweetly, and said kindly: "It would be great if... I could meet you sooner. In that case, maybe you will really become my boyfriend."

"Aren't I now?" Lin Fei asked with a smile.

Fang Yarou pursed her lips and shook her head, "It's fake, you belong to Su Yingxue, this is the reality, you will marry other women, and I... will also marry another man."

Lin Fei couldn't help feeling a little frustrated. Fang Yarou's meaning was very clear, that is, no matter how much she helped her, she would still marry in the end. Her youth was also precious, and she couldn't wait like this forever.

Therefore, since she will marry a man sooner or later, she would rather choose the familiar and visible Zhuang Yifan.

Lin Fei drank a few sips of wine, but he didn't know how to speak. He couldn't make any promises to women. Fang Yarou had the right to choose her own life.

"Actually, it's meaningless to say these things. How can everything go well in life? Otherwise, I wouldn't have so many regrets and regrets." , my mother really hates going to the hospital and seeing a doctor, do you know why?"

Lin Fei was also about to ask during the day, but Fang Shuhai and others didn't mean to say anything later, so he couldn't help asking curiously: "Did something happen in the hospital before?"

Fang Yarou nodded, "It was when I was born..."

"You were born?" Lin Fei was stunned, puzzled.

Fang Yarou said: "My mother is different from the mistresses of many big families. She is not a lady from a famous family. She used to be the daughter of an ordinary teacher's family. Her parents and grandparents are all ordinary people.

Because of this, when she met my father in college, my grandma was very opposed to it, but in the end I couldn't persuade my father, and my grandpa didn't object, so it was rare that the eldest son of the Fang family married an ordinary man. girls.

But even after getting married, the family and grandma put a heavy burden on my mother. My mother has never been educated in the upper class, and she has to learn many rules from scratch. It can be said that she is like a primary school student. It's like entering a university suddenly, you don't understand anything, you need to figure it out on your own.

Maybe it was because of too much pressure. That year, when I was born, there was a massive maternal hemorrhage. At the critical moment, in order to save the lives of the mother and daughter, I gave up the ability to have children again..."

Lin Fei couldn't help being stunned when he heard that it was all here. No wonder the Fang family is such a big family. Fang Yarou, as the eldest granddaughter, doesn't have half brothers and sisters, and it's Liu Yingying who can't have any more children! ?
"Do you know that losing the ability to have children is such a big blow to a wealthy eldest daughter-in-law who has only given birth to a daughter... not only the trauma in my own heart, but also the pressure from the family and the outside world. unimaginable.

Although my father and grandpa didn't blame my mother, when I was young, whenever my father and grandpa were not at home, I often saw my grandma beating and scolding my mother... and humiliating her as a eggless Hen, I raised a waste at home... I may be sensible too early, these memories, in my mind, are like weeds that have taken root, and I can't pull them out. And wake up in the middle of the night.

My mother was very weak due to the sequelae of giving birth to me. She was not in a strong body at first, and her chances of getting sick became higher and higher, which was disliked by my grandma.

Until my grandma passed away when I was in middle school... I know it's not right, but I'm not afraid to tell you that I went to grandma's funeral and I was so happy I couldn't help but laugh out loud..."

In Fang Yarou's eyes, the excitement was suppressed, and there were a few streaks of blood in the tears.

Lin Fei looked at one of her hands, tightly holding the wine glass, the knuckles were white, and he couldn't help being surprised. This woman's heart is not as gentle as her appearance. She also has her madness, but she doesn't usually show it. dew.

"The day after my grandma passed away, I said to my mother very seriously, 'Mom, I want to be a doctor, so that even if you don't go to the hospital, I can still treat you. You don't like to see a doctor, but You'll always love seeing your daughter'.

That was my original intention of becoming a doctor. Although it was a bit naive, I really only wanted to see my mother at first.She should actually hate me, if it wasn't for me, she wouldn't bleed and lose her fertility, if I were a boy, she wouldn't be so disgusted..."

Lin Fei persuaded, "How can you be blamed for this, and it's not up to you to decide. You are no worse than those men from big families. Besides, don't your family still rely on you to marry the dealer?"

"But I just feel sorry for my mother," Fang Yarou said with sobs, and looked at Lin Fei, "If I hadn't been too unfilial and ran to Lin'an because of a little emotional injury, if I didn't stay by her side, she wouldn't The tumor was detected so late.

I vowed to be my mother's doctor since I was a child, but I abandoned her when she needed me the most, and now I can only watch her wandering in the gate of hell... Lin Fei, you understand now, I can't let my mother Just leave, as long as she can get better, I am willing to do anything. "

(End of this chapter)