The female boss's god-level bodyguard

Chapter 711 I Hate You

Gu Caiying froze for a moment, her eyes flickered and said: "I have mentioned that matter before, I really don't know where your biological father came from, he seemed to appear in this world suddenly, in front of me Same……"

"Didn't he leave any words, any clues?" Lin Fei asked in a deep voice.

Gu Caiying sighed, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "If there is, why did I bother looking for him for more than 20 years... The only thing he left behind was that amber ring, I thought he used that ring to propose to me , Who would have thought that after giving me that ring, he left."

That amber ring is now in Lin Fei's hand, but this ring has undergone a mutation on that battleship, and after reacting with Su Yingxue's body, it has turned milky white, and the flowing golden light inside is Also gone.

Lin Fei asked suspiciously, "You said...you've been looking for him?"

Gu Caiying clenched her fists, as if trying to suppress the strong emotions in her heart, she took a long breath and said, "Do you want to know the real reason why I was willing to leave with Wang Shaohua back then? Heh... I'm fine now But I kept it from you, to be honest... The biggest reason I did that was because I wanted to find your biological father and ask him to give me a reason!"

Lin Fei was startled, "What do you mean..."

"Don't you think I'm pathetic?" Gu Caiying's tears rolled down, and she smiled while crying: "I was taken away by him in the university for no reason, and I was forcibly occupied by him from the young lady of the Gu family, and I was pregnant with him." You were abandoned by him in the mountain village, and then he never appeared again... Do you know how many days and nights I spent thinking about whether he would appear again, whether he still wanted me , do you want your son..."

Gu Caiying choked, and said sadly: "I was only in my 20s back then, and I was still very young... He ruined my life, made me a laughing stock of others, was spurned by the family, and became a single mother, but I didn't even What's his name, where he comes from, I don't even know!

I'm like a piece of toilet paper that he just took away and used up, then threw it in the trash can... Do you know, I don't know how many times I wanted to knock you out of my stomach, but Because thinking of him... I tried my best to protect you and gave birth to you with full of hope... I thought at the time, maybe after I gave birth to the child, that man would appear again. Don't even want your own children?I was so foolishly waiting, so foolishly looking forward... but it was all just my own whimsy."

Lin Fei's face was overcast for a while, like the midsummer afternoon sky that was about to usher in a storm at any time, and the thunderclouds rolled up, which was truly frightening.

His chest kept rising and falling, and his heart was beating wildly. Gu Caiying's words made him a little at a loss.

From the past, he thought that Gu Caiying abandoned their father and son in order to enjoy the glory and wealth, and they were victims.

But now it sounds like Gu Caiying's experience is almost the same as theirs, and this pain seems to be connected in one vein.

Gu Caiying opened up the chatter box, and no longer concealed the truth buried in her heart for many years, she said coldly: "Because our Gu family was persecuted, after I came to Lin'an, I gave birth to you relying on Dayou's shelter, and I have never had the opportunity to find you. that man.

But the more time passed, the more unbearable it became for me.Whenever I watch you grow up little by little, I seem to see the shadow of that man lingering on you, and I can't restrain myself from thinking about him.

I am not reconciled, why does he bring me so much pain, so many grievances, and ask me to work hard to raise the child he left behind..."

There was a bit of remorse in the woman's eyes, and she said: "At that time, Wang Shaohua, who had been chasing me for many years, came to me and said that he had persuaded people in the family to let me marry him, because he His wife has also passed away, leaving behind a daughter.

At that time, I had just one thought... If I could use the resources of the Wang family, maybe I would have a chance to find that man!The bastard who made me suffer so much but then abandoned me! ! "

Hearing this, Lin Fei turned back angrily and said, "Just to find a man and an answer, you have to abandon your eight-year-old son and leave alone!?!"

"Because I hated you and hated you at the time!!!"

Gu Caiying immediately screamed and shouted in response to Lin Fei's questioning.

Suddenly, time seemed to freeze, the air seemed to be frozen, and a needle could be heard.

Lin Fei looked like a stone sculpture, his eyes were red, and his muscles tensed as he looked at the woman in front of him.

And Gu Caiying seemed to know that she was overwhelmed, but she felt as if she had been released from a thousand-year-old cage. She felt relieved and fell down on the ground, hugging her knees and crying... "Woo... ..." Gu Caiying cried bitterly, shaking her head and said: "I don't want to... I know it's wrong, how can a mother hate her own child... But I really can't hold it anymore... I just want An answer, asking him why he did that to me... Even if he said he was just playing with me, just on a whim... At least I can justifiably hate him.

But I'm like a dispensable person, living in this world, just for a man whose name I don't know, enduring those sufferings, and raising a child who doesn't know where he came from... I can't find him, yes His hatred and resentment toward him have also slowly transferred to you... Huh... Feier... I'm sorry, I abandoned you... I regret it now, but it's too late..."

In Lin Fei's mind, the image of chasing that figure in the rain appeared.

That woman who left him without looking back really... really hated him.

He used to fantasize that Gu Caiying had some unavoidable reason to leave him for his own good, but when the truth came to light, Lin Fei suddenly felt that this was the most reassuring result.

I didn't blame this woman wrongly, she abandoned me, even though she suffered a lot, the child is innocent.

Lin Fei closed his eyes tightly for a while, adjusted his breathing, calmed down, and said, "Say it earlier, why bother to make trouble today."

Gu Caiying's body trembled, she raised her head and looked at Lin Fei, "Fei'er...you, don't you hate me?"

"Hate? Why do I hate you?" Lin Fei said with vicissitudes in his eyes: "Since you have admitted that you gave up the mother-child relationship, then I have nothing more to ask of you, just like you are not qualified to be mine anymore. Like close relatives.

Since we have no family relationship at all, it is reasonable for you to abandon me and find a man you will never forget."

Gu Caiying felt as if her heart had been trampled to pieces, and she knew that when Lin Fei accepted all this so indifferently, it meant that Lin Fei had really regarded her as a stranger.

At such a time, she would rather have Lin Fei scold her madly, or even come and beat her... It's a pity that Lin Fei won't do that.

Without love, there is no hate.

"If you have nothing else to say, you can go." Lin Fei said calmly. He had never been so relaxed and faced Gu Caiying with no worries. Son……"

"I'll come to you after I discuss and order clothes for my family. I will do what I say, although I'm not sure if I can take a fancy to her," Lin Fei promised.

Only then did Gu Caiying breathe a sigh of relief, and there was hope in her eyes. It was already difficult for her to win back her biological son's heart, and the two of them could only have a normal acquaintance in the future, so she especially didn't want to lose her adopted daughter.

Just as Gu Caiying was about to leave, Lin Fei asked, "Have you heard of that man all these years?"

Gu Caiying turned her head back, with a bitter and sad expression on her face, "If there was one, I would have gone to him a long time ago, he seems to have evaporated from this world, as if he has never appeared..."

"I see." Lin Fei nodded and saw off the guests indifferently.

The woman hesitated for a moment, then lowered her eyebrows and said: "If... I mean, if you have a chance to see him in the future, whether you recognize him as your father or not, I hope you can ask me for me, what does he really think about me? See what..."

Lin Fei didn't respond to this request. Seeing that Lin Fei didn't speak, Gu Caiying didn't force her any more. In fact, she didn't think that Lin Fei would have a chance to meet him.

That man was like a gust of autumn wind blowing past, rustling, passing by without a trace.

(End of this chapter)