Happy private dishes

Chapter 29

Although, the appointment with Kou Yuanyuan is to "play" well together.However, the game is cruel.In the 8-to-7 match, Tang Xiaoxue was still eliminated.But even if she was about to leave, Tang Xiaoxue was not particularly disappointed.

She has changed her negative life attitude.Then, I am planning to bravely face myself again.

"My name is Tang Xiaoxue. I am 24 years old. I am a plus-size fashion designer. My weight was 160 catties at my heaviest and less than 70 catties at my lightest.

In my sophomore year, I, who was always called a "fat man", made up my mind to lose weight.I have used all kinds of cruel methods on myself.Six months later, I successfully reduced to 100 catties.It's nice to be in the world of skinny beauties, to wear beautiful dresses, to be adored and specialized by boys.

Then, I felt like I was possessed by the taste of beauty.I always feel like I'm not skinny enough.I want to be thinner and more beautiful.I started to be harsher on myself.

When I weighed less than 70 pounds, I got anorexia.I feel sick at the sight of food.I can't continue my studies at university.Feeling dizzy even standing up.Any more weight loss and I'm going to die.

Accompanied by my parents, I started a long treatment period.I cured my anorexia, slowly gained weight and was no longer "beautiful".I got used to hiding behind the computer.Allow your weight and your life to spiral out of control.I was always determined to lose weight and never started again.My courage seemed to be lost.

I feel like I might not be able to do anything right.I can only keep holding back.Whenever I feel stressed or stimulated, I will habitually vomit.I became a person with little drive in life.

However, a few days ago, a younger sister told me that, in fact, I have always had my own persistence.Some things, I actually never give up.Just changed one way.I have been pursuing beauty, and even helped many girls like me realize their dreams of beauty through my own hands.

Only then did I realize that I was actually not as bad as I thought.I won't lose weight anymore.However, I will not stop pursuing the pace of beauty.Even if I am a fat girl, I have the right to make myself beautiful.Even a fat girl can put on beautiful clothes and dress herself up like a princess.Every girl can live beautifully.

I am really happy to come to the game this time.Although the game I failed.However, I've made some great friends.Participating in this competition allowed me to face my life again.Let me know that I can actually stick to it too.I can also work hard with my teammates to the end. "

After Tang Xiaoxue said the last sentence, she finally couldn't help but shed tears.

She stepped forward and hugged Kou Yuanyuan tightly.Fang Shulan next to them hugged them both emotionally.This has also become the most beautiful picture in the top 7 seat match.

"I left happily. I don't have any regrets. It's just that before I leave, Yuanyuan, I have a gift that I really want to give you. Next time... there will be no chance." Tang Xiaoxue said, and turned to get it A blue bag came and handed to Kou Yuanyuan.

Kou Yuanyuan opened it and saw that it was an exquisitely made blue dress.This is a dress that can fill a girl's fantasy with silk, lace and bows.Even Kou Yuanyuan had a bright feeling when she saw this dress.

"Ah? Is such a beautiful dress for me?" Kou Yuanyuan couldn't help being flattered.

In her previous life, no one gave her clothes at all.Her mother died very young, and no one wanted to make clothes for her.

In this life, Fang Shulan always bought her new clothes and liked to dress her up.But this was the first time someone designed and made a unique dress for her.Kou Yuanyuan held the skirt like a precious treasure.

"Well, don't you like the clothes in my store very much? I specially designed a small size for you."

Tang Xiaoxue looked at Kou Yuanyuan with a smile.Seeing that Kou Yuanyuan liked this dress so much, she was satisfied.At the same time, she couldn't help but said silently in her heart, "It's nice to know you, little sister."

That day, Tang Xiaoxue left with a smile.She wore a pink dress and curled her hair in curls that suited her face shape.When she walked, her back was straight, much like a princess who dared to slay a dragon by herself.

That day, when she came home, Kou Yuanyuan took out the light blue dress with lace and bow.

"Do I really want to wear it?" Kou Yuanyuan asked Fang Shulan hesitantly.

"Hurry up and change it! Xiaoxue specially made it for you." Fang Shulan urged her, patting her on the back.

Kou Yuanyuan quickly changed into this light blue dress.Fang Shulan looked at her with satisfaction.She thought her daughter was very beautiful.Really like a little princess.Tang Xiaoxue is indeed a craftsman and design expert.The size of this skirt is just right, and the style is also very suitable for Kou Yuanyuan.only……

"Yuanyuan, take off your black pants quickly. How awkward to wear like this!" I don't know when, Kou Yuanyuan always likes to cover herself tightly.In summer, this child is not afraid of heat.

"..." She didn't want to go out on the street with her thighs exposed!As an old-fashioned Kou Yuanyuan said, she has a unique aesthetic perspective.

For Fang Shulan, she spent a very meaningful vacation with Kou Yuanyuan.It's just that happy times always pass quickly.Kou Yuanyuan's vacation is coming to an end.

Fortunately, the recent gold medal chefs competed in the big kitchen.

Kou Yuanyuan delivered meals to the hospital as usual.However, this time only Cheng Hongying was lying quietly on the hospital bed in the ward.

"Hey, sister Cheng, why are you here alone?"

"Old Lu was called by the doctor. Xiao Xu is busy with business in the store, so he will come over later."

"Oh. Why don't you eat first?" Kou Yuanyuan helped Cheng Hongying fetch water and throw a towel consciously.Then, roll up the hospital bed and put it on the dining table.

After Cheng Hongying cleaned up, she began to eat the meal that Kou Yuanyuan brought.These days, Kou Yuanyuan comes here very frequently.Cheng Hongying is used to seeing her as Lu Yuchi's apprentice.It's not so polite if they are all their own people.

The mother and daughter of the Fang family are both skilled in craftsmanship and pay great attention to nutrition.Every time the rice he brought was in line with Cheng Hongying's taste.However, this time, Cheng Hongying stopped eating suddenly.

"What's wrong? Is there something wrong with the smell?" Kou Yuanyuan looked at her suspiciously.

"No....Yuanyuan, do you think I can stand up in the future?" Cheng Hongying asked suddenly.

"Of course. Sister Cheng, you'll be fine if you rebuild properly." Kou Yuanyuan calmly comforted Cheng Hongying.

"Stop lying to me like they did. I actually heard what the nurses said. I'm in a bad situation. The chances of getting back to normal are slim." Almost impossible.

Cheng Hongying couldn't help looking out the window.It happened that there was a big tree outside the ward, and the cicadas on the tree were screaming cicadas all the time, like a concert.It's just that its life is only this summer, and when the weather is cold in autumn, they will die.Just like happiness, the shelf life is only for a certain period of time, and it will probably be gone after that.

"..." Kou Yuanyuan didn't know how to explain to Cheng Hongying for a moment.

Cheng Hongying turned her head and looked at her with a lonely face.

Cheng Hongying is a lawyer and is used to seeing all kinds of people.She always felt that Kou Yuanyuan had a calmness that didn't match her age.

She also heard from Fang Shulan that Kou Yuanyuan's life was not very good, and she met such a father.After his father had a son with another woman, he stopped talking to Kou Yuanyuan.Kou Yuanyuan constantly resisted trying to get her father's attention.Then, he gave up on himself for a while, and almost died in a car accident.Only then did they begin to cheer up again.

People who have experienced life and death, even ignorant children will grow up.Then, learn to cherish yourself.

Thinking of what happened to Kou Yuanyuan, Cheng Hongying couldn't help but sigh.Everyone has their own hurdles, and life is probably going through one hurdle after another.

Now, she, who is standing in a ditch and can't get out, has also been in a car accident, and has also experienced hell, really wants to have a heart-to-heart chat with Kou Yuanyuan.

Her brother, her relatives and friends all felt that she had finally seen the moon and the moon.They all said nothing about her legs or her future.Everyone can only say that in the future, she and Lu Yuchi will be happy when they get married.From now on, how will life be like.

However, facing Lu Yuchi who wanted to marry her and be in charge of the rest of her life.However, Cheng Hongying was always tangled and hesitant.In addition, he was lying on the bed all the time, his legs didn't feel at all, and he needed Lu Yuchi's help for convenience.

Slowly, Cheng Hongying's mood became more and more depressed.

The day before yesterday, she suddenly lost her temper.Tell Lu Yuchi to go home and sleep.There are nurses in the hospital watching and don't want him to accompany her in the hospital.

At that time, her emotions were completely out of control.Lu Yuchi didn't say a single rebuttal.Later, he finally left the ward.

Cheng Hongying couldn't help crying on the pillow.In the end, it was Lu Yuchi who picked her up and wiped her face with a wet towel.

"I'm not going," he said to her as if swearing.

"..." But, she didn't even know what she wanted?
She just slowly got worse and worse and more and more annoying.

She woke up from the car accident, and at first she heard Lu Yuchi confess to her that it was a lie that she was unhappy.At that time, she felt that she was the happiest person in the world.All these years, she waited and waited, hoped and hoped.Finally waiting for the beloved.How could she be unhappy?
It's just that after being happy, the next thing to face is the blow of reality.

If she really can't stand up.Is she still tied to Lu Yuchi?Become a burden and drag him down for the rest of his life?
Is there no dutiful son before the bed for a long time?What's more, she and Lu Yuchi had never really been together.

Cheng Hongying has always been conflicted and disturbed, and at the same time feels self-blame.It just can't be revealed in front of others.He can only lose his temper with Lu Yuchi occasionally.To this day, looking at Kou Yuanyuan's understanding and tolerant eyes.Cheng Hongying couldn't help but speak out what was in her heart.

"Yuanyuan, tell me the truth, do you also think that I shouldn't be with Lao Lu? If this continues, I will only drag him down?" Cheng Hongying asked very bluntly.

She didn't want to keep struggling any longer.Some things are worse than short-term pain.

"How is it possible?" Kou Yuanyuan looked at her seriously.It's just that she was interrupted by Cheng Hongying before she finished speaking.

"But, I just don't want to be separated from Lao Lu." Cheng Hongying suddenly shouted nervously.

"I just don't want to break up with him. I just want to keep clinging to him. I still want to be with him, and I don't want to give up! I'm not the heroine in those idol dramas. When I get sick, I will follow the male lead like a fool. Breaking up. I am not so selfless, so great. Since I am determined to cling to him for ten years, I can continue to cling to him. I will break up after he dislikes me and is tired of me. At least, he is now You haven't disliked me yet." Cheng Hongying's emotions were completely out of control.

"Then let's not break up." Kou Yuanyuan whispered beside her.

"Do you think I'm very selfish and disgusting? Yes, I've always been pretending to be magnanimous and good-hearted. In fact, I only thought of Lu Yuchi from the beginning. I only helped them because Lu Yuchi was with those people. Accept them." Cheng Hongying said self-destructively.

"Then you helped too. Everyone trusts you very much, thank you. You are sick, and the clerks in the convenience store bought you gifts. It doesn't matter if you are selfish or hateful. Brother Lu thinks you are good and likes you , I don’t dislike you, and I’d like to live with you, that’s fine. It doesn’t matter what others say. Brother Lu doesn’t care what others say about what he decides.” Kou Yuanyuan looked at Cheng Hongying very tenderly.

At this time, Kou Yuanyuan is not like a child at all, but like a person with a lot of experience in life.It seems like she knows everything, just take her word for it.

"But, I'm going to be lame." Cheng Hongying finally couldn't help crying. "In the future, how can I run after him?"

"Even if you are really limping, but he is willing to stay where you are and accompany you. You don't have to chase any more. What's more, who said you are limping? Haven't you started to recover yet? The doctor just said there is a chance of recovery You are relatively small, and you didn’t say you have no chance at all? Since you can persist with Brother Lu for ten years, you are so patient and persistent. Why can’t you be patient and rebuild for Brother Lu and your future? Sister Cheng , you have been waiting for ten years. What else can't be done?"

Kou Yuanyuan looks quite small, with a chubby face and baby fat.This is actually a little kid.However, what she said carried a shocking power.It directly woke up Cheng Hongying from the nightmare.

"Yuanyuan, do you think I can do it? I can still stand up in the future?" Cheng Hongying looked at her in disbelief.It seems that as long as she says yes, she will believe it.

"As long as you work hard, you will be able to stand up again. Those who have prosthetics can walk and jump, and even participate in the Olympics. Sister Cheng, do you still have your legs?" Kou Yuanyuan said sonorously and confidently.

Cheng Hongying's tormented heart finally calmed down.She and Lu Yuchi can also be happy, right?As long as she doesn't give up, keep trying.No, perhaps, it should be said now, as long as they keep working hard together.

"I will be fine, I will be fine. I will stand up, walk over, and hold a wedding with Lu Yuchi." Cheng Hongying made an oath to herself.

"That's great! I will definitely attend your wedding." Kou Yuanyuan said with a smile.

"At that time, Yuanyuan, will you be my bridesmaid?"

"Well, that's fine." Bridesmaid dresses should be long-sleeved and high-necked.

Outside the door, Lu Yuchi was leaning against the wall with an unlit cigarette dangling from his mouth.Only those who pay attention will find that the man who has always been tough and strong is raising his head and crying silently with tears streaming down his face.

(End of this chapter)