The eldest daughter of the emperor, she began to build a city wildly

Chapter 194 Tormented by Missing and Regret (Part [-])
As if she had heard a joke, Yingyue wiped away her tears and laughed contemptuously, "I don't need to say more about what my father has done to our mother and daughter these years, but I can still say such words."

"Yue'er, trust me, you have to trust me." Shen Congwen sat on the ground and muttered to himself, not sure if he was telling Yingyue or himself.

"Believe you? Do you know that since you didn't go to your mother's yard, your mother often cried alone and couldn't sleep at night. The grievances and heartbreak you caused her to suffer, how to make you believe what you said."

Yingyue spoke out what she had been holding back in her heart for these years, as if letting out a long sigh of relief, she didn't need her father to give her an explanation, she just wanted to vent, to vent the unwillingness and grievances of these years.

After adjusting my mood, there is still business to do next, "Father probably doesn't know that the master ascended to the crown prince a few days ago."

Shen Congwen, who was powerless and slumped on the ground, suddenly laughed, "The eldest princess is on the throne, okay, okay, that's great."

Yingyue stepped forward, took out all kinds of delicious food from the food box, and placed them on the side of the wooden fence, "Father, do you know that if you are convicted, the entire Shen family may be executed."

"Yue'er, ever since I walked into this prison, I knew it was impossible to get out alive, but I don't trust you mother and daughter, as long as I don't plead guilty for one day, you can live one more day."

Shen Congwen looked at his daughter who was close at hand, and felt unspeakable joy in his heart. It would be good to see his daughter again before he died.

"What's the use of father talking so nicely now? No matter how nicely he said, I wouldn't ask His Highness the Crown Prince to rescue you. The master has already obtained the evidence of your corruption. The master said that as long as you confess the mastermind behind the scenes, write If you testify, you can save the lives of the Shen family's wife and children." Yingyue handed in the silk cloth and pen and ink.

"I'll write, but Yue'er, just let His Royal Highness save the lives of your mother and daughter, and don't worry about other people." Shen Congwen told Yingyue nervously.

"Why? Isn't that little concubine and concubine the person you love the most?" The coldness in Yingyue's words became a bit more puzzled. Today's father is different from usual, as if he was holding her in his palm again when he was a child that father.

Every word and every word is about their mother and daughter, but he didn't mention his most favored concubine and concubine on weekdays.

"Listen to me, just listen to me." Shen Congwen took the pen and ink, swept out a clean place with his sleeve, and began to write.

Whoever instructed him, how much money was embezzled, what it was, and who it was given to, began to be written down clearly one by one.

Yingyue looked at her father, who used to be high-spirited and vigorous, now hunched over and writing on the ground, and felt nervous for a while. There was clearly a table next to her, so why did she lie down and write on the ground.

Looking at his father's body leaning tightly on the wooden railing, is it just to get closer to him?

"Why, Father, why haven't you told me yet?" Yingyue's mood was hard to describe, but she just wanted to ask clearly, if she didn't ask clearly today, it seemed like she would regret it for the rest of her life.

Shen Congwen wrote on his own, writing densely on the long silk cloth, and finally bit his own finger to cover his fingerprints.

Throwing the pen and ink aside, carefully picked up the silk cloth and dried the ink on it, folded it up and handed it to Yingyue, "Yue'er, hurry up, you must hand it to the crown prince."

"No, I won't leave, tell me why, why you are so abnormal today, are you still the father who hates me and my mother the most?" Yingyue stuffed the testimony into her arms, staring at Shen Congwen in a daze.

"Yue'er, I have never hated you, Yue'er, I have treated you all these years to protect you." Seeing that Yingyue did not stop, Shen Congwen choked up and opened his mouth.

"I, a poor scholar, took a shortcut to get to where I am today. I turned to..." Shen Congwen looked around cautiously, "I turned to that person to get the official position I am today, and to be in charge of the royal family's financial revenue and expenditure in the capital. Ask me to use my power to help that person make money."

"Yue'er, I was greedy. I saw you born and wanted to give you and your mother a more decent life, so I entered the wolf's den and never came out again.

The little concubine was sent by that person to monitor me, to monitor whether I would betray me, and whether I would stuff money into my pocket. She relied on that person's power, so I didn't dare to touch her and act recklessly in the house. I obviously secretly gave her child-avoiding medicine, so I don't know why she is still pregnant.

That woman is jealous and domineering. After entering the mansion, I can't see that I treat your mother and daughter well, and keeps making trouble for your mother.

Yue'er, your mother came from a humble background and no one backs her up, so you can't beat her. If that little concubine gets malicious intentions and wants to hurt your mother and daughter, I can't do anything against her because of that person.

So I can only stay away from you, act like I don't care about you, or even treat you badly, so that little concubine can feel relieved and let you go.

I sent you into the palace to be a palace maid because only if you enter the palace can that little concubine not hurt you.

Yue'er, I was wrong. I harmed you and this family. I have been suffering all these years, paying the price for the wrong step I took because of greed.

I could only squat in the corner and watch your mother wipe away tears. My heart hurt like a needle. I watched you kneeling in the ancestral hall until you fainted. I wished I could rush over and kill that little concubine.

But I can't, if I do that, that person won't let us go, and we'll all end up dead. "

Shen Congwen spoke in a hoarse voice about the secrets he had buried in his heart for many years. He lived in the same yard with his wife and daughter who he cared about the most but could not get close to him. Instead, he pretended to be in love with such a femme fatale.

"Father, dad, why didn't you tell me earlier, why?" Yingyue cried when she heard what he said. Her father, who she hated and resented for so long, turned out to be the one who loved her the most.

Yingyue was about to get up suddenly, "Father, wait, I'll go to ask the master, the master said that as long as you don't hand over the evidence of your corruption, you won't be able to convict and you won't die."

Shen Congwen pulled Yingyue back, and hurriedly explained, "Yue'er, listen to me, I'm already the outcast of that person, and I won't be left alive. That person said that I will take all the blame for this On myself, that person will save your mother and daughter, but I don’t believe it until now, but I believe in His Royal Highness, and believe that she can save your mother and daughter.”

"Yue'er, you will hand over the testimony to His Royal Highness the Crown Prince now. Go away. That person has eyeliner everywhere. If you find out, it will be over. Go away!" Shen Congwen urged.

"No, I won't go." Yingyue shook her head frantically.

She couldn't watch her father die, and she didn't want him to die, so she knew that her father loved her, and she didn't want to lose him.

"Go." Shen Congwen withdrew his hand from Yingyue's, stood up and took two steps back, "If you don't go, I'll be killed here right now."

"Father, I'll rescue you, wait for me to rescue you." Yingyue stood up in a panic, wiping the tears all over her face, she was going to beg the master, go now, maybe her father can still be saved.

Shen Congwen looked at Yingyue's back as she stumbled and ran out, hugged the railing tightly and shouted, "Tell your mother, for so many years, I only have her in my heart. When I saw her in my heart, I won't be able to pretend to be someone else in this life. In the next life... I will still be husband and wife with her, and we will live an ordinary life in the next life."

　I feel uncomfortable writing this chapter, but such a lovely Yingyue has to go through this, resenting the person who has hated her for so many years, and finally finds out that she gave herself the deepest love!

　　
　
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