From the ashes: Return of the General

Chapter 733
Since the emperor has been guarding against the empress dowager's cholera court, the princes of all walks of life will make trouble while he is unconscious. He has made arrangements in advance. The two princes and three ministers he trusts are all there, and they are all guarding the palace. outside.

After handing over the power in advance, the defense of the palace has always been in the hands of his confidant Xiao Qichen, and the chaos in the palace has not continued.Not only did he not go on chaotically to arrest the assassin, but also the self-examination was proceeding in an orderly manner, and the concubines in the harem basically couldn't see him except the queen and Mei Linlang.

There are a lot of things going on in the palace, such a big mess happened today, the empress is very busy, so the important task of taking care of the emperor falls on Mei Linlang's shoulders.

She has no children and has no connection with the throne, and this is one of the main reasons why the two princes and three ministers agreed that she would take care of the emperor.Of course, being young and affectionate also played a part, but considering her status as a daughter of the Mei family, she still had to be on guard.No, besides her, there are three or four eunuchs beside the emperor, who will not leave him even for a moment.

In the final analysis, the chaos in the palace was still a matter of the throne, and the empress dowager frequently intervened in the affairs of the court because she wanted to set up another heir. The prince was just a pawn, and his death was actually doomed long ago.

Although Mei Linlang is only a female class, she has gone to the battlefield and learned the art of war, and she has been paying attention to government affairs recently.Therefore, she knows exactly what those people out there think and can understand why they do what they do.

She had already given up on the emperor, but she didn't know why she felt unspeakably sad and desolate when she saw him with sunken cheeks.Once, he was vigorous, handsome, unrestrained and full of spirits, but now, he seemed to have aged overnight, dying and struggling in the palace.

Who was wrong, exactly who was wrong, and what made them who were in an affectionate relationship come to this day, and what made that kind and warm boy become what he is today?
Power, suspicion, and people's hearts, we have not escaped our fate after all.The daughter of the Mei family is born proud, she does not enter the harem, and does not serve as a concubine. She thinks that as long as there is love, everything can be overcome, but she does not know that she has already abandoned love the day she left home.

The love of her parents, the love of her brothers and sisters, the love of her family, she didn't want them all, she didn't want them all, and in the end they all lost each other.

"Lin Lang, are you crying?" The emperor who woke up was a little dizzy, he couldn't see clearly, and he was also a little uncertain.

It has been so many years, it seems that she has never cried since she was framed by the first queen.That day when she was wronged and she didn't believe her, she didn't shed a single tear, but today she finally cried for herself again.

The joy in his heart was a little excited and touched, he raised his hand with great effort to wipe away her tears, but who knew he had no strength at all.He knew that he was very ill, he knew that his time was numbered, and he knew that he had to take the first step.

Bean-sized tears fell down involuntarily, but Mei Linlang knew clearly that these tears were definitely not for him.It was for myself, for the boy I once loved deeply, and for my lost youth and dreams.It would be great if time could be turned back, if she could go back to 15 years ago, she would definitely not abandon her parents and choose him, she would definitely die in battle like the ancestors of the Mei family.

Silent and weeping silently, the emperor felt pain in his heart.Thinking that she was afraid, thinking that she was sad for himself, he once again lifted his hand to hold her hand and said, "Don't cry, don't be afraid, let alone worry. Even if I die, I won't let anyone People bully you, no matter who succeeds you in the future, you will be the most honorable concubine, and the empress will definitely treat you well."

It is also his regret that he has not been able to give her a child to rely on him, and it is also his regret, and if she hadn't stubbornly drunk the safflower back then, she would not have come to where she is today.Therefore, he had no choice but to plan for her, hoping that after his death she could live a more comfortable and comfortable life in the palace.

From the beginning to the end, what Mei Linlang wanted was not these, so she was not moved in the slightest.She didn't know what to say, and she had nothing to say to him for a long time. She raised her hand and wiped her tears and said lightly: "The emperor is just sick, he will be fine, everything will be fine, don't think too much about it. The emperor didn't eat anything, this is the bird's nest porridge brought over just now, the emperor should use some of it."

Thinking of the time when they were connected, she felt more and more bitter.Since they were already doomed, all she could do was face it calmly.

Thinking that she was pretending to be strong, the emperor's heart became softer and softer, especially when he thought of his young love, he felt guilty and blamed himself even more.Feeling sorry for her, he held her hand again and said, "I'm not busy, I'm not hungry, I have something to tell you. Linlang, I know you have always blamed me for what happened back then, and you have always blamed me in your heart, but If Mei Xin was not pregnant with the prince's child, you were afraid that I would let her enter the East Palace, and you were afraid that the elder brother would be sad, and you would not leave Luomei Palace. In fact, I know it all. My heart is like a mirror. I just I just don’t want to say it.”

"Actually, I also blame myself. I blame myself for why I was suspicious of you. Why... why..." He couldn't continue with a sad smile and tears in his eyes. It doesn't help, they will never go back after all, never go back.

A man's words are good when he is about to die, Mei Linlang didn't believe it before, but now he believes it.Some couldn't bear and didn't want to listen to these useless words, so she put his hands under the quilt to cover them and said: "The matter is over, the emperor should not mention it anymore, and don't talk about it anymore. I have already forgotten all about it. Forgot all."

Including the joy when I was young, I have forgotten everything, and I don’t want to remember it again.

The emperor understood her, and tears came from his eyes as soon as the words came out.Holding her hand tightly again and looking at the pair of double flying swallows carved on the beam, he said from the bottom of his heart: "Linlang, I love you, even today I don't regret welcoming you into the palace. I still like you to this day, and you have always been the only love in my life. Perhaps, as my master said, love is deeply responsible, and love is a double-edged sword. If it hurts you, it also hurts me. "

"Unfortunately, I understand too late. Lin Lang, look at Liang Shangyan, if there is an afterlife, let's be a couple Liang Shangyan, okay? We will never be separated for the rest of our lives, and we will always be together forever. There is no misunderstanding, no benefit, and no love. Care about gains and losses, we are just like when we were young, you accompany me and I accompany you, you look at me, I look at you, you will always only have me in your eyes, and I will always only have you in my eyes.

　I don't know why I wrote myself crying, the emperor is very attractive, but tears are still streaming down my face.I was suddenly blocked for several chapters today, and I didn’t violate the rules after reading it. They were all fighting, and I don’t know which keyword it is. Let’s look for it tomorrow, worry about it!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)