A journey through life from scratch

Chapter 33 The conversation with Natsuki Subaru is over! ! !

"Subaru, your ability is extremely helpful to the person you want to protect, even to me, so you don't need to question your ability, if you want to protect the person you want to protect in your heart, You must have the confidence that you can protect her." Said solemnly and seriously to Nayue Subaru.

After Caiyue Subaru heard the solemn words, his mood lifted a little. Yes, his biggest cheat is the return of death. Before that, Caiyue Subaru had never seriously thought about his ability.

Zhuang Yan was also a little speechless about Nayue Subaru's indifference to his own abilities, but he also understood Nayue Subaru's thoughts. A dead house with weariness in a peaceful society, suddenly appeared in this strength-oriented , In a different world where the jungle preys on the jungle, it will be impossible to adapt for a while, and it is understandable to behave unexpectedly in this world.For Natsuki Subaru, after meeting Emilia for the first time and receiving Emilia's help, Natsuki Subaru immediately fell in love with him because he suddenly appeared in a different world and was alone and helpless. At that time, a beautiful girl like a fairy suddenly appeared and helped him, which made Natsuki Subaru feel as if he had grabbed a life-saving straw, making Emilia Natsuki Subaru's spiritual pillar.

Later, when Natsuki Subaru told Emilia that he wanted to help Emilia find the lost badge, was it because of the "good deeds every day" he said at the time, or did he hope to help Emilia Finally, get feedback from the recipients?Well, from Majestic's point of view, Nayue Subaru's nature is not bad, and it can even be said to be an extremely kind character. He hopes that everything he does can be affirmed by the people he cares about. Regardless of the agreement with Emilia, Subaru forcibly entered the royal election meeting and committed extremely stupid things, which eventually caused a rift between the two.And being a human being is selfish, is it wrong for me to help others and hope that the person being helped will say thank you, isn’t it right that I like you and hope you like me too.If it were Zhuang Yan who helped Rem, if Rem showed disgust for what Zhuang Yan did, if she didn't get any expression or even aroused Rem's disgust, Zhuang Yan would feel cold in his heart. , maybe he will wander far away from now on, maybe he will work hard to change Rem's thoughts about herself.For Zhuang Yan who had never been in a relationship before, he didn't know what to do after all this happened.Fortunately, Solemn understood Rem's thoughts, and everything she did for Rem was responded to by Rem.The solemn and clumsy attempt to help Rem was noticed by Rem.For the understanding Rem, although some of the solemn actions seemed extremely childish, she understood.

"Subaru, do you want to help Emilia?" Zhuang Yan suddenly looked at Natsuki Subaru seriously.

"Eh? Even if you say that, I still... well, my idea is to protect Emilia!" Nazuki Subaru was a little embarrassed in response to the sudden statement of this sentence, but seeing Solemnly and seriously, he also answered the solemn words with a solemn face and a firm tone.

"So, if you are trying to help her, if everything you do is not recognized by the other party, or even feels disgusted by the other party, will you continue?" Looking solemnly at Subaru Nayue.

After Cai Yue Subaru heard Zhuang Yan's words, he was a little dazed. He didn't know why Zhuang Yan said that, but when Cai Yue Subaru thought of Emilia, his eyes were firm.

"Even if Emilia doesn't understand what I'm doing, I believe she will understand one day, because, because everything I do for her is to help her."

After hearing Nayue Subaru's words, Zhuang Yan couldn't help but put a smile on the corner of his mouth: "Ah, I like you, but Subaru, if you want to help Emilia, don't blindly do what you think you are doing." To help her, you have to think from the perspective of others, what she needs most now, after all, if you don’t know what others need, and help others indiscriminately, it will make others think that you are adding to the chaos Well, that’s what Rem said, haha. However, the most important thing is one’s own strength, and the strength I’m talking about doesn’t just refer to one’s own force, but also one’s own wisdom.”

"Well, I see, Zhuang, thank you!" Nayuki Subaru was very grateful for Zhuang Yan's ability to tell him his greatest strengths and suggestions to help others.

"Zhuang, thank you. I have always envied your strength, but you let me understand that if you want to help others show their value, maybe force is important, but wisdom is also. I hope Zhuang can teach me to practice Sword art!" Natsuki Subaru scratched his head and said rather embarrassedly.

After listening to Caiyue Subaru's words solemnly, he shook his head a little and said: "Subaru, it's not that I don't want to teach you, but that the basics of martial arts need to be cultivated from an early age. It's not too late for you to practice martial arts now, but it will take a lot of time to learn." Time to practice, if you want to highlight the results of martial arts training, it will take at least several years of effort, I don't recommend you to learn my sword skills, it is best to learn the magic of this world like me." Solemnly gave best suggestion so far.

"Magic, so who should I ask for advice, Betty?" Subaru Natsuki said a little distractedly, and then was discouraged for a while.

"How could Betty teach me to learn magic with such a bad character?"

"...You can go to Parker. Parker is a great elf. Don't look at him as a cute creature. As a great elf, Parker has very strong strength! And Parker is very friendly to you. Ah." Zhuang Yan said helplessly, after all, Natsuki Subaru sometimes feels that he is not enlightened.

After Nayue Subaru was solemnly mentioned, he suddenly understood, yes, if it was Parker, it would definitely work.

"Zhuang, thank you, I will go to Parker after work, um~!, I have to leave Zhuang, if I don't go to work, Ram will lose his temper. Let's do it first!" Cai Yue Subaru slapped his head, and after finishing speaking with some urgency, he couldn't wait to run towards the villa.

Zhuang Yan looked at Nayue Subaru's back and shook his head helplessly. For Zhuang Yan, Nayue Subaru's handling of things was indeed a bit too idealistic.Although Majestic is not much older than Subaru Natsuki, Majestic is not a dead house on Earth, except for the necessary daily practice of swordsmanship, he will always make a few friends.Thinking about those people on the earth, if I let them know that I came to this world and approached Rem, they must be envious and jealous.When will I be able to return to Earth? When the time comes, take Rem to meet her parents!

After solemnly sighing, he shook his head and buried these things that were still far away from him at the bottom of his heart.Continue with the practice of sensing the wind.
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The days went on like this for a few days.

At this time, because it was a break time, because Rem wanted to take a nap, when Majestic licked his face and wanted to follow into Rem's room to take a nap together, he was chased away by Ram who suddenly appeared and looked at the flies. There was no way. The grandeur only gets a stroll in the courtyard.

When Zhuang Yan thought that he wanted to enter Rem's room, Rem blushed but did not object. That kind of shyness made Zhu Zhu look like a solemn face, but thinking that he was destroyed by Ram who appeared in time, Majestic was again I hate it so much.

Emilia and Natsuki Subaru, who were also standing aside, looked at Zhuang Yan worrying about gains and losses with strange expressions.

(End of this chapter)