Zhuge Dali's boyfriend

Chapter 44 Why give up?
The R8 was driving on the road, many cars were slowly overtaken by them, Zhuge Dali just looked at these left cars.

"Did you hear me? My phone call with Chen Nuo?" Liu Jing said, he didn't want to talk at first.

"Well, I heard that this is your love, so I don't need others to worry about it, so I went down." Dali nodded.

"What about the previous one?"

"I heard it too. It was Yifei who asked you to accompany me. In fact, you didn't want to come here."

"It's normal, you don't even know that I'm going to do research, it must be Yifei who said it, and why did you specifically ask her what I was doing, why did you take the initiative to come to accompany me, and you don't like me." Zhuge Dali said very seriously, she seemed to have given up on something, Liu Jing looked at her expression, and didn't know if she was holding on or if she really thought so.

"You think I don't like you?" Liu Jing was a little surprised.

"Yes, why do you like me? I have nothing to attract you. I really have a high IQ."

Zhuge said with a vigorous smile, another layer of mist covered his eyes.

"I have always liked you. I have read your books since I was a child. Sometimes I laugh when I read them, and sometimes I cry when I read them. I even play the games you developed all night and look for your videos and materials, just like a star chaser. Like a girl, but fortunately you are not chasing celebrities, because you are a writer." Zhuge Dali continued, as if she wanted to make a summary of her seven days.

"I liked you from the first time I saw you. I wanted to work hard and make myself independent and rational, so that I would become what you want. You want a rational and independent Arlo, you want I want to be affectionate and dedicated to An Ran, but I can't do it."

"Isn't it normal? You said that no one is perfect, and I'm not perfect, so Super Dali behaved like a little girl in front of you. Maybe not liking you is the only thing I can't do."

"So no, I have to give up, because you don't like little girls, I know, because my brain will reduce the secretion of caffeine because you said you didn't want it, my blood pressure and heart rate Yeah, bad changes will happen, but I can't help it, and I can't control my brain, so I will be sad, but the absolutely rational and independent person you want will not be sad."

"When did I want an absolutely rational girlfriend?" Liu Jing said silently.

Zhuge vigorously glanced at Liu Jing.

"Oh, it's not important, I've given up, I've been fighting between heaven and man, you know?"

"Huh?" Liu Jing responded softly.

"It's my reason, my reason will tell me, 'Dali, give up, he is too perfect, so perfect that you can't hold him, he doesn't belong to your current rank.

"It said to me, 'You have to find a guy with a similar level, so you won't be addicted to feelings, so you can protect yourself well, and you will never get hurt like your mother.'"

"You know my parents are separated, right?" Zhuge Dali asked, she seemed to be calm and relaxed when she said these words.

"Ok, I know."

"When I was sad, I would hide by myself, sometimes in the closet, and then my grandparents would come and comfort me, they knew where I was, and then they left, and my grandma told my dad that I would That way, then Dad will come and coax me."

"Later, when I was 10 years old, my father left, and he told my mother about it, but at that time I had grown up, I was already sensible, and I didn't want to be sad anymore, so my mother just knew and didn't coax me. "

"That's when I read your book for the first time, the first book of blasphemy, and when I was sad, I sat on the bay window and read."

"Look, I can easily get aggressive in front of you, because I'm not ready, and when I think of you by my side, I'm like a showy kid."

"When I think that I may have screwed up this survey, I feel very sad. In the end, you are still coaxing me. The more you coax me, the sadder I am."

"I am 19 years old now, Mr. Liu Jing, you have been in my life for almost ten years, but I have only appeared in your life for seven days."

"The girls around you are all excellent. Chen Nuo, Huang Yao, the prototype of Ah Luo, sister Chen Nuo, is like a satellite watching your surroundings all the time. She seems to know everything about you. , most importantly, you also have a high tolerance for her, just like Iron Man and Pepper without love. And sister Huang Yao stood in front of me, I didn't know what to do, because she was your first love, you guys There are so many stories."

"Your difficulty is too high, just like the Lord of the Rings."

"It's not fair, so I'm throwing in the towel."

Zhuge wiped his eye sockets vigorously, and said with a smile.

"I thought I wouldn't cry."

She turned her head to face the outside and wiped her tears with her hands, but it seemed that this thing could not be wiped dry, and she wiped more and more.

Dali's image was printed on the car window, and Liu Jing looked at her quietly.

The car stopped, this is the suburbs, next to the endless green plains, Liu Jing parked on the side of the road.

The sun was suddenly blocked by a few clouds, and the whole sky became overcast.

Zhuge Dali was still wiping away tears, she didn't know why she was crying like a little girl.

I was also angry before, because I was sad when I thought it was over.

Can't cry, he doesn't like little girls, so I can't be like a little girl.

But it's so short, it's only seven days, it's only such a short time, is it really over?

I tried really hard to look like a girl, really, I tried really hard.

But it is really difficult, so I have to give up, Mr. Liu Jing.

Dali suddenly started to recall, like a replay of death at the end of a thing, or a wonderful moment.

She thought of being in the elevator with Liu Jing, she blocked him, and thought of the heat from the back of her neck.

She remembered that Liu Jing put on her coat, took out the antipyretic medicine from her pocket, and said to her, "Look, isn't it here?"

She thought of every chat with Liu Jing, every second reply, as well as the anxiety and entanglement of a novice.

She remembered that when she was preparing for the process at the mid-year meeting, Liu Jing was walking on the red carpet, and she looked at him secretly, as if her heart was flying away.

She remembered the first time she spoke with Liu Jing, she wanted to go to the wechat account, she was so happy, she remembered lying on the table, looking at the stars outside the window, thinking about him.

She remembered the first time she met Liu Jing.

The world is dimmed, only he is her only light.

She still remembers that at that time, her heart was like a 12-cylinder engine running at high speed, pumping hot and fresh blood to all parts of her body, and her head was like the computing center of Tianhe-[-], calculating and Jing distance.

　This plot is not to write about human nature, but to write about vigorous rationality, to save her rationality, um.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)