Yan all over the world

Chapter 105 I'm afraid that meeting is a dream (3)
I smiled wryly in my heart, Yun Wen, are you looking for a reason to convince yourself of everything in front of you?In fact, in the final analysis, you are all just struggling for your own survival, and the people may not need you to shepherd and guard in such a bloody and turbulent way.

When playing games in the world, heroes are judged only by success or failure, and there is no need to distinguish who is right from who is wrong. Doesn't the kind-hearted Yun Wen still understand this truth?

I changed the subject: "Your Majesty, why did I meet you here today?"

Yun Wen smiled: "Of course it's because I want to see you."

I was startled, then frowned and said, "Did you come here specially to find me?"

Yun Wen nodded: "Helan Xiuchuan is a powerful force in the world that I am recruiting. In fact, I have been in contact with him as early as when I was the emperor's grandson. I want him to leave you and send him to the capital. I just want to see you .”

He looked at me sincerely: "Huai Su, I never wanted to hurt you, I just... want to see you again, you know, the current situation, once you return to Beiping, back to King Yan, there will be a lot of tension between us." After the flames of war and strife, no matter what the final outcome is, between you and me, there will never be a day when we sit under the tree calmly and talk to each other."

I felt sour in my heart, turned my head to hide it, forced a smile and said: "Then there is no need to drive out of the city, the son of a daughter can't sit down, how can you go out of the city in person? I am your hostage, I can't escape."

Yun Wen's voice was a little hoarse: "Huai Su, don't talk about being a hostage, I never planned to take you as a hostage, your brother, I didn't leave any trouble, let alone you?"

He breathed a sigh of relief, his handsome brows were full of disappointment, he grabbed a leaf of long grass with his hand, and wrapped it between his fingers over and over again, "I intended to quietly take you into the palace to meet you, Who knows that the news leaked out, Qi Tai clamored to take you as a hostage, I falsely agreed, and immediately left the palace in disguise, I knew you should be arriving soon, I wanted to block you outside the city, when you came in, it was because you were in men's clothes , I didn't pay attention, but the words that insulted my aunt made you move your hands, and I knew...you are here..."

My heart was agitated, I was moved by Yunwen's carefulness and concern, if I had known Yunwen's thoughts, why should I try my best to avoid Helan Xiuchuan's stay?However, I knew in my heart that it was Yun Wen's thunderous tactics against the uncles, and the tragic sea of ​​fire in the Xiang Palace left a shadow on me. Although I felt that Yun Wen might not necessarily hurt me, I was not sure that Yun Wen would definitely hurt me. He will treat me differently, just as Mu Xin said that day, once a person is in a high position, the times force him to change his mind.

I didn't realize until today that Yun Wen, my elder brother Yun, even though his heart has changed, even though his methods of cutting off the vassal king's power are ruthless, deep in his heart, I am still special. Fengli, the innocent boy who promised to wait for me.

However, I knew that I couldn't say anything, so I could only purse my lips tightly and turn my eyes away to see the flying bird flying back and forth.

Yun Wen turned his head, observed my expression carefully, and suddenly smiled: "Huai Su, I only talk about you and me today, and forget what's going on for a moment, I really don't want to, we have a rare meeting, and we have to be surrounded by those who brought us together. Soaked in mundane affairs that smack of blood."

"What's more," he suddenly laughed at himself: "It is enough to use eunuchs, traitors, relatives, princes, and other methods to inquire about your father's movements. Even if I use up all the people in the world, I don't want to use you."

I knew he was referring to using Ge Cheng and Wei Guogong to find out his father's secrets, and I knew that Yun Wen was still the kind boy he was before, and he was not fully adapted to being a cold-blooded and vicious supreme ruler. These are taken for granted by politicians The method, in his heart, is still stubborn.

With a faint smile, I couldn't help comforting him: "Your Majesty..."

Yun Wen interrupted me gently but firmly: "Call me big brother."

I smiled shyly: "Okay...Brother, my sister came here today, I have something to say to you, would you like to hear it?"

Yun Wen lay reclining on the grass, covered his eyes with a blade of grass, and sighed: "I am not afraid of floating clouds to cover my eyes, just because I am on the highest floor, but sometimes, I would rather cover my eyes and not see anything. Don’t want to, don’t care, how comfortable and free should that be?”

After a pause, he said softly, "Say it."

I stared at his face under the sunlight, handsome and slightly pale, thin and soft lips pursed into a curve that is not considered firm, in terms of appearance alone, he is not as elegant as Mu Xin, nor as bright as He Lanyou She is gentle and elegant, but she has the noble and noble temperament cultivated by living in the deep palace for a long time. When she turns her eyes and raises her eyebrows, her color is like spring dawn, and her person is as light as a chrysanthemum.

Sighing silently, I slowly said: "Brother, the royal family has been ruthless since ancient times, and the heights are unbearably cold. Since you are sitting in this position, you must make yourself as firm as a rock. If you want to be an iron barrel, your heart must be as strong as a rock." Iron is harder and colder."

"You have to be more ruthless than the enemy, more treacherous than the treacherous officials, know how to protect yourself better than those who are hurt, and know how to step by step better than those who have deep hatred."

"You must not soften your heart easily, because if your own heart softens first, how will you resist all kinds of open and dark arrows from rushing to kill? How will you protect the country under your wings?"

Yun Wen suddenly turned his head to look at me with surprise in his eyes.

After a while, he seemed to calm down, and said slowly, "Huai Su, do you know what you're talking about?"

I smiled bitterly: "I know."

I closed my eyes: "I hesitated a few times when I said this, but I couldn't do it, just sit back and watch your weakness hold you back without making a sound to remind you."

The sun is pouring down, so hot, but the heart is so cold.

Gently, I said: "Brother... You said that we should not mention what is happening now, but I have to say it, because I am afraid that if I don't say it today, I will have no chance in the future... Because if you let me this time After leaving, when I go back, I will..."

"do not talk!"

Yun Wen's rare and intense tone interrupted my unfinished words, and I lowered my eyes.

Yun Wen's fingers were firmly pressed into the ground, and he twisted the turf under his palm into green powder, "Huai Su, I used to think that I was the most miserable when my father told me about your life experience when my father passed away. I suffered the most when the secret book was sealed for you, but now I know that it was the most painful and there will never be an end."

(End of this chapter)