Yan all over the world

Chapter 13
Han Bi wiped away her tears indiscriminately, grabbed me and ran into the yard: "Madam told me to hurry up and find Miss...or it will be too late..."

I was heartbroken, thinking that she was walking slowly, I rushed towards my mother's bedroom as soon as I got rid of her, but when I reached the door, I suddenly stopped.

I stared blankly at the ground, where there was purple-black blood everywhere, and the bloodstains stretched to the couch, and the lower end of an autumn-colored silk sash fell limply, soaked in the blood, along that silk sash, I saw The waist of the mother, the belt of the same color has been broken, and the mother, her clothes are disheveled, her long hair is hanging down, and her body is covered with blood. Her face, the frosty white color that shocked me in the afternoon, has turned into a dead white. The lips were black and purple, and they were opened with difficulty, and blood was still gurgling between the teeth.

I was so frightened that I couldn't believe my eyes, mother, my forever noble, bright and spotless mother, I have never been so embarrassed in this life, unless she has experienced horrific pain!

With a cry of pain, I didn't even know what I was shouting, and I fell limp to the ground.

Aunt Yang, who was sitting in front of the couch, turned her head with tears streaming down her face, and said in an infinitely old voice, "Miss... let's see Madam for the last time."

I couldn't stand up anymore, I just felt that I was trapped in a deep nightmare. I whimpered and crawled over, crawled deeper into the nightmare, tears poured out like a spring, as if I was going to dry up the tears of my life. The flow became faster and faster, wetting the skirt of the clothes and then wetting the ground, dissolving the quick-drying bloodstains on the ground, and then being dragged by my knees all the way, forming a long and winding blood line.

The short distance from the door to the bed has exhausted all my energy in my life. I hope it will end soon, but I hope it will never end.

Finally moved to the couch, I looked at my mother in tears, she was still alive, she knew I was coming, but she couldn't turn her head to look at me, her fingers moved slightly, looking for my hand, I hurriedly passed my hand over , the only remaining warm feeling makes me sad and unable to control myself, this is the last body temperature of my mother, after tonight, after this moment, I will never be able to touch it again in my life!
Holding her mother's hand tightly, she heard her weak breath through her tearful eyes: "Huai Su... don't blame mother, let you go..."

I was shocked, and suddenly understood where my previous strange feeling came from. My mother didn't like to punish me to kneel. She said that there is no gold under my daughter's knees?More often than not, I was locked up in my own bedroom and copied books. It is even more impossible for my mother to punish me to kneel outside the Tibetan Crow Courtyard. She said that I don’t have to show others to discipline my daughter. Today, my mother is uncharacteristically. You want to let me go, and you don't want me to see her dying and struggling, and leave an indelible shadow of pain for this life!

mother!I am painstakingly dedicated, my mother who will always think about me until death!
Listening to Feng Shui Pavilion in the afternoon, the bright red spot on the corner of the robe that was blown by the wind suddenly flashed before my eyes, and I slowly trembled. I couldn't believe that my mother had already fallen ill at that time!

Wait a minute, the onset of illness... I suddenly straightened up and grabbed Aunt Yang: "Tell me, tell me quickly, what disease is your mother suffering from? Mother has medicine, I saw someone give her medicine, and pass on to the doctor, Pass the doctor, quickly pass the doctor!"

I screamed wildly, hysterical: "Why didn't you save her, and just watched her bleed? Han Bi, you go to the doctor quickly, the best doctor from the Hou's mansion, the whole city, let's go find it together!"

With tears streaming down her cheeks, Han Bi kowtowed desperately on the ground: "Yes, I'll go, I'll go..."

The mother on the pillow was crying, "It's useless... Su... don't be self-willed... Time is running out... Listen to me first..."

But I jumped up and said, "I'll save you first, I'll save you, and I'll listen to you for the rest of my life!" I ran out, but when I lowered my head, I suddenly saw bloodstains on the ground, and I stopped immediately .

Even though I don't know medicine, I also know that it is impossible for a person to survive so much blood. If my mother dies the moment I leave, I won't even be able to see her for the last time!

In the midst of all difficulties, Aunt Yang suddenly sighed and said slowly: "Miss, listen to Madam, don't leave, no one wants to save her, and she also wants to work hard to live for you, but after all, she can't."

I stopped, turned around suddenly, and grabbed my mother's hand: "What do you say, I'll listen, I'll listen!"

But the light in the mother's eyes is about to disperse. In the eyes that used to be shining brightly, the clear water and clear spring will finally dry up this night. I can feel her breath slowly disperse in the suddenly damp and cold air. The wind outside the courtyard suddenly blew up, carrying moisture and the smell of long-buried soil under the darkness, and slowly moved into the room, pressing down like a black mist, causing the candles to flicker and extinguish.

Mother was already speechless, but struggled, and squeezed out a few intermittent words from the blood foam and the hollow hoarse breath in her chest: "Promise... I... live bravely... go on... don't... want... ...self-suffering..."

I suddenly stopped crying, and put my hands on my mother's cold hands: "I swear, I will live a good life. In this life, I will not be attached, not wronged, not accommodated, not hesitate, and live bravely!"

The mother's eyes suddenly brightened slightly, as if there were two small star flowers shining instantly, she burst into a difficult smile, this is the last smile of a generation of beauties, peerless and bleak, like a flower blooming at night, gorgeous blooming in a lonely lamp Flickering: "Very good...the Liu family's daughter...finally...can no longer die for love..."

Her voice gradually became weaker, so low that I had to lean close to her lips to be able to distinguish it clearly. When the last sound of the last word "death" floated in the air, I heard my mother exhale a long, thin breath.

I suddenly leaned over and gently leaned on my mother's lips.

This last breath is in my chest. From then on, my mother's breath will always follow me, and our breath will be mixed together, and we will continue to appreciate the prosperity and joys and sorrows of this world of mortals. No matter the wind and rain, this life will last forever. Without separation, she can finally not leave me forever, as long as I am alive, she will be with me.

For her, I will live well.

I calmed down, and I kept the breath of the last mother with my obsession, this is the way I love her, we will always be together.

In my body, the dull pain in my internal organs that I felt when I was running wildly before, because of my calmness and numbness at this moment, suddenly became loud and crazy. I endured the cold pain stirred by a small knife, and calmly asked Aunt Yang: "Mother?" What kind of sickness is this."

(End of this chapter)