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Chapter 186 It's a pity that the romantic is always idle (6)
I smiled and said: "My sister, why are you being polite, don't make fun of your master, there is no such thing as you as a ghost."

Mu Xin frowned slightly, and looked at Xi Yin thoughtfully, as if she didn't care about any taboos, and wanted to see her true intentions, Xi Yin smiled frankly, her eyes were clear, I sighed secretly, thinking that Mu Xin is too much Paying attention to my safety, and realizing that Xiyin's feelings and face can no longer be taken into account, he quickly smoothed things over and pushed Mu Xin away: "Go and have a rest, my sister and I will come as soon as we talk."

Mu Xin paused for a moment, drew two words on my palm with her fingers, took another deep look at me, and then walked away.

"Be careful".

The words scratched on my palm seemed to be engraved on my heart, and the imprint exuded a deep fragrance. I lowered my eyelashes, not wanting to let Xiyin see my joy at this moment.

After entering Liubixuan Warming Pavilion, Han Bi who was packing my clothes here greeted me with a smile. She just came to the palace and was not familiar with Xi Yin, so she only smiled and saluted Xi Yin, but Xi Yin looked at Han Bi I smiled and said, "Hanbi, I miss your pear soup so much, show off your cooking skills quickly, and let my sister and I take the exam."

Han Bi smiled gently: "Miss is good in everything, but the problem of being greedy can't be changed." After finishing speaking, I went to the small kitchen, but there was no one in the room at this time, so I reached out my hand for Xi Yin to say, "Sister, please sit down—" Before I finished speaking, I saw her pounce forward, kneel down, hugged my leg, and cried: "Sister!"

I was taken aback. I had no precautions to expect her sudden move, so I hurried to pull her: "What's wrong with my sister? Or is there any difficulty? You stand up and speak slowly if you have something to say, my sister, It must not be like this."

She hugged and refused to let it go, raised her beautiful little face, with tears streaming down her face, sobbing, "Sister...I was so confused...how could I do such a thing that is worse than a pig or a dog...to my dear..." Sisters start..."

My hands froze when I was going to help her, and for a moment I didn't know whether she was speaking from the bottom of her heart or retreating. I stared at the expression on her face. She was crying with tears and couldn't help sobbing, her eyes were full of regret For a moment, I thought of the first time I met at the gate of Beiping City, the little girl who came out of the luan sedan chair, her delicate face was slightly shy, calm and gentle, she was easily robbed by the slaves so that she didn't know how to respond, and she was the only one in the turbulent hostility of the first dinner. The kindness she showed, I always thought she was the most sincere child. Later, when she did that insidious act, I was still very depressed because of my wrong eye, because the wrong word of love would change people's heart and make me feel helpless. Now that she is crying, I am at a loss for a moment.

I put my hand on her shoulder, feeling the thin shoulders under my palm, and vaguely thought in my heart that this child seems to have lost a lot of weight, and I suddenly felt pity, and heard her sobbing intermittently in shame: "That ginseng soup... that ginseng soup..."

With a gentle smile, I helped her up, with a little strength in my hands, Xiyin couldn't help being lifted up by me, I pushed her to sit on the chair, took a gauze handkerchief to wipe her tears, and said softly: " What ginseng soup, I don't understand what you said, I just remember that when I first came to the palace, only you would come to accompany me, I just remember that we have always been good sisters, and will always be."

She looked up at me timidly, and whispered: "Sister, you are generous, but I can't forgive myself. I have always liked my sister. I don't know what happened to me. Why did I lose my head at that time... Go back I didn’t go out for the next three days, I couldn’t eat and I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t figure out how I became like this…” She tugged at my sleeve in panic: “Sister, it wasn’t until that day that I realized that I was wasting my studies in poetry and books. , I turned out to be a bad woman!"

I laughed, and patted her on the shoulder: "Don't make such a conclusion for yourself, you are just..." I paused in the middle of the sentence, but what is it?Is it just because the young girl can't respond, because of lovesickness, jealousy and hatred, and because of the precious things that she can't get, she wants to break up?

No, I don't want to say it, I don't want to expose her affection for Mu Xin to force myself to face this unspeakable embarrassment, and I'm even more afraid that after revealing it, I will give her a chance to face Mu Xin's feelings directly, and give her Follow the idea of ​​E Huang Nv Ying.

It would be too cruel to wait until she opened her mouth and then refuse.

Mu Xin and I have gone through many twists and turns, and now we are walking together without any danger. He also suffered untold hardships for me. In my heart, I only want to let him go, and in his heart, I also It is full and cannot accommodate the shadow of anyone other than me, and because of the regret of my mother's death, and because of my extraordinarily longing for a perfect love, I will not allow anyone to share my feelings with me, Xiyin will not Is there any hope, and since that's the case, why break it?

Xiyin looked into my eyes, a faint blush slowly appeared on her face, and said in a low voice: "Sister, I know I shouldn't, I shouldn't have treated Mr. Mu..."

I quickly interrupted her and said: "Although your master is a cold-tempered person, he is not a bad person. He treats you like a sister, and he will not be angry with you."

Xiyin raised her eyes to look at me, her eyes were clear, she let out a sigh of relief for a while, and said in a low voice, "That's good."

She was stunned for a moment, then took my hand cheerfully, and said with a smile: "Sister, what I said today has been tossed and turned in my heart for several months, and it made me restless at night. It's really joyful, I just feel that even my heart is much clearer as if it has been washed with water."

I looked at her eyes that were bright and bright with joy, her face was young and reddish like a peach outside the window, and her complexion was shining brighter because of the joy in her heart. The city government is so deep and calculating everything, does it really think that everyone is the Helan family?Zhengwei felt a little guilty, Mu Xin was already knocking on the window lattice outside, and said softly: "Huai Su, if you don't come out, I will eat the pear soup all by myself, but I will still leave a pear pit for you to think about."

I couldn't help laughing, and when I was about to answer, Xiyin had already pushed open the window eagerly, and said crisply: "Master, you and sister don't share the pears, little sister, I might as well do it for you."

Under the eaves of the corridor, in the picturesque scenery of almonds, willows, green water, blue sky and blue sky, a long and tall man holding a pear soup, looking up at the delicate girl, with slight surprise in his eyes, seeing me leaning out At the beginning, the color of concern flashed past, and a slight smile appeared. I smiled slightly, and looked over the girl's protruding body, and saw that because she pushed the window too hastily, they were crushed like snow, shaking a curtain of faint pear blossoms. .Xiyin had dinner at my place that night, and the three of them chatted happily. Xiyin seemed to be extraordinarily relaxed because he let go of his heavy heart. It is a natural and informal intimacy. Mu Xin and I have always regarded her as our own sister, and we also regret what happened that day, but we couldn't help but distance ourselves from it because we couldn't make concessions. Now that we see that her knot has been resolved, how could we be unhappy? Everyone was half-drunk, and it wasn't until the beginning of the Hai Dynasty that I asked Liuxia to send Xiyin back to her Qinxin Pavilion.

(End of this chapter)