Yan all over the world

Chapter 65
I laughed mockingly: "Yes, she had the crane pearl, but she refused to give it to me, so I burned her bedroom down."

Mu Xin's expression turned cold: "Huai Su, why are you doing this!"

I was walking into the inner room to feed Jinxie with crane pearls. Hearing his harsh tone, I couldn't help but startled, and slowly turned around to look at him. In the night, his brows were unclear, and the yellowish light from a wind lantern on the porch behind him came over. , shot at him, it was a faint and cold figure of a celebrity in an ancient painting, clear but far away.

However, I could feel the slight irritation in that cold expression, just like the watery chill in his tone: "Huai Su, how can you be so willful!"

I was stunned for a while, I haven't figured out why he was so angry, but his words were like ice beads, and every sentence was cruel.

"I know that you have resentment towards Concubine Xu because of aunt, but she is your aunt after all!"

"After you came, she didn't embarrass you. Compared with women, she is tolerant and generous. Why do you hold on to the old things?"

"If you can't ask for a crane bead, you can find another way. Why set fire to the palace? Water and fire have no eyes. If you hurt innocent people, how can you be so empathetic?"

"Huai Su, although you were fierce and reckless when you were young, you have always been clear about etiquette and rituals, and you have never done anything reckless, but now, you..."

"Are you dazzled by hatred? Huai Su?"

He sighed heavily, with infinite bewilderment and sadness in his tone, and repeated again: "Huai Su, how could you be so willful and disregard human life!"

I listened to his accusations come overwhelmingly, like a sharp sword piercing my heart, and seemed to be submerged by a cold wave, unable to expose the top of my head and struggling to breathe, I couldn't help but staggered back, barely supporting the pillar behind me so as not to fall, I just feel that my heart is getting colder a little bit, but a certain place is getting warmer a little bit. Infinite grievances and sadness are intertwined in the extreme cold and extreme heat. Those surging emotions are crying out to rush out of my chest, but for Blocked by the endless tears choked there, I had no choice but to turn into ten thousand horses galloping unwillingly, flying with all four hooves, crushing my already weak disguise.

I closed my eyes, and I bit my lower lip hard. I just realized today that people in the world slander me, slander me, bully me, and let me free them as much as I can, because I have my own way to make them pay for those slander and insults, but when you People close to you misunderstand you and stay away from you, even if there are thousands of means, they can't make it, but they have to suffer from the innocent words and swords, and they are stirred by the sharpness so that the internal organs are bloody.

But don't bother to explain.

What's the use of explaining if he can't understand me?
There is a faint tragedy of "although there are tens of thousands of people, I am going to go", but the tragedy is desolate.

I straightened my back, turned my back to Mu Xin in the court, and said in a cold tone: "Yes, Mr. Mu, you are right, in fact, you are too polite, why don't you explain it clearly, I am just selfish and indifferent , a domineering, domineering, vicious woman who doesn't know what is good or bad, who doesn't understand righteousness, who has no heart or heart, and who disregards human life?"

He seemed to be suffocated, and when he spoke again, his voice was a little more desolate: "Huai Su, that's not what I meant..."

After a pause, he continued: "I just don't want you to blind your basic conscience and mind because of hatred. I'm afraid of you...so unhappy..."

My heart trembled, and a thin layer of tears flooded my eyes instantly, but before the tears fell, I quickly raised my head, looked straight at the cold moon, who knew no sorrows and joys through the ages, and forced the tears back.

There was unavoidable sadness in the voice: "Mu Xin, do you think, with my background and my life, is it possible to be happy?"

He was silent.

I suddenly felt infinitely tired, and the deep boredom almost made me want to lie down immediately under the clear wind and bright moon, and fall asleep forever, forgetting all kinds of filth and troubles in this world, forgetting that my father is about to rebel, and forgetting my childhood playmates I will fight to the death with my only relative, forget my mother's desolate death and my father's ruthlessness, forget the undercurrent and turbulent hostility under the peaceful appearance of the Yan Palace, and forget the insult of my half-brother who disregards human relations...

Forget, this ten-foot-soft red is disturbing all kinds of things.

But after all can not.

Leaning on the side of the pillar, I softly waved: "Master Mu, it's getting late, please go back, the crane pearl is already obtained, there is no need to waste your true energy."

Frustrated, I forgot that I was waving my right hand.

Mu Xin's exclamation suddenly sounded, and he lost his usual calmness: "Huai Su, your hand!"

I wanted to smile and tell him that nothing happened.

But when I turned around, I fell down.

In the sudden darkness, the last thing I saw was the bright color of the clothes, flying like the moon.

When I woke up, there was a faint glow in the tent, and the turning sunlight reflected on the silk mattress through the green screen window, smooth and bright, as gorgeous and brilliant as clouds.

Turning the sore neck with difficulty, it was no surprise to see Mu Xin who was resting on her hands and dozing in a position destined to be more sore than me.

I looked at his long eyelashes, the dark complexion under the eyelashes, his obviously thin cheeks, and the mustache that had grown overnight, and sighed inaudibly.

Such a slight sound still woke Mu Xin who was in a light sleep. He immediately raised his head, surprise flashed in his bloodshot eyes, and he said in a hoarse voice, "Huai Su, you're awake."

After a pause, a deep apology appeared on his expression: "Huai Su, I shouldn't..."

I raised my hand to stop his unfinished words: "No need."

Seeing my calmness, Mu Xin's usual calm eyes showed a little surprise: "Huai Su, I..."

I stopped him again, and sighed leisurely: "Mu Xin, I'm not a fool, whoever hides his coldness with a smile, and whoever buries deep concern in his scolding, I won't save it."

Mu Xin was slightly shocked, raised her eyes to look at me for a long time, and suddenly lowered her eyelashes: "Huai Su, I'm the one who lost my mind, I should know, how can a person like you be cruel and disregard human life."

I smiled, warm and greasy thoughts floated up in my heart, but my face was calm and breezy. In the end, it wasn’t that I was wronged, my heart was hurt, and the slight pain still lingered, but the wronged and sad were all because he didn’t feel wronged. Knowing my reason, now that he understands, why should he keep thinking about it, break it apart and crush it, and then do it again?
Mu Xin paid attention to my expression. There was touch and pity in my expression. Seeing that I was about to get up, he quickly reached out to help me. His slightly cool palm touched my shoulder, which was only clad in obscene clothes. The warm touch seemed to pass through me. The thin layer of cloth spread to my skin, and I trembled slightly for no reason.

(End of this chapter)