Loving you is like a good day and good luck

Chapter 191
"What is this?!" She was so frightened that her scalp was numb, and Su Dongcheng swept the phone to her side, "Ghostbuster software, look, there is a ghost lying on your shoulder." Smoked a cigarette, pointed at the human figure on the screen, and said in a deep voice.

She looked over her shoulder in fright, but there was nothing on the screen, but something was moving.

"No!" She pushed away the phone excitedly and snuggled into his arms. He opened one leg and let her sit between his legs.

"It's gone. Don't worry, it's a friendly ghost." Su Dongcheng said faintly. She flinched watching the human-shaped shadow on the screen run away, and finally breathed a sigh of relief, "You're nervous, what are you doing with this software?" Bastard! Get down quickly! I don't want to be here!" shouted excitedly, beating his chest, Su Dongcheng smiled.

"If you want to go down, do it yourself, I will live here tonight!" He said quietly.

How dare she go down alone!

"Why are you staying here? Why don't you go down?!"

"Look at the scenery, you can watch the sunrise tomorrow morning." He said softly, taking a breath of his cigarette.

"Crazy!" muttered, turned around, ignored him, flattened his mouth, raised his head, and looked at the starry sky.

Su Dongcheng didn't speak, he finished smoking a cigarette and threw it aside.

With his back against the pillar, her body was sitting in his arms, he watched her figure quietly, the past images flashed back and forth in his mind, she lay dying on the hospital bed and ignored her, two years later, When I saw her for the first time...

Hatred tore his heart, and turned into pity again, clenched his fists, letting his heart be pulled.

"Aren't you going back to China tomorrow? It's almost ten o'clock." After a long time, she took out her mobile phone from her bag, checked the time, and asked him, only to find that he was looking at her complicatedly, with heavy eyes and fixed eyes. look at yourself.

"You, you talk!" asked a little puzzled, feeling that he was very strange.

"Ji Xinrou, you are so hateful." He finally opened his mouth and said something in a cold voice.

She was surprised, "What's wrong with me?"

"Obviously woke up, lied to me, and died." He complained calmly with no expression on his face. The feeling of grief was greater than the death of heart, the feeling of walking dead, recalling it now, it is still unbearable.

It turned out that he blamed her for this, she smiled wryly, "At the beginning, after I woke up, I remembered everything that happened before, and I was sober, not stupid, and had the thinking of a normal person. The first thing I remembered The only thing is, at the beginning, you and Ai Wen'er were separated..." Turning around, looking at the starry sky, she said calmly, her heart was still sore and a little unbearable.

"I think, what's the point of being alive? The past was so unbearable. I told my grandpa, let me die, so I can donate my corneas to my cousin." She said again, her voice bitter, "I can't face you, To actually take the initiative to sleep with you, breaking you and Wen'er apart! Your relationship is so good...you have been a couple since childhood..."

Su Dongcheng's heart was tugging, he still hated her a little, pretended to be dead, and made him sad and sad!
I have the urge to strangle her!
"You are selfish, you only care about your own feelings! You are dead, and you want me to live in guilt, so that I can't get rid of you for the rest of my life, right?!"

"No! I never thought about it that way! I recorded the audio, so you don't feel guilty! I just want to escape from you, escape from the past! I didn't make you feel guilty, didn't make you remember me!" said excitedly, streaming Tears, heart aches.

"If you don't make me feel guilty, I won't feel guilty?!" He yelled, holding her shoulder and yelling.

If she woke up at that time, they would have a happy ending, but she ran away, leaving him living like a walking dead.

She shook her head, "I think I'm not necessary to you..."

Feeling the strength on the shoulders getting heavier, the bones were about to be crushed by him, and felt his anger, "It doesn't matter..." He said coldly.

"Isn't it? When you knew that I was still alive, you were not happy, but you didn't feel guilty. Let me not appear in front of you again! Humiliate me like that..." Thinking of it, my heart is still pierced by a knife. She was so miserable.

If he really had feelings for him, he shouldn't have acted like that when he knew she was still alive.

"Yes! I hate you!" Su Dongcheng gritted his teeth and said, hating her deception, hating her torture herself with death!Let him live the life of the walking dead!
"Then don't see me! What do you mean by acting like this tonight?!" She yelled, not afraid of him, but feeling very bitter in her heart, and she couldn't treat him like an ordinary friend.

The opposite of hate is love.

If you don't love or hate, you can face it calmly, just like he and Ai Wen'er, when they meet now, they can say hello and joke a little bit.

Facing her is different. I said let go, but I still can't help but want to see her. I can't let go. After more than two years of ignoring her, when I thought I really forgot her, I still couldn't stop seeing her. He wanted to humiliate her and take revenge on her!
She didn't know that he stayed by her bed every day, scrubbed her body like a cow, said coaxing words to her in regret and pain, begged her to wake up, and shed all the tears shed in this life?
He actually walked away, lied to him, and said he was dead.

Just because she felt that she was unbearable before?
After all, she is selfish and only cares about her own feelings!

"So, for you, am I not dispensable?" He asked softly, the bright tears shining under the light...

He smiled, "Ji Xinrou, raising a kitten and puppy for seven years, at least she has some affection, right?" He said quietly, such an answer made her feel disappointed, and she opened her eyes, "I understand! "Turn away.

It wasn't the love she expected, it was just a kind of reluctance.

He hugged her again, and she leaned in his arms, "Grandpa said, living alone should be meaningful, let me not have the idea of ​​suicide, let me cheer up, leave you, don't be like a dodder Hua, once I leave you, it seems like I can't live. You have to live with dignity, value, and meaning." She looked at the starry sky and said calmly.

"I also feel that my previous self lived a very meaningless life. I want to start again and live up to my grandfather's expectations. Leave you and learn to be self-reliant and self-improving." He said with a smile, sniffing.

"I have no intention of deceiving you, but I just feel that if you don't love me, you will soon forget it. The fact is also that when you know that I am alive, you are not ecstatic, but cruel humiliation. Only when you recognize the facts early can you be strong Motivation to go down." He said with a wry smile.

"You have backbone!" He said coldly, very mockingly.

"There's nothing wrong with that!" She quickly retorted, turned her head, looked at him, and smiled, "You still love Wen'er, right?" She put her hand on his face and touched it lightly.

"I'm sorry..." said softly, not forgetting that he used to call Ai Wen'er's name when he was sleeping.

He grabbed her wrist suddenly, and stared at her bitterly, "Don't be self-righteous to me!" He roared angrily, wanting to say that he didn't love Ai Wen'er anymore, and his heart was already occupied by her, a nasty fool!

Didn't say, male pride made him reluctant to speak, but wanted to punish her!
"You just love her!" Throwing his hand away, he said loudly, "If you love her, don't touch me!"

With that said, he stood up, threw away his suit, and ran away.

Su Dongcheng quickly got up and chased after him.

"Su Dongcheng! What do you think of me?! If you don't love me, don't see me!" Before reaching her, her voice came, and the little woman stood by the railing, with her hands in the shape of a trumpet, shouting towards the night sky.

Her voice echoes in the night sky of Paris...

"When I quit you little by little, you appeared again! Really treat me as a pet, play if you want to play, throw away if you don't want to play!"

"Shut up!" He rushed forward, took her away, and said domineeringly.

"I'm going to tell you, I'll let everyone in Paris hear and know how disgusting you are!" She kept yelling, and Su Dongcheng picked her up, "If you call again, I'll throw you down!" He said in a deep voice.

"Put me down, you put me down!"

"what"

He really put her down, and her butt hurt a little from the fall. At this moment, all the decorative lights on the iron tower went out, and the surroundings were pitch black. "What's going on?!" She sat up quickly and asked.

"The power is out." He said flatly, pulling her up, "How could there be a power outage?!"

He dragged her to the elevator entrance, pressed the down switch, and it didn't move at all.

"It's really a power outage, I can't get down!" He said seriously.

"Then take the stairs!" As he said, he dragged him and groped towards the stairs. At the top of the stairs, looking down, it was a black hole.

Su Dongcheng sat down, "Just live here." He said something, and she sat down, "Nervous..." He muttered, his taste still remained between his lips and teeth.

"How do you feel about me now?" You asked earnestly, not afraid of embarrassment.

"No feeling." He replied without thinking.

"Kiss me even if I don't feel like it... think I'm a joke..." said sourly, "You've been playing tricks on me." Lowering his head, he continued.

"Whatever you say is what you say! Idiot!" He said dotingly, closed his eyes, and leaned against the steel bar.

"You're stupid." He muttered and refuted, maybe, tomorrow morning, the two of them will return to the state of strangers again?
What else?

"What are your plans for the future?" Su Dongcheng asked softly, as if he was chatting with her.

"Study design well, go back to China, and continue to help in Teacher Qiuwei's shop." She replied seriously, grabbed his hand, and pressed her palm against his big palm.

"What about you? What are your plans? Will you get married?" She lowered her head and didn't look at him, her heart ached.

"I asked you to design Zhou Rui's wedding dress to bully you, to humiliate you, and to stimulate you." He said abruptly, and she grabbed his hand tightly, pinching her fingertips into his flesh, "Childish! I don't want to It will hurt!" My heart hurts.

He laughed, and in the end, he didn't let Zhou Rui wear the wedding dress.

"It's very naive, and I won't do it in the future." He said calmly, loving someone should not be hurt, no matter how much you hate.

"Will you still get married then?"

"Yes." She asked, and he answered readily, she let go of his hand and kept a distance from him.

"What about you? Why don't you find a boyfriend?"

"I found it, isn't Madison, but in the end..." She lied, "I haven't found the one who belongs to me yet!" Looking longingly at the night sky, she smiled and said, "Tell me, will I find that one?" A man who loves me and loves me?"

"Yes." He replied firmly, and she looked at him, "Thank you!" With a smile on her lips, she knew in her heart that there would not be such a man.

(End of this chapter)