Loving you is like a good day and good luck

Chapter 204
He leaned in the carriage, keeping his gaze out of the window, countless memories kept flashing in his mind, he couldn't give up on her in the end!Can't just let go so willingly, so, get away with her.

As soon as he entered the courtyard of Ji's house, Doudou ran out of the house, and he stepped forward quickly, "Go into the house!" Doudou came out wearing only a thin sweater, he said quickly, and hurried into the house.

Ji Mintao and his wife and Ji Jinhua and his wife were sitting in the living room with serious expressions. When they saw him, they stood up.

"Uncle, Auntie! Doudou is in a hurry to call me." He still did not forget to greet them politely, and also greeted Ji Jinhua and his wife.

"Dongzi, let's go to Rourou's room!" Doudou said excitedly, pulling his arm, Su Dongcheng saw the complex expressions on the faces of the two elders of the Ji family, especially Shen Hui, who looked like he was about to cry, with red eyes.

"Doudou, what's the matter?!" His heart was also suspended, Doudou's eyes were red, "Let's go!" Pulling his wrist vigorously, her voice choked, Shen Hui turned her back, covered her mouth, and cried out.

Su Dongcheng didn't ask about the situation, he just followed Doudou's pace and went upstairs. When he stepped on the stairs, his heart became inexplicably heavy.

Doudou was silent, and dragged him upstairs, and then walked to the door of Ji Xinrou's room, "Dongzi, Rourou, you should look at her yourself." The little guy couldn't tell what was going on, and pushed the door open .

Su Dongcheng remained calm, and pushed open the door of her bedroom, the inside was neat and tidy, without her figure.

Doudou dragged him and walked to the desk, "This is Rourou's diary. I made a mistake and pried open her drawer..." Doudou frowned and said.

"Su Jiayi! Who asked you to pry into someone's drawer? And peek at other people's diaries?!" Even when he was emotional, he never forgot to educate his son. This is an instinct of being a parent, and he didn't realize Ji Xinrou's diary What will be in this book.

That is her personal privacy, and others have no right to peep.

"I'm also worried, Dongzi, you'll know it when you look at it, Rourou... Rourou... Wuwu..." Doudou said, crying, choking, with snot and tears falling down.

He seldom cried, this appearance made Su Dongcheng startled, he couldn't care less about other things, he raised his hand and picked up the thick notebook.

The cover is a lavender landscape, a large piece of purple in the distance, and the Eiffel Tower, a very thick book.

Doudou was still crying, and the voice was a little softer. The little guy quietly went out. At the door, he saw his father open the diary before he closed the door.

He opened the title page, and there was a small bouquet of dried lavender flowers inside, and the faint fragrance of the flowers came over him. The title page was written with beautiful characters, which were much neater than before, but the handwriting still belonged to her and could be recognized at a glance.

Starting today, write a journal every day.

To record is to not forget.

Fate brought me back to the starting point again. This time, I must stay far away from him, and I must not pester him anymore...

Su Dongcheng looked at a few inexplicable words on the title page, his brows were tangled, and his heart suddenly felt a dull pain, he was defenseless.I eagerly turned a page, eager to know what was inside.

My mother reminded me that after going for a full-body examination, the brain CT results came out, and the situation was very pessimistic. There is an idiom called: a thunderbolt in the clear sky.At the time, that was the feeling.Listening to Dr. Cave's fluent English, I listened carefully and recorded every word he said. I couldn't understand some vocabulary at all.

He read my previous medical records, told me carefully, and explained to me the condition of my head.

Roughly speaking, the sequelae of the previous brain injury occurred...

I will gradually lose my memory function, other nerves will be compressed, and in short, I will become a dementia.Possibly even worse than before.

Su Dongcheng's brows became more and more wrinkled, his fingers tightly pinched the diary, he held his breath, his mind was buzzing.

I will still be stupid, I will still be stupid!Why? ? ? ! ! !

I finally became a normal person, why did I become that idiot who didn’t know anything?Why?I don't want to be stupid, I want to continue to be excellent and live a wonderful life...

Su Dongcheng looked at ten lines at a glance, but he didn't react at all. After reading a page, he raised his head, took a deep breath, his brows were furrowed, his expression was stiff, and he thought carefully about the contents of the diary.

"Sequelae? Still becoming stupid? Lost memory function?" He muttered to himself.

Shot in the head, have side effects?Will she become stupid in the future?lost memory?
He finally sorted out his logic and understood what she meant, his body swayed as if being clicked, and he subconsciously supported the edge of the table with one hand to stabilize his body.

The diary in his hand fell, and photos spilled from it.

There are photos of him and those of Doudou.

Among them was a photo of him eating in a restaurant on the Eiffel Tower, he remembered, the one she threatened to tweet about…

He squatted down, picked up the diary, and continued to look through it.

I locked myself at home for three days, and finally accepted this reality. Today I mustered up the courage to go to another hospital, took an MRI, and found a Chinese doctor. He explained it to me in Chinese, and the situation was still the same. .

This time, there was no big blow, I just felt very sad.

Very helpless, walking on the streets of Paris, the whole person is like a fallen leaf, fluttering with the wind, helpless.

I miss him very much, I want to tell him this fact, I really want to throw myself into his arms and cry a lot.

But, can't.

Ji Xinrou, you will become stupid again, this time, how can you drag him down again?

A transparent tear dripped down and hit the paper, her breathing was difficult and her heart swelled, Su Dongcheng's picture of her loneliness and helplessness appeared in Su Dongcheng's mind, and suddenly, his heart was pierced.

In the past, when she was with him, she was not considered a flower in the greenhouse, but at least she was a carefree, heartless person. When she had only been sensible for more than two years and was only able to gain a foothold in this complicated society, she unexpectedly met him again. To such a catastrophe.

Alone and helpless, alone.No one to share with her!
Not only can't drag him down, but also have to forget him. This time, he can't pester him heartlessly anymore. He is so good, he should have a good woman by his side...

"Idiot..." Seeing this sentence, he was so distressed that he scolded her tremblingly.

The man fell to the floor, leaning his back against the desk, flipping through the heavy diary in his hand, flipping through the pages.

He finally knew why she became hateful, why she was with Li Yi, and why she rejected his marriage proposal...

Husband, I really want to call you "husband" again, but I'm not qualified, and I'm not blessed to accept your love!I don't want to implicate you, so I didn't tell you the truth, I can only choose to hurt you.

Such a small injury is better than torturing you for "seven years" or "17 years" or "27 years" or longer?

Recently, my memory is obviously not as good as before. What I have to do one second, I forget the next second. Sometimes I even forget where to put this diary, and sometimes, I even forget to write.

I am becoming more and more useless, no different from a fool, how can I be worthy of you like this.

Remember that time, you said, make you a shirt.

Shirt, I finished it, I dare not give it to you, I can only hide it in my closet, looking at it, my heart hurts.

Why are you like this husband?Are you arranging for me, don't drag you down this time?Give me a chance to choose again?

Su Dongcheng stood up as if being directed by someone, and walked towards her closet.

She seldom lives with Li Yi recently. She lives at home most of the time, and her things are here.Su Dongcheng stood by the closet, looking at the neatly folded clothes inside, her breath was all over her nose, and when she raised her eyes, she saw a men's shirt hanging on the top.

Raising his right arm, a little stiffly, he took it off.

It was a very simple white shirt, but he knew that she made it stitch by stitch by herself.

"Can you make men's shirts? Make me one too!"

"will not!"

The corners of his mouth were raised, his smile was bitter, and he was holding the white shirt in his hand. With moist eyes, he knew that she meant something!I knew she couldn't bear him!

Holding this shirt, he seems to be holding her warm and sincere heart. Her heart to him is like this pure white and flawless color, without any impurities, simple and pure.

There is also a label on the collar of the shirt, with letters embroidered on the label, I love you.

Hide my love for you in the shirt, it means, my love for you, the love that I have not spoken aloud, the love that I have not yet spoken when I am conscious!

This is what's in her diary.

When I was stupid before, the words of loving him that I said were unconvincing. Now, when I am awake, I can say love to him in a serious way, but I have no chance.

Su Dongcheng could really feel the bitterness and helplessness in her heart, and his heart was about to shatter, and he held the shirt tightly in his hand.

He didn't have the courage to read the diary anymore, with a wet face, he picked up the diary in despair, and walked towards the door of the room.

Doudou was standing at the door, and when he saw him, he was still crying, "Dad..." The little guy threw himself into his arms, hugged his waist, and cried aloud.

"Dongzi... What about Rourou..." Doudou asked sobbingly, Su Dongcheng lowered his head, looked at his son, his heart was already numb with pain, "With Dongzi here, Rourou will be fine, don't worry, Dongzi will go right away Find Rourou, I'll go right away." He said calmly, stroking the back of his son's head with one hand.

"Rou Rou will become stupid... Dongzi, don't dislike her, she is so pitiful... She doesn't want to..." Doudou cried.

Su Dongcheng smiled wryly, "How could Dongzi despise her, it's too late to love her..." He murmured, his heart was stuffed, he, Su Dongcheng, was destined for this life, and admitted it.

No matter what she becomes, as long as she can live in peace.

"Doudou, don't dislike Rourou, you know? Even if she becomes like before and grabs things with you, don't dislike her. That's something she doesn't want to do, and she can't control herself." Su Dongcheng said softly , educating his son.

"I know, I will let Rourou in the future. No matter what she becomes, she will be my mother. Go find her, go!" Doudou pushed Su Dongcheng away, crying, with a small handsome face On the ground, tears were raging, he wiped the tears with the back of his hand, and the tears flowed out again like a fountain, and his eyes were swollen into peaches.

"Good son!" Su Dongcheng said with a smile, with a dull expression, went downstairs with the diary and the shirt, and Doudou hurriedly followed.

(End of this chapter)