Loving you is like a good day and good luck

Chapter 280 Turn Around and Meet You 4
"Everyone is an adult, don't feel guilty about me, I used to be with other men..." I said incoherently, "So, you don't have to feel guilty." I bit the bullet and lied.

I took off the quilt and was about to get out of bed. There were a few drops of blood on the bed sheet. They exposed me.

He stood in front of me and looked at me complicatedly, "I will be responsible." He said.

"Responsible? How responsible?" I asked.

"Marry you." He whispered.

"I don't want it!" I flatly refused, "I don't want your guilt! I am willing! I don't want the marriage you gave me!" I yelled, shedding bitter tears.

He hugged me suddenly, "Xiao Bei, I don't want to deceive you." He said in a low voice.

"You mean, if you don't love me, you just married me out of responsibility?" I asked loudly.

"Yes!" He said firmly, I felt cold and pushed him away, "I don't want it! I don't need it!" I said loudly, "Qian Yongjun, I won't marry you!"

"Xiaobei! Let me take my time, okay?" He also yelled.

I was stunned, what does he mean, let him fall in love with me slowly?

The mood instantly lifted.

"Let me take my time, I don't know how I should treat you right!" Qian Yongjun said in a deep voice, and he could see that he was helpless and entangled.

"I didn't force you, I really didn't. I want you to be happy, don't be burdened, we were last night, one is willing to fight and the other is willing to endure, you don't have to feel guilty, really." I said, not wanting him to feel was persecuted.

Even if you want to be with me, you are willing to do so.

Qian Yongjun looked at me complicatedly, "Xiaobei, I'm sorry." He said sincerely, he must be regretting that he had something to do with me.

"It's okay!" I said loudly and ran into the bathroom.

How can it be all right?My heart is still very sad.Because Qian Yongjun doesn't love me, this is the saddest thing for me.

Breakfast is made by him, very simple.

We ate face to face, and the warm rice porridge nourished my heart.

After breakfast, he said, take me back, I said no, but he insisted.

He drove me back to my apartment in my car and followed me upstairs.

"Don't you have to go to work?" I asked.

"Nothing to do today, how about you?"

"I want to sleep!" I said with a yawn, and he smiled, "Go." He turned and left.

I changed into my pajamas and was about to go to bed when the doorbell rang. Unexpectedly, he appeared again!
"I'm going to buy medicine." He said in a deep voice, and I let him in, "What medicine?!"

He didn't answer, he dragged me into my bedroom, let me lie down, and said he would give me medicine.

"No, no, no! It doesn't hurt!" My face must have turned red!

Qian Yongjun threw the ointment on the bed, and he said, take it yourself.

I quickly agreed and told him to leave quickly, "You let me think about it, I just got divorced, and I haven't fully come out of the last paragraph." He looked at me and said very seriously.

I nod seriously.

He said, thank you.

After a period of time, he often came to see me and invited me to have dinner. I was flattered by this, and I could see that he was actually very busy, and he made time to have dinner with me.

"Qian Duoduo, please be busy with your work, don't be too busy and ask me out for dinner." I looked at him who was reading email while eating, and said bluntly.

He put away his mobile phone and looked at me apologetically, "It's okay, eat, eat more!" He said, picking up food for me.

"Yeah! Eat more, don't try too hard, you're old, you have to take care of your body!" I ordered some food for him and told him.

"It sounds like I'm in my seventies." He said dissatisfiedly, with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

"You're already in your forties!" I said.

Qian Yongjun gave me a complicated look, "Yes, I am old, but you are still young."

"I didn't mean to dislike you!" I quickly explained.

He smiled, looking very happy, "It's fine if you don't dislike it. By the way, get me a membership card. I want to start exercising, and exercising at home is very irregular."

"Okay! I'll help you find the best men's fitness trainer, and make a fitness plan according to your situation!" I said quickly, glad that he can exercise.

At this time, his expression froze and he looked in a certain direction. I followed his direction and saw a familiar figure, Jin Di.

Qian Yongjun put down his chopsticks and ran away quickly.

I was stunned.

Why did he chase after Jindi?
I went to pay the bill, took his briefcase out of the restaurant, and met him at the door with an embarrassed expression on his face.

"I paid the bill." I said calmly.

Qian Yongjun took the briefcase I handed him, "Have you caught up with her?" I asked.

He shook his head.

He wanted to see me off, but I refused and took a taxi back to the club.

When I was teaching high-temperature yoga to members in the afternoon, I fainted. Sister Wen sent me to the hospital, and I didn't know that I was pregnant.

My child with Qian Yongjun.

I was overjoyed and scared at the same time. I was a little at a loss. Sister Wen called Qian Yongjun directly, but I didn't have time to stop him.

Soon, Qian Yongjun came and looked at me lying on the hospital bed with a complicated expression.

"Are you okay?" He sat down by the hospital bed, looked at me, and asked.

"It's fine. The doctor said that the child is stable. This child..." I whispered, unable to see his emotions, for fear that he would be unhappy.

"Give birth! Let's get married as soon as possible!" Qian Yongjun said firmly.

"Because of the child?"

"Xiaobei!" He said hastily, a little displeased.

"I don't want to tie you up." I said seriously, and he said, no.

I didn't understand what he meant, and felt that he was perfunctory me.

In order for this child not to become an illegitimate child, I thought, I should marry Qian Yongjun, even if it was not because of love.

I thought that the thousand-year-old iron tree was finally about to bloom, and I could finally marry Qian Yongjun as I wished. Who knew, his ex-wife, Jin Di, was back.

That day, I went to look for him at his residence, and saw Jindi coming out of his house, and she approached me when she saw me.

"It turns out that you have been coveting him for a long time, and you are pregnant with his child not long after I left, tsk tsk!" Jin Di said mockingly to me, with contempt in her eyes.

"You're all divorced, why are you telling me this now?" I retorted.

"Isn't it because of you that I divorced Lao Qian? You emailed me!" Jin Di said excitedly, with a look of resentment on her face, I was stunned, what did she mean? !

"Now, Lao Qian already knows my difficulties! The misunderstanding between me and him has been resolved, Fang Xiaobei, don't try to use this child to tie him down!" Jin Di said forcefully to me.

At this moment, Qian Yongjun came out of the house. When I saw him, my heart trembled. That Jin Di immediately walked to his side and hugged his arm.

"Old Qian, between me and her, which one do you choose?" Jin Di asked coquettishly.

"You go in first." Qian Yongjun coaxed her, my heart trembled, what did he sing?
"Just tell her, wouldn't it be good if I reconciled with you?!" Jin Di said impatiently, and I stepped back, "Qian Yongjun! What's going on with you?!" I yelled sadly .

"Fang Xiaobei, you know what you have done!" Qian Yongjun said coldly.

"I am not sure!"

"You provoked Lao Qian and me back then, and I deliberately angered him. That's how we got divorced! Fang Xiaobei, Lao Qian doesn't love you. Now, you should be a little bit self-aware!" Jin Di strongly helped Qian Yongjun answer.

I was stunned, "Qian Yongjun! Do you believe her or me?!" I yelled in pain, I think he believes in Jin Di, every time, he believes in other women, not me .

Chilled by his silence, I turned and rushed to the landing.

The fourteenth floor of the stairs, I rushed down in one breath like masochistic, and ran out of his apartment complex. Just at the corner, I was hit by a taxi, and I fell down.

Consciousness is chaotic, there is no pain, I just feel that something is disappearing from my body bit by bit...

When I woke up, I was in the hospital.

The child is gone, Qian Yongjun is not here, Sister Wen and Brother Fang are here, and Sister Ye Zi is here. When I heard the news, my heart was extremely peaceful.

Sister Wen cursed Qian Yongjun and called him over and over again, but no one answered.

I said, don't fight, I don't want to see him.

Everyone said that Qian Yongjun's brain was kicked by a donkey.

Just me, so peaceful.

My lower body was bleeding all the time, I had a Qing Palace, and I returned home soon.

Sister Wen doesn't worry about me, she lives with me, stays with me, and takes care of me.

She said, Xiaobei, don't be too hard on yourself.

"Sister Wen, I have nothing to worry about, it doesn't matter." I said calmly.

A week later, Qian Yongjun finally appeared. He looked at me guiltily, with tears in his eyes. I don't know if it was my own illusion, or it was my tears reflected in it.

"Let's go." I said indifferently, lowering my eyes.

"Take good care of your body." He said in a deep voice, and stretched out his hand towards mine, and I quickly avoided it.

He took a deep breath, looked at my pale face, "Xiao Bei, I owe you, and I will pay you back." He said softly.

"No need. Don't let me see you again, that's the best reward for me." I looked at him and said coldly.

The man I love the most hurt me the most.

I thought, I won't love him anymore.

Qian Yongjun got up, looked at me dejectedly, and left.

After I recovered, I went to the city next door, and I took care of the branch there myself. I left the capital and Qian Yongjun, and he has been completely eliminated from my life by me!
Time passed day by day, and my life remained the same.In this strange city, no one knew about my past, and I lived a free and easy life, but whenever I think of that child, my heart feels like a knife is piercing.

Once, on the phone, Sister Wen mentioned Qian Yongjun, and just said the word "old money", I interrupted, I don't want to know everything about him!
The winter in City Y is as cold as the winter in Beijing. Maybe it was the reason for the miscarriage. My body is more afraid of the cold than before. I didn't get up until ten o'clock in the morning, and I wrapped myself tightly before going out.

It was freezing cold, the road was slippery, and unfortunately I got rear-ended with a Bentley!

At that time, I thought, fortunately, there is insurance!
I reluctantly got out of the car, braved the severe cold, walked to the window of the other party, and knocked on the window.

A handsome man in a black windbreaker got out of the car. I have to say, he is really handsome, "I'm sorry, I just called the police, wait for the traffic police to deal with it!" I said quickly.

"It's okay." The other party said boldly.

His name is Guo Yunhao. Because of that rear-end collision, we became friends. He also got a club card and came to the gym every day. I can feel that he is interested in me.

I politely declined, he said, treating me like a buddy.

(End of this chapter)