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Chapter 6

Lei Shuo quietly looked at the pot of boiling water, as if he was meditating.After the heat comes out of the pot, gently pick up an egg, put it in your hand and stroke it slowly.Si Yu's eyes widened in surprise: she had never seen anyone touch eggs like this!

Lei Shuo held the egg in his hand, and stroked it carefully and gently like a child's face, not as if he wanted to eat it, but as if he was appreciating a certain work of art.No, no, to be precise, it’s like feeling or remembering something through the egg, or even performing some kind of ritual. Does making poached eggs have special meaning to him?
When the water boiled, Lei Shuo carefully cracked the eggs and put them into the water.He watched the eggs tumbling in the boiling water, let out a long breath, turned his head with blurred eyes, suddenly saw Si Yu, and gasped.

Si Yu hurriedly greeted him with a smirk.

"Oh, it's you!" Lei Shuo's expression instantly changed as usual, and he smiled vaguely, "I'm old and greedy, didn't I make you laugh?"

"Of course not." Si Yu quickly smiled and shook his head, and walked to the pot in two steps, "If you want poached eggs in the future, just ask me to make them for you!"

"No, there's no need." Lei Shuo shook his hand lovingly, "I like to make it myself. The incense I made myself!"

"Oh, that's right, homemade meals have always been the best..." Si Yu quickly responded with a smile, walked to another pot and started pouring egg custard.

Lei Shuo left after eating the poached eggs, Si Yu had an ominous premonition, would he go back to the company?When he returns to the company, will Lei Yao follow him?Hurry up to make the egg custard and bring it back to the room, only to find that Lei Yao had already left, she was still a step behind!Si Yu sat down in a daze, stared at the egg custard for a while, scooped up a small spoon, put it into her mouth and tasted it, the egg custard was very delicious, but she tasted it tasteless.

Lei Yao didn't come back at night, but he came back the next afternoon, but he was busy looking up information on the computer. After checking, it was very late, Si Yu couldn't hold on, so he went to bed first, and when he woke up, he found that his side was still empty.

Si Yu stared blankly at the empty bed, and her heart was full of undercurrents, overwhelmed - if she could find excuses for Lei Yao before, it was obvious that she couldn't now.Lei Yao seems to be trying to avoid it on purpose!Why is he doing this?
After discovering that Lei Yao might be deliberately avoiding her, Si Yu felt like a big millstone was pressed on her heart, and she was staggering when she walked. The more she needed friends at such a time, Si Yu chose randomly. She gave the gift to Luanluan, but when she met Luanluan, she reined in the precipice. She had to learn to be strong, so that she could no longer cause trouble for Luanluan.

The messy colleagues seemed to know about Si Yu's legendary story, and they all cast envious eyes on her. Si Yu lowered her head to avoid their eyes, and felt very uncomfortable. This wealthy marriage seemed unattractive. She smiled and handed the gift to Luanluan.

What Si Yu brought to Luan Luan was a bracelet made of pearls, shells, turquoise, and small gold alluvial flowers. Luan Luan usually likes this kind of trinkets the most, but when she wears it, her expression is very flat. To be precise, it should be attention. Not on this.She stared at Si Yu meaningfully, pulled Si Yu to a secluded place, sighed and lowered her voice: "You didn't do it again, did you?"

"How do you know?" Si Yu lost her voice, but later found that it was not surprising at all, she was so gloomy and sad, if Luan Luan couldn't see it, she wouldn't be her good friend.

"Oh my god, it's too bad, did I really guess?" Luan Luan's brows were wrinkled together.

"That's right," Si Yu's voice became hoarse, and he almost burst into tears, "Could it be that Lei Yao really dislikes me in some way..."

"It's not about this!" Luan Luan pursed her lips and waved her hands to stop her from continuing, "I tell you, men will never be so hypocritical, as long as you have no major flaws, you are not ugly enough to catch ghosts, as long as you If you sleep next to him, he won't stop touching you. What I'm worried about is...in fact...I'm actually...afraid that he has something wrong with his body!"

Si Yu was stunned, suddenly felt the darkness around her, and her whole body was trembling with fear, she knew what Luan Luan was referring to, in fact, she had vaguely thought about it before, but she just didn't dare to think about it in detail, because it meant difficult An unspeakable disaster also means an unspeakable humiliation!
Seeing her face turn gray, Luan Luan immediately regretted it, and felt that she was too reckless, she stared at Si Yu's face, and said cautiously: "Don't worry, isn't this matter still unconfirmed? How about this, he has been hanging out with you for so many days, it’s not too much for you to ask him, why don’t you just find a time to open the skylight and talk to him..."

"No," Si Yu shook her head sadly. Although she restrained herself from shedding tears, her voice seemed soaked in tears, "I can't ask this kind of thing... I can't ask..."

"Then how about this?" Luan Luan bit his lips, "Then I have a friend who is a doctor in this field, one day you trick him out, I..."

"No!" Si Yu interrupted her roughly, tears also fell down, "Then he will know immediately...I can't..."

Luanluan stopped talking, just looked at her sympathetically.

Si Yu sniffed her nose vigorously to suppress her tears, it was so difficult to suppress her tears that she couldn't speak for a while.

"I'm sorry," Si Yu was finally able to speak, his voice was like a cold gossamer, "I was a little... how about it, take it easy, let me think about it..."

Luan Luan pursed her lips and nodded, she knew that Si Yu needed time to slow down now, even if this kind of thing was a guess, it would be a huge blow.

Si Yu stood dumbfounded for a while, then staggered back home, and was also listless after returning home.She sat on the bed and thought about it for a long time. The more she thought about it, the more sad she became. Finally, she decided to seek a consultation with a doctor in this field. She felt that she should at least understand this disease, and maybe she could gain something unexpected during the consultation process. .This idea is quite stupid, but Si Yu knew it but couldn't help but go.In order not to be recognized by others, she also wore a mask and sunglasses. This kind of dress is undoubtedly a strange one on the street. She couldn't bear everyone's strange eyes, so she took off the mask and sunglasses and put them in her bag. When she walked to the side of the hospital Only wear it when.

In order not to be misunderstood by the registration staff and unable to register, Si Yu took off his sunglasses when registering, but still wore a mask.After registering, I put on my sunglasses again while waiting in the corridor.The other patients looked at her in surprise, and she refused to take them off. Although it was hard for them to see them, she felt that it would be even more uncomfortable to face them with her true face.

Finally it was Si Yu's turn, and she went in wearing sunglasses and a mask.A female doctor in her 50s was attending the consultation. Seeing her opened her eyes in surprise, she didn't say anything after that.Si Yu relaxed a little, and sat down in front of her with a hunched body.

The female doctor pretended to be reading the information, but looked at Si Yu from the corner of her eyes. She knew that people who came here would be very sensitive whether it was seeing a doctor or consulting, and looking directly at them would make them embarrassed. Even so, Si Yu still felt a little uncomfortable, and subconsciously twisted his body.

The female doctor smiled wryly, her sixth sense told her that Si Yu's affairs must be extremely complicated, and the way to deal with this kind of patient is to try not to talk nonsense.

"Tell me first what problems your husband has!"

"Problem?" Hearing this, Si Yu felt as though his brain would stop shaking, "It's just that he has been avoiding me, and has been refusing to do it..."

"Oh?" The female doctor smiled wryly. "This kind of question usually arises. In fact, I want to ask about specific aspects."

Specific aspects?Si Yu was stunned, his face flushed instantly, how could there be any specific aspect? !She felt the blood all over her body rushing to the top of her head, and she wanted to run away, but her body could not move as if she was nailed to a chair. She just stared blankly at the doctor, as if her heartbeat had stopped.

Si Yu stared at the doctor for half an hour without saying a word or moving.The doctor's expression was horrified at first, then changed from horrified to helpless, and then from helpless to pity and kindness.

"Well, maybe it's not time yet, you go back today." The doctor took out a business card from his pocket and handed it to Si Yu, "Call me when you're ready, you can tell me anything .”

Seeing the doctor's phone number on it, Si Yu quickly put it in his pocket, moved his lips, wanted to say something more, but didn't say anything, and walked out awkwardly.After walking out of the hospital, she quickly found a secluded place and took off her sunglasses and mask. She didn't dare to take it off on the road, because it would attract more attention.If they cast another glance in the direction she came from, a rumor emerges.

Si Yu rushed home one at a time, and suddenly found that his whole body was wet.It was just a consultation, but she was so nervous that she was sweating like she was fished out of the water.

"Hey! Si Yu! If you don't have a car, take it! I'll see you off!" Someone behind her suddenly called her, Si Yu turned her head in surprise, and immediately turned her head around as if she saw a monster.

This person is Mei Ruoting, and she is a very troublesome and delicate existence.He always thought that Si Yu was the woman of his destiny, but Si Yu never wanted to have anything to do with him.Yes, this guy had a crush on Si Yu, but he didn't fall in love with Si Yu, and then he retreated without knowing the difficulty, causing Si Yu a lot of trouble.

It's not surprising that Si Yu doesn't like this guy.First of all, he is very ugly, with broom eyebrows, triangular eyes, flat nose, messy teeth, short stature, and thin body.Secondly, his personality is very wretched, and he will not take a loss at all, and will not let go of any cheapness.Sometimes others don't treat him well, but he feels that others are bullying him.If he is really bullied, even if it is just a little bit, he will retaliate hysterically, and he doesn't care if he accidentally hurts the innocent.

Si Yu was horrified when he found out that he liked him, and even felt a sense of self-loathing for a while, how could he be attracted by such a person?What is even more depressing is that throughout the four years of college, she seems to have only one admirer, which makes her self-loathing even worse. Is her charm so bad?Only with such admirers?That being the case, Si Yu naturally wouldn't pretend to be polite to him, and tried every means to avoid him every day.This guy just overestimated his capabilities and chased her all day long.Si Yu had no choice but to speak harsh words to him.

As she expected, Mei Ruoting went crazy.He yelled crazily, scolding Si Yu for disliking the poor and loving the rich (his family is also very poor), and threatened that Si Yu would regret it in the future, because he is a great potential stock, and she would definitely Can't find anyone better than him.

Si Yu was so angry that he was half dead, not to mention why he yelled at her, why she would regret it if she missed him, why she couldn't find anything better than him, is she bad enough? ?This is simply a blatant insult!
At that time, Si Yu was so angry that he wanted to curse, but because he was too angry, he couldn't think of any words, so he just spit on the ground and left.It took a long time to calm down, and I still brood every time I think about it.

It stands to reason that Yimei Ruoting's temperament should be a mess after graduation.Unexpectedly, God's will is unpredictable. Three years after graduation, he actually got out. He has accumulated millions of dollars in business. Although he can't be called a rich man, he still has a car and a house.Relying on his own money, he came to pester Si Yu again, as if Si Yu really couldn't find any other man besides him.But Si Yu had a long period of vacancy. Being harassed at that time, she was really angry, hated, helpless and self-disgusted. Who made her not live up to her expectations and fail to show her grades to fight back against him?Later, when she married Lei Yao, she really felt bad breath, and once wanted to invite him to the wedding, but after thinking about it, she decided to forget it, she didn't want to make bad luck on the wedding day.However, she didn't know if he was her nemesis, but she met him again when she suspected that something was wrong with her marriage.

"Oh, how are you!" Although Si Yu hated him, he was still polite, sometimes respecting others was also respecting himself.

"I'm going to do business. I'm in Iraq, international business." Mei Ruoting raised her head proudly and grinned.He had a mouthful of messy teeth, but a row of diamonds were inlaid on them, and they turned gray after being soaked in saliva. His mouth was simply disgusting.In addition to this set of teeth and overdressing, his clothes and hairstyle are also a bit funny. He dresses up like a male model in a fashion magazine. As we all know, this kind of dress requires temperament and appearance. Just like Mei Ruoting, put on After that it can only be an insult to fashion.

"Oh, international business, it's amazing." Si Yu casually said some polite words, then turned around and left, "I still have something to do, so I'll invite you to our house for tea some other day."

The moment she turned around, she seemed to hear Mei Ruoting sneering behind her, so she pretended not to hear, striding forward, walking for a while suddenly felt something strange behind her, looking back, she found Mei Ruoting driving a car following her.

"Let me give you a ride!" Mei Ruoting said domineeringly, "Isn't your home three blocks away from here?"

Three streets?It was about her natal family, Si Yu frowned, so he didn't know she was married yet.But it's not surprising, Mei Ruoting's popularity among classmates is very poor, no one wants to have a word with him, he doesn't know that her marriage news is entirely possible.In the past, she would have proudly told him that she was married, but now she doesn't want to say anything.

"No, I need to exercise now..." Si Yu declined with a smile.

"Sit on it!" Mei Ruoting became even more domineering, "Don't be rude!"

Si Yu felt that she was stabbed by his gaze, as if she thought that Si Yu missed him and regretted it, and then saw him feel ashamed and dare not take his car.A kind of rebellious psychology rose from his heart, Si Yu sneered and swaggered into his car.What's the big deal?Do you think your broken car is pretty good?Are you capable of driving a Ferrari like Lei Yao?

(End of this chapter)