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Jing Xuan was very happy. He wore sneakers and a sportswear. When he went out, he didn't forget to put the lunch box in his schoolbag and carry it on his back.

It takes an hour by car from the room where I live to the Grand Canyon. Jingxuan is very excited. It is the first time to go out with her mother. Looking around, Tang Xiaoran's eyes are covered with a layer of deep sadness. The wind cannot blow, and the water disperses not open.

The child was still young, so he didn't pay attention to those many things, and looked at the scenery outside through the car window.

The Grand Canyon was very deep, Tang Xiaoran had a bad leg and walked slowly, Jing Xuan was curious, but he was obedient and didn't run far by himself, following her all the time.

The steps were very high and too long, one foot was high and the other was low, and walking was very awkward, even difficult, because the steps were too narrow.

There were a lot of people walking around, and from time to time someone would look at her and her feet.

Tang Xiaoran shrank her legs back, stood still, retracted her feet, and covered them.

Jing Xuan turned his head, wiped off the sweat from his forehead with his small hand, picked up a branch from the ground, and stretched it out in front of Tang Xiaoran; "Mom, catch it, I'll pull you."

"Okay." She said, the more sensible a child is, the more distressed he is.

It's easier to walk by pulling on the branches, step by step, Jing Xuan is very patient, but Tang Xiaoran is indescribably gratified.

After walking for a long time, I came to the first scenic spot, which is Tingyu Cave, which has a very nice and unique name.

Outside is a moss-covered cliff, water falls from the cliff, forming a pool, there is a hole in the pool, and there is also flowing water inside, but the road is very difficult to walk, Tang Xiaoran did not go in, and waited outside for Jingxuan.

At noon, the two had lunch, drank kelp soup, and continued on their way. The clear waterfall and water flow looked beautiful all the way.

Jing Xuan looked very excited; "Mom, I have never been to such a beautiful place."

Tang Xiaoran felt very sad when she heard this sentence. She had never taken Jingxuan to a fun place, and Su Zhengxiao would not take it either. She always wanted to do her best to treat him well, but she still owed him in the end.

He was very naughty, and would occasionally splash a handful of water on her face, giggling, and Tang Xiaoran let him do everything.

The scenery of the Grand Canyon is just right at this time. The green leaves, waterfalls, water flow, and birdsong all make people feel happy.

After playing for a whole day, when they returned to the urban area, both of them were too tired to move. Tang Xiaoran held on and took him to the mall again.

Walking in the children's area, Jing Xuan looked east and west; "Mom just bought me clothes, and I have some more, so I'll buy them for you."

Tang Xiaoran suppressed her joy, and picked out a few new styles for him, as well as schoolbags, and bought a lot.

He also took him to eat hot pot, took him to watch his favorite 3D movie, bought his favorite toys, and didn't return to the apartment until twelve o'clock in the morning.

Jing Xuan was already very tired, his upper eyelids and lower eyelids were fighting, but Tang Xiaoran's expression was solemn and serious; "Come on, listen to my mother tell you something."

"Mom, I'm so tired that I can't even open my eyes, can we talk about it tomorrow?" His small body was sitting on the bed, already staggering.

"It must be said now." Someone will come to pick him up early tomorrow morning, and she will have no time to say it.

Jing Xuan sat upright; "Mom said, I'll listen."

After a short pause, she finally said slowly, "Your father and I are divorced. From now on, you will live with him."

Her heart was in pain, and was stabbed tightly by the knife. With every word she said, blood would flow from her heart.

"Mom, you lied to me, you lied to me, you won't want me!" Jing Xuan shook his head, his emotions suddenly became intense.

"I didn't want you. When I gave birth to you, I had an agreement with your father. If I divorced him, you would belong to him." Although he was young, he also had the right to know, and she couldn't hide it from him.

Jing Xuan cried immediately, and the tears kept flowing; "Mom, don't divorce Dad, okay?"

Seeing the child's tears, Tang Xiaoran immediately couldn't breathe in pain, and the tears rolled in her eyes; "Children don't understand things between adults. Even if I tell you, you won't understand, but mother I still want to tell you that your father doesn't like me. He is not happy when he is with me, so he often doesn't go home, and I am not happy. Even if you divorce, you will always be your mother's Baby, I will always love you!"

Jing Xuan was still crying, out of breath, blushing; "Mom, take me away, and you take me away too, okay? I don't want Dad, I want you!"

Dad will not carry him when he is in pain, nor will he cook for him when he is hungry, nor will he wash his clothes.

From birth to growing up, Jing Xuan lived with Tang Xiaoran for the past eight years, and he couldn't do without him!

"But you can only live with Dad, I can't take you away." The last sentence was so painful that she fell back to the despair after giving birth to him; "You are more sensible than other children, so don't Cry, father and mother divorced not because of Jing Xuan, but between ourselves, understand?"

This time, Jing Xuan didn't cry anymore, but stretched out his white and tender palms to wipe the tears on her face, her voice was immature, but with a different kind of maturity; "I know that my mother has been unhappy, and my father doesn't like her. He would go to the street with his beautiful aunt, and he would also appear on TV and newspapers, but he had never had sex with his mother, and his father would not come back to celebrate his mother's birthday, nor would he make phone calls. My mother never received the beautiful gift from my father. My mother would cry and be in a daze occasionally that night. I didn’t see my mother laughing, so my mother divorced my father. It’s not because she doesn’t want me anymore, is it? ?”

Tang Xiaoran was crying so hard that she held that small body tightly in her arms, how could she not want him?how is this possible!

Jing Xuan nestled in her arms, grabbing her clothes with both hands.

"Mom will visit you often. If you miss your mother, just call her..." She always wanted to cry, and couldn't help it no matter what.

Jing Xuan nodded, patted her on the back lightly, her eyes were red, her mother said that little men don't cry, he doesn't cry.

In the end, it was Jing Xuan who fell asleep first, and when he fell asleep, it was already three o'clock in the evening. Tang Xiaoran didn't sleep, her tears were like a sea breaking a bank.

In the early morning of the next day, with a swollen, sleepless face, she silently packed Jing Xuan's things, schoolbag, clothes, and toys.

Jing Xuan also got up, like a little tail, following her closely every step of the way, wherever she went, he followed her.

It wasn't until Lawyer Wang's call came in that Tang Xiaoran stopped what she was doing when she got downstairs; "Come on, let's go downstairs."

Jing Xuan pulled the corner of her clothes, raised his chin, and begged; "Mom, can I really not go with you?"

"I can't." Tang Xiaoran stretched out her hand to caress his face, not letting herself cry, not letting her heart soften; "Although I really want to take you away, but I can't."

Walking downstairs, Su Zhengxiao and Lawyer Wang were both there. Tang Xiaoran didn't look at Su Zhengxiao, but looked directly at Lawyer Wang, and said, "Jingxuan's stomach is not good, and he has to drink porridge twice a day, which is irritating. The food he can only eat occasionally..."

"Also, Jingxuan's legs haven't healed yet, please take him to the hospital for another checkup in the next two days..."

"He doesn't like to drink pure milk, so please put some sugar in it when he wants to drink pure milk..."

"He's not used to cutting his nails, so he needs to be supervised..."

"He occasionally kicks the quilt when he sleeps at night. He prefers to eat chestnuts, kiwis, and grapes. He doesn't like pears..."

She rambled on and said that she always felt that there were too many things about the child that she hadn't explained.

Lawyer Wang listened to each one, nodding from time to time, Tang Xiaoran was still holding Jing Xuan's hand, and was still talking sentence by sentence.

Su Zhengxiao's eyes swept over her face, and it was obvious that she was not asleep, his eyes moved slightly, but he said nothing.

"Don't worry, Ms. Tang, there will be someone who will take care of the child specially, and will keep an eye on the child all the time. There will be no problem with these things." Lawyer Wang assured.

She was startled and said, "That's right."

Then, squatting down, she slowly straightened Jing Xuan's clothes, stroked his forehead, and looked at him deeply. She obviously wanted to say a thousand words, but when she reached her mouth, there was only one sentence; " obedient."

Jing Xuan's eyes were red, he didn't cry, he knew that if he cried, his mother would cry with him, so he couldn't cry.

"Jingxuan, come here." Su Zhengxiao said, he didn't like to see such a scene.

Jing Xuan ignored him, raised his toes, and kissed Tang Xiaoran's face; "Mom, I will always love you!"

Suppressing the urge to shed tears, she still told her uneasy; "In the future, without me by your side, don't lose your temper and take care of yourself."

"Well, I know!" He nodded heavily.

Su Zhengxiao walked over with strides, directly took Jing Xuan's hand, pulled the suitcase, and glanced at her again, she didn't look at him, her gaze kept on the child.

Her expression was too sad and sad, he moved his eyes slightly...

Walking forward step by step, Jing Xuan kept turning his head to look at Tang Xiaoran, and walked forward passively.

Tang Xiaoran waved her hands, and as the distance between them got farther and farther away, she dared to let tears flow down her face, wet her whole face.

Sitting in the car, when the car gradually moved away, Jing Xuan's small body got out of the car window, crying loudly; "Mom, mom..."

She was heartbroken immediately when she heard that, and ran forward with her limp leg. She didn't care how many eyes she had, or how embarrassing she was, but she just wanted to take another look at her son and hear him call mother again.

Finally, the car completely disappeared from sight, and Tang Xiaoran also fell on it, watching the car drift away helplessly.

In the tenth month of pregnancy, Jing Xuan was a piece of flesh that fell from her body. At this time, she was separated abruptly, how could it not hurt?

She was in pain, so painful that she was about to die, and she patted her chest heavily with her hands. Only in this way, her heart would not be so tight that she died of pain.

She really wanted to take him away, but she couldn't take him away, and she couldn't afford it!

She is crippled and has no money, so what if Jing Xuan follows her?

With her, she will not help Jing Xuan in any way, and will only make Jing Xuan stay in strange eyes, listening to others talking about her having a crippled mother.

From the moment she got married, she had thought that one day there would be such a parting scene, and she would definitely be heartbroken from the pain, and it turned out to be so!

In fact, from the moment she agreed to get married, she also knew that in the end she was just making a wedding dress for someone else, and Jing Xuan was destined for her not to take it with her!

He would still agree to get married, but he wanted to watch Jing Xuan grow up, to record every detail of him, and to watch his son grow up.

Now, it's the end.

She can still remember until now, when Jing Xuan learned to speak, when he was able to walk, and what was the first word he could say!

He is very obedient, the other children are noisy, he just sleeps obediently, and when he wakes up, he will giggle and smile at her, not bothering her too much, as if he knows that it is hard for her to take care of him alone.

She used to be an orphan, but with Jingxuan, she was driven away from loneliness, listening to him, doing homework with him, and watching TV.

Now, he was taken away, and she was single again, sinking into that loneliness again.

He was the son she gave birth to through all the pain and firm determination, but he never belonged to her again. Tang Xiaoran sat on the ground, all the muscles and bones of her body were pulled away. Eight years ago, she had never had anything. Eight years ago After that, except for the pain all over her body, she still had nothing...

This world is always so cruel, so cruel that people feel physically and mentally exhausted...

From now on, she really wants to live alone, and there will be no more that little figure beside her calling her mother in a sensible way...

This is the end of today's update, we will continue to meet tomorrow, I love you guys, today's update is over, well, that's it…………………………………………………… ……………………………………………………