Crimson deal, President, are you good or bad?

"It can no longer be called love, but guilt. The deep and inextricable guilt went deep into my heart and became a demon. The painful torment and the refusal to let myself go. I have never mentioned these things to others. , you are the first and only one, even Maggie never knew, I didn’t intend to ask you to forgive me immediately when I said these things, I just purely wanted to sweep away the prejudice and resentment towards me in your heart, at that time It's not the real me who loses control of his emotions and wants to kill you, it's me after becoming a demon!" Su Zhengxiao said in a low and deep voice without rushing.

Hearing this, Tang Xiaoran didn't say a word, she lowered her eyes and continued her previous actions, drinking the porridge calmly.

Indeed, all she knows in her heart is the surface of the matter, as for the inner nature of the matter, she has no idea at all.

"Indeed, before I divorced you, I tried hard to integrate into your life and understand your loneliness. If you said this to me before the divorce, I would be happy for a few days and nights Can't sleep, I've known each other for nine years, I've been married for eight years, how can I not be excited when you open up to me so much for the first time? But it was just before, now you have nothing to do with me, you say this to me It's useless." She looked up at him, her words were very firm; "I really plan to forget the past and start a new life, so you don't have to tell me these words!"

With tightly furrowed brows raised, Su Zhengxiao stared at her unblinkingly. His voice belonged to a man, calm, without anger, without strength, and there was nothing more than deep decadence and helplessness; "Is there any?" I've heard such a saying that it's hard to undo the water. No matter what you said or what you did at the beginning, it's all in the past. I can't undo it, and there's no way to turn back the time. How can you let go of those things? "

"There is nothing to let go, forgive or not, it is already a thing of the past, and I have forgotten it."

Tang Xiaoran's expression was calm, and she was still calm, giving people a feeling of being indifferent, and she didn't know how much of what she just said, how many words she listened to, and how many words she took to heart.

This kind of indifferent, cold, but indifferent attitude finally succeeded in angering Su Zhengxiao, but there was nothing he could do about it.

She made up her mind, if she didn't eat daily necessities, what could he do to her?

His chest rose and fell violently for a moment, and then calmed down. In the past, he was not a person who could control his emotions. If he really became irritable, more than a dozen people could not resist him alone.

"Have you had enough for breakfast? If not, I'll go to the street to buy some. By the way, what do you want for lunch? I can bring it to you when I come over."

The former Su Zhengxiao would only get irritable and angry at such a time, how could he say such things to her with a gentle expression?

Some things and thoughts emerged from her mind deeply and clearly, Tang Xiaoran's lowered pupils flickered slightly, and the tip of her heart trembled uncontrollably. She closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, there was already Recovered a clear and bright; "The nurse will help me take it from the cafeteria, so I won't bother you, and I almost forgot to say thank you."

Some words of alienation easily opened the distance between the two of them again!

Su Zhengxiao's hands hanging by his side tightened, his thin lips squirmed, and he wanted to say something, but he didn't speak after all, he was holding back his temper forcefully!

He left, leaving only Tang Xiaoran in the ward.

The window of the room was opened by the nurse. The location of this ward is just right, and one can have a panoramic view of the green lawn and the sparkling lake.

Staring blankly at the scenery outside the window, she was in a daze, her thoughts drifting, wandering, and lost in thought.

She was thinking about what Su Zhengxiao said just now, as well as his look and expression. A few days ago, when he said he liked her and loved her, all she felt was indescribable astonishment, but she was not moved or moved. is unbelievable.

Just now, when she uttered such unkind words unscrupulously, Su Zhengxiao was obviously very angry, but in the end he didn't do anything or say anything, but continued to ask her what she wanted to eat for lunch with a soft expression. , he brought her over.

At that moment, the words he had said to her came to mind, and her heart trembled, and it was only when she truly believed his words.

Those words didn't seem to be pretending, but rather helpless after being angry, with compromise and pity, otherwise, her heart would not have such an obvious sense of touch.

For lunch at noon, she asked the nurse to bring a copy to the cafeteria. When she was about to eat, Uncle Liu came, carrying a warm box, and said with a smile; "The president asked to bring it here."

Tang Xiaoran said that she had already prepared a meal, and one person could not eat two portions, so Uncle Liu should eat that portion.

Hearing this, Uncle Liu came over with a smile, and while she was not paying attention, he snatched the lunch box from her hand, and moved his chopsticks with a smile; "I just didn't eat lunch, so I won't be polite to you , It’s just that the lunch that the president asked to send is a nutritious meal for the sick, it’s not good for me if I’m not injured, so I’d better eat this.”

Tang Xiaoran; "..."

In the afternoon, after Su Zhengxiao went to school to pick up Jing Xuan, he took him towards the hospital and said, "From today onwards, you will live with your mother, pack your clothes and things." Later, I will bring it to you."

"Why is it like this all of a sudden?" Jing Xuan was still gnawing on the duck's neck, his face was reddish because of the hotness, and he couldn't help panting, it was so hot.

"Your mother has been walking quickly these few days and is still sick. I don't worry if there is no one to take care of me." He said, turning the steering wheel to the left.

Jing Xuan nodded; "I will take good care of her!"

"There is one more thing I have to warn you!" Su Zhengxiao squinted his slender eyes, and warned in a deep voice; "You dare to tear down my backstage again this time!"

"No, no more." Jing Xuan quickly responded.

Hearing this, Su Zhengxiao continued to speak contentedly; "Actually, there are some advantages to keeping you with your mother."

Jing Xuan tilted his head and looked at him puzzled, not understanding what his father meant by the benefits.

"Leaving you with your mother is equivalent to placing a radar next to your mother, which is also equivalent to a spy. I can know what's going on with the enemy as soon as possible, and if your mother encounters anything When you are in trouble, of course you will choose to be the first to call me, and then I will be a hero to save the beauty, just like this time." Su Zhengxiao has his own thoughts and plans in his heart.

Hearing this, Jing Xuan rubbed his head and thought for a while; "Is it Han Jian?"

"Wrong, it's a spy, and its English name is spy." Su Zhengxiao twitched his thin lips and continued.

Being said in this way, he felt instantly taller. Jing Xuan thought it was very interesting, and the title was not bad. He thought about it again, and patted Su Zhengxiao on the shoulder; "I can do my best to help you, but in the end I can help you." If you can't get back together with your mother, it depends on your fate, Dad, although I don't have much hope for you."

In an instant, Su Zhengxiao's eyes narrowed, and Jing Xuan immediately responded, "Father, concentrate on driving, I will never tear down your backstage!"

The car was parked in the parking lot, as if thinking of something, he leaned slightly, took out a packing box and handed it to Jing Xuan; "I'll give it to your mother later."

"Dad, are you not going up?"

"The company has a very important meeting tonight, so I won't go into the ward. If you want to eat or use anything, you can call me at any time. If I can't get through, then call Uncle Liu." Su Zheng Xiao Xiao exhorted.

Jing Xuan nodded and said intentionally, "Uncle Liu Genghong? I have his number on my phone."

"Are you willing to give me a beating today!" Su Zhengxiao stared at him, and said in a word; "It's not that Liu Genghong, it's Liu*gang, remember clearly?"

Jing Xuan was secretly happy in his heart, and couldn't help nodding; "Father, it's wrong for you to use violence against children like this!"

Su Zhengxiao ignored him and glanced at him directly; "That Uncle Liu?"

"Uncle Liu*gang." Jing Xuan stretched the ending so long that he couldn't bear it.

"Okay." Su Zhengxiao stretched out his hand and stroked his head; "Go in, I'm leaving."

Tang Xiaoran didn't want Jing Xuan to live in the hospital, but Jing Xuan didn't want to leave, she had no choice but to live in a suite with a TV and a bed, which was enough for Jing Xuan to sleep.

After dinner, Jing Xuan was lying on the coffee table doing his homework, and when he was picking up his schoolbag, he happened to see the packaging bag inside, and he took it out to Tang Xiaoran.

Tang Xiaoran stared curiously, not knowing what was inside, thinking it was a gift from him, Jing Xuan shook his head; "It wasn't from me, it was from Dad."

After speaking, he returned to the coffee table, squatted there, and continued to write his homework. The teacher was a little bit annoying, and left a lot of homework.

She didn't intend to read it at first, because she would not accept any presents from him, she glanced out of the corner of her eyes, and accidentally saw the word photo album.

Could it be that what he sent over was a photo album?

Sitting on the sickbed with nothing to do, and a little bored, Tang Xiaoran paused for a moment, thought about it, and finally opened the packing bag with her hands.

It was indeed a photo album, there were as many as two books, and each book was very thick, it was not the photos of Jing Xuan that she had shown him when she was young.

Leaning on her hair, she curiously opened those photo albums. All the photos were taken in the Grand Canyon.

Seeing this, she was a little surprised and amazed. In the Grand Canyon, when did he take so many photos?

Many of the people in front belonged to Jingxuan, who were making noise or laughing, and some were playing in the water or picking up leaves, with bright and bright smiles on their cheeks.

When turning over the photo, there was actually a sentence marked at the bottom, I hope he can always smile so brightly, happy, signed, Su Zhengxiao.

It was indeed his handwriting, she knew it, his handwriting was exactly the same as his character, wild, wild, majestic, and profound.

Tang Xiaoran's heart seemed to be beating faster, she continued to scroll down, and saw a picture of herself.

That picture was of her sprained foot, she was in pain, her brows were knit together, she was sitting on a stone, and he happened to tease her, making her even more irritable, glaring at him, with a very ugly expression on her face .

Turning over the photo again, there is a sentence below, when she was not divorced, she was jealous of me and never showed her real side. I think her most real side was shown in front of me without any reservation.

The tip of her heart was trembling uncontrollably, Tang Xiaoran's heart seemed to be hit by something, she couldn't help biting her lips slightly.

There are many photos that follow, most of which are when he was carrying her on his back. Since it was an uphill road, he was carrying her all the way, and she had never seen his expression. Until this moment, she Just saw it through the photos.

His thin lips are slightly drawn, and the lines on his handsome face are very soft, always with a faint smile.

Open it, there is a sentence - just keep memorizing it like this, not bad!Even for a lifetime!

Women always like gifts from men, even if they are not worth much, but as long as they move their minds, they will treat them as treasures, and they like them very much.

There are many photos in the back, all of the three of them, in various poses, in various appearances, and there are even photos of her tired and yawning lying on his back...

At this moment, Tang Xiaoran really liked the two albums and the gift he had prepared, and her calm and indifferent heart was broken, and the waves turned upside down.

Since the divorce, she has been telling herself every day, forget the past, forget Su Zhengxiao, must forget it thoroughly, don't be tempted by him, don't cause ripples for him anymore, don't make a fool of yourself again!

As a woman, you can have no beautiful appearance, no enchanting figure, no good family background, no money, but you can't have no dignity.

She has always followed her own rules, so even if he ran to her place of accommodation all day during that time, she could treat him calmly without any waves.

But at this moment, Tang Xiaoran could clearly feel that her heart was beating faster, her determination was also shaken, her heart was shaking, violently ups and downs.

At the same time, she was hesitating and afraid. In the past eight years, she had paid a lot and suffered a lot of injuries. From now on, she just wanted to live her life peacefully, without harm or pain. Even if there is no love.

Love has hurt her too much, and now she no longer has extravagant hopes, and as for his current changing personality, she is even more uncertain!

How long will his popularity last, one month, two months, or it will be shorter. It can be said that she still understands Su Zhengxiao before, but she really doesn't understand him after the transformation.

To get back together with him again and bear an unknown fate, maybe there is even more pain?

No, she shook her head and became timid. After going through it once, she no longer had the courage, determination, and desperate impulse, so let's stop here!

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On the other side.

Su Zhengxiao was also flipping through the photos, the arc of his thin lips never dissipating.

These photos were taken by him in advance with a staff member. There were so few photos of him, her and Jing Xuan together that it could almost be called none.

When he saw the photos she took of Jing Xuan, he was deeply touched, so he chose to go to the Grand Canyon.

The words on the photo were his emotions, so he couldn't help but took a pen to write them down. At that time, he also drank some wine and was slightly drunk.

Otherwise, it would be impossible for him in his most sober state to do such a sensational thing that makes people get goosebumps!

Quietly flipping through the pages, in this quiet and lonely night, he is no longer so lonely and silent, but feels happy.

She should have seen the photo albums he asked Jing Xuan to bring over, so what was her reaction, expression, and look after seeing them?

Su Zhengxiao was very curious and kept guessing in his heart, but he still couldn't copy her expression and reaction at this time.

But he thought, she must be happy!

After staring at the photo album for a while, he got up and went to the study on the first floor. It was built for Zuo Qingrou at the beginning, and now there is no need for it to exist here.

Asking the servant to come over, he began to tidy up and tidy up one by one, and he planned to burn all those things.

Putting it on the open ground, Su Zhengxiao quietly stared at the flames burning, the red light all over the sky rushed to the sky, facing the night sky, he said softly; "I'm sorry..."

This sentence of sorry is for Zuo Qingrou, for the many wrong things he has done, it is his repentance.

Before going to bed at night, he still drank the medicine prescribed by the doctor, and now he rarely dreamed of Zuo Qingrou in his sleep, but he still had to go to the hospital for psychological treatment.

The next morning.

Su Zhengxiao didn't go to the company, he casually changed into a set of casual clothes, drove, and headed directly towards the hospital.

When he rushed to the hospital ward, it was already empty. The nurse who came to clean it told him that the patients living here had gone through the discharge procedures and left.

Immediately, Su Zhengxiao's face darkened. Being discharged from the hospital was such a big deal, why didn't he receive a call from Jing Xuan?

Without stopping any further, he returned to the car and rushed towards the apartment. As soon as he got downstairs, he saw the man's car parked downstairs.

With the breath in his heart, Su Zhengxiao raised his foot, and kicked the leather shoes on the tire directly against the tire.

But he was no match for the tire, the tire still didn't move, but kicked his toes so painfully that he couldn't hold back his breath, so he cursed; "***!"

Moving his long legs, his steps were meteoric, and he reached the upstairs in a few steps. He knocked on the door, which was opened by Jing Xuan.

Seeing that it was his father, Jing Xuan stretched out his hand and scratched his head, and summed up the situation in one sentence; "When I woke up, I was already home, and I didn't know anything."

Su Zhengxiao raised his eyebrows, walked into the room, Tang Xiaoran was sitting on the bed, and Liu Genghong was busy back and forth, pouring water and placing the suitcase.

The gas was stuck in his chest, he couldn't get up and down, and it was very uncomfortable to hold back, especially when he saw Liu Genghong, he burst out all of it; "Why didn't you tell me about being discharged from the hospital?"

Tang Xiaoran looked up at him; "Why should I tell you?"

"Then why did you tell him?" Su Zhengxiao pointed at Liu Genghong.

"That seems to be my freedom, and I have no obligation to report to you." After experiencing last night, Tang Xiaoran planned to completely stabilize her shaken heart.

Hearing this, Su Zhengxiao's chest heaved even more, and he asked again; "Why did you tell him about being discharged from the hospital, but not me?"

"Do you have to have a reason?" Tang Xiaoran stared straight at him, her gaze was unwavering and clear.

"Of course!" Su Zhengxiao couldn't bear such a result.

"Well, let me tell you, this morning, I already agreed to go out with him. He is my boyfriend now, and you are nothing. Is this enough reason?" Staring at her, Tang Xiaoran said every word. opened the mouth.

At this moment, Su Zhengxiao felt his eyes go dark, and then bursts of indescribable pain shot up from the soles of his feet. He felt hot all over his body, and the uncomfortable feeling was clamoring in his limbs. He directly said to Liu Geng Hong said: "I want to talk to her alone."

"Yes, but there is a time limit. She is my girlfriend now, and you have thoughts on her. If you stay together for too long, I will feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable, so you only have a short time. If you can't finish it by then, then I can't care too much." Liu Genghong smiled lightly, then took a deep look at Tang Xiaoran, turned around and took Jing Xuan away.

And when he was saying these words, the joints of Su Zhengxiao's hands were already creaking. If he said one more word, his fist would definitely land on his face!