marriage to pregnancy

Chapter 101 Have you met?

Will he choose her for the baby?

If "yes", then in the days to come, will Song Fangfei still have a thorn in her throat, lying between their family?
If 'no', would he rob her of the child?When the time comes, what should she do?
Looking at the date, Song Fangfei should be returning to China today, will they meet?How much chance do you have of winning?
The more he thought about it, the more Mo Wan suffered in his heart.

This day, she was entangled with such repeated emotions, it was difficult to get out, and the whole person was in a trance, and suddenly she didn't know what to do, how to make a choice.Even when I was depressed and difficult to solve, I wanted to find someone to discuss with, but I couldn't find a suitable partner.

Her life is really pitiful, it seems that nothing really belongs to her!Even if there was one, it all passed through the quicksand between her fingers!
This day, Mo Wan picked up the phone several times, but Mo Wan didn't press it.She wanted to know what Yan Qingyu was doing, but she was afraid of causing another misunderstanding at Haiya Resort; she wanted to seek support from her father, but what came to her mind was her father's attitude after she was bitten by a dog. She didn't comfort her, but asked her to kill the dog herself; she wanted to find Yan Xincheng, but she was afraid of getting him involved again...

In the end, she could only bear it alone...in silence.

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Consciously or unintentionally, on this day, Mo Wan pays special attention to the movements at home. Even when it gets dark, she in the living room will unconsciously glance at the door, and when she returns to her room, her ears will become extra sharp.Perhaps, subconsciously, she still looks forward to Yan Qingyu's return home!

On this day, Mo Wan was very afraid of being alone, and also very afraid of being quiet, but the baby seemed to sleep less during the day, and fell asleep before eight o'clock.

Watching the child sitting there for a long time, until his body became a little stiff, Mo Wan got up and went downstairs, ready to cook some soothing soup.

As soon as he walked into the kitchen, he saw Yan Xincheng was at the desk, holding a milk cup in one hand and a newspaper in the other, and was concentrating on something. The movie is still clear to Mo Wan at a glance:
"She's pretty, isn't she?"

Instantly regaining consciousness, Yan Xincheng buckled the newspaper almost reflexively: "Yes...it's you!"

Shaking the newspaper in his hand, after a while, Yan Xincheng was obviously guilty, and he said hesitantly:
"Packaged stars are naturally... different!"

He didn't deny it. The redundant explanation was more like superfluous. For a moment, the loss in Mo Wan's heart was obvious.

"Well... Xincheng, in your eyes, who do you think is more attractive, me or her? Who do you like more? Me or her?"

For a while, she didn't understand her intention, Yan Xincheng thought for a while, and asked:

"Why do you ask so suddenly? You are of a different type! Feifei's beauty is radiant and belongs to the public, like that natural super luminous body, which attracts people to approach day and night, and you, quiet and refined, also have special The beauty that belongs to you is like air, it is very relaxed and comfortable with you... She may be a good lover, and you are definitely a good wife!"

Because he had no idea, Mo Wan wanted to find a little confidence in a man who knew the answer...but he didn't expect his answer to be like this!In fact, she also knew that he was telling the truth and gave her enough face!However, if she is not as good as this woman in his heart, what hope does she have? !

lover, wife?In this society, how many men abandon their wives and children for their lovers!

An embarrassing bitterness floated from the corner of his mouth, and Mo Wan didn't answer any more.Sometimes, honesty is really the cruelest thing in this world. At this time, what she hopes to hear from him is... sweet words, even deception.

In this world, the man she still trusts the most so far gave an answer that was not what she wanted!Women are sometimes so pathetic, they would rather live in lies than accept too cruel facts.

At this moment, staring at Yan Xincheng...Mo Wan suddenly had a very special intuition...Maybe, he didn't love herself as much as he imagined, and chose to be with him, maybe it was just because...she is really a 'good wife' Suitable candidates.And maybe she didn't love him that deeply, otherwise, why wasn't she angry at his answer like this? !

Without a woman, I don't want to be No1 in the eyes of my lover.
This kind of cognition made her feel depressed, as if she was blocked by a stone!
Women often desire to be wives, but if they do not get the love of their husbands, the title of 'wife' is just a heavy shackle that cannot be shaken off for women.Therefore, in this world, there should be many women like her who are not living for men or love in the end, but simply for their own children.

Being stared at by Mo Wan made her feel guilty, for a while, Yan Xincheng didn't even know where to put her hands:

"Thinking of something? Did you...know something?"

Whether he was the person involved or an outsider, he never mentioned his thoughts on Song Fangfei. It was a secret in his heart that he could not share with others.At this moment, looking at Mo Wan, he also had the feeling that the two of them were getting farther and farther away, but he didn't know whether it was because he saw Song Fangfei who had been avoiding him for many years, and his mood changed, or whether the relationship between him and Mo Wan was true. is getting weaker.

"No! I just asked casually out of curiosity...I'll make egg soup!"

She didn't continue this topic, she turned her eyes away, and Mo Wan walked towards the refrigerator beside her, but her heart suddenly fell to the ground. At this moment, even the only beauty in her heart became lacking, and her world became cold and lonely again. !
No one knows that the deepest desire in her heart has always been... a complete, irreplaceable love that belongs to her!
Sensing Mo Wan's obvious loss and unhappiness, he turned around and glanced at her. Seeing that she was busy, Yan Xincheng still didn't say anything, and immediately retreated.

***
She had never looked forward to Yan Qingyu's return like today, and the moment she saw the tall figure appearing at the door of the bedroom, she had the urge to cry with joy.

She was afraid, afraid that as soon as Song Fangfei came back, his attitude would change 180 degrees, because that would mean that the belief she had always insisted on...was completely wrong!
"You're back!"

Going forward, Mo Wan couldn't hide his excitement, but as soon as he stepped forward, a strong smell of alcohol came to his nostrils. Only then did Mo Wan notice that his face was flushed, as if he had drunk A lot of wine.

'Is he... in a bad mood? '

Seeing that his gait was a bit unsteady, Mo Wan reached out to help him, but just as his hand touched his arm, Yan Qingyu raised his hand and shook it away:
"Do not bother me!"

Staggering and shuffling, Yan Qingyu took off his suit and walked to the bed.

Now, the last thing he wanted to see was her!
Pursing her lips, Mo Wan turned to the closet beside him to help him get his pajamas. This time, Mo Wan didn't dare to touch him, but just stood quietly by the bed:
"Change your clothes before going back to bed! You'll feel better... Would you like me to cook some... hangover soup for you..."

As soon as he heard her voice, Yan Qingyu became more and more irritable. He raised his body and pulled the clothes from her hands, and threw them on the ground.She has disturbed him so much that he can't work and think normally, so why can't he just let him be quiet for a while? !

I don't know what's going on, recently his brain and heart are like broken brakes, they don't listen to control at all!
Knowing that now is not a good time to talk, and his mood is also cloudy, but Mo Wan obviously can't wait, because she doesn't know when he will go home next time, hesitating, Mo Wan went downstairs to help He cooked a bowl of hangover soup.

Sitting on the side of the bed, I reached out to help him up: "Get up, drink the soup before going to sleep!"

With a splitting headache, the smell of beef bones was still fresh and fresh. When he opened his eyes, Yan Qingyu glanced at Mo Wan provocatively with his misty eyes, raised his hand, but punched out without hesitation, then pushed Mo Wan away, and again Went back to bed.

He hates her sinking tenderness, very annoying!
The sound of the dishes being broken was crisp and piercing, and each piece seemed to hit Mo Wan's heart. In the past, she would not have insisted so shamelessly, but at this moment, after a moment of silence, she still opened her eyes quietly. mouthed:

"Are you asleep? There's something...I want to talk to you!"

Before Mo Wan could figure out how to say it, a deep and rejecting voice came first: "I'm not interested!"

"I haven't said it yet, how do you know you're not interested, Qing..."

Pushing Yan Qingyu in dissatisfaction, Mo Wan was also a little angry, but before he realized it, he saw Yan Qingyu turned over quickly, and crushed her under him in a blink of an eye like a hungry tiger pouncing on a sheep:

"I'm interested in you—there's only one thing ever!"

Saying that, Yan Qingyu blocked her lips, and pulled her clothes with his generous and warm palms.

"Well, it hurts! Don't touch me! You're sober, you've had too much to drink... Please, please, don't touch me!"

His clothes were torn into a mess, and his body was in pain from being scratched. Seeing Yan Qingyu's distorted face, bloodshot eyes, biting around like a wounded leopard, he was frightened by his rude and out-of-control strength, struggling Screaming, moisture appeared in Mo Wan's eyes unconsciously:

What did he take her for?

Grabbing her little hand and pointing it at the top of her head suddenly, Yan Qingyu lowered his body suddenly, and in the next second, a cold breath was swallowed by her lips:

"You don't want me to touch you, in the future... don't take the initiative to provoke me! Otherwise, give me less... Take Joe!"

Pushing her away and turning over, Yan Qingyu made himself drunk and fell asleep.

Lying flat on the bed, Mo Wan blinked her eyes, big tears rolled down her cheeks, her heart was beating uncontrollably!
'Can't she come to him for something?Can't they... just talk calmly? '

The sound of heavy and steady breathing gradually came from his ears. Turning his head to look at the man sleeping in his clothes beside him, Mo Wan slowly sat up.

Most of the bed was taken up by his lying body, and he didn't dare to touch him again. Mo Wan turned up the temperature of the air conditioner, then hugged a thin blanket and walked to the sofa on one side——

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The next day, when Mo Wan woke up, it was the same as before, Yan Qingyu was no longer in the room.

Throwing off the tightly stuffed quilt, she stood up and stretched her muscles and bones. Mo Wan sighed while tidying up, she knew it would be like this!
Could it be... at home, even if you want to talk to him, you must make an appointment in advance?
Thinking about it, Mo Wan felt dizzy.

After breakfast, Mo Wan wanted to take the child out for a walk. When she went downstairs, she realized that an unexpected guest had come to the house, and the whole family gathered in the living room. Subconsciously, Mo Wan turned around and wanted to leave. As soon as he turned around, a thin female voice rang out, and there was a hint of a joke in the words:

"I really mean Cao Cao, Cao Cao is coming! Sister Feifei, aren't you curious... what a beautiful woman, can she be the guest of the big brother? Isn't it here? But, I'm afraid I'm going to disappoint you..."

After a pause, Mo Wan couldn't leave again, she frowned slightly and pursed her lips, then turned back with the child in her arms.

In the middle of the hall, Song Fangfei and Mrs. Yan had already stood up, glared at her beloved daughter with dissatisfaction, and the woman immediately walked over to Mo Wan:
"I'm afraid I'll disturb you to feed the child...I still want to send someone up to invite you later! You just come down...Come on, Mo Wan, let me introduce you..."

Holding Mo Wan to sit down, the woman had a kind face, before she could speak, she saw Song Fangfei rushing up with a smile on her face:
"Is this Ms. Fang? I'm Song Fangfei, nice to meet you! Ah, this... is Qingyu's son, right? He's fat and chubby, so cute, so cute——"

Looking at the tall and generous woman with a good smile in front of her, without heavy makeup, she is still beautiful and compelling, and as the queen of the stars, she even greeted her first, without any airs, a dazed , Mo Wan even forgot to answer the words. Compared with the two, the two people are more like one in the sky and the other on the ground.

She obviously had a kind face, but for some reason, Mo Wan always felt that the wind was creeping down her face.

Following Yan Sijing, who came to join in the fun, glared at Mo Wan eccentrically, and started picking on the bone again:
"Haven't seen the world, it's petty! How rude! Didn't you hear Sister Feifei... saying hello to you? I don't know what to say, dumb!"

Instantly regained consciousness, Mo Wan was just about to say something, but saw Song Fangfei smiling again and cut off the words:

"It's okay, many people will have this kind of lost soul reaction when they see me. I'm used to it, especially when I meet you for the first time! Besides, Miss Fang... has to take care of the children..."

Her empathy, thoughtfulness and gentleness made Mrs. Yan Pi's changed face become more relaxed in an instant:

"It's still Feifei who is sensible... Sijing! You have such a mouth, learn more from others in the future..."

Looking at the family in front of her, Mo Wan felt more and more that they were more like a family, and she... was really superfluous!

I don't know if it's because of selfishness or a woman's innate jealousy. Even though Song Fangfei behaved impeccably, she still couldn't develop a good impression of her!

"Auntie, if you continue to boast...I'm really going to be ashamed! The baby...so cute! Can I... hug him?"

As she spoke, Song Fangfei's eyes turned to the smiling little boy in Mo Wan's arms again.

"of course!"

Before Mo Wan could speak, Yan Sijing got up and wanted to pick up the child in Mo Wan's hands, Madam Yan also echoed:

"Mo Wan, let Feifei hug me!"

Squeezing out a dry smile, subconsciously, Mo Wan clenched the quilt tightly in her hand. Subconsciously, she was unwilling to give the child to her in every possible way, but she really couldn't find a reason, and it was not good to be serious at this time.Lifting her foot, Mo Wan still took two steps forward, then carefully handed her son into her arms, but stared at every move of her hands intently.

Excitedly taking the child, Song Fangfei teased her softly:
"The baby is so beautiful, he looks exactly like Daddy! When he grows up, he must be a handsome little guy who is so awesome... By the way, Auntie, I brought you a gift!"

Glancing at the table, Yan Sijing then brought over a limited car:

"Sister Feifei is really thoughtful and thoughtful!"

She kept smiling all the time, but a sternness flashed in Song Fangfei's eyes:
"It's rare to come back once. If you can bring more, bring more! If you can't get it, my daddy and mommy have prepared a bunch. Everyone has a share! Sijing, I know your favorite perfume and nails Oil, I specially ordered a limited edition of Chanel from France for you, as well as this year’s beige dress. I ordered it according to your size, but it’s an additional item, and it hasn’t arrived yet...I’ve already reserved yours The address, I will mail it to you directly at that time! Auntie, I don’t know what you like, so I picked out an emerald jade bracelet for you. Made it on my own mind... By the way, Miss Fang also has... I don't know what Miss Fang likes, so I picked a limited edition silk scarf, which is versatile for all seasons!"

Seeing the whole family being bribed by her with a smile, Mo Wan felt a little uncomfortable, but he had to say that she really... knows how to behave better than her!

Even though it was not unusual, Mo Wan still accepted the gift and politely said 'thank you'.

A moment later, Song Fangfei's cell phone rang, and Mo Wancai hurriedly picked up the child.

"I'm sorry, Uncle and Aunt, I wanted to stay for dinner, but just now my manager urged me again... There is an event to attend in the afternoon, so I will leave first—"

Saying so, Song Fangfei picked up the bag, and Yan Sijing reluctantly took her arm:

"Sister Feifei, please sit down for a while, you haven't met Xincheng yet, have you! And big brother! You don't want to see him anymore..."

"No, I really have something to do! Don't be in a hurry right now! You can help me and Xincheng... take me with you! Qingyu, we met yesterday afternoon... Sijing, I really should go, What's the matter...I'll talk about it later when I have time, call me, uncle, aunt, goodbye, Miss Fang, bye."

"Then what did you tell Big Brother? Sister Feifei——"

Watching the two walk towards the door, the chattering voice became smaller and smaller, Mo Wan's head 'boomed' and her body trembled, the whole world seemed to collapse in an instant:

'It turns out that they met last night...then he was so drunk last night...was it all because of her? '

Endless melancholy emerged from the bottom of my heart, and Mo Wan's situation was almost tangled up.Was she visiting suddenly on a whim or at his behest?What is the purpose? !She is so generous and decent, is she 'confident' or 'don't care'?
At this moment, Mo Wan was confused, she is also a woman, why can't she treat everyone equally, but Song Fangfei can be so open-minded and indifferent, even able to cover everything?She's perfectly...not human!
***
On this day, Mo Wan, whose mood had just returned to normal... fell back to the uneasy feeling from the day before.

It's only natural for a child to look like his father. Mo Wan didn't think much of it when she looked at her son, but this day, looking at the same miniature figure, her heart throbbed with pain.

'Why doesn't the child look like her? '

In that case, even if she faces each other every day in the future, she will definitely not feel pain.

Time flew by as he meditated, watching the changes day by day and the growing children, Mo Wan picked up the camera and recorded the growth of those precious sons again.

She wanted to record these days that would never come back, and keep them for future memories.

Not wanting the baby to infect her own sorrow, Mo Wan finished taking the photo, and as soon as her son fell asleep, she took the time to deal with it, put it in her own space, and even wrote down her own feelings and outlook. After some writing, when she turned off the computer, She's feeling much better now...

Her friend was not online, but she still wrote a lot of worries and doubts to share with her friends, and tried to ask her for advice.

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Before you know it, the day passes and night falls again.

As soon as it got dark, Mo Wan heard familiar and hasty footsteps, walked out of the baby's room curiously, and saw a familiar black figure hurrying towards the bedroom.

He is back? !
I didn't expect that Yan Qingyu not only came back, but also so early!For a moment, Mo Wan's heart seemed to be filled with honey!

Seeing that her son was still sleeping, she whispered an explanation to the nanny who was in charge of helping, and Mo Wan hurried back to the room.

As soon as he entered the room, seeing Yan Qingyu arranging the suitcase, Mo Wan was stunned for a moment.

Last night's unhappiness was lingering in his throat. This time, even though he was in a hurry, Mo Wan didn't dare to rush forward to intervene. When he walked to his side, he stopped two steps away, looked at him hesitantly for a long time, and finally He tentatively opened his mouth a little timidly:
"Are you... going on a business trip?"

Mo Wan's voice was soft, soft, and insignificant, as if she was afraid that the strength would frighten people, so humble that it made people's heart ache.

With a slight hand pause, Yan Qingyu clearly felt the caution and fear in her words, a glimpse of understanding flashed away in his eyes, and the corners of his cold lips twitched slightly:
"Um--"

Then, there was no more words for a long time, and there was only the rustling of clothes floating in the room.

Raising her eyes, biting her lip, Mo Wan continued to ask, "Where are you going? When... come back?!"

In fact, she wanted to ask him if he went alone!As soon as the words came out, Mo Wan almost bit off her tongue in annoyance. In an instant, all the nerves in her body tensed up. She felt... She asked too many questions!And she knew that he hated other people asking about his affairs!

As soon as Yan Qingyu looked back, Mo Wan shrank her neck unconsciously and took a small step back.I thought he would be angry, but unexpectedly, he just looked at her coldly for a few seconds, then turned around and tidied up:
"K City, three days!"

To Mo Wan, those few words were like an amnesty, which made her heave a long sigh of relief.

After being silent for a while, seeing that Yan Qingyu's temper didn't seem to be as bad as last night, and carefully observing his every move, Mo Wan still rushed to the topic:
"Today, she came..."

Slowly speaking word by word, and after taking a long breath, Mo Wan finally uttered three heavy words:

"Song...Song Fangfei!"

At the same time, she was ready to become cannon fodder.

This time, she guessed wrong again, she did not expect Xianfang Jiewa's fury, and even his movements didn't stop at all, and what she got was a lukewarm response without the slightest emotion:
"Um--"

Seeing that there was no more text, Mo Wan rolled her eyes in frustration!

Why is he like this!It's not a robot, it happens every time!If you say a few more words, will you die? !

Looking at Yan Qingyu, Mo Wan became more and more confused.Why is he like this, isn't he curious at all... What is she here for?Or does he know?

Thinking of something, Mo Wan gritted his teeth and couldn't help probing:
"She said...yesterday...you...you met..."

Afraid that if he said something that didn't please him, he would hit the gun again, Mo Wan's words were obviously hesitant.

Sure enough, as soon as he said the beginning, a sharp and cold light flew... over.

In an instant, Mo Wan's mind went blank, she had a small mouth, but she completely forgot the original intention of speaking... let alone what she wanted to say...

His deep eyes narrowed slightly inquiringly, and Yan Qingyu's thoughts...flyed back to yesterday in an instant.

Yesterday afternoon, he was still working in the company, and Song Fangfei's visit came without warning!

The moment he looked at her in the office, his feelings were indescribable. Even he himself didn't know whether he was pleasantly surprised... or surprised when he saw her.

And when they met again, the two of them were obviously not like before, they were obviously strangers, and they didn't even speak for a long time.

After a while, the two exchanged a few simple greetings. Song Fangfei maintained her nobility and elegance, and he didn't express anything superfluous. At that moment, his heart... didn't even fluctuate!

Until she said goodbye—

He didn't keep her, but she suddenly angrily tore up all the peace like a cat that stepped on its tail.

"Long time no see, don't you have anything to say to me?"

Accompanied by her dissatisfaction, came a heavy gasp. At that moment, he realized that her body was injured because of the filming scene. The rest room was lent to her so that she could apply medicine to the wound.

After waiting for a long time, he also specially ordered someone to prepare ice cubes for her to reduce swelling and blood stasis so that she could apply cold compresses to relieve pain.Unexpectedly, after knocking on the door for a long time, she didn't respond, but when he hesitated, there was a scream, and he rushed in instinctively.

Unexpectedly, what greeted him was another picture:
On the side of the end of the bed, her long hair was rolled up, her clothes were half-backed, and her figure was completely exposed...

He understands what she means!But he turned his head subconsciously... he didn't want to watch such a hot and exciting scene.

Undoubtedly, his reaction irritated her again, and even half naked, she rushed over, forced his hand to her heart, on the accelerated heartbeat, two letters "F&Q" were clearly tattooed ", the character in the middle is the illusion of a red heart shape, and the contrast between red and white makes that symbol more eye-catching.

It seems that without asking, Yan Qingyu can guess the meaning of these characters, which is no different from the declaration of "Feifei Aiqing", and he also remembers very clearly that before this meeting, her body was clean!
However, at this moment, Yan Qingyu didn't feel moved at all.

To him, it seemed that it was just a symbol!

She said that after leaving, she was alone in a foreign country, and she knew how much she missed him, and how much she loved him!

She said that when she dreamed back in the middle of the night, several times, she had the urge to give up and run back. In the end, she was able to sustain herself strongly by relying on their sweet memories of the past!

She said that she didn't dare to call or text him, and only contacted him once after a long time, because she was afraid that she couldn't help breaking the contract...

She said that this tattoo is the most popular mark of deep love in Hollywood. If you engrave your lover and vows on your heart, you will have the courage to overcome obstacles for your lover. Therefore, she specially got a tattoo to express her loyalty to him. Love…

She said that she was very busy, but in her spare time, her mind was full of him...

She said that her scandal with the male star was not only for the sake of drama, but also to make him angry, remind him of her, and make her nervous...

……

She choked up several times as she spoke, then hugged him tightly, burst into tears, wrapped her delicate hands around his neck, and kissed him proactively.

But her combination of hardness and softness was like a sugar-coated cannonball, but he was obviously... caught off guard.

Instinctively, he responded to her!
No matter what I was thinking at the time, as a man, it would be a lie to say that he didn't feel anything when he threw himself into the arms of a flowery beauty!What's more, the woman in front of him was the one he loved and even wanted to marry!

Logically, he turned passive into active, deepening the kiss.

Then, when she pulled his shirt and tie, her unintentional words seemed to pour cold water on his head, instantly extinguishing all his enthusiasm and reason:
"The tie...it's hard to untie...I can't...you come..."

"I won't…"

"I teach you…"

"..."

"Every morning from now on, this is your job..."

In an instant, scenes of similar scenes and different voices flooded in like a revelation, filling his whole thoughts without interruption, the demands in the middle of the night, the indulgence in the morning... The most clear thing that cannot be ignored is the one held in his palm. , A fragile little life that can only laugh!
In the end, he still pushed her away, unable to explain why——

Inevitably, she got angry again, crying and accusing him of denying her femininity and hurting her self-esteem as a woman!

And he, after tidying up his clothes, he just lightly asked her to get dressed, and then went out directly.

When she left, he didn't even know!
Now that I think about it, his actions are so complicated that even he himself can't explain it clearly!He has never been a man who wronged himself, but at that moment——

(End of this chapter)