marriage to pregnancy

Chapter 108
After experiencing such a tragic scene, Yan Xincheng's heart was definitely no less touched than Yan Qingyu's.What he saw more was Mo Wan's misery and injury, and the guilt in his heart was no less than that of Yan Qingyu. Yan Qingyu was the executioner of the execution, but he was the instigator. Seeing this scene, he thought of Yan Xincheng's heart was deeply gnawed by self-blame for the hardships that Mo Wan may have suffered in the past year and a half.

If loving someone can only bring her disaster, does it mean that giving up completely is the best way to protect her!
After seeing off Lai Xinrou, Yan Xincheng grabbed Yan Qingyu's arm and dragged him out of the living room.

"Let go!"

When he arrived at the empty space, Yan Qingyu raised his hand abruptly. Yan Qingyu broke free from his restraint, and adjusted his cuffs with a wave of his hand: "Speak up if you have something to say! There is no one here!"

"Do you have to do this to her? She is just a woman, a weak and innocent woman, how can you do anything to her?! Looking at the bloody wound, are you really happy?! You were not That's it! At least I won't be so extreme and stubborn to hurt an innocent woman like now!"

Looking at Yan Qingyu, Yan Xincheng blamed sadly.If he was such a person who could not distinguish between good and bad, he would have had many opportunities to fix him when he was a child, but apart from looking at him indifferently, he never touched him or did anything to hurt him.So all along, even though he wasn't close, from the bottom of his heart, he still recognized him as a big brother!
"Don't talk like you know me too much! Whether Gao is happy or not is my business! I don't need you to teach me how to do it! In the middle of the night, take my woman out. I haven't settled with you yet. Why do you Blame me?!"

With his hands in his pockets, Yan Qingyu looked lazy, but a trace of complexity flashed in his eyes.

"Do you also know that she is your woman? Do you always treat your women like this?! Mo Wan is so stupid, I care so much about her, but she chooses you for the sake of her child, and even tries so hard to be with her." I drew a clear line because I didn’t want you to misunderstand, but what about you? Hurt her just like that! She was just in a bad mood last night, so I went out with her, that’s all! It’s the first time for a woman like her who believes in death If I gave it to you, maybe I will never be able to get out of the stubbornness I care about for the rest of my life... If you know her, you will know that Mo Wan is a good woman worthy of love, and also a poor woman. You are not the only one in the world. Innocent, am I not innocent? Mo Wan is the woman I love, and we are in love with each other, but now... so close to each other, I lose in this matter because I am not despicable enough!"

Yelling in anger, Yan Xincheng was so angry that the top of his head seemed to be smoking, but he forgot Yan Qingyu's bottom line.

He was quite calm at first, but his words instantly pulled Yan Qingyu into the vortex of hatred. In an instant, the aura exuding from his body became cold again:

"Now that you think about your innocence? Why don't you think about the past? On my birthday, when you were crying and going to Ocean Park, when your family returned home with a full load, did you think of me staring coldly at the photo of my deceased mother?" Don’t talk about how great you are, talking about benevolence and morality will only make people feel hypocritical! Remember, I don’t owe you anything! Everything in the Yan family is paid for by my mother. Come here, let alone you, even Yan Qingfeng, who has no right to inherit! Your mother’s name is not right, and her words are not right. She didn’t sacrifice for me, but should ask your father who loves you, so don’t feel wronged! Except for this dirty Dirty half body blood can’t be replaced, I, Yan Qingyu, don’t owe you anything! Is your family wronged? At least your family can still feel wronged, and my mother died in the ground at a young age! Her career was handed over to others before she had time to enjoy it, her husband was taken away, her son was neglected, isn't she wronged? Don't mention these things in front of me in the future, it will only make me hate you even more! As for Mo Wan... she has today, it's all because of you!"

After finishing speaking grimly, Yan Qingyu turned around suddenly, his face was ferocious, black and blue like a rakshasa from hell.

"The past, more than 20 years ago, can't you let go? Even if this can really hurt me, aren't you afraid that you will be punished sooner or later if you violate your conscience? There are so many women in the world, right? If I touch one, you will hurt one? Don’t you feel tired of such a game? If I’m as cold-blooded as you… don’t care?”

"A wound that has been hurting for 20 years, even if it heals, it will still leave a scar! Since it is so easy to let go...why don't you let go... Mo Wan?!"

After finishing speaking with a sneer, Yan Qingyu let out a light snort and left.How could he forget a repertoire that continued every day and repeated every moment? !
If it wasn't for the presence of their family, how could he have lost his mother at the age of six, and his father was just a decoration? !All of this is what they owe him and his mommy!Since his mommy has become a stepping stone for them to sacrifice for their happiness, and he will not let them die in peace, he will let them live in peace forever!
Watching the lonely figure leave, Yan Xincheng's expression was heavy, and he said nothing for a long time.

***
On this day, Yan Qingyu did not return to the company.When Mo Wan woke up, it was past twelve o'clock, and when she got up, she saw a tall figure on the sofa flipping through documents, and here, it was beyond her expectation.

Hearing the movement on the bed, Yan Qingyu got up first and walked over, his eyes met with complicated emotions.

Sitting on the side of the bed and looking at her deeply, Yan Qingyu said, "Does it still hurt? Are you hungry?"

Looking up at the man opposite, Mo Wan was quite shocked by his sudden kindness.He moved his right leg slightly, subconsciously stretched out his hand to stroke it lightly, and then answered:
"Okay...it's much better, it should be...all right!"

"Well... Three days later, the doctor will come to help you remove the gauze, and by the way, review..."

The words of sorry have been brewing for a long time, but I still can't say it. After a pause, Yan Qingyu stood up again: "I asked the servant to help you prepare something to eat..."

"Qing..."

Seeing him get up, Mo Wan suddenly lifted the quilt. It was rare to see him so calm, and Mo Wan wanted to have a good talk with him. As soon as one leg got off the bed, Yan Qingyu turned back quickly, raised his hand and held her The legs moved back:

"What are you doing?! Don't move around, what should I do if I relapse?"

"I want to talk to you about..."

After sitting down, Mo Wan reached out and grabbed his sleeve, the seriousness in his eyes was evident.

Suddenly being looked directly at her felt a little guilty, his eyes drooped, and Yan Qingyu agreed in agreement: "Mmm..."

With his approval, Mo Wan suddenly didn't know where to start. She didn't want to destroy the rare peace, so she pondered for a while before discussing:

"Can you promise me...no matter what I say, no matter whether you are happy or not...will you not be angry? Just this time, I promise, these words...I won't say it a second time!"

Raising his eyes and taking a long look at her, Yan Qingyu vaguely felt that her topic might touch his taboo, but looking at her obviously humble and begging expectant eyes, he still did not refuse after all;
"Um…"

Thinking back on everything from the encounter till now, and staring at the intimate yet unfamiliar man in front of her, Mo Wan thought about it for a long time, but couldn't figure it out. In the end, she decided to explain clearly what happened last night:
"I know that your relationship with Xincheng is not good. I have a past with Xincheng, and you know it... No matter what the reason is, we have come to where we are today. From the moment I chose you, I knew my decision clearly. ...So, Xincheng and I are just friends now, and there will be no move beyond friendship between us. I haven't been out for a long time. Yesterday, I saw the news about you and Song Fangfei...I was in a bad mood. I want to go out to relax... I was with Xincheng, it was just by chance, I didn't know you came back..."

Mentioning Song Fangfei, thinking of the past, Mo Wan's heart couldn't help throbbing again.

After a brief pause, Yan Qingyu looked at Mo Wan's hurt affectionately, and suddenly his mood was indescribably complicated. At this moment, Yan Qingyu didn't know whether he should explain his past with Song Fangfei.

Before he had time to speak, he saw that Mo Wan had restrained his emotions, and raised his eyes again:

"Qingyu...a year has passed, the baby is growing up every day...soon to go to kindergarten. I want to know...your decision! Will you marry me? Will you make the baby an illegitimate child? Or From the beginning to the end, everything is not what you want at all? If you really have a beloved woman, you really can't let go... Please seriously, give me a clear answer, I will fulfill you, not wishful thinking, let alone Let all this affect your life, you can act as if it never happened...it never happened!"

Making up her mind, Mo Wan's heart beat faster as she spoke, but she couldn't help crying like rain.The only thing she has insisted on for a long time is that she hopes to give her child a complete family. If everything can only fail in the end, she would rather die early and be born sooner. She does not want her child to grow up in a cold family~!

Obviously he provoked her first, but she has no choice!
Seeing her tearful eyes, for an instant, Yan Qingyu's heart was entangled with heartbreak. Subconsciously, he didn't want her to leave, but a scene and a sentence kept appearing in his mind:

The last words my mother uttered with all her strength before she passed away: 'If you can't be faithful to your marriage, never give the promise of marriage...'

It was as if two villains were fighting crazily in his heart. For a long time, Yan Qingyu didn't say a word, raised his hand to wipe the tears off Mo Wan's face, and replied softly:
"My child... will never be an illegitimate child!"

Turning tears into laughter, Mo Wan rushed into Yan Qingyu's arms, hugging him, crying and laughing.It's a pity that she, who was dazzled by happiness, didn't hear the deep meaning in Yan Qingyu's words.He only promised that the child would not become an illegitimate child, but he never promised to marry her.But in Mo Wan's consciousness, acknowledging the child means acknowledging her identity. Then, her child and she can have a complete family.

Shocked by Mo Wan's emotional reaction, Yan Qingyu's hands trembled at the moment he hugged her. If he didn't know how to get married, he couldn't say it again.

In the past, he couldn't wait to get married, but in fact he just wanted to kill two birds with one stone, which could boost his career and stimulate Yan Xincheng. The important thing is that Song Fangfei is also generous and decent, and will not lose his face or make trouble for no reason. He also needs One such facade.But her appearance disrupted all his plans. Several times, he accidentally bumped into her and Yan Xincheng. Her tenderness, affection, thoughtfulness, and intentions all deeply shocked his heart. The feeling...soft, warm, like home.

He envied, he actually envied Yan Xincheng for having such a woman, so he bullied her, but unexpectedly...she really conceived a child, and gave him such a lovely son.

But now, he's really getting used to living with her, sleeping on the same bed with her, even if he doesn't do anything, he becomes very easy to fall asleep, his mood is very calm, and he feels... very warm.It was as if her appearance made his life no longer a pool of stagnant water, but joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys... Everything was there, so he felt alive.

Xincheng was right, he also knew she was innocent!However, whoever made Yan Xincheng love her, he can't hold back anymore!Hugging Mo Wan, Yan Qingyu's eyes flashed a faint light, and there was only one strong thought in his heart:

'He wants this woman, no matter what method he uses, he wants to keep her by his side forever, he wants Yan Xincheng's eternal guilt and eternal regret! '

Since she wants his love, he will give it to her!As for marriage... In fact, since she was pregnant, he never thought of giving it to any woman, because he already has an heir and no longer needs a legal wife!

Unaware of Yan Qingyu's emotional change, Mo Wan was completely overwhelmed by the surprise.The wish from childhood to adulthood is finally coming true. For Mo Wan, the joy at this moment cannot be described in words.

Weeping with joy for a long time, Mo Wan raised her head from Yan Qingyu's arms: "Then last night...you really went out...that?"

Unexpectedly, she asked this suddenly, Yan Qingyu was startled, and asked evilly, "What do you think?"

Unable to see through his thoughts, based on previous judgments, Mo Wan could only believe it, a trace of disappointment flashed across his eyes, but finally he spoke in a discussion:

"From now on...don't be like this, okay? The baby is getting bigger and more sensible...I hope his daddy is his role model, the pride he can show off with confidence..."

"If someone is willing to solve my needs, I will naturally not...seek far away!"

Smiling, Yan Qingyu scratched Mo Wan's chin evilly.Her dedication and dedication to the child made him seem to see his mother, and Yan Qingyu's heart softened for a moment.

Instantly understood what he meant, Mo Wan's heart beat faster instantly, and after a while, he hesitated and asked, "Including...Song Fangfei?"

In fact, she hates men who are not specific, but she didn't expect that at this moment, she could compromise so much.

Knowing that she shouldn't say such things, Mo Wan still couldn't help it. Song Fangfei, subtly, had become a thorn in her heart. If she didn't bear the pain to pull it out, she might live in her shadow for the rest of her life. Just like the wound on her knee, the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain.

However, as soon as the words came out, Mo Wan's heart was still fluctuating.

God knows, it took her a lot of effort to say these words, and at the same time, she was ready to burn the boat.If the hemorrhoids are not squeezed, they will never come out. If her long-term forbearance efforts are doomed to be in vain, maybe she should think deeply about whether this path is wrong, and whether it is necessary to continue.

It seemed that after waiting for a century, just when she thought that Yan Qingyu might get angry and turn away indifferently, he smiled unexpectedly:
"Women... are all the same!"

His words pleased her deeply, but Mo Wan didn't know that his words had deep meanings, all women were the same, Song Fangfei was not special, in fact, she was no exception.

It's just that at this moment, in the specific environment, no one would go deep into the second meaning of the words.

Subconsciously, Mo Wan decided that this was just an answer to her question. She forgot that Yan Qingyu was the CEO of Wanli Bank. His rigor, like an agent who had been trained for many years, had become so used to it that it became natural.

Therefore, he answered every question, but with a little ambiguity, and he would not let anyone take advantage of him.But when Mo Wan realized the deep meaning in his words, he had already fallen into the eternal love trap.

Returning him with a big smile, Mo Wan chose to believe: "I hope you can always remember...what I said today!."

At the same time, this sentence is also a warning to him, and the faded ending has a profound meaning.

One day, if he breaks today's promise, she will still choose the path she should take. She can compromise, but it is not without bottom line.It's a pity that Mo Wan was always wrong, because from the beginning to the end, he actually never gave her any... the promise she wanted.

The fireworks of love are brilliant and beautiful, but they are always charming.

After a pause, Mo Wan continued:
"Qing, in the future, let's not be awkward anymore. If there is anything... we will communicate well, and then we will work hard together to raise the baby, and then marry him a beautiful daughter-in-law. The family will live happily and grow old forever. Playing with your grandchildren, okay? If you are really unhappy in this house... let's move out!"

It's not been a day and a half since I've been here, Mo Wan can clearly feel that he doesn't fit in with this family, but she doesn't understand, why doesn't he leave such a depressing place?Why didn't he choose to go out and live happily?His ability, these are all not a problem!
Listening to Mo Wan's vivid description, a picture scroll of a happy wife, virtuous son, filial piety, and happy family could not help appearing in his mind. Yan Qingyu's cold and hard heart was also moved by the longing picture. Dear, Yan Qingyu seemed to smell the taste of happiness, and even his eyes softened a little unconsciously:
"Okay... these things, don't rush! We can discuss it slowly after you recover from your injury! Now, it's important to recover from your injury... I'll order you something to eat first!"

The scales in his heart suddenly shook violently, unable to give a definite answer, Yan Qingyu changed the subject and just stood up, when suddenly there was a warm twitch in his hand:

"I want to... look at the child!"

Condescendingly looking down at the little woman on the bed whom I felt pity for, Yan Qingyu pampered her face with the other hand: "Okay!"

The strength in his hand slowly faded, and Yan Qingyu turned around immediately.

A moment later, when Yan Qingyu returned to the room, he was holding the baby, his whole body stiff as if it had been wound up. Looking at his body sitting up straight, Mo Wan couldn't help but burst out laughing.

How old is the child, why does he... still seem to be going to the battlefield every time.

After taking over her precious son, Mo Wan asked the child to stand on her lap, facing Yan Qingyu, and shook her son's little hand:
"Baby, look at Daddy... Daddy can't even hug him, Daddy is so stupid... Isn't he? Come on, call Daddy..."

Mo Wan was having a great time playing with her son in her arms. The child on her lap was giggling, dancing and shaking her weak legs from time to time. The joyous and warm scene was like a quiet spring, instantly nourishing Yan Qing Yu's heart was dry, for a long time, he just stared blankly at the big and small laughing in front of him, his whole heart was filled to the brim...

It wasn't until there was a slight knock on the door, and the servant came in with a sumptuous lunch, that Yan Qingyu suddenly came back to his senses, and handed the child to the servant to bring him back. Mo Wan enjoyed his lunch quietly. , Staring at Mo Wan's elegant and contented warm smile, Yan Qingyu's eyes straightened again.

After drinking and eating, Mo Wan lay on his back on the bed again, flipped through a few pages of magazines, and then closed his eyes sleepily.And Yan Qingyu flipped through the documents gently, his eyes would be fixed on the slender figure on the wide bed from time to time, he didn't realize that what he did the most this day was to be in a daze... simply, thinking about nothing To... in a daze!
******
After that day, Yan Xincheng didn't show up again for several days, but the relationship between Mo Wan and Yan Qingyu improved by leaps and bounds. Although the two of them still didn't communicate much, the atmosphere was unprecedentedly harmonious. The time is getting earlier and the frequency is increasing.

I don't know when it started, but his favorite thing to do is to stare at Mo Wan, who is busy entertaining himself... In a daze, when he has time, he can even watch it for a few ten minutes.

This day, Yan Qingyu went back to the room early in the morning, took a shower, and as soon as he came out of the bathroom door, he saw Mo Wan sitting beside the computer and typing something, covering his lips from time to time and secretly curling his mouth, and continued after a while, watching Seeing her cute and happy appearance, Yan Qingyu was in a daze again.

Before, he didn't think she was so beautiful, but now, just looking at her profile, he felt she was dazzling, especially when she smiled, it seemed that the whole world brightened up with her, looking at her, his whole body was Relaxed, as if all the troubles had disappeared.

Had he never looked at her seriously before, or had she... changed? !

In the space, after expressing his brilliant mood, Mo Wan turned around, saw that Yan Qingyu was distracted again, and tiptoed forward, with five fingers suddenly protruding forward, Mo Wan suddenly shouted:
"what--"

I thought it would scare him a lot, but who knows, as soon as she finished speaking, a pair of big hands had already hooked her waist, and with a strong force, she was pulled into her arms, and Yan Qingyu raised her hand. A light scratch on the nose:
"Silly girl, with your little trick, you still want to... scare people?!"

There was no need to prepare for the natural movements, hugging Mo Wan, Yan Qingyu leaned over to kiss her cherry red lips, and then turned and deepened the kiss.
He almost died from his kiss, and after a long time, Mo Wan shook her head in protest and pushed him away, reaching out and wrapping her arms around his waist affectionately:
"Recently... have you encountered any troublesome things?"

His breath was very clean and smelled very good. Being close to him, she felt more and more peaceful and happy sense of security, which she had never had before!

"Why did you ask so?"

Habitually stroking Mo Wan's soft hair, Yan Qingyu also enjoyed the intimacy of embracing her, and even became more and more addicted, which even he couldn't explain clearly.

In the past, except on the bed, he never saw the word 'woman', but now, he suddenly discovered... women are really a very cute animal, which can bring him endless happiness, not just limited to the bed.

"I see that you've been preoccupied lately, and your mind wanders off from time to time, thinking that your work is not going well!"

Yan Qingyu was very moved by her meticulous observation, at least it showed that she was paying attention to him with all her heart.Suddenly tightening the strength in his hand, Yan Qingyu lowered his head abruptly, Xie Mei said:

"Want to know...why am I distracted?"

Startled, Mo Wan was startled by the suddenly enlarged face in front of her eyes: "Huh?"

"Because... I want you!"

A magnetic voice rose in a low voice, and the next second, Mo Wan was picked up horizontally, spinning around for a while, and then opened his eyes, he was already lying flat on the bed, with a hot tall figure pressing on him.

His heart was pounding rapidly, and before Mo Wan could make a sound, his soft mouth had already been swallowed madly, and what followed was wave after wave of intense frenzy. In the night, the scenery was beautiful and stretched endlessly. interest…

It wasn't until dawn that the game of night came to an end!

****
In the gloomy study room of a luxury apartment at the other end of the city, a man in a wheelchair blended into the night, stroking the ring on his hand non-stop, dark tides surged in his dark eyes, and in front of the desk, a calm middle-aged man was whispering :

"...As far as I know, it's roughly like this...Master, Miss will call every few days to ask if you're back? Do you want to..."

Before the butler finished speaking, Father Fang raised his hand first to stop him:
"Let's wait a few more days... I'll deal with the affairs at hand and free up time before I let her come back! From now on, at least twice a week, you should go to... Hell's Mansion to see her... and the child! Bring more things , chat with her more, see what she lacks, I know, in her heart, you are closer than my father...! Seeing you, she will be happy too..."

Saying so, the old man was extremely excited.He really didn't expect that the development of the matter would be smoother than he expected. The once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, after waiting for 25 years, finally——!
Thinking, he stretched out his hand and touched the painful skin on his face due to excessive movements. For 25 years, others have been lingering on without ghosts and ghosts, just for this day!
I don't know what's going on in Master Fang's heart, but the butler instantly showed a gratified smile on his face:
"Master was joking, the person Miss cares about the most is always you, I will tell Miss, you specially entrusted me with this..."

"Um…"

He snorted softly, and the corner of his mouth seemed to twitch. Immediately, the old man waved his hand in a signal way, and then the housekeeper backed away gently.

*****
The easing of the relationship with Yan Qingyu made Mo Wan's life much brighter. Although she hadn't seen Yan Xincheng for a few days, she was a little worried, but she didn't dare to take the initiative to find out. She only occasionally learned from the servant that he Haven't been home for a few days.

To him, in fact, she also felt guilty!
It's just that things are difficult to have both.

The wound on the leg had already scabbed and it was fine, but the tangled skin was overexerted, and there was still some tearing pain, but no amount of pain could overwhelm the joy in her heart.

This seems to be one of the few happy days in her life, and I don't know if it's because of the pain of gouging out the flesh and bones... that makes her especially unforgettable!

As the days passed, her expectations for the future became more and more hopeful.

With nothing to do that day, Mo Wan turned on the computer and left a few words to her friend. Many times, when the two were not guaranteed to be online at the same time, they would leave messages to each other like letters, and the only friend here was also her voice. The only channel for mind.I wrote a lot more eloquently, including replying to her explanations, and also communicating about my own status quo.

After sending it, Mo Wan habitually opened the comprehensive website she frequented, flipped through it casually, and suddenly a shocking headline came into view, paused, and Mo Wan quickly clicked on it:
"It is reported that Tan Yilin, an important municipal official, was reported anonymously. He was suspected of keeping a mistress, using his personal identity to embezzle public funds, personal disorder, and harming the interests of the state. He has violated the law and was dismissed and arrested..."

Reading every word in detail, and looking at the photo that was too familiar to him, Mo Wan suddenly felt very happy.

It turns out that this world really has justice...

After closing the webpage, Mo Wan's mood was a little high, and then he read some miscellaneous news with great interest, until he was tired, Mo Wan got up and wanted to go to the baby's room to see the baby, but just walked to the door, but told Yan Qingyu met each other, and Mo Wan couldn't help being stunned for a moment, before reaching out habitually to take the briefcase in his hand after a while:

"Why did you come back so early today?"

(End of this chapter)