marriage to pregnancy

Chapter 129 He, sulking!
For a moment, Mo Wan was stunned by his expressionless seriousness. At this moment, he seemed to have returned to the evil and arrogant, self-respecting him in the past, indifferent and not allowing anyone to approach.

Her heart trembled slightly, and for a moment, a sense of fear that she hadn't felt for a long time resurfaced in her heart, and she peeked at him timidly. Even though she was not convinced, Mo Wan didn't dare to be forceful anymore, and pursed her lips unhappily , turned around and just opened the door, there was another cold wind blowing behind:
"Also, if you dare to leave me, I will destroy Tao Yu first, and then destroy your father's company! If you can run away, a monk can't run away from the temple. If you don't believe me, just give it a try!"

Turning around quickly and rushing forward, Mo Wan stretched out her hand and poked Yan Qingyu's chest, so angry that she wanted to go crazy:

"Yan Qingyu! You are too much! I am not your private property, and I don't owe you anything! From the beginning to the end, you provoked me, and you are the one who is sorry for me! Why do you threaten me like this, why do you restrict me? freedom! Who are you to me?! Who am I with? It’s none of your business?!”

Grabbing Mo Wan's wrist, Yan Qingyu leaned down suddenly, but his deep voice became colder twice:
"Because I am the CEO of Wanli Group! With my connections, I can easily control the economic lifeline of a company, the power of life and death! Because I am your only man! And you are the only thing I care about and want in my life... !Even if I'm sorry for you, even if you hate me for the rest of your life, even if you want to do whatever it takes...you must stay by my side! If I can't get you, no one in this world can get it!"

The inexplicable complex emotions flashed away from the bottom of my heart. For a moment, Mo Wan was deeply shocked by the desolation and deep love and hatred in Yan Qingyu's words. Why did she suddenly have the illusion of empathy? !Why isn't he the only one she cares about and wants now?
It's just... thinking of Song Fangfei, the child in Song Fangfei's womb, and the scene of Huangyin last night, with his indiscriminate dominance, the contradictions, entanglements and resentments in Mo Wan's heart instantly drowned out the fleeting longing in his heart.

His love is too deep and too selfish!How could he use threats to force her to submit!
"Even if you keep my people, you don't want to win my heart! If you do this, it will only make me hate you even more!"

"It doesn't matter... As long as you stay, you are mine! I believe... One day, you will understand... I am sincere to you, and you will forgive me for all... unintentional mistakes today!"

As soon as his body froze, Yan Qingyu still unconsciously increased the strength in his hands. He didn't want the relationship between the two to be so rigid, but he was afraid, he was afraid that if she walked out of this sky, he would never be able to break into her again. world.There are many excellent men around her. When the time comes, it will be true as she said, he can't control who she is with!

"I stayed for my child! It has nothing to do with you! Hmph!"

Furious by him, Mo Wan replied to him, withdrew his hand, turned around and walked out the door, and fell down with a bang.Separated by a door, inside and outside the house, the hearts of the two were equally relieved, but also equally trembling.

Yan Qingyu didn't want her to leave. In fact, Mo Wan didn't plan to leave either. At least in the short term, she couldn't leave with peace of mind.His sudden arrogance also gave her an excuse to comfort herself.And Mo Wan's compromise, whether it was voluntary or not, gave Yan Qingyu a reassurance. It seemed that as long as she didn't leave, no matter what happened to his world, it would never collapse——

****
After that day, the news that Tao Yu and Mo Wan were boyfriend and girlfriend was completely suppressed. No matter whether it was in newspapers, magazines or network TV, there was no word about "Mo Wan".

Regarding Song Fangfei's pregnancy, Yan Qingyu deliberately asked someone to hold a press conference to clarify.Admitting that the two had an intimate relationship, and not denying the existence of the child, she just sternly clarified the issue of the third party and the involvement of the third party, and Song Fangfei evaded it by reasoning that the two of them got together less often and their relationship was affected. , As for whether the two will get married and have children, Yan Qingyu intends to delay their marriage until the birth of their children on the grounds that they are entangled in trivial matters recently, have no time for others, and want to fulfill Song Fangfei's wish of being a beautiful bride. down.

Yan Qingyu took over everything without asking why, but hoped that Youyou would turn the attention of this matter back to him and Song Fangfei, and stop harassing and slandering Mo Wan and his children.He is very clear that he has never touched Song Fangfei at all, and he did not expose the matter that he was designed to face. Instead, he accepted it as if nothing happened, and never let go of the investigation of this matter in private. , and he was not afraid of her giving birth to the child at all, so he would have even more excuses to dump her completely.

I don't know Yan Qingyu's good intentions. When he saw the overwhelming reports, it can be said that three people became tigers. Mo Wan's only little hope for him was completely disillusioned. Endless hatred flooded like a river. In an instant, they All the slanderous words in the past have become nonsense, and without hesitation, Mo Wan sentenced him to death that he would never be reborn.

Reason told her that such a man was already thousands of miles away from the man in her heart, but emotionally, Mo Wan was still heartbroken and unable to let go.After all, she has given her body and mind without reservation, and now she wants to take it all back, as if nothing had happened... Her heart will still be in pain.

Holding a document for a long time, Mo Wan didn't read a single word. She sighed and closed the document, her eyes inadvertently fixed on the little man who was sleeping soundly on the bed. At such a young age, she had already seen it for the first time. The handsome silhouette, the high bridge of the nose, the same conceit as before, staring at her, Mo Wan couldn't help but sighed heavily again.

At such a young age, he has already seen the potential of evildoers for the first time, but when he grows up, can he still pay off?
Thinking of his precious son's cleverness and his occasionally stubborn temper of "as long as she hugs her", Mo Wan's mouth unconsciously burst into a bitter smile.

Seeing his son start to turn over and shake, as if he was waking up, Mo Wan immediately got up and put away the documents.Turning around again, a pair of bright black eyes came into view with a smile, and the child was still lying down, and the child started to wave to her restlessly.

Reaching out to pick up her son, Mo Wan lowered her head and kissed his greasy little face.The chubby little hands grabbed Mo Wan's shoulders, drooling, and the baby rubbed against Mo Wan's face, making Mo Wan grin the corners of his mouth instantly, smiling coquettishly, while reaching for a tissue.

The child is like her pistachio. No matter what boredom she has, she will be elated when she sees his smile and his childish and clumsy little movements.

Hearing the noise in the house, two servants who were resting in the outer compartment immediately opened the door and walked in: "Miss Fang..."

After the quarrel, she really hated the title 'Eldest Young Mistress', but preferred the servant to call her 'Miss Fang', so her heart wouldn't hurt too much.

Looking back distractedly, Mo Wan ordered: "Well, prepare some warm water and milk powder for the baby..."

Then Mo Wan turned around again, put the child on her lap, picked up the rattling plush toy and shook it in front of him:

"Tiger... Tiger..."

As soon as Yan Qingyu entered the door, what he saw was such a warm and harmonious scene. Looking at the big and small people on the bedside, his tiredness seemed to be swept away in an instant.

Hearing the noise, the servant raised his eyes, and Yan Qingyu quickly made a 'silence' gesture, and then waved his hand to signal the two to go out.

Playing hard with the child, when he heard the rustling footsteps behind him, Mo Wan didn't take it to heart, stuffed the pressed doll into the baby's arms, and habitually looked back and asked:

"Ok?"

Turning her head, she suddenly met the familiar face of a man, her heart suddenly seemed to be pricked by a needle, the smile on Mo Wan's face disappeared instantly, she turned around, took the toy back from the child's hand, and waved it silently in front of the child's eyes He said, one by one, the vigorous movements didn't seem to be coaxing the child to play, but rather driving something away.

Startled, Yan Qingyu twitched the corner of his mouth bitterly and helplessly, and then handed over the large handful of red roses in his hand:

"Give it to you!"

Glancing coldly, Mo Wan didn't say a word, picked up the child, and stood up. Just as she turned around, there was a light tugging force on her arm, and then, an obviously flattering low voice sounded slowly:

"Late...do you really...hate me so much? I...I just want...come to see the child,,,"

With you!

Before Yan Qingyu uttered the last word of hesitation, Mo Wan suddenly turned around, raised his hand and stuffed the child into his arms, then glared at him angrily, turned and walked towards the door.

Holding his son in one hand and flowers in the other, Yan Qingyu looked frustrated and helpless as he watched the delicate figure disappear quickly at the door!

It wasn't until the child's limp little hand caught his chin that Yan Qingyu came back to his senses in an instant, lowered his eyes, and the sharp eyes were instantly soft as if they could drip water.

Putting down the bouquet in his hand, Yan Qingyu teasingly grabbed the child's little hand, a strange emotion flashed away in his dark eyes.

It would be great if she could treat him with the same indulgence as a child!Embracing the little baby in his arms, Yan Qingyu felt endless gratitude. Fortunately, she insisted on keeping the child. Otherwise, how could they have so many sweet and sour memories today? Today, he How can he keep her?

Kissing the baby in his arms, Yan Qingyu was full of gratitude to God.

I don't know whether he felt Yan Qingyu's joy or was tickled by the stubble in his heart, a burst of cheerful giggles sounded, staring at the little boy in his arms who smiled as if responding, Yan Qingyu felt deeply in his heart. The blank space in the place is instantly filled with an indescribable sense of wonder, and a happy picture of a family of three enjoying themselves, chasing and playing on the grass is unconsciously outlined in my mind.

If there is no accident this time, will such a scene no longer be just a fantasy?
He sighed helplessly and played with the child for a while before Yan Qingyu called the nanny in.

***
After walking out of the baby's room, Yan Qingyu learned that Mo Wan actually ran into the yard in order to hide from her in the cold winter.

In the past, I always felt that she was as gentle as water, as if she had no temper, but now, Yan Qingyu realized deeply, the more temper-less a person loses his temper, that's really "ten cows can't be pulled back", which makes people hurt Very smart.

Unable to wait, Yan Qingyu followed her footsteps to find her.

After walking around the yard for more than half a circle, I found the slender white figure under a big tree. I saw Mo Wan wearing a big furry scarf, facing the thick tree trunk, holding the hem of her skirt, kicking With a stomp, he was stomping heavily on something, as if he was entertaining himself, but also as if he was sulking alone.

Focusing on that agile figure, Yan Qingyu still finds her... so cute.It seemed that no matter what she did, he could please him. He slowed down and walked behind her. Hearing her murmur, Yan Qingyu twitched the corners of his lips badly, and shouted abruptly. :
"Snake—"

"Huh? Where, where—"

Screaming, Mo Wan shuffled back her feet, bounced back and forth a few big steps, and fell into Yan Qingyu's arms, pulling his sleeves and looking around in panic.

When her waist tightened, Mo Wan came back to her senses in an instant. It was a world of ice and snow, where did the snake come from? It had been hibernating for several rounds long ago!
Familiar breaths lingered, and the surroundings were coaxed by warmth, but Mo Wan's teeth were itching with hatred, and she stretched out her hand to pull the big palm around her waist:
"open!"

Looking at the faint traces drawn by the stones on the ground in the distance, Yan Qingyu can probably guess what she was kicking hard just now.It's just that I didn't expect that people who are all mothers of children would behave in such a childish way? !Even if she kicked her foot to pieces, he was still unscathed!So she can relieve her anger?So... will she forgive him?
Thinking about it, turning around Mo Wan, Yan Qingyu grabbed her little hand and slammed it on his chest: "Since I'm so angry at me...why don't you take the anger out on me? I'm right in front of you, don't you think it's more practical? ?"

He smashed it hard a few times, and through the winter clothes, Yan Qingyu didn't feel any pain, Mo Wan only felt that his hand was rubbed in the slightest pain, so he withdrew his hand abruptly, Mo Wan gave him a hard look:
"How I do it is my business, I want you to take care of it?!"

If kicking him a few times could solve the problem, she would have kicked him up long ago.But now, the knot in her heart is a knot that cannot be untied.

After yelling angrily, Mo Wan pulled the shawl hanging from her body to calm down, and just as she raised her foot to leave, Yan Qingyu reached out and grabbed it again:
"Late...things have already happened, no matter how angry you are, you won't change! Why don't you give me a chance, let me go, let go of yourself too... Our family of three lives happily, and let those who have nothing, all Forget it, okay?"

I don't understand why she insists on torturing each other like this, Yan Qingyu just feels that she is driving him crazy, every time he sees her ignoring him and avoiding him like a snake, he can't hold back Emotions are stirring faintly, clamoring to erupt.

It was fine if he didn't speak, but when he spoke, Mo Wan's suppressed emotions instantly swelled up again, and when he turned around, he looked like a cat whose tail had been stepped on, and threw his hands at Yan Qingyu:
"It's easy for you to say! If I slept with another man, can you pretend that nothing happened? If Tianze is not your child, will you have any objections? Now it is I who will not let you go, or you Don't let me go? You and others even have children, and the wedding is on the agenda. Don't you find it ridiculous that you occupy me and tell me not to be angry? Your conscience has been eaten by a dog! You treat me as a What? I am a human, a living person, do you think I am a stone, without feeling? In the future, you will have ten or eight small Tianze, as many as you want, why don't you let me go? As long as you nod , I will take the child away now, and I will never appear in front of you in the future, and your family of three can live happily!"

He beat and beat angrily, and finally Mo Wan broke down in tears, collapsed, squatted on the ground, hugged his knees, and began to cry loudly.

She loves him, and she also wants to have a happy family with him, but the current situation is no longer a question of whether she is angry or not. Even if she doesn't mind him fooling around with other women, what about the child? ?What about the child?Two people have a child, this life is destined to be involved constantly!The most important thing is that she has never been in control of all of this. He has already admitted Song Fangfei's identity and acquiesced in the possibility of the child marrying her in the future. Where did he put her?What else can she say? !

She would rather have a child without a father than give her son to be raised by a stepmother!People are selfish, she doesn't believe that her bowl of water will be level, and treat other people's children as good as her own!

"Late night..."

Crouching down, Yan Qingyu hugged Mo Wan into his arms with great pain, tightly.After a while, he pulled up her teary little face, and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes pityingly:
"Whether you believe it or not, Song Fangfei's children...are not mine! In this world, there is only one Tianze, unique, and no one can replace it! In this life, I only want you! Only our children! Therefore, I will not If I let you go, I can't let you go! I have reasons for Song Fangfei's matter, and in the future...you will understand!"

Originally, he wanted to drag out the things that Song Fangfei might have planned for him, but when he thought of some unclear reasons in the middle, he hesitated for a while, and Yan Qingyu briefly took it over.

After venting, Mo Wan's mood suddenly brightened a lot, sobbing and sullen, but she seemed to be less angry, but looking at the man in front of her with an affectionate face, there was only confusion in the coldness of her eyes:

"Your words... are always so beautiful, but I don't know how much I can believe... Don't promise me any more, and I don't want to know the truth. The more extravagant expectations, the greater the disappointment... My mind is very messed up and very Tired...really tired!."

Struggling to get up, Mo Wan's head was a mess.What he said to her was completely opposite to what was said in the newspaper. At this moment, she didn't know who to believe or whether to believe it!She even had doubts about the child he had sworn to.If the child is not his, is there any reason for him to be willing to take the blame?
She didn't believe that a person like him, who had been so rampant all his life, would have...a hard time?In her eyes, he would only drive others into misery!

After adjusting her mood and wiping away the tears on her face, Mo Wan slumped her shoulders and walked around him.

"Wan, what do you want... are you willing to trust me again? Don't judge me out so quickly, okay?" This time, Yan Qingyu didn't force her to keep her, but his words were helplessly desolate.

After a pause, she bit her lower lip lightly. Mo Wan was silent for a long time before murmuring softly:

"Give me a title! When you can admit me openly, come and tell me these words!"

After finishing speaking, Mo Wan raised her feet and walked forward, her elongated back was equally lonely and desolate——

***
After that day, the relationship between Yan Qingyu and Mo Wan seemed to have entered a freezing period, and no matter how hard they tried, they still stagnated.

During the day, the two were busy with their own affairs. At night, when Yan Qingyu came home, he would habitually go to the baby room to see her and the child, but Mo Wan's attitude towards him was always very cold.No matter what he gave her or how he flattered her, she didn't even touch it, and most of the time, she didn't even look at it.

Every time he sees Mo Wan like this, Yan Qingyu is in a hurry, but he is like an ant on a hot pot, he can only be anxious, because, for the time being, he really can't give her a title, and he can't even make a promise.All he can do is to speed up the process to find out the ins and outs of the whole matter, and wait for this turmoil to pass.On the other hand, he also wanted to stabilize Song Fangfei for the time being, and the Song Consortium should not be underestimated. For a while, he did not dare to act rashly.

Surviving in the cracks, one can imagine how hard Yan Qingyu's life is.And he didn't know that the reason why Mo Wan kept ignoring him was not because he was arrogant about Na Qiao, but because his rumors and speculations with Song Fangfei had never stopped, and Mo Wan couldn't give himself an excuse to accept him. What's more, the better he treats her, the more she will think wildly: Did he do something wrong to her and the child again?
She yearns for warmth, but is afraid of such extravagant expectations. Similarly, her life was once so dark that she could not escape.

Even though the two of them often ignore each other, when the fixed time comes, Mo Wan's peripheral vision from the corner of her eyes will still unconsciously glance towards the door. Occasionally, twice, Yan Qingyu enters the door late, and her heart will be blocked uncomfortable.Sometimes, even she herself can't figure out what kind of state of mind she is in. Seeing people wandering in front of her makes her so annoyed that she doesn't want to pay attention to them.

On this day, it was seven o'clock, and Yan Qingyu hadn't entered the door yet, Mo Wan suddenly felt a little restless for no reason.

I started to think wildly in my mind again, did he go to accompany Song Fangfei again?Will you stay overnight?At this time, she would be angry with herself for not living up to expectations, but also regretful about her choice, and would start to hesitate whether to forgive him in advance?But after thinking about it, if he is really so ambiguous, how can he be worthy of her entrustment in his future life? !Deep in it, for the first time, Mo Wan felt that making a decision was more difficult than asking her to go up the mountain of swords and into the sea of ​​fire.

Having already left the bedside with the child in her arms, Mo Wan sighed and turned around again. Just as she took a step, there was a slight sound of the door opening, accompanied by a strong fragrance of lilies.

No need to look back, Mo Wan also knew that he was back, the drooping corners of her lips raised unconsciously, and buried her head in front of the baby's chest, Mo Wan suddenly had the urge to cheer happily.

The same is true for Yan Qingyu, even if Mo Wan is indifferent to him, he would use his hot face to stick her cold butt from time to time, but as long as he sees her, his heart will be inexplicable Calm, even if she doesn't appreciate it, but when he comes back every day, as long as he is free, he is still used to bring her a small gift, sometimes a bunch of flowers, sometimes a bunch of sticky rice and candied haws, sometimes a little strange gadget , Occasionally he would order a limited number of leather bags and clothes for her. Even if she didn't accept it, he was still very happy thinking that everything she saw every day was full of his heart.

He wants to occupy all her senses, so that no matter what she is doing, there will be his shadow!

Stepping forward, Yan Qingyu handed her flowers and greeted her habitually: "Night..."

He gave her roses a few times in succession, only to get her a disdainful 'enough' in exchange for it. After that time, when choosing flowers, he began to change varieties to please her, for fear that she would get bored.

Turning around quickly, her eyes met, not knowing why, Yan Qingyu was on the spot instantly, and this night, Xu's waiting mood wore away her pride, and she looked up at him for a moment, Mo Wangang wanted to Stretching out his hand, a familiar ringtone of the mobile phone suddenly rang, pushing the baby into Yan Qingyu's arms, Mo Wan took out the mobile phone, looked at it, pressed the answer button, then turned and walked towards the bathroom:
"Hey...it's me!"

Holding the child and looking at her eagerly, Yan Qingyu had no choice but to put the flowers on the side cabinet again.

The door of the bathroom was closed suddenly, and there seemed to be faint laughter. He raised his eyes and glanced at the clock on the wall, counting the minutes and seconds, Yan Qingyu couldn't help but frown slightly.

Finally, 15 minutes later, Mo Wan came out of the bathroom with a smile on her face.

Walking to Yan Qingyu's side, Mo Wan reached out and took the child, and unconsciously smiled back at him.But Yan Qingyu's heart sank to the bottom in an instant.

Whose phone call will make her chat for so long, and still be so happy? !

There was a flurry of beats in his heart, and Yan Qingyu's deep eyes squeezed out a faint light.

Just as I was about to ask, there was a slight knock on the door, and then a maid walked in: "Master, Miss Fang, dinner is ready...you can start dinner!"

"Okay, got it, thank you!"

In a good mood, Mo Wan finished replying, helped the child pull up the slightly wrinkled clothes, and walked towards the door.Halfway through the walk, I suddenly realized that it was too quiet behind me, turned around, looked at the dazed man behind me, and then asked:
"Aren't you going down?"

In the past, Mo Wan would never say these words, but today, strangely, she just wanted to take the initiative to show his favor to him, and by the time she realized it, the words had already been spoken.

I don't know why Mo Wan was in a good mood because after waiting for him to come back, she thought it was the phone call just now that affected her, and even made her so abnormal that she took the initiative to talk to him. But his face seemed to be covered with a layer of frost, and the whole liver and intestines were instantly condensed together:
Who the hell got the phone call to make her like this? !
All night, Yan Qingyu was deeply entangled with this question, and he didn't know what to eat.Every time he catches a glimpse of the woman next to him having fun with the baby and eating with gusto, he feels like his stomach is about to sag!

Her eyes wandered unconsciously on Mo Wan's face, and she smiled like nothing, but it was like a needle piercing his heart.

Subconsciously, Yan Qingyu had a deep premonition: his woman... was hooked!

That night, Yan Qingyu stared coldly at Mo Wan, and didn't even go to the study, as if he wanted to see her through.And Mo Wan, who didn't know about Yan Qingyu's psychological changes, saw that he was willing to put down his official duties to watch her play with the child, she was so happy, she didn't mind his concentration, and even laughed out loud with the child to get his attention , but he didn't know that his obvious relief and goodwill reflected in his eyes... completely turned into... worse!
Looking at her smiling face, Yan Qingyu felt extremely angry, but this day, no matter how unhappy he was, Yan Qingyu didn't say anything, didn't ask anything, and when the child fell asleep, he turned around and went back to the room.

Soaking in the jacuzzi, he took one cigarette after another, his brows were tightly furrowed, and it was difficult to relax.

(End of this chapter)