marriage to pregnancy

Chapter 133
Even though there was an unpleasant episode, the moment she walked out of the CEO's office, Song Fangfei's heart was peaceful, for nothing but Yan Qingyu's last 'concerned' hug.

She kept sending Song Fangfei out of the door. Along the way, holding Yan Qingyu's arm, Song Fangfei was full of elation, but she didn't know that the reason why Yan Qingyu insisted on sending her was not her self-imagined 'worrying about her', but It was 'afraid she would turn back halfway'.It took so much hard work to get to this step, and he didn't want to lose all his previous efforts at the last moment.

Seeing Song Fangfei get into the car, and patiently comforting her, Yan Qingyu hurried back after watching her leave.

Holding his breath, he rushed back to the room, Yan Qingyu pushed open the door suddenly, and saw Mo Wan standing at the door, his slightly tired face was pale and ugly, gloomy, and when he saw him, he didn't show any expression, his whole body They all seemed to be covered with a layer of frost, with their arms slightly folded and their sleeves pulled, as if they were about to leave.

"Night--"

Taking a step forward, Yan Qingyu stared at her affectionately, whispered apologetically, and wanted to explain, but didn't know how to speak for a while, so he raised his hand subconsciously, and reached for her uncomfortably complexioned face.

One sideways avoided his touch, obviously very painful and very angry, but at this moment, she couldn't even get angry anymore, she just instinctively kept a distance from him.

Knowing that after going through all this, she must feel uncomfortable. Similarly, Yan Qingyu's heart is not feeling well. Seeing her reaction like this, she has a lot of thoughts. She doesn't know where to start. She just feels wronged. She finally searched for a long time before she came up with a few words:

"Thank you…"

Raising her eyes, she took a deep glance at Yan Qingyu, the corners of Mo Wan's lips twitched in a half-smile, and then, a faint voice sounded extremely indifferent:

"Don't ask me why I did this... because I don't know! But I'm sure, in this life, I will never... do it a second time!"

The complicated feelings in my heart couldn't be explained. After speaking, Mo Wan walked towards the door.

She didn't ask anything?Not angry either?
Mo Wan's calm reaction was not only strange, but also unexpected!Yan Qingyu was suddenly very nervous, turned around, and grabbed her arm:

"Night--"

Raising his hand to shake off Yan Qingyu's arm, the chill in Mo Wan's eyes seemed to condense into frost in an instant:

"What do you want to do again? Yan Qingyu, human patience has a limit! From now on, don't touch me again! I've had enough! You don't lack women, let alone children! Tianze is mine! I'm alone Yes! Perhaps, from the very beginning, I was wrong! Whether I chose Xincheng or a person, perhaps, it is a thousand times better than now! At least, I will not be like now... as if living in the dark Rats in the house...I just want a home, a complete home!"

The past is so vivid, thinking back, Mo Wan still couldn't help the bitterness, sobbed for a while, and then continued:

"If you still want to blackmail me with your child, then we'll hand it over to the court! I don't owe you anything! Never... never!"

After making up her mind to completely get rid of this deadlock, even though she wanted a child very much, Mo Wan decided to show her cards directly, but, after all, he was her first man and the only man, and now she wanted to break up completely. My heart was still bleeding.

Can't help but burst into tears.

And listening to her words, Yan Qingyu's face turned pale.He absolutely did not expect that she suddenly seemed to be a different person, so decisive and indifferent that it was difficult for him to adapt.

Especially when he heard the last sentence, Yan Qingyu was shocked.

If she doesn't even care about the child, what else can keep her?

Wiping away the tears from the corners of her eyes, Mo Wan gave him one last look: "I will take the child and leave, you can pretend that nothing...has never happened!"

It was an extremely gentle sentence, but Mo Wan seemed to spend all her life in saying it.She knew what this meant - from now on, they would never cross each other, and never meet again.

After finishing speaking, Mo Wan turned around resolutely, and a clanging force came from behind her: "I don't agree!"

Before thinking about it, Yan Qingyu had already sworn an oath, stepped forward, grabbed Mo Wan's arm, and pulled her, Yan Qingyu's powerful arms were tightly wrapped around her body, staring at her intently, Yan Qing Yu repeated word by word seriously:
"I-no-agree-agree! Unless I die, you don't want to leave me! Son, I want it! You, I want it too!"

As if afraid that she would run away, Yan Qingyu's steel-like arms became tighter and tighter, and there was only one strong thought in his mind:

Can't let her go, absolutely can't let her go!
"Yan Qingyu! Hehe! Don't go too far! Who are you to me? What right do you have to disagree? Have I sold it to you?! What right do you have to prevent me from leaving? Let me go! Let me go !"

Frustrated by his strength, struggling, Mo Wan raised her hand and threw it at him.

During this period of time being bored at home and entangled in trivial matters, she had almost forgotten that there was Song Fangfei between the two of them. If it wasn't for today's scene, she really wanted to be content with the status quo, and might procrastinate indefinitely up.

She has never been a master of self-deception, but because of him, she is inexplicably...willing to be 'confused' time and time again.

She is so stupid!Stupid stupid!
In today's world, no matter how stupid people are, they should wake up!Could it be that he still wants to occupy her and make her hide in the closet again and again?

"Whether you like it or not, no matter what the reason is, you just can't leave me! You can hate me for the rest of your life, but I will never let you leave me!"

Putting his hands on Mo Wan's shoulders, Yan Qingyu swore loudly that she and the child are the only things he has in this life, and he cannot lose them.

But he knew that she wouldn't listen to how much he explained at this time, so he didn't explain, but planned to keep her first. After all, Song Fangfei's matter was not a problem at all. Come down, he doesn't need any more explanations at all, what he needs now is time, and time will prove that, except for the time when he couldn't help himself, he has never betrayed her, and he firmly believes that one day, she will feel , he is sincere to her, 100% sincere, but life is not always satisfactory.His life is not only about her, but also about his career, and many other unexplainable things.

Yan Qingyu carefully calculated and considered everything, but he didn't expect that the relationship between the two was far more than a simple emotional entanglement, let alone that Mo Wan, like him, was a person who could distinguish love and hate to the extreme. There is also a bottom line that she cares about and can't touch. Once she touches it, the consequence is likely to be...the death of jade and stone.

Unfortunately, when he realized it, it was too late.In fact, many times, the helplessness in life is often not out of intention, or it is a coincidence, or a mistake, but in the end, there is often only... a sigh!
***
Staring at Yan Qingyu like a ghost, Mo Wan really couldn't laugh or cry.Why is this scoundrel like a dog's skin plaster, more difficult to deal with than a brat, cooperating with her, and even clinging to her, even if you shake her, you won't be able to get rid of it?

His face flushed with anger, Mo Wan kicked and hit him with hands and feet:

"Crazy! Crazy! Let me go! I can't communicate with you! Restricting other people's personal freedom is against the law! If you don't let go, I'm going to call you, I'm going to sue you! Sue you—"

Turning from embarrassment into anger, she pushed the man in front of her away with all her strength, and glared at him angrily with her bright eyes. Mo Wan stomped heavily, shook her hands, and turned to walk towards the door.

"If you dare to take a step out of here, don't even think about seeing your son again!" Yan Qingyu's eyes darkened, but Yan Qingyu didn't catch up, and said indifferently, he had to take out the last trump card.

After the hand holding the door paused, Mo Wan immediately gritted her teeth angrily, turned her head, and her angry eyes wanted to tear him alive.

The four eyes met, even though there was a distance, Yan Qingyu could clearly feel the anger emanating from her body, but there was no compromise in the bottom of her deep eyes, and after a while, her firm voice pressed on while the iron was hot:

"I'm not kidding!...Come here!"

Frowning tightly, Mo Wan's steps hesitated for a moment, without moving her toes, she raised her eyes and glared at Yan Qingyu. In the end, Mo Wan suddenly turned around, opened the door, and walked out without looking back. With a bit of backbone, he slammed the door shut with a 'bang'.

She bet, bet he wouldn't be so cold-blooded!

There was a slight tremor in the room, and in a blink of an eye there was tranquility. Yan Qingyu squinted his eyes, and Yan Qingyu's stern face instantly condensed into frost. He clenched his drooping fists and turned around. In seconds, piles of documents were swept to the ground like a gust of wind passing by!

****
Afraid that she would regret it, Mo Wan didn't even dare to take breath, rushed out of the bank in one breath, flagged a taxi with her hand, and jumped into it, her heart still beating wildly uncontrollably.

A moment later, she slumped on the back seat like a deflated ball.Even she herself didn't expect that she could be so decisive!Thinking of everything just now, she still seemed to be dreaming. She couldn't believe it. She raised her hand and patted her cheek hard. In the rearview mirror, the driver gave her a rather surprised stare.

"Miss, where are you going?!"

Everywhere at the red lights at the intersection, the driver asked aloud, and suddenly came back to his senses, Mo Wan was stunned, but reported his home address.

The car started slowly, and she became entangled again. Did she really care about the child?Hesitating and feeling distressed, Slimyao finally decided to go home and take the child away, and turned the car around at the next intersection.

When she got home, Mo Wan went straight to the baby's room. As soon as she saw the door, she saw the servant making up the crib, but the child was nowhere to be seen. Her heart skipped a beat. With a few strides, Mo Wan rushed over and grabbed the servant. Human Arm:
"Where's Tian Ze?!"

"Miss Fang? Don't you know? The young master called just now and said that there was something wrong and asked to take the young master to him. Aunt Li cleaned up and took the child out. She just left for a while... ..”

"what?"

I didn't expect him to move so fast, it seems that this time he also made a real move!Muttering, Mo Wan turned around and ran out again.Chasing along the direction to the company, after 10 minutes, not even seeing a familiar car, Mo Wan stepped down decadently and chose to give up.

If he insists on not letting her see the child, even if she chases him to the company, he still has plenty of ways to prevent her from doing so.

Really, what is she worried about?He is the child's biological father, so she is afraid that he will abuse him?Although he is not very close to his son at ordinary times, she can feel that he loves this child!
Not wanting to be blackmailed by him for the rest of his life, Mo Wan gritted his teeth and went home after figuring it out.

***
I haven't been back to Xia's house for a long time, and the feeling of home is still the same when I enter the door. It's not cold, but it can't be called warm either.

Uncle Liu is still taking care of the house. Every time she comes back, Mo Wan always has a strange feeling, as if Uncle Liu is her biological father. When she sits in the living room and sees Uncle Liu, she starts ordering the servants to prepare delicious food for her. A trace of sweet satisfaction can't help welling up in my heart.

"Uncle Liu, Daddy...is he on a business trip again?"

Knowing that although his father is inconvenient, the days at home a year are numbered. At this moment, without seeing his old man, Mo Wan's heart still feels empty, as if a big piece is missing.

"The case of the Southeast Asia exclusive shipping right is at the most critical time, the master is worried about other people going...Miss, why did you come back without saying hello in advance? Could it be...I have a conflict with Young Master Yan!"

After all, Jiang is old and spicy. At a glance, Uncle Liu saw the strangeness in Mo Wan's eyes.

"How can there be? Uncle Liu, don't you always think of the worst! I... you are not happy that I come back to see you? I just want to give you and Daddy a surprise, and also give myself a vacation. I just want to come back for a few days God, you don't welcome me!"

Picking up an orange and peeling it, Mo Wan casually stuffed a piece into her mouth, stood up, coquettishly took the arm of Butler Liu, and handed over a piece, the childish ease flashed away on her face with a forced smile.

She didn't understand why many times, she felt that Uncle Liu was more like her father. All along, Uncle Liu cared about her the most and loved her the most. She could also get close to him and act like a baby without any scruples. At the same time, she dared not, and she was obviously much more cautious.

"This is your home, Miss. You can come back anytime you want! You still remember Uncle Liu's old bones, and Uncle Liu is too happy! I asked the servant to stew bird's nest and dessert for you. You drink first, and I will Tell someone to tidy up your room..."

It is said that the daughter is a caring little padded jacket, chewing the citrus in his mouth, Uncle Liu is sweet from his mouth to his heart.Miss is really a very kind and well-behaved daughter. When she was a child, she played by herself, and screamed out of fear from the earthworms on the ground after the rain, but she still refused to allow the servants to trample her to death. Instead, she chose to take a detour. He was still puzzled, why The master just can't see her goodness, and he watched her grow up since he was a child, and he will feel sorry for her unconsciously, and wants to take good care of her, and watch her smile for the rest of his life.

***
After a comfortable meal at home, and returning to a familiar room, facing the quiet room alone, Mo Wan's heart began to be in a trance and involuntarily.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, she can't help but think:

'Is the baby ready?If you don't see her, will you miss her?Will you cry?Is he okay? !are you asleep?Has anyone wiped his drool?Is there anyone who plays with him and sings lullabies to lull him to sleep? '

The brain is full of all kinds of problems that children may have, and Mo Wan is so entangled that he can't sit still.

In fact, she knew very well that even without her, there are so many professional servants at home, they would definitely be able to take good care of him, but she just couldn't rest assured, she just felt that something was wrong, her heart was in a trance, and suddenly, As if she had been hollowed out, she just couldn't settle down and sat on the bed for more than an hour before Mo Wan sighed and walked listlessly to the bathroom.

The moment Mo Wan walked out of the bank, Yan Qingyu had already sensed that she might leave.Even though he was mentally prepared, even if he brought the child out in advance, when he got home and didn't see her figure, his heart seemed to be gouged out.

Knowing that she was serious about fighting him this time, Yan Qingyu also had a clearer understanding when he was nervous: he might lose her at any time.

And this realization made him restless.He personally ran to a private apartment to bring the child back, but this night, he left the child in his bedroom. As far as he can remember, he has never been alone with the baby for such a long time. I don’t know if it is because of perception Because of the absence of Mummy, the child kept crying that night until twelve o'clock, when he fell asleep with a hoarse voice and sobbing. Even if he stared at all the servants, it still couldn't offset his unforgettable pain. .

Looking at the fragile little life in his arms, while being satisfied, Yan Qingyu was also extremely sad. He was as reluctant as Mo Wan, and he didn't want his precious son to be hurt. However, he is the only one left in his hands now. He had no choice but to do this again.

If he doesn't make up his mind this time, he is afraid that one day, with a careless negligence, Mo Wan will leave him.He had to make her understand that as long as she left him, she would never see the child again. Only in this way would she and the child stay by his side forever.He knew that he was very selfish and would hurt her, but these were only temporary. In the future, he would spend his whole life making up for her.

This night, Yan Qingyu watched the child after two o'clock before sleeping on the sofa with his clothes on.And Mo Wan, who was also tossing and turning, got out of bed no less than ten times a night, either going to sleep by the window for a long time, or pacing back and forth restlessly, often repeating the same thing over and over again.

The same night, the same starry sky, two equally proud people, and the same days and years, this night, both of them struggled through the torment of dire straits.

***
After surviving the most difficult night, the next day, when Mo Wan woke up, her whole body was haggard, lying on the bed, thinking of her child and crying silently, she really overestimated her own endurance .Even though she kept reassuring her that the baby was being taken care of well and there was nothing to worry about, she couldn't control her thoughts.

In just one night, it was as if she had been tortured in room 36. She couldn't stand it any longer. Mo Wan couldn't imagine what she would do in the days to come.

Similarly, Yan Qingyu was not having a good time. Early the next morning, there was an extra crib in the room, and he was so gloomy and cold that he could be frostbitten a thousand meters away.

Lying on the bed in a daze, as if his soul had been ripped out and only an empty shell was left, looking up at the ceiling, Mo Wan suddenly had the illusion of lifelessness.

I don't know how long it took, but suddenly thought of something and got out of bed, hurriedly washed and went downstairs, grabbed two slices of bread, Mo Wan hurried out the door.

Went straight to the law firm, had a consultation, and waited for more than an hour to make an appointment with the best lawyer. Mo Wan then explained her situation in detail, adding everything in order to avoid missing something. The process, and the reason for the separation, summed up in a sentence of emotional compatibility or disagreement, Mo Wan put it all on the table, and after speaking, asked with eager eyes:
"Lawyer Zi, in my situation, if I go to court, can I earn back the custody of the child?"

Pointing at the pen in his hand, the sharp and upright man looked up at her:
"Miss Fang, to tell you the truth, according to the situation you have described so far... there are certain difficulties. Originally, the child is still young and has just been weaned. As a mother, the chances of winning the custody right are very high! But your case, Some things are special, one, you are not married, you are unmarried and conceived first, you are the one who is in favor of the custody of the child, but now the situation is that the child is not with you, just by your words, you can say that the child was born by you, It is more beneficial to be by your side, and the court will not believe it! OK, even if you can do a DNA paternity test, but first, you have to provide evidence that you have been with your child for a year. An excuse, such as voluntarily giving up child custody for money, or accusing you of being obsessed with memory and having mental problems, you will immediately be unable to explain it. You are not sure if your child has not settled down. Now, it is equivalent to even the reality of your child’s existence. You can’t even provide strong evidence. I’ll just grab two of your dictation alone, and the chances of winning this case are slim. A lawsuit requires witnesses, physical evidence, and physical evidence. If you can’t produce, personal evidence... According to you I am afraid that you cannot control the testimony of most people, and the validity of the testimony of your relatives is limited, but the rich man you mentioned, with various witnesses, you are sure you can turn his servants into yours By the way, you haven’t mentioned the identity of this mysterious rich man. If it’s just ordinary rich, you might be able to exploit a loophole. Character, I advise you to think twice before acting... It's not that I underestimate your strength, but there is a saying that is true, money can turn ghosts, if you have manpower and material resources, such a lawsuit will not only win The hope is slim, procrastination can also drag down the weaker party... Therefore, in such a situation, we do not recommend that the parties confront each other in court, and hope that you can reconcile in private..."

The lawyer's words were tantamount to a death sentence for Mo Wan. The reason why she didn't dare to reveal Yan Qingyu's identity was because she was afraid that he might be afraid to speak up. At this moment, she just felt that her world was about to end.A black light flashed in front of her eyes, and Mo Wan subconsciously closed her eyes, raised her hand and frowned.

Is there any justice in this world? Is she really no match for him?The law of the jungle, the law of the jungle!At this moment, she felt the cruelty of these four words.

Seeing that Mo Wan was silent, and his expression seemed to be in pain, the lawyer shook his head helplessly, then took a business card on the table and handed it over:

"Miss Fang, this is my business card. If you really want to go this way, I will try my best to help you, or if you need me to send a lawyer's letter on your behalf and mediate privately, it is also possible... but you have to do it It is good to be prepared for a long battle, a lawsuit that lasts for several years, often..."

Opening her eyes, Mo Wan smiled bitterly, and reached out to take it: "Thank you, Lawyer Zi!"

Although she was holding the business card, Mo Wan had already given up halfway in her heart. Putting the business card in her bag, she already had the intention of getting up and leaving.

"By the way, Miss Fang, I don't know that the rich man you want to fight for custody is..."

Pushing down the chair and looking at the curious lawyer, Mo Wan said three words weakly: "Yan...Yan Qingyu!"

The faint voice was extremely soft, but Mo Wan saw the obvious change in the lawyer's face. Sure enough, as soon as she got up, the lawyer's self-slapping words of repentance rang out:
"That... Fang... Ms. Fang... I think you should give up on this case! I... have been squeezed in a lot of cases recently, and it has been scheduled for half a year. If you want to fight, you must be mentally prepared!"

It's completely different from the eloquence just now, Mo Wan's mouth couldn't help but a mocking smile, he didn't expect that she just mentioned his name, and he stuttered in fear, luckily he is still a famous barrister, look Looking at him, Mo Wan wanted to bump her head to death, but in the end she just pursed her lips in dissatisfaction:
"I see, thank you, Lawyer Zi, for reminding me!"

After speaking, Mo Wan turned and walked out.

He didn't give up directly, unwillingly, Mo Wan went to several large law firms, but the conclusions he got were similar.In the last two times, Mo Wan didn't even describe the incident, and directly said that she wanted to sue Yan Qingyu for cheating her feelings and robbing her of her child, and received a lot of people who regarded her as crazy, as if she was the villain who first sued her. The crime is very common, and what's more, she directly said that she suffered from "persecution delusion", and Yan Qingyu might not even want it when it was delivered to her door. She suggested that she go to a doctor, and she was so angry that she almost didn't kill on the spot.

It does not make sense!It was obviously that man who bullied her, but when she opened her mouth, everyone rolled their eyes at her, as if she had wronged him for not being able to do so!The moment he walked out of the law firm, Mo Wan was so angry that he wanted to set fire to it!
What kind of world is this!Obviously she is the victim, but in the end, no one upholds justice for her, but still despises her with accusing eyes? ! TNND, who did she provoke, she is more wronged than Dou E, okay?

At this moment, she has no other wish, only hope that Bao Qingtian can be reborn again.

(End of this chapter)