marriage to pregnancy

Chapter 138
Since returning to Yan's house, Mo Wan devoted all her energy to her own company besides her beloved son. She was so busy every day that she didn't have any extra time to think about it.

When getting along with Yan Qingyu, both of them chose to let nature take its course, and neither of them went to the bottom of the matter, and chose to look forward together with aspirations.Even so, strictly speaking, the knot between the two people has not been completely untied. Some things, if they happen, they happen, and it cannot be the same as if they never happened.

Subconsciously, Mo Wan's contribution will be reserved, and even more often, she is deliberately reminding herself not to be wishful thinking, not to care about every detail, because everything is uncertain, and no one knows whether there will be a tomorrow .

And Yan Qingyu was not completely at ease with this stubborn and tenacious woman.For the sake of the child, she can let go of all dignity. Similarly, for the sake of the child, she may be desperate. Therefore, before all the problems are completely solved, Yan Qingyu dare not relax her vigilance. She just secretly pays attention to it. Her actions restricted her freedom of movement with her children.It's not that he doesn't believe her, but he doesn't believe in himself.He was not sure that he could keep this woman, so the child became his indispensable bargaining chip.

Although they didn't say anything about each other's thoughts, they both knew each other well. Therefore, neither of them asked more questions, and neither of them explained. Under such an extremely delicate relationship, they just muddled along.

Coincidentally, both of them clearly realized that the key to the problem between them was Song Fangfei, the child in her belly!Subconsciously, Mo Wan also extended the time of the final decision to her birth date...

Yan Qingyu clarified more than once, and slowly, Mo Wan began to believe that maybe, he really never touched her!After all, he didn't admit to their child, but she didn't do anything later, but he accepted it, and he didn't even question it.She still doesn't understand why he is so sure that Song Fangfei's child is not his?Unless, as he said, he never touched her at all?
Even with this, she has doubts, but if a woman dares to use other people's children to rely on him, she can't believe it.

Who is Yan Qingyu? !He has always been allowed to set fires, and others are not allowed to light lamps!He is ruthless and ruthless, and will never allow this kind of thing to happen to him. Moreover, Song Fangfei has been with him for so long, how could she not understand his temper, and it is clear that paper can't cover fire by taking such a risk stupid thing?
Even though he was full of doubts in his heart, unless he took the initiative to mention it, Mo Wan never asked.Song Fangfei, these three words are the wounds she doesn't want to touch, vaguely, perhaps, she is afraid too!
After returning, due to physical reasons, although the two shared the same bed, Yan Qingyu never touched Mo Wan.

For a period of time, the two got along fairly harmoniously, and both of them knew how to restrain themselves.It's just that Mo Wan clearly felt that recently, Yan Qingyu answered the phone more and more frequently, and most of them were from Song Fangfei!
The most impressive time was that he had a social event and came back to change his clothes. It only took an hour. Song Fangfei called at least five times. Yan Qingyu barely managed the first two times. He got on the phone and startled her.

Vaguely, the uneasy lump in Mo Wan's heart grew bigger and bigger.

She was very uncomfortable, but she endured it all the time, never got angry, and didn't say anything.After all, in this embarrassing period, she didn't know if she still had that qualification.

It's just that she didn't know, subtly, she still couldn't hide her thoughts on her face.

It even seems to be suffering from 'telephone syndrome'. Every time Yan Qingyu's cell phone rings, her body will become stiff, and she will stop her hands unconsciously, prick her ears, and even the peripheral vision from the corners of her eyes will It will all be fixed on him.

But Yan Qingyu had already taken these too clear reactions into his eyes.Just because he didn't point it out doesn't mean he doesn't know.

But what Mo Wan didn't know was that most of Yan Qingyu's kindness towards Song Fangfei these days was because he wanted to see her caring reaction, and deliberately teased her.

Although every time she reacts with slight displeasure, only at this time can Yan Qingyu truly feel that he still occupies a certain place in her heart!Only at this time can he comfort himself that she stayed, not entirely because of their beloved son, but also because of him.

Just thinking about it will make his heart flutter.

***
The time on Friday is always very exciting, and it goes by very fast.

On this day, Yan Qingyu turned down all the invitations and returned home early, thinking about eating, chatting, playing with his beloved woman and children, and relaxing for a night.

Returning home full of expectations, Yan Qingyu went straight to the baby's room. As a result, as soon as he entered the door, he saw the servant coaxing the child to play on the carpet, while Mo Wan was talking on the phone on the other side of the sofa, without deliberately When I went to inquire, I could vaguely hear that the dispute seemed to be about business affairs.

Seeing that she was actually busier than himself, Yan Qingyu squatted directly beside the carpet, holding his son with both hands, and guiding him to walk towards him step by step.I don't know how many times I walked back and forth, stopping and stopping. Seeing the time passing by, more than half an hour was gone, and Mo Wan was still going on, raising her eyes to glance at her from time to time, Yan Qingyu's heart Most of the good plan disappeared immediately.

I don't know which employee who is not good at handling affairs takes up so much extra rest time by procrastinating?If it was him, I would be too lazy to direct from the air, so I must have fired him on the spot!

Waiting impatiently, Yan Qingyu let out a long and leisurely sigh.

Playing with his son with a toy for a while, he raised his eyes and saw that Mo Wan finally hung up the phone and got up. Yan Qingyu was about to say something when he saw the baby accidentally fell to the ground with his ass, followed by Just a burst of wailing.

Seeing this, Yan Qingyu was about to bend over, but saw that Mo Wan had hugged the child before, gave him a blank look, and carried the child to the birdcage by the windowsill:

"Be good, baby, it won't hurt if you rub it... Mommy rubs the baby, let's see the parrot... the green parrot, Godsend's favorite parrot, very cute, isn't it, come... stretch out your hand and touch... ah! Yes! Bite..."

Mo Wan hugged the child with one hand, and grabbed the child's little hand with the other, stretching forward for a while, shrinking back for a while, and after a while, the child with tears still on his face giggled.

Looking at the two people having a great time at one end, Yan Qingyu was both happy and disappointed. Suddenly, he had a strange thought, and a trace of regret flashed away in his heart:
'Really!He shouldn't have had a baby so early!Look at her, he has been in the door for more than an hour, and she didn't even look at him!I really miss every late night, the beauty that filled her pupils with him...'

But this kind of thought is only a momentary thing!After a while, seeing his son dancing happily, Yan Qingyu still raised the corners of his lips, suppressing the unhappiness of being left out in the bottom of his heart, he raised his foot, and Yan Qingyu walked up:

"Night, tomorrow weekend, let's go to Qingshan Park for a walk, have fun, live a two-person world, and stop by for lunch, okay?"

Standing behind Mo Wan, Yan Qingyu whispered softly, still sketching a beautiful plan for tomorrow in his mind.

Unfortunately, when Yan Qingyu was talking, the baby didn't know whether he was choking on the air or because he was having too much fun, so he couldn't catch his breath and coughed non-stop. Mo Wan, who patted his precious son, didn't listen to Yan Qingyu's words at all, but he heard the last two words clearly. When the child stopped coughing, Mo Wan looked back and asked with some confusion in his eyes:

"By the way, what did you just say?!"

Hearing this, Yan Qingyu's good hopes were instantly shattered. With his face down, Yan Qingyu turned around and walked back, so angry that his internal organs were about to vomit blood!Can this damned woman ignore her more completely?What a waste of his hard work!
The more he thought about it, the more angry he became, Yan Qingyu was about to explode with anger!

Staring wide-eyed, Mo Wan was still foolishly waiting for his reply, when he suddenly turned around without saying a word, Mo Wan knew that her negligence had offended him again!
Seeing him walking towards the door with childish stomping steps, Mo Wan snorted lightly, and then chased after him with the child in his arms:
"Yan—"

Suddenly, a familiar cell phone rang. Five steps away, the two stopped at the same time and took out their cell phones. Yan Qingyu became more and more irritable. Suddenly calmed down, facing the phone, pressed the answer button:
"Hey, Feifei..."

Inertly, the smile on Mo Wan's face froze instantly, and a trace of darkness flashed away from the bottom of her clear eyes.

"Well...I miss you too...tonight? I'm free...."

"06:30, Cardi's Restaurant....um, ok..."

"..."

Song Fangfei's voice couldn't be heard clearly, but Yan Qingyu's voice was deliberately loud, and it was impossible for Mo Wan to miss a word.Relying on the scattered fragments, Mo Wan can probably guess the content of the conversation between the two, and there is a sore pain in his heart. Seeing him flirting with Song Fangfei so unscrupulously in front of her, the original intention of wanting to coax him Mo Wan was also pressed back in an instant.

After closing the phone, Yan Qingyu gave Mo Wan a meaningful look, then walked towards the door, but deliberately slowed down his pace. In fact, in his heart, he was looking forward to Mo Wan asking to stay or question...

Without looking back, he involuntarily pricked up his sensitive ears, but behind his back, Mo Wan looked at his reaction and was so sad that he was about to cry.

He walked all the way to the door, but he didn't get the answer he wanted. In a moment of anger, Yan Qingyu stepped up and walked out, and slammed the door with a bang. Mo Wan's eyes began to spin behind him...

If she was willing to speak, even if it was just calling out, maybe he would not leave indignantly; if he was willing to look back, even if it was just a glance, maybe he would not slam the door and leave without hesitation. .However, there are no ifs in life, but there are too many helpless passing by!

No one expected that this time, the unintentional anger caused harm to the two of them, which is irreparable in this life!In many cases, loving too deeply will hurt each other no less than...not loving.

Rushing downstairs and starting the car, Yan Qingyu cursed angrily, then picked up the phone:
"Ken...six forty, old rules..."

****
Estimating the time, Yan Qingyu drove for a while to calm down the anger in his heart, and then drove to Caddy's restaurant.

When he arrived at the door, from a distance, Yan Qingyu saw a gorgeous woman combing her temples under the protruding eaves facing the glass window of the door.Seeing Song Fangfei wearing a loose A-line fashion leopard fur, matched with a black leather skirt, stockings, white low-heeled high-heeled shoes, with heavy makeup still on her face, she raised her feet and stepped forward, Yan Qingyu's icy lips gently Ticked:

It seems that pregnancy can't stop her love of beauty!He just didn't know which adulterer the evil seed in his stomach belonged to?I don't know, maybe even she herself doesn't know!

The perception of everything in the world, whether you use your heart or not, really makes a difference in judgment.Love is like a career, it needs to be carefully managed, and judging people is like a decision, and it also needs to be carefully considered. Without correct and rational evaluation, the career will not succeed, and love is probably the same!
"Feifei...have been here for a long time? Why don't you go in?!"

Going forward and saying hello, Yan Qingyu's voice was still not salty, but in Song Fangfei's ears, there was absolutely no lack of tenderness and concern besides a gentleman.

"Just came here for a while...wait outside, I can see you sooner..."

I don't know when it started, Song Fangfei was like a hedgehog whose thorns had been pulled out, and the arrogance on her body was swept away. At this moment, staring at the man in front of her, her tenderness was no less than that of the character she starred in. The little daughter-in-law of a bitter drama.

"Well, let's go!"

Nodding, gently supporting Song Fangfei, Yan Qingyu guided her into the house.

Finding a seat by the window, the two sat down, took the menu, and Yan Qingyu handed it up: "What do you want to eat?"

"One colorful roll with avocado and eel, one steamed dumpling with cornmeal, one with vegetarian cabbage, and one more jujube soup..." After ordering her favorite food, Song Fangfei handed back the menu with a smile on her face, and returned the menu. Do not forget etiquette:

"thanks…"

After finishing speaking, she turned her gaze back to the opposite side. Song Fangfei's heart was about to blossom. She thought she would have to find many excuses to ask him out, but she didn't expect that today would be a smooth day. She couldn't help crossing her hands secretly under the table, and Song Fangfei prayed secretly I have been lucky, raised my eyes, and said something when I remembered something:

"I heard that the spicy duck head here is a must, but unfortunately I can't eat it... Would you like to try it?"

"Hmm... that's fine, let's have one! One oyster sauce king oyster mushroom! A bottle of beer... Would you like some milk or something?"

After ordering, Yan Qingyu asked attentively.

As soon as he said this, Song Fangfei was so moved that she almost burst into tears. There was nothing, she would be happier than knowing that he cared about her. She shook her head slightly, and she took a sip of the warm water at the table, squinting excitedly. eyeballed:
"That's enough... I'll just drink jujube soup... You have to eat more, help me solve a little more, we can't waste it..."

After a while, the waiter first brought drinks, some pre-dinner snacks, some fruit platter, and some exquisite special pastries, pushing the fruit to Song Fangfei's side, Yan Qingyu forked a piece of salty crisp cake, put it in into the mouth.

Seeing his unrestrained appearance and eating deliciously, Song Fangfei also suddenly felt hungry. She picked up a piece of apple and gently put it in her mouth. After a while, she said happily:

"Qingyu, let's have dinner later, let's take a walk along the nearby streets, digest our food, and then go back, shall we?"

Without even raising his eyebrows, Yan Qingyu responded casually: "Well, okay..."

Thinking that Yan Qingyu was in a good mood, so everything was going well for her, Song Fangfei was happier than winning the billionaire lottery, she really wanted to hear his voice, and didn't want to be cold, so she couldn't stop talking and continued to talk about it:
"Qingyu, do you like boys or girls?"

The child in her womb can be chosen. Although she prefers girls, if Yan Qingyu likes boys, she doesn't mind going for him.

"As long as it's my child...it's fine!"

Her heart skipped a beat, Song Fangfei lowered her eyes guiltily, and after a moment of relief, she bit the bullet and continued:

"Then will you like our child? I mean, if Tianze... is with the baby in the future, will you treat him equally, or..."

I always feel that if I don’t continue this topic at this time, there will be problems. Song Fangfei asked a question that is more concerned about her heart, because she prefers girls. Female, make up a happy word 'good'.

But faintly, there is still some traditional cognition of patriarchy in her bones. Most importantly, the son was not born to her. She is afraid that one day in the future, it will affect her life, status, and even everything she owns.

Raising his eyes, he gave Song Fangfei a deep look, and thought for a while. This time, Yan Qingyu didn't deal with it perfunctorily:

"I really want to treat everyone equally, but I'm afraid I won't be able to do it... How can the children born to my beloved woman be the same as other women's..."

Although he didn't point it out, what Yan Qingyu said was [-]% true. The moment he said this, he seemed to suddenly understand the reason why his father's attitude towards him was different from Yan Xincheng's.

Inexplicable emotions surged unconsciously in those deep eyes!If he didn't love his mother, why did he marry her?If married, why can't he take on the responsibility of a husband and father?

No wonder Mommy was warning him before she died, that an irresponsible man is not worthy of a family!It is indeed unworthy, because it will not only hurt women, but also the next generation!In his whole life, he will never forget this bloody lesson, so he will not make the same mistake, even if he didn't like Mo Wan back then, at the moment he agreed to her to give birth to a child, in fact, subconsciously, maybe, He also decided that in this world, there would never be another woman who gave birth to his flesh and blood.

So, from then on, even though he went to the nightclub, he never touched another woman!

The same tragedy, he will not let everything happen to him.If he can't, he won't let it happen.

Seeing Yan Qingyu looking at her eagerly, Song Fangfei was about to go to heaven, indeed, this was the answer she wanted.It's just that, being dazzled by joy, she forgot to confirm who the "beloved woman" in Yan Qingyu's mouth was, and didn't even notice that his words left a lot of space.

"Other woman's...", the implication, and the hint of "not my child", for a noble and selfless person, there is a big difference between blood relationship or not!What's more, he is just a mortal living on earth!

Of course, Song Fangfei didn't know that his eyes that were fixed on her eagerly and remained still for a long time were not because of looking at her, but because... he fell into the contemplation of memories.

"Sir, miss, your dishes are here..."

At this time, the vegetable deliveryman and the waiter came back and forth, and instantly awakened Yan Qingyu, who was deeply in self-pity and grief, straightened up, his eyes suddenly turned cold again.

Immediately, the two began to eat, and no one spoke again.

Scooping up the jujube soup, Song Fangfei took two sweet sips. Just as she picked up the chopsticks, a familiar cell phone rang suddenly. When she raised her eyes, the smile on her face suddenly cracked, and she suddenly lost her appetite. Subconsciously, Song Fangfei put down her chopsticks.

"Ruifeng?"

When Song Fangfei heard that she was Yan Qingyu's friend, Song Fangfei felt a little sad... Nervous eyes fixed on Yan Qingyu's face, for fear that he would abandon her halfway.

"Hmm, ribbon cutting for the opening? Well, okay, I'll go to... Beautiful PUB?!"

"Now? No, I'm having dinner with a friend! I can't go... Yes, it's a female friend, so I'm sure I can't go, OK? It's okay, stop talking..."

"Ruifeng?! Do you want me to take back my decision to attend the ribbon-cutting ceremony? Don't forget that you already have a fiancée. In that kind of place, you'd better take it easy... Be careful... You've committed evil, you can't live."

...

Glancing at Song Fangfei from the corner of his eyes, Yan Qingyu couldn't help but twitched the corner of his mouth slightly. Does he seem to be afraid of her?She's afraid she doesn't have the qualifications yet.

Even if he refuses to have fun now, it is definitely not because of her.At this moment, he suddenly felt that there was a saying that was true, 'To be afraid of your wife is to love your wife'!

"Well, hang up, have fun!"

After hanging up the phone, Yan Qingyu glanced at the phone and picked up the chopsticks again!Six forty-eight?This He Ruifeng is really in a hurry!
But that's good too, when he disturbs it, it seems more realistic and more effective.

"Why don't you eat? The food should be cold in a while!"

Putting some Pleurotus eryngii mushrooms into his mouth, Yan Qingyu ate with relish and urged softly.If she knows how to get together and leave easily, and accept as soon as they see each other, maybe they can really have such a peaceful meal.It's a pity, now, every time he eats with her, he has to do his best... to act with her!
"Well, you eat too..."

Smiling back, Song Fangfei picked up the chopsticks again and added a piece of the spicy duck head that was just served, and put it on the dinner plate in front of Yan Qingyu.

Originally, he was quite interested in this bright red special dish, but at this moment, Yan Qingyu suddenly lost his appetite.I don't know when did he reject her to such an extent?
There was a light 'chick', but Yan Qingyu didn't show it back. He also picked up some Pleurotus eryngii mushrooms for her in response, and took back the chopsticks. The phone number, Yan Qingyu pressed the answer button more easily:
"Ken—"

But this time, Song Fangfei didn't put down her chopsticks, but munched on the delicious food with a full face of confidence.

"Well, Lai Fei's final reconsideration has come? How many major changes have been made? Um... um, is it that serious?"

"Okay, I see, just do as you say! About half an hour, please notify in advance!"

"... "

Vaguely knowing that they were discussing business matters, seeing Yan Qingyu's serious face, Song Fangfei felt a bad premonition spontaneously, and just as Yan Qingyu hung up the phone, she said anxiously:

"What's wrong? Is there something wrong?"

Not shying away from it, Yan Qingyu directly buttoned the loosened suit buttons:
"Well, something happened, I have to go back to the company! Sorry, I can't accompany you anymore, do you want to continue eating? Or follow me to the company first? Wait until the work is over..."

It was not the first time that he fled halfway like this. For the sake of success in the future, Yan Qingyu did a lot of acting the first time. In order to avoid her meal, he spent three hours reading documents in the office.

Sure enough, before he finished speaking, Song Fangfei automatically chose to give up: "Forget it, forget it, there are so many things, so don't waste them, you should be busy!"

Although she was very unhappy, the precedent of the boring waiting still left her with lingering fears. This time, she firmly believed it.

Fiddled with her hair, the dry smile on Song Fangfei's face was obviously insincere, God knows, she was so aggrieved that she was about to explode.She thought that today is her auspicious day, even if the chair is hot, people will still disturb her.

After all, it's still... an evil official business!A man is too idle to be looked down upon, and too busy to be a real headache!Sure enough, the heights are extremely cold.

"Well, I won't be with you anymore. I'll go back to the company to host a review meeting... Take your time!"

Standing up, Yan Qingyu picked up the jacket on one side, and raised his hand to beckon the waiter: "Miss... pay the bill!"

"Hmm...Qingyu..." Looking at the delicious food on the table, Song Fangfei suddenly lost her appetite, and stood up reluctantly.

"What? Did you change your mind... want me to take you for a while?"

He is not afraid of her going back to the company with him. At worst, he will have to review the contract for a few hours. Anyway, he will not be able to handle the official affairs squeezed by his subordinates in a few months. The bank is the most important thing. Even the secret room is more than enough to deal with her!

"I don't want to cause you trouble... I'm just a little bit reluctant... Qingyu..."

Speaking tenderly, Song Fangfei pointed to the corner of her lips, wanting a farewell kiss.

After understanding, after signing the bill, Yan Qingyu lowered his head, but touched her cheek lightly:
"Be obedient... I'll go first! The company is in a hurry, it seems that the two days of rest have gone to waste again..."

Straightened up, lightly shook Song Fangfei's shoulder comfortingly, and muttered something pretending to be regretful and helpless, before Yan Qingyu turned around and left in a hurry.

After getting out of Cardi, Yan Qingyu went straight to the parking lot. Through the glass window, Song Fangfei followed her eyes all the way until she was sure that he was indeed turning in the direction of the company, then she reluctantly retracted and stirred up the jujube soup in front of her...

Such a beautiful and romantic evening, what a pity!

(End of this chapter)