marriage to pregnancy

Chapter 88
It wasn't until his legs became a little numb that Yan Qingyu came back to his senses. As soon as he got up, a stack of books by the bedside entered his field of vision without warning. After a slight pause, he raised his body and pulled it out:

"Forty Weeks of Perfect Pregnancy"

"Baby Parenting for Expectant Mothers"

"On the Importance of Prenatal Education"

……

This is?

One by one, flipping through the covers of the books in his hand, focusing on the bulging belly of the woman above, as if he had received a huge shock suddenly, Yan Qingyu's hands shook a few times suddenly, and his heart felt heavy, deep and incomprehensible His gaze unconsciously turned back to the sleeping woman on the bedside.

After a while, he retracted his gaze, and subconsciously, he had already opened a thin portable notebook on it, and what caught his eyes was a few lines of beautiful handwriting, which was soft and clean by a woman's handwriting.

"In the past, in order to keep fit, even if I didn't like it, I forced myself to drink a bowl of red bean and barley soup every day to eliminate edema. Now I am pregnant, and the barley is cold in nature, so I can't eat it anymore. Suddenly I am not used to it..."

'For a healthy baby, it is worth gaining ten catties, not to mention quitting such a nasty thing! '

'I really want to eat fungus kelp, I really miss the taste of coffee...'

'However, if the baby doesn't like it, mommy doesn't like it either... The baby is more important! '

……

Seeing her mournful words, accompanied by a sound of self-encouragement, or drawing a cheering gesture cutely, or drawing a big crying face mischievously, flipping through the pages, Yan Qingyu's heart is also broken. It's like being hit by something!

I never knew that there are so many taboos in pregnancy, groping for the thick stack of small reminders in my hand, for a moment, Yan Qingyu seemed to feel the grievance in her bones!
This child came too unexpectedly, it was not what she expected at all, and it shouldn't be what she wanted; to be more harsh, because of this child, it even ruined her life's happiness!I didn't expect that she was really so kind, not only did she not have the slightest bit of resentment, but she gave up so many things she liked for the sake of this child? !

child!his child!
His heart suddenly seemed to be filled with something, and Yan Qingyu's hand unconsciously landed on Mo Wan's belly.

***
That night, Yan Qingyu sat by the bed for a long time, his eyes darkened.

The next day, when Mo Wan woke up, Yan Qingyu was no longer in the room.Of course, she didn't know that Yan Qingyu took care of her for a whole night.

As soon as he moved, his body was still a little heavy, and the memories of last night... overwhelmingly flooded into his mind, Mo Wan sat up slowly, threw off the quilt in a panic, lowered his eyes, and touched his stomach.

Following the servant, as soon as Yan Xincheng entered the door, he saw such a scene. In a moment of anxiety, he passed the servant, rushed forward, and stretched out his hand to press her shoulder:

"What are you doing? Don't move! The doctor said you need to rest—"

Raising her eyes in a panic, Mo Wan grabbed his sleeves with confused and helpless hands: "My child...my child!"

"The child is fine! Don't worry! The doctor said that you just moved your fetus and your body is a little weak. Take a good rest for a few days, and you will be fine!"

After explaining, Yan Xincheng felt mixed feelings in his heart, obviously, it was very painful.

Unexpectedly, this is the case, and she still cares so much and is so nervous about the child in her stomach?
Obviously they are a couple in love!Why...why in the end, they can't be together, even the child...isn't the two of them? !At this moment, the hatred in his heart grew wildly like vines after the rain, he hated, he really hated it!
"Really? It's fine, it's fine!"

A heart that was hanging in the air finally fell to the ground, his eyes were downcast, and he murmured as Yan Xincheng pulled his body back to its original position. Mo Wan, who was so absorbed in his belly, didn't notice the strange expression on his face.

Picking up the pillow and placing it behind Mo Wan, Yan Xincheng twitched the corner of his mouth uncontrollably.Looking at the pale and weak sweetheart in front of her, she couldn't help but caressed the crystal clear and fragile face with her rough fingertips:

"Why don't you take good care of yourself? Do you know that last night, I was so scared by you that my heart stopped beating... Promise me that no matter what happens in the future, you will put yourself first, okay? No matter what you are I'm a friend or whatever, if he bullies you again, tell me immediately, let me help you and protect you, huh?!"

His face became hot, and he raised his eyes suddenly, Mo Wan was a little silly when he was frightened by Yan Xincheng's overstepping behavior.In my memory, he has always been sunny and cheerful, like a big boy, warm and refined, no matter what happens, he has always been "peace is the most important", and he is so well-trained that he looks like a temperless smiling Buddha, but this For a moment, his expression was so gloomy and serious...it was strange.

Overnight, Mo Wan only felt that he had grown up and matured!

What happened last night was purely accidental.Although Yan Qingyu is hateful, he won't do anything to her!
Feeling that the behavior of the two of them was inappropriate, a soft little hand was placed on the back of Yan Xincheng's hand. Mo Wan just wanted to explain and pull it down, but before he could say anything, another cold and sinister voice suddenly sounded first:
"Who allowed you to enter my room? Get out!"

With a tremor, Mo Wan threw away Yan Xincheng's hand almost reflexively, and unconsciously moved her body back, instantly opening the distance between the two of them!

Seeing his stinky face, Mo Wanxin almost jumped out of her throat, like a wife who had cheated on her, and was caught by her husband, obviously... Guilty!
Him, why is he still here?

Not wanting to embarrass her, Yan Xincheng immediately stood up: "Rest well, remember what I said!"

After exhorting softly, and giving Yan Qingyu a cold look, Yan Xincheng turned and walked towards the door.Originally, he wanted to say that he would come to see her again when he was free, but after hesitating several times, he still didn't say it.

Seeing the two of them flirting and whispering in front of him, Yan Qingyu felt as if he had eaten a fly in his heart!Isn't this an insult to men?
Anger surged in his heart, but Yan Qingyu suppressed it in a daze, and remained motionless for a long time.

The air in the room seemed to drop below zero in an instant, and the servant walked in tremblingly with the porridge, just about to serve it to Mo Wan, when the angry voice sounded again:

"You go down too!"

After timidly looking at the two of them, the servant trotted out silently.

The door of the room was closed, and in an instant, there were only two heavy breaths entangled in the room, staring at Yan Qingyu, Mo Wan suddenly felt inexplicably nervous, and unconsciously bit her lower lip:
Look at his face... It's cloudy, he won't want to find fault and lose his temper again!

Seeing Yan Qingyu walking towards him, he was confused, his eyes suddenly widened, Mo Wan straightened up, like a threatened animal, all the hairs on his body stood up instinctively.

As soon as Yan Qingyu sat on the side of the bed, she propped up the bed with both hands reflexively, and moved back again and again, until there was no way to retreat, then she shook her little hands and looked straight at him like a moose. :

"You... What are you going to do again? I don't want to... quarrel with you!"

At this time, she really would rather that he never come back.

Seeing this, Yan Qingyu obviously couldn't laugh or cry, but his voice obviously slowed down, "Who said I want to quarrel with you? Why are you so far away from me? Afraid I'll eat you? Come here!"

He didn't go to the company to explain it, Yan Xincheng could see the needles, the ambiguity between the two of them, he saw it in his eyes, and was angry in his heart, but at this moment, his tone was low, but it was faint, even with a little smile , he didn't dare to get angry, but the inviting hand he stretched out carried a bit of inviolability-persecution.

Unable to see through the real emotion in his eyes, Yan Qingyu's uncharacteristically calmness made Mo Wan even more stagnant and did not dare to act rashly:
"What the hell are you doing?"

When she spoke, Mo Wan's voice was submissive unconsciously.Even if he doesn't want to admit it, his innate dignity carries a natural sense of oppression, which makes people look up to, but also makes people breathless.

"Are you going to keep talking to me like this? Are you tired? Come here!"

Glancing at the steaming porridge on the side table, Yan Qingyu stood up abruptly as he reiterated in a low voice.

Thinking that he wanted to use force again, for fear that the accident last night would happen again, Mo Wan sat down, hugged a pillow, and pressed it in front of him, but because of too much movement, he accidentally brushed his forehead, and couldn't help humming softly. said.

Turning his head to look at her, Yan Qingyu twitched his lips and sneered, "Ask for trouble!"

There was a little schadenfreude in the faint voice, and this brisk and dissonant tone almost made Mo Wan's jaw drop from shock:

'There's something wrong with her ears! '

Picking up the porridge, Yan Qingyu turned around and sat back down, scooped up a spoonful, and handed it to her lips with a lack of interest.

She was terrified, but Mo Wan pursed her mouth tightly in fright.She is not dreaming!Why did he wake up like a different person?Do you want it to be so scary?
Afraid that this was the calm before the storm, Mo Wan stammered after a long time: "I... that, I'll do it myself... I'll do it myself!"

It's not that she has broken arms and legs, so...wouldn't it be too scary!
Glancing at her coldly, Yan Qingyu was very displeased with her reaction, the spoon tilted back and forth, and got a little closer:
"Open your mouth! Don't starve my child!"

His tone was still bad, but Mo Wan could really hear his concern, and his heart trembled.

Regardless of whether it was for the child or not, looking at the fragrant porridge in front of her eyes, for a moment, she really had the illusion of being cherished and cared for by others, she withdrew her hand, and slowly opened her mouth.

A peaceful meal, spoon after spoon, Yan Qingyu was very patient and took care of her speed, Mo Wan also ate more unconsciously.

The mouth opened and closed mechanically, and he looked up at him from time to time, feeling sweet in his heart: I didn't expect that he would have such tenderness, he looked serious and charming!

Most of the bowl of porridge was in my stomach, and I couldn't eat any more, so Mo Wan shook her head lightly: "I'm full!"

"So little?" He raised his eyebrows questioningly, but Yan Qingyu put the bowl back.

It was rare to see him talk so easily, and he adjusted his stiff body. Just as Mo Wan wanted to thank her, a pair of warm palms with a slightly rough texture instantly cupped one side of her cheek, rubbing lightly with a touch of touch. All of a sudden, it was exactly the same as Yan Xincheng's action just now, his neck shrank, his heartbeat seemed to miss half a beat, and a bad premonition arose spontaneously:

No, she really guessed it!

Sure enough, in the next second, the rough fingertips pinched her jaw hard!

As if he had never looked at her seriously before, Yan Qingyu's focused gaze suddenly shone brighter than fire.

Her face is round and small, crystal clear, her snowy skin is pink and greasy, her willow eyebrows are dark without sweeping, her pair of clear black eyes are like a clear spring, and she is very agile. Although her small nose bridge is not tall, it is also very cute. , the bright red mouth is slightly pouted, and there is a touch of indescribable sexiness in her cuteness!Her facial features are not particularly outstanding. At first glance, they may not be amazing, but when they are combined together, they seem to have a kind of magical power. The more you look at it, the more you can't help but be fascinated.

The four eyes were facing each other, but Mo Wan was terrified, pursed her mouth, and even her eyes were obviously wandering: What is he going to do?Killing but nodding his head, why did he look at her with such tormenting eyes?
Mo Wan wanted to push him away, but Yan Qingyu suddenly lowered his body and increased the strength of his hand: "I don't like others touching my things, no matter what the reason is!"

Looking up, Mo Wan was visibly startled, and her brows frowned slightly: She is not his property!

But obviously, Yan Qingyu didn't think so:
"It's hard to have both in the world. You should understand the truth that you can't have both fish and bear's paws! Now, I will give you the last chance to choose, be my woman or... start your life again! Chuhe Hanjie, you will only You can take sides! There is no middle ground! Now, tell me yourself, your decision!"

I knew that the relationship between the two brothers was not good, but I didn't expect it to be so 'incompatible'.He was still grateful to him just now, but Pinga's impression points dropped back to zero in an instant.

In fact, he didn't give her a chance to choose at all!He knew that she would not kill the child, otherwise, she would not be in this room today, and she also understood that he was just forcing her to draw a clean line with Yan Xincheng.

However, is it worth giving up everything for a man like him who spends his days and drinks and is merciless?
At this moment, Mo Wan hesitated from the bottom of her heart.

Her hesitation made Yan Qingyu very unhappy, and even for a moment, his heart shrank!
She shouldn't have thought about it for so long!

"Answer?!"

"…you!"

The urging voice sounded again, after much thought, Mo Wan still decided to take a gamble.After all, even if it wasn't for the children, she didn't want to drag Yan Xincheng down.

The moment Yan Qingyu heard the answer, he was obviously relieved: Could it be that just now, he was afraid that she would choose someone else?

This kind of cognition made him a little upset for a while.

The silky warmth under the palm, soft and refreshing, caressed her cheeks, lowered her head, Yan Qingyu's lips slowly pressed against hers, just about to touch her, but she turned her head away abruptly, The ultimate resistance is self-evident.

Startled, Yan Qingyu suddenly realized the real reason for her choice.

He wanted her, originally it was not out of love or liking, not even a child... but at this moment, he was so angry and furious that he couldn't contain his anger.

She was telling him with actions that even if she chose to stand by his side, it was not because of him, and even if she chose to leave Yan Xincheng, it did not mean that he won, that he was more important than Yan Xincheng!

Clutching Mo Wan's willow waist and pulling her over forcefully, Yan Qingyu leaned over and bit her pink lips hard.

In his mind, the ups and downs of photos of him with other women, and the glamorous Song Fangfei flashed alternately. The repulsion in his heart flooded, and Mo Wan's subconscious struggle became more and more intense, while Yan Qingyu was extremely domineering.

On the bedside, the two fought fiercely, but the fight became more and more fierce, the bodies got closer and closer, and the kiss became deeper and deeper.

Between lips and teeth, the strength of Mo Wan's body was sucked away bit by bit, but the anger in his heart was ignited bit by bit. The curled arms beat and struggled vigorously, and pushed Yan Qingyu away suddenly, but he couldn't help panting heavily. His breath floated, his forehead began to sweat, and when he raised his head, Mo Wan gave him an angrily glaring look.

"Not bad! You still have the strength to stare at me?" He chuckled and stretched out his hand, Yan Qingyu hugged her back again.

"Well... what on earth are you going to do? Let me go!" Mo Wan was a little annoyed by the prevarication.

"Don't move around, be careful of fetal gas!" Holding her twisting body, Yan Qingyu slowed down his voice, "I just want...to hug you!"

He also knew that she would inflate her fetus?
Rolling his eyes, the next second, Mo Wan was confused: What did he say?
Instead, the soft body was completely embedded in his hot chest, "Choose me, it's mine! Remember your identity, and keep a proper distance from him in the future! If someone touches my things, no matter who it is ...You have to pay...a terrible price! Don't make me angry again! Women can never beat men! A smart woman will not fight head-to-head with men! Do you understand?"

The deep voice sounded again, but the seriousness was shocking. When she raised her eyes, Mo Wan was dazed for a moment, but she couldn't connect the unsmiling face in front of her with the man who was flirting with him just now!
How many faces does he have?Which one is the real him?
Once again, Mo Wan was confused.

"Late night..."

When his name was called suddenly, Mo Wan was still in a daze, and instinctively responded, "Huh?"

"you are mine!"

After finishing speaking solemnly, Yan Qingyu suddenly leaned over and gave her another passionate and deep kiss to swear, indulging in it, and Mo Wan never dreamed that this curse-like oath was like an inescapable bond. Unknowingly, the shackles of her heart were so easily imprinted on her heart, binding her for the rest of her life.

***
For the next three days, Mo Wan was forced to stay at home to recuperate. Unexpectedly, after that day, Yan Qingyu never went out to mess around again, and even moved back home for work.

During the day, she was reading and resting on the bed, while he was handling business on the sofa, and he would go out to answer the occasional phone call. In just three days, the two didn't communicate much, but they never left each other's sight. Absolutely Day and night relative.

Looking up from the book, Mo Wan's eyes fell on the focused figure of Wei An on the sofa unconsciously:

'What kind of man is he?It's actually so quiet, it's really...unpredictable! '

After staying in the house for three days, she felt that the ground was going to be moldy, and her bones seemed to have shriveled and shrunk. She put away her books, and Mo Wan lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

Stepping on the slippers, Mo Wan deliberately slowed down her pace with the utmost care, but just as soon as she moved, a cold voice came out in displeasure:

"What are you going to do?!"

After a pause, Mo Wan pouted and turned around, her voice was full of grievances: "I... I'm thirsty, I want to go down... drink a glass of milk!"

Really, she is not a prisoner!Does he want to watch so closely? !She hasn't stepped out of the room for three days!There is still time to watch the wind every day in prison!

"Go back to bed and wait!"

After ordering, Yan Qingyu had already put on the pen cap in his hand, and stood up, the meaning was self-evident.

'I want to go by myself...'

After lifting his lips for a long time, Mo Wan arrived at the normal request on his lips, but he never said it. Seeing that Yan Qingyu had walked to his side, but his eyes were still sharply examining himself, he bit his lip in disbelief. Wanzhen turned her body back to the direction of the bed, hesitated for a moment, before lifting her foot, her little hand grabbed Yan Qingyu's wrist before she realized it.

Turning around, Yan Qingyu swept her lightly: "Want to eat something else?!"

I don't know why, but when she is with Yan Xincheng, she can always be very casual, relaxed, and occasionally aggressive, but when facing Yan Qingyu, she seems to be a different person, and she doesn't even dare to speak too much. Da, many times, that gentle tone made her want to slap herself twice!

Perhaps this is the innate latent 'variety' instinct of human beings in order to adapt to the living environment or the vicious bullying and fear of the hard!For example, treating children and the elderly should not be the same attitude.Yan Xincheng is two years older, and I always feel that she should be more sensible and sensible. In addition, men seem to mature later than women. Treating Xincheng, she is like a lover. To be precise, more often, Maybe he is more like a younger brother, but Yan Qingyu, who is a few years older than her, makes her look up to her obviously, and even dare not make mistakes.

"I... I'm in a panic, I want to... go for a walk!"

The most normal request, after finishing speaking, Mo Wan lowered her head as if admitting her mistake.That appearance, tender and pitiful, uniquely charming, makes one wish to hold her in her arms and love her fiercely.

She just has this kind of ability, always inadvertently, can arouse the most real emotions in his heart, make him empathize with him, and even - can't bear to refuse!
With her, emotions seem to become very clear!

After waiting for a long time, but there was no response, Mo Wan's heart started beating wildly: She also knew that her request was unreasonable, after all, it was the doctor who asked her to stay in bed!

Feeling inexplicably lost, Mo Wan just wanted to give up and take back what he said, but a cold voice sounded unexpectedly: "Go and change clothes!"

"Huh? Thanks!"

It was so shocking that Mo Wan shook his head for a long time before remembering to answer, let go of his hand, and a big smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.Immediately, like a child, he turned around excitedly and ran to the closet on one side, picked out a soft woolen shawl and put it on his body, and quickly put on a pair of comfortable flat shoes. In less than 2 minutes, everything was sorted out. "I'm afraid that if I slow down, he will regret it" anxiously.

Turning around, I saw that Yan Qingyu also straightened his rolled up cuffs, and pulled out the suit jacket that was draped on the sofa next to him.

Is he going out, or going with her?

The doubts in my heart just drifted away, and the next second, the urgent answer came back: "Aren't you going out? Are you still going?!"

Looking down, sticking out her tongue, Mo Wan raised her heels: Actually, she wanted to go out alone!
However, at this time, she really didn't dare to speak out.

***
At the top of the stairs, Yan Qingyu subconsciously reached out his hand to protect Mo Wan, his small gesture ignited a small fire in Mo Wan's heart: In fact, when he is not losing his temper, he is still a very careful man!

In an instant, Mo Wan's affection for him increased a bit.

Some people say that men think in a linear way, while women think in a network, so men and women are always like two creatures in two worlds. The more a man loves a woman, the more he gets, the more her shortcomings in his eyes will increase day by day; On the contrary, the more he gets, the more his advantages will be revealed day by day. Therefore, there are many infatuated women in the world who are unfeeling, because men like the new and dislike the old, but women are too easy to fall in love with each other for a long time.

"You can't go out of the gate!" After walking out of the room, Yan Qingyu immediately withdrew his hand after finishing his instructions in a cold voice.

She didn't intend to go far at first, so with a light 'um', Mo Wan stopped and stopped in the courtyard, wandering around.Sometimes, looking at the blue sky and white clouds, smelling the singing of birds and the fragrance of flowers is already an extremely pleasant physical and mental enjoyment, and she is so easily satisfied!
On the wide road, Mo Wan moved lazily, with a faint smile on his lips, and Yan Qingyu followed quietly a few steps away, like the most competent flower protector.The afterglow of the setting sun shed light like gold, and Mo Wan was like a fairy who descended from the sky, with fluttering long hair, a red shirt and a white skirt, so unearthly and unreal, so beautiful.

Suddenly a familiar ringtone rang, and Mo Wan subconsciously wanted to take out her bag. She lowered her eyes and realized that she was empty-handed when she came out. Then she remembered that her phone ringtone was the same song as Yan Qingyu's. Subconsciously, She glanced back.

Looking back and smiling, all kinds of charms appeared, and his eyes met, Yan Qingyu was deeply shocked by the frozen beautiful moment.

It wasn't until the phone rang again that he suddenly recovered and picked up the phone.

Not very curious about his affairs, Mo Wan moved on, leaving him an independent space.

While listening to the phone, Yan Qingyu kept looking ahead.

The yard is huge, and after walking around for half a circle, Mo Wan was already starting to feel a little tired.After a short rest, she turned around and walked back, only to see Yan Qingyu was still holding the phone in his hand a hundred meters away, far away, from his slightly twisted body movements, she could vaguely feel his...irritability and impatience.

Who's phone?Can you make him who is as cold as a block of ice react like this?
The pace slowed down unconsciously, but the two were still getting closer. Just as he was hesitating whether to interrupt him, the word "Feifei" broke into his ears clearly. After a pause, the smile on Mo Wan's face instantly Like a fallen mirror, torn apart!
It turned out to be her phone call. No wonder we chatted for so long?Oh, how could it be 'impatient'?

The illusion is indeed 'wrong'!

Bitterly twitching the corners of her mouth, Mo Wan then quickened her pace and passed him, her heart felt vaguely...stinging!
At the intersection, Yan Xincheng, who had just entered the door, saw her at a glance, and raised her hand all the way: "Mo Wan!"

Shouting, Yan Xincheng ran up in a few strides:
"How did you come out, are you in good health?"

In the past few days, he has been thinking about her all the time, but even under the same roof, it is extremely difficult for him to see her. Even if he wants to know her current situation, he can only through the mouth of the servant.Now, seeing her in person, Yan Xincheng's joy can be imagined.

"Well...it's nothing, I'm worrying you, thank you!"

Not forgetting Yan Qingyu's warning, Mo Wan replied in a polite tone!
Annoyed by Song Fangfei's chattering fatigue bombardment, Yan Qingyu's brows became tighter and tighter, and he turned around. Seeing that Mo Wan was standing with Yan Xincheng, he couldn't help feeling worse:
"Okay, I still have something to do, hang up!"

After quickly ending the call, Yan Qingyu walked up, and heard Yan Xincheng's suggestion from a distance:

"It's rare to come out, let me take another walk with you!"

Before Mo Wan could speak, Yan Qingyu had already given her an answer: "Pregnant women should not be too tired, you should go back and rest!"

Stepping forward, Yan Qingyu could not help but circle her waist.

His face froze, and the atmosphere instantly became a little awkward, and Yan Xincheng's expression also became a little ugly in an instant.

Pursing her lips, Mo Wan glanced at him apologetically, but didn't speak again.

Suddenly there was a hint of tightness around her waist, she looked away, and turned around following Yan Qingyu, but she felt a little unhappy in her heart.

Once back in the room, Mo Wan struggled out of Yan Qingyu's arms, lay back on the bed, and carried him on her back.

I can't say why she was unhappy, but after going out for a while, she seemed to be feeling more and more depressed, and similarly, her reaction also made Yan Qingyu extremely irritable for no reason.

After dinner, the doctor came to give Mo Wan a detailed re-examination, and made sure that her body was fine. He explained a lot of precautions to Mo Wan, chatted for a while, and then left.

***
The next day, Mo Wan started to go to work normally, and her life with Yan Qingyu seemed to return to the original point again.

In the next few days, Yan Qingyu reverted to his old ways, and began to go out early and return late again. Mo Wan could even predict that in the near future, not returning home at night would still be the norm.

That short-lived good memory suddenly became an indelible pain in her heart.

Life may never be fair, but people always have their own bottom line. The days of being alone and helpless in the Yan family made her feel extremely tormented!She wasn't sure if she could endure such loneliness forever, she didn't know if one day, the imbalance in her heart would break through the cage of reason, and she couldn't hold on any longer.

Every day, when she entered the company, it became her happiest time.

Because she was pregnant, her colleagues took care of her a lot, and the corresponding workload was reduced a lot. After finishing the work at hand and counting the remaining 10 minutes before lunch, Mo Wan unconsciously sighed again One breath:

It is said that pregnant women are sentimental, but in fact, you can't blame her for thinking too much!

Even colleagues who are not very close know that she takes good care of her pregnant woman. Why did the man who should be half responsible, except for those three days, not even say the most basic greetings to her? !

Just because she is not the woman he likes, so as long as his child is fine, he can ignore it and not be responsible?
Why can men be so selfish? !
If one day the woman she likes also gave birth to a child for him, then her child... Mo Wan didn't even dare to think about it.

***
After a few moments of distraction, the bell for the lunch break has already rung.Seeing his colleagues hurrying to get their lunch box, Mo Wan also followed.

After bringing back the hot lunch, Mo Wan just walked back to her seat when she saw her colleague Xiaozhen carefully picking out the chicken legs and cauliflower in the lunch box and packing them into the fresh-keeping box:

"Xiaozhen, what are you doing? Don't you like chicken the most?"

"Well, yes! However, my family... also likes to eat! We are planning to buy a house and want a baby, so we are both desperately scraping together money recently, and we just got together the down payment. Although it is a second-hand house, the place is not big , However, we finally have a home, and we don’t have to share rent with others! For this down payment, we also save a little bit, and we haven’t eaten much meat for more than a year. His company doesn’t care about lunch, and he eats two steamed buns a day. It's either cabbage or tofu, people are thinner, and when I go back tonight and I cook something delicious, he will let me eat it first, it's rare to have chicken legs today, I want to keep it for him!"

Seeing that Xiaozhen almost picked out all the dishes in the set meal, eating rice dipped in soup by herself, but with a happy smile on her mouth, Mo Wan suddenly felt very uncomfortable:
"Xiaozhen, is it worth the hard work? Don't you feel wronged or tired?"

You have to plan carefully even for a meal. What's the point of living a life like this?Xiaozhen has a gentle personality and is not ugly. She remembers that when she first joined the company, she had a lot of suitors. She didn't understand why she chose a man who was not outstanding in all conditions, and even gave up her superior one. To live, to suffer with him: is this what is called love?
"Aren't people alive to suffer? What kind of life is not tired? In the days when there is no need to worry about food and clothing, the body may not be tired, but the heart may not be. Anyway, every family has its own hard-to-recite scriptures! We are like this. Even though it was a bit hard, the two of us are united and support each other... I don’t think so! Pain will be halved when someone shares it, and happiness will be doubled when true love is shared with others. Therefore, we always feel that time flies by when we are together. I don’t have too much time to think about whether I’m tired or wronged. I think, as long as there is love, no matter how tired you are, you can enjoy it. As long as you have love, no matter how hard it is, you can get through it! Well, Mo Wan, no I told you, my dear, there is a call!"

Looking at Xiaozhen's brisk figure walking out of the office with a smile on her face, Mo Wan knew that at this moment, she was really happy.

Looking down, she glanced at all kinds of high-quality food with meat and vegetables in her lunch box. Compared with the ordinary but warm fast food opposite, Mo Wan felt indescribably uncomfortable.

Yes, her life is not worrying about food and clothing, and she can even make people scream with envy, but is she really happier than Xiaozhen? !

No way!

Whether life is happy or not, only you know best in your heart!

Even during the peak time of the lunch break, her man never forgets to call. This kind of heart and care alone is probably enough to make up for all the deficiencies in material life!

A man who loves her deeply will not let her suffer with him for the rest of his life!
In comparison, I am afraid that my own life is nothing but gold and jade!
'Actually, as long as there is love, no matter how tired you are, you will be happy; as long as you have love, no matter how hard it is, you can get through it! '

I put a little green vegetable into my mouth, chewed it tastelessly, Xiaozhen's words kept replaying in my mind, and Mo Wan's blood suddenly surged continuously:
Is this really the case?As long as there is love, will you not feel tired anymore?

Isn't that...if she made herself work hard to fall in love with Yan Qingyu, she would no longer be like this, complaining about others from time to time, and would no longer feel lonely, wronged, and feel that life...lives like years?
Thinking back to all the things he had known Yan Qingyu since he met him, and thinking about the child in his belly, Mo Wan suddenly realized that falling in love with a handsome and talented man like him shouldn't be too difficult for a woman .

Thinking of his captivating and rare tenderness, thinking of his grandfather's words, and imagining the sweetness of a family of three, Mo Wan unconsciously started laughing foolishly.

If you can really fall in love with him, maybe, unfortunately, you can also turn around.The mood suddenly brightened, and Mo Wan instantly seemed to have found the direction of the way forward.

This day, because of this small episode, has become very fast.

***
After work, Mo Wan didn't stay in the office, nor did she wander around procrastinatingly. For the first time, she was eager to return home, and couldn't wait to return to the place that was regarded as a cage in the past.

The same house, she used to avoid it in fear, but now, her state of mind is completely opposite. Many times, many things are actually so simple, it becomes... nothing more than the human heart!

Therefore, many people say that character determines destiny, and mentality determines success or failure.

Uncle Yan and Aunt Yan hadn't come back from a trip. When Mo Wan returned home, apart from the servants, Yan Sijing was the only one in the house. In the living room, there was an easel. She was aiming at a corner of the living room, smearing, looking at Looks good.

At this moment, Mo Wan realized that she was not an idle rich rice bug, at least, she still had her own hobbies!
Although the two made it clear that their horoscopes were incompatible and they didn't have a good impression of her, they were not troublemakers. She didn't provoke herself, and she wouldn't take the initiative to find excitement.

After glancing at it from a distance, Mo Wan slowed down and went upstairs.

Back in the room, after changing clothes, the first thing Mo Wan did was to change the ringtone of his mobile phone to another song with a difference:

Her ringtone was an extremely old song, but she never expected that there would be someone who would choose the same tune as her.

This night, Yan Qingyu still didn't go home for dinner, but for the sake of the baby, Mo Wan would try to keep three meals as normal no matter whether she was hungry or not. What was different from the past was that even if she was alone, she would I had a great time eating.

After dinner, she went back to her room and surfed the Internet for a while. Mo Wan still read books habitually, but this time, her books were not about pregnant women, but more about handmade!

All of a sudden, she began to be full of longing and anticipation for life again, no longer feeling sorry for herself, but rationally dividing and killing her own time.I don’t know if it’s because of her pregnancy. She gets tired easily and has some lethargy. She doesn’t care about it. She won’t force herself to wait for Yan Qingyu. Everything is very casual, but it is full of expectations. .

When Yan Qingyu came back, the light in the bedroom was still on, but Mo Wan had already fallen asleep leaning on the pillow, the notebook in his hand was crookedly half-hanging, the not-so-beautiful picture was like a warm current, just like that Into the heart.

I don't know when, he has become more and more used to going home to sleep, no matter how late.

Tiptoing forward, Yan Qingyu first helped her take down the books, helped her to lie down, and helped her adjust a comfortable posture before taking off her pajamas and going into the bathroom.

(End of this chapter)