marriage to pregnancy

Chapter 98
In the end, he was still disappointed. After waiting for a long time, Mo Wan didn't argue, but - fell silent.

Some couldn't believe their eyes, let alone accept it, couldn't help but rushed forward, Yan Xincheng grabbed her arm excitedly:

"Do you know, what are you doing? You are jumping into the fire pit! How can you fall in love with him? Who is Yan Qingyu, don't you know? He is just playing with you, he will not like you at all! Do you know what kind of man he is! Even Song Fangfei, an international supermodel who is famous for her beauty and outstanding family background, and the girlfriend he admits to dating, can't tie him down. Do you think you have the ability? Yan Qingyu Who is it? He is the CEO of Wanli Group. He is a platinum-plated diamond bachelor. Since he was an adult, he has never lacked a woman! But which woman have you seen him stop for?! As long as he hooks his fingers , there are so many young and beautiful women rushing forward, how much chance do you think you can win, and how long can you last? Now, even if you can, what about ten years later? What about 20 years later? When you are no longer young and beautiful when?"

"Xincheng, don't be like this...you scratched me!"

Raising his hand to push him, his heart ached, Mo Wan's face flashed with embarrassment:
"You're right...I understand everything, I have a sense of proportion!"

She also knows that with him, she will be happy for the rest of her life. In the past, she also looked forward to and worked hard!However, life is so helpless, everything does not go according to the track she planned, and her dream is shattered!
Since she was a child, her father has strictly protected her, and she has always loved herself very much. She just hopes that one day she can be happy without regrets or differences. But after that accident, the balance between them was broken.

No matter how she comforted herself, the accident was not her fault, but every time she faced his unreserved devotion, she would feel inexplicably guilty and inferior... He didn't understand, the better he was to her, the less he didn't mind , the more uncomfortable and frightened she felt, the greater the pressure on her, and the less she dared to accept his perfect and selfless love.

Maybe it's because of her own desires, but in fact, she has never been able to pass the test in her heart. She is afraid, afraid that one day, he who once held back and didn't care will explode.

Some things, if they happen, they just happen, and they cannot be 'killed' by saying 'don't care'!And that kind of feeling that a child longs for his biological parents to be with him, if he doesn't experience it himself, he will never understand it!
She doesn't want her children to be like herself, the fatherly love and motherly love that should be the most readily available, but she can only look up helplessly.

No matter what, she has to work hard for her children once.She is trying to love Yan Qingyu, and trying to make him fall in love with her, and hopes that he can also be truly happy!She hopes that the wrong start will not be the wrong end, let alone implicate the next generation.

No matter what the final outcome will be, at least she has worked hard, she has no regrets, and she has a clear conscience!Even if one day, she can't let the child have both, she can have an explanation to the child!
"Proper? You know it's a fire pit? You still want to jump? This is your sense?!" Throwing away Mo Wan's hand, Yan Xincheng scratched his hair irritably, furious.

Almost fell to the ground, straightened up, Mo Wan frowned delicately:

He said, she has changed, this year, why not him?Did he know how many accidents had happened to his gentle and good temper this year?
At this moment, Mo Wan became more and more convinced that her decision was right!

After rubbing his painful wrist, Mo Wan casually opened his mouth:

"Xincheng, I know you care about me, but you should also understand me. I'm not a person who loves blindly... My love has proportion and bottom line! In fact, I'm not as good as you imagined. An ordinary woman, and—very realistic!"

Yan Qingyu is not a good person, she knew it from the first time she met her!
But she firmly believes that he can achieve what he is today, and he will definitely not be "worthless", and indeed, besides the harm, he has also given her a heart-pounding sense of love, a sense of happiness that can be expected, and countless times. A fleeting sense of security... She trusts her own feelings, her own judgment, her own heart!
"Reality?! If you were really realistic, you wouldn't reject the pursuit of so many rich men, but in the end you chose me who was working and studying! I was so willful before, why at this time... because he has become realistic ?Even if he has more fame, wealth and status, what’s the point if he doesn’t belong to you?! Mo Wan, don’t use this excuse to send me away! I’m telling you this not because I’m angry that you chose him instead of me, It's because I want you to be happy! Yan Qingyu is not sincere to you at all! He is just playing with your feelings, do you understand?!"

"..."

After staring at Yan Xincheng silently for a long time, Mo Wan was still confused:
"Playing with my feelings, what good does it do him? Everything he can take away from me is taken away!"

In order to play with a woman's feelings, it is too unwise to create a blood relationship that cannot be severed in this life!
"Mo Wan, why do you think he chose you in the first place?! Not because of how beautiful you are, but because you are my girlfriend! Because he hates me! Because my mommy stole his mommy's husband, Because I shared his father's love with my sister, and because the day I was born was his mother's memorial day, but at that time, my daddy chose to accompany my mother who had a difficult labor, making his mother hate him And in the end, when he is dying, he can't rest in peace! This is why he hates this family, finds faults when he comes back, and my dad and mommy tolerate him in every possible way! Since I am sensible, as long as it is what he wants, I can't To fight... and I am not qualified to fight..."

"Including me, too, right?! So... In fact, I was a... victim of your brother's struggle?"

Suddenly realizing it, Mo Wan twitched the corner of her mouth helplessly.Do you know, for what, what is the meaning, now, can everything go back to the original point?

"I'm sorry, I'm the one who got you in trouble! I really didn't expect...he would be so ruthless, without any regard for brotherhood...even to you..."

Feelings are nothing after all, and he is famous for being playful and loves to play like crazy. He really didn't expect that even his people, he would have to compete!
"What's the use of saying this now?! What should have happened, what shouldn't have happened, has already happened. It's God's will, it just happens to be such a coincidence..."

Sighing softly, Mo Wan unconsciously glanced at the small bed from the corner of her eyes:
"Xincheng, maybe the two of us... are really destined for each other! Otherwise, why would I just...Since your relationship is so stagnant and explosive, don't meddle in my affairs from now on, fortunately or unfortunately , It’s all my life, I know what to do! I don’t want you to argue with him again because of me... let alone turn your house into a battlefield because of my intervention. I just want my son to be like all ordinary children Same, grow up healthy and carefree! It doesn't matter how our relationship is, as long as we are loving and perfect in the eyes of the children, that's enough!"

Putting his hands on Mo Wan's shoulders, Yan Xincheng was angry and anxious:
"Mo Wan! You are the woman I love. I brought you into this muddy water. How can I just watch you being bullied, hurt, and ignored? Do nothing?! You You are still young, you are a good woman! You shouldn't have such thoughts! Yan Qingyu is really not suitable for you, promise me, you must not fall in love with him, otherwise, you will regret it! If you want, I will also I can give you a home, or take you and the children, and we will fly away..."

Gently pushing Yan Xincheng's hand away, Mo Wan shook her head, but her eyes were extremely firm:

"Xincheng, don't say such things again! You grew up in the love of your parents. You don't understand a child's desire for his biological parents! Even if he didn't understand when he was young, we can deceive him, but in this world There is no eternal secret, such harm will be more cruel! Besides, you and I are not alone, you have a father, a mother, and I have a family. We can't be so selfish that we don't care about anything, can we? I have My scale, I can assure you, no matter who it is for, I will not lose myself—”

She has her own persistence, but she will not blindly compromise.

"Mo Wan! Then do you know that on the one hand, he is lying to you, and on the other hand, he is messing around with other women outside behind your back!"

With a roar, Yan Xincheng was so angry that she wanted to open her brain to see what was inside. She was so earnest, but it didn't make sense!He couldn't deny that he couldn't let go of his family, but with Yan Qingyu's attitude, she should be on the same side as him!

He sees clearly, but forgets that the authorities are obsessed.If you are not a party, you will never be able to understand the position of the party.

Startled, Mo Wan's face was obviously stiff and moved.

In the past, she might not have cared much, but since the two of them had a relationship again, if they said they didn't care at all, that liar wouldn't believe it.

Strike while the iron is hot, Yan Xincheng continued:

"I went to Liuliyue Palace with my friends last night, and I saw him and his assistant... having a good time there, in a place like a nightclub, you wouldn't think... he hugged a woman until midnight, just drinking and chatting!"

"Aren't men always playing tricks? You went too, didn't you? Thank you for telling me these things, Xincheng, I think...you may have misunderstood..."

I clearly remember that when I packed his old clothes in the morning, his clothes smelled of smoke, but there was nothing unusual about him.Usually women in that kind of place wear heavy makeup, even if there is no perfume smell, it is impossible to leave a little bit of makeup smell, and she is breastfeeding without makeup!

Besides, although he didn't know what time he came back last night, he did go home.Even though there was a little grudge in her heart, Mo Wan still didn't want to be suspicious.

Firstly, she didn't have that kind of energy, and secondly, she didn't feel that the relationship between the two of them was for that kind of sake.She hoped that they could coexist peacefully and give the child a complete family, preferably a happy family, but it wasn't...he had to.If what he can bring to the child is not a good example, but only a negative influence, she would rather have the child... without a father!
"Mo Wan! What kind of ecstasy soup did Yan Qingyu pour into you? How dare you trust him so much? Defend him?! We've known each other for four years, and you still don't understand me? Am I the kind of villain behind the scenes who can tell lies? You can't do it? Last night around eleven o'clock, I saw him go upstairs with a tall woman in his arms and kissed, and opened the room. After two o'clock, I followed him to leave Liuliyue Palace and go home!"

Staring at her, Yan Xincheng's face turned blue with anger, but he also hated her for not living up to her expectations and her own incompetence!When did she trust a playboy over him? !
Having nothing to say, looking back at her, Mo Wan fell silent.

Regardless of whether what he said is true or not, she can only half believe it, after all... she has no evidence.

She felt very uncomfortable, and for a while, Mo Wan couldn't stop. She was even not sure about Yan Xincheng's words, whether he was really...without any personal thoughts.

And seeing Mo Wan's reaction, Yan Xincheng knew that his half-day talking was almost wasted!

However, he really had more than enough energy, and his words were unfounded. He twisted his body annoyed, and lifted his lips several times. In the end, Yan Xincheng swallowed the explanation that came to his mouth abruptly:
"I've said everything I need to say! Be careful! I'll show evidence...to prove it to you!"

After finishing speaking, Yan Xincheng shook his hands and walked out.

Behind him, Mo Wan was at a loss, but his heart suddenly became heavy!

Can a man really deal with several women he doesn't like at the same time, doing the same intimate thing?Thinking about it, Mo Wan felt inexplicably...nausea, nausea!
On this day, because of this episode, Mo Wan was also depressed.

******
In the office, Yan Qingyu was as busy as before, and the time passed quickly and fulfillingly.

When he was about to get off work, the secretary came in with a pile of documents to sign for him. Relatively speaking, on this day, he went smoothly and smoothly.

Holding the document, the secretary had already walked to the door, and suddenly remembered something and folded it back:

"President, just now Furui jewelry store called and said that your necklace has been repaired, do you want me to help you get it back?"

Putting down the pen in his hand, Yan Qingyu raised his eyes and glanced at the secretary: "No need... tonight's arrangement, help me cancel it!"

"Okay! If there's nothing else, I'll go out first!"

Playing with the signature pen in his hand, Yan Qingyu didn't know what he was thinking deeply, but the corner of his mouth unconsciously evoked a meaningful smirk.

>>>
After working overtime until seven o'clock, Yan Qingyu took the necklace, had a simple meal, and drove home.

Originally thought that when he came back early, Mo Wan would be very happy to see him, but as soon as he entered the baby's room, whether it was a coincidence or on purpose, Mo Wan was so hungry that he went downstairs to get food.

After playing with the baby for a while, Yan Qingyu didn't hand the baby over to the nanny until the baby was so sleepy and crying, but at this time, Mo Wan happened to come back again.

After watching her feed the child intently for a while, Yan Qingyu went back to the room early.

After coaxing his son to sleep, when Mo Wan returned to the room, Yan Qingyu had already entered the bathroom. Looking at the dark suit lying on the bed, Mo Wan couldn't help but think of what Yan Xincheng had said, and the ripples of doubt in his heart fainted instantly Spread out.

Walking forward in a strange way, Mo Wan felt the urge to check.

As soon as she stretched out her hand, she suddenly realized something, she took it back with a jerk, turned her back, her face was a little ugly, then quickly changed into her pajamas, and sat next to the dressing table on one side.

It is said that 'suspect creates dark ghosts', and she couldn't tell what kind of thoughts she was thinking, but she couldn't help thinking about that.

When Yan Qingyu walked out of the bathroom, what he saw was this scene. Mo Wan stared blankly at the mirror, combing her hair time after time.

I always feel that she tonight is a little... unspeakably strange, with a towel around her neck, Yan Qingyu took the initiative to walk over.

As soon as she put her hand on Mo Wan's shoulder, she saw her startled like a cunning rabbit, she stood up suddenly, turned around quickly and shook off his hand, her eyes met, the resistance on her face was obvious, and so was Yan Qingyu's. Startled.

Surprised that her reaction was a bit excessive, Mo Wan put down the comb, combed her hair, and said as calmly as possible:

"You...why did you come back so early? Didn't you say...do you have something to do in the evening?"

"What? Are you unhappy that I came back to accompany you earlier?!" Saying that, Yan Qingyu took another step forward, tentatively pulling her hand.

Subconsciously shivering slightly, she flinched back, but this time, Mo Wan didn't forcefully refuse. I don't know if it was because of a lump in her heart, but when she touched him, she suddenly felt... inexplicably uncomfortable.

Even though she tried her best to pretend, Yan Qingyu, who was rolling over in the pile of rouge, could still read her emotions at a glance. He pulled her past, stretched his arms around her willow waist, and then slowly bent down.

Sure enough, as soon as his lips approached hers, Mo Wan glanced at her head inadvertently, with a slight movement, but happened to avoid the gorgeous red lips, and Yan Qingyu did not insist domineeringly, but hooked her The corner of her lips branded a kiss on her rosy cheek.

Emotionally, she is too tender after all, she can't hide her thoughts at all!

"How...how could it be? I'm just curious, so I asked casually! I thought...today you would be the same as last night, and you came back...very late!"

As soon as Mo Wan mentioned "last night", coupled with her strange expression, Yan Qingyu immediately guessed that she probably knew something, and it was just as he expected-hesitant!
Embracing her, he gently twitched the corner of his lower lip, but Yan Qingyu just hummed softly, deliberately ambiguous:

"Um…"

Staring at him with expectant eyes, Mo Wan thought he would say something, but she didn't expect to have anything to say since then, even though her reason told her to stop here, she bit her lower lip lightly, Mo Wan couldn't help asking up:

"Last night... When did you come back? Why... I don't have any memory?"

As soon as the words came out of her mouth, Mo Wan regretted a little, because she knew that men are very taboo about their privacy being inquired about, and she is actually not that curious, but strangely, this night, her mouth seemed to be like Missing a gatekeeper!
There was silence in the air, and Mo Wan could only hear her heart beating wildly!

Just when she was worried about whether he would get angry and take back the question just now, unexpectedly, a gentle and steady voice sounded in a low voice:

"It's late at night! I went to Liuliyue Palace with Ziqi and had a few drinks. I felt a little uncomfortable. I overslept and came back when the alcohol was over! You've already slept like a pig, how do you know? ?!"

He didn't lie to her!
A trace of surprise welled up in her heart, and most of the doubts in Mo Wan's heart had dissipated.It's just that she, who suddenly turned from sadness to joy, forgot one thing. With Yan Qingyu's personality, how could he let others interfere with his affairs and still cooperate so much?
It's a pity that Mo Wan hadn't had time to wake up, and Yan Qingyu had already half embraced and half pushed her to the bedside:
"Come here, I have something for you!"

Bending over to take the suit, Yan Qingyu took out a blue brocade box from his pocket, gently opened it, took out the repaired guardian necklace, and wanted to help Mo Wan put it on.

Memories of the past flooded into my mind in an instant, and Mo Wan's face that had just eased down immediately, raised her hand, and intercepted it:
"Thank you, no need! I... don't want to wear it for the time being!"

Afraid that it would be unsightly to tear her face all at once, Mo Wan didn't have the nerve to say that she would never wear it again in the future.She doesn't act as a substitute, and she doesn't care for things that don't belong to her, no matter how good they are!
"The gift I gave... I don't want to wear it, and I can't take it off!"

With that said, Yan Qingyu forcefully put it on Mo Wan's neck, fastened the concealed buckle, and gently arranged the pendant around her neck for her, choosing a curve that he thought was the most beautiful and sexy:
"Scale in October, worthy of the name, elegant, really like you! Not every woman is a Libra!"

Intentionally or unintentionally murmured, Mo Wan suddenly realized that the necklace is the guardian elf of Libra, and it is impossible for Song Fangfei to happen to be in the same constellation as her by such a coincidence!

The necklace is for her!

Gently stroking the coldness on her neck, she raised her eyes to look at the man in front of her, the sudden recognition made Mo Wan's beautiful lips pull out a knowing smile with a hint of apology!
Knowing this, Yan Qingyu smiled and stretched out his hand to hold her:

"Necklace, never take it off! It's late, go take a shower!"

Nodding her head, Mo Wan turned into the bathroom with a smile on her face, the door slammed slightly, and Yan Qingyu turned around and took out her phone.

It wasn't until the sound of rushing water came from the bathroom that Yan Qingyu pressed the phone number in his hand:
"Ziqi, help me with something—"

When Mo Wan walked out of the bathroom, Yan Qingyu had already returned to the bed. Seeing her coming out, he naturally lifted the quilt on one side.

Faintly returned a smile, Mo Wan didn't resist, stepped to the side, and stretched comfortably, seeing Yan Qingyu picked up the document in his hand again, Mo Wan didn't bother him, and looked at him quietly. With a serious side face that has faded from anger, there is a momentary confusion in his eyes. He is like a mixture of mysteries full of contradictions. It is so bad that it makes people gnash their teeth; Woolen cloth? !
I don't know how long I stared at him, my eyelids blinked slightly, and then slowly closed.

Suddenly there was the sound of even and steady breathing by his ears, and after glancing at it with lowered eyes, Yan Qingyu then gently closed the document in his hand.Staring thoughtfully at the sleeping face beside her, he unconsciously stretched out his hand to brush away the lightly covered long hair on her face, and felt her soft and smoothness with the backs of his curled fingers. After a sudden pause, Yan Qingyu's expression changed drastically. , and then waved his hand to turn off the lamp in the room, and slowly got down, smelling the faint and fresh fragrance of a woman beside him, but he couldn't close his eyes for a long time.

(End of this chapter)