I met you in my life

Chapter 16 Goodbye is the ending I don't want to say (1)
Goodbye,

Saying it with your mouth is just two words,
Physical expression is just an action.

But when "I love you" hides behind the stage,
When "Goodbye" comes on stage,

Our love has become an eternal secret in each other's hearts

【1】

It was only at the beginning of the year that the mathematics competition students in the junior high school and high school were called back to school, and they needed to conduct the final competition exercises for the international mathematics competition, where Su Yi and Qiu Weiwei met on a narrow road.

Ever since seeing Su Yi forcefully kiss Qiu Su Bai with his own eyes that time, Qiu Weiwei hated Su Yi very much, wishing he could punch him and tell him loudly that Qiu Su Bai was his woman.However, thinking that Su Yi was once Qiu Subai's favorite person, Qiu Weiwei suppressed his anger in his heart.

Seeing Su Yi at this moment, Qiu Weiwei nodded politely towards Su Yi.

The content of the competition exercise was still boring. Qiu Weiwei almost fell asleep after listening to it. He walked out of the classroom ahead of time, stood on the edge of the corridor, leaning on the corridor guardrail on the third floor, staring at the empty school in a daze. Playing back like a movie, Qiu Subai stood in the corridor quietly reading a book, she stared blankly at the small flower garden outside the corridor, she raised her chin and raised her head to the sky, looking worried.

Qiu Weiwei's eyes were fixed on the corridor on the south side of the teaching building on the second floor - the door of the classroom where he and Qiu Subai lived. Whenever he thought of something related to Qiu Subai, a vivid smile would rise from the corner of his mouth.

At this moment, the door of the classroom was opened, and someone came out again, and someone was waiting for him outside.Qiu Weiwei didn't pay attention to who came out at first, but when he heard Qiu Subai's name, his attention was immediately attracted.

At the stairs a little far away from the classroom, Su Yi asked Xiao Shen, "Is the necklace ready?"

Today Su Yi specially asked Xiao Shen to meet at school, because on the day when Su Yi was drunk at the bar, Xiao Shen sent him home. After he sobered up, he took out Qiu Subai's necklace from the sleeve of his sweater , The broken necklace, Su Yi specifically asked Xiao Shen, who has someone in the family who runs jewelry processing, to help repair it.

"Are you sure this necklace belongs to Qiu Subai?" Xiao Shen took out the box containing the necklace from his bag, handed it to Su Yi, and said with a smile: "When the link was repaired, I heard that the original rice grain was found." There seems to be a word written on the small pendant, hehe, there seems to be some mystery in it!"

"What word?" Su Yi asked curiously.

"I didn't notice, hehe, you can ask Qiu Subai!"

"Hey! You're kidding me now! It's a shame to be in a bar on New Year's Eve..."

"Haha, I didn't expect you to be so courageous after drinking, to engage in such passionate actions in a bar. She is an underage girl!" Xiao Shen said with a smile.

"Okay! Hurry up, kid! I'm going back to class!" Su Yi half pushed Xiaoshen to the stairs, and when he walked back towards the classroom, Su Yi took out Qiu Subai's from the box The necklace dangled in front of his eyes, and the scene of him kissing Qiu Subai again that night appeared in his mind, his face was as tight as a monkey's butt, and he hadn't noticed that someone was walking towards him in front of him.

In the teacher's office on the fourth floor, Feng Nan, who was active, sorted out the books that need to be handed out for the head teacher, walked out of the office, and saw Qiu Weiwei downstairs. When she was about to call him, she was frightened by Qiu Weiwei's face His expression was so frightened that he didn't dare to speak.

With a "bang", Qiu Weiwei's tough fist landed on Su Yi's face, and the anger in his heart was burning.

"Asshole! What did you do to Su Bai!" Su Yi didn't react for a while, and Qiu Weiwei punched him in the face again.

"You are not a fucking human being! The last time you did that kind of thing to Su Bai, because of the fact that she liked you so much in the past, I'll let it go! What did you do to Su Bai this time!"

Being hit so unexpectedly by Qiu Weiwei, Su Yi was beaten to the ground, and the necklace he was holding fell out of Su Yi's palm and fell to the ground.

Qiu Weiwei saw the necklace that fell on the ground at a glance, bent down to pick it up, held it tightly in the palm of his hand, and said, "I gave it to Su Bai! People like you who don't know how to cherish the present and grasp happiness Man, you are not qualified to touch this necklace!"

The people in the classroom vaguely heard the sound of fighting outside, opened the door to look around, and saw the scene where Su Yi from the high school was knocked down by Qiu Weiwei, who was younger than him, from the junior high school. Curiously, he stuck his head out of the classroom and looked towards them.

The teacher who also saw this scene in the classroom ran out of the classroom in a panic, pointed at Qiu Weiwei and said, "No fighting! No fighting!"

After Qiu Weiwei said that, he turned and left without even looking at the teacher.

Su Yi was left leaning on the wall, stood up slowly, stood on the spot, and looked at the back of Qiu Weiwei leaving expressionlessly. He felt that his heart hurt more than the wound on his body. He knew Qiu Weiwei better than anyone else. What Wei said is not wrong, he is indeed a person who does not know how to cherish the present and grasp happiness, Qiu Subai was let go by himself, what right do he have to snatch it back now...

【2】

After leaving the school, Qiu Weiwei walked near Qiu Subai's house, walked all the way, and called Qiu Subai all the way, but no one answered.Even when he rang the doorbell of Qiu Subai's house, no one came to answer the door.

Qiu Weiwei, who was extremely angry and had nowhere to vent, wandered back and forth in the community like a headless fly. Many times he had vented his anger on the trees, but his fists were not as hard as the trees. Bleeding out, the trees still stood there motionless.

The winter sun shines slightly from the warm clouds, but this light can't shine into Qiu Weiwei's heart for a while. As long as he thinks of the conversation between Su Yi and Xiaoshen just now, there are many scenes that shouldn't be there. All filled his brain in an instant, the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt, but it was uncomfortable and the more he couldn't control himself.

The phone should be dialed out continuously, once, ten times, a hundred times, Qiu Weiwei desperately pressed the phone button as if he couldn't get through the phone today, Qiu Weiwei couldn't count whether he was calling or not. After the first few calls, Qiu Subai answered it.

"Hello..." Qiu Subai said to the phone in a daze, "Wei Wei, I'm sorry, I just picked it up now."

Qiu Weiwei, who wanted to ask where Qiu Subai's necklace was at the first time, heard Qiu Subai's tired voice, and most of the anger in his heart was suppressed. He asked with concern: "What's wrong with you? What's the matter?" so?"

"I don't know why, I had a fever at grandma's house, and my whole body was so uncomfortable that I fell asleep just now... Weiwei, I miss you so much..."

"Well... I miss you too, so have you taken your medicine? Has your fever subsided?" Qiu Weiwei asked nervously.

"It's better, I was going home tomorrow, but because I'm sick now, I might not be able to come back until the day before school starts...you have to eat obediently, and don't drink casually! Cough, cough, cough..." Qiusu Bai coughed a few times, and Qiu Weiwei said distressedly, "Take your medicine well and get well soon."

"Well. Clean up the room and wait for me to come back!" Qiu Subai said with a smile.

Facing Qiu Subai like this, Qiu Weiwei hesitated for a long time, he was so conflicted that he wanted to ask Qiu Subai about the necklace, but he finally said it out.

"Su Bai...have you forgotten to wear your necklace these days?"

After listening to Qiu Weiwei's words, Qiu Subai's heart clenched into a small fist, and said falteringly, "I wear it...Of course I wear it...I wear it around my neck every day!"

"……Really?"

"You don't believe me! Why don't you come and check it out!" Although Qiu Subai felt guilty, she still spoke with confidence.She was afraid that she would slip up and let Qiu Weiwei know that the necklace was missing. Now, if she could delay the time, she wanted to delay as long as possible. Maybe the necklace really fell in a corner of the house—although she had searched it several times. Once, I searched all over my room, and even went to all the places I visited that day to search again, but I couldn't find it.

Qiu Subai noticed that Qiu Weiwei didn't say a word, so he asked, "Hello? Weiwei? Are you listening?"

The sadness in Qiu Weiwei's deep eyes spread to his whole body like ink dots that melted in water, and the necklace he was holding was almost broken by his brute force.

At this moment, wine immediately came to mind in his mind.

"Beep beep..." Qiu Subai's phone only had an intermittent busy tone. He thought it was a bad signal, and when he called back, the phone was already turned off. Qiu Subai didn't think much about it, and thought it might be Qiu Weiwei Her mobile phone was out of battery, and she lay back under the bed again with a heavy head, took the cold medicine brought by her mother, and fell asleep.

It never occurred to Qiu Subai that when she fell asleep, the happiness that she and Qiu Weiwei had had would start from here and run counter to each other.

Qiu Weiwei's feet uncontrollably walked to the bar he often went to. Although he was a minor, his mother often brought him here when he was young. Because of his mother's relationship, he had a long-term relationship with the owner of the bar. So familiar that the bar called Forget the Past always gave him the green light.

"Xiao Qiu, I haven't been here for a long time!"

As soon as Qiu Weiwei entered, he came into the sight of the bar owner. He smiled and beckoned Qiu Weiwei to sit down, "What do you want to drink today?"

"Same as usual." Qiu Weiwei buried his face in the palm of his hand in pain, wiped it off a few times, raised his head and said, "Don't add green tea today."

"Do you want to drink it pure?" The boss looked at Qiu Weiwei in surprise, and said, "If you don't add green tea to the whiskey, it's too strong, you can't."

"Leave me alone! If you tell me not to add it, don't add it!" Qiu Weiwei said to the waiter at the bar, "Give me the whole bottle!"

The waiter glanced at the boss, who noticed that Qiu Weiwei was in a bad mood, nodded to the waiter, and said, "Give it to him..."

As soon as Qiu Weiwei received the wine bottle, he didn't even need a cup, so he picked up the bottle and poured half of it into his stomach. The alcohol immediately took effect in Qiu Weiwei's stomach, and the heat dissipated was like a raging fire It usually burns his empty stomach, but at this moment, he feels that no pain is as good as the deception Qiu Subai gave him.

"Why...why did you do that...why did you lie to me..." Qiu Weiwei's eyes glistened with sad tears, he desperately wanted to get drunk, thinking that alcohol could numb the heartache, that after drinking, You can go to Qiu Subai as if you have nothing to do, but he is wrong.

After drinking and eating, as long as his mind is still a little clear, he will think of Qiu Subai, and then Su Yi. Those images that shouldn't be there are constantly reappearing in Qiu Weiwei's mind, and he suddenly thinks: Su Bai said in the middle of the night on New Year's Eve that he wanted to see me... Heh, he probably did those shameful things with Su Yi... You should feel sorry, you should feel sorry for me, that's why you wanted to see me at that time... What do you say? Love me, maybe it is to alleviate the psychological guilt...

"Bitch woman! How the hell are you so cheap!" Qiu Weiwei couldn't help but blurted out the anger accumulated in his heart. Although the sad music in the bar covered his scolding, it couldn't cover his heartache. heart of.

Qiu Weiwei poured the remaining wine in the bottle into his mouth, shook the empty bottle, and said to the waiter, "Wine! Give me more wine!"

The waiter was greeting the guests on the other side and mixing drinks for them. Qiu Weiwei reached into the bar, picked up a bottle of wine, and drank it.

Everything in front of him became blurred with the alcohol in his stomach, Qiu Weiwei smiled smirk at the bottle, and said: "Su Bai, you should sleep with Su Yi... come to me when you sleep, and put What have I become... you bitch, I love you, am I crazy?"

Qiu Weiwei began to cry while talking, sobbing softly.

After finishing his work, the waiter turned around and saw that the rum he had just opened was gone, looked around, and finally found its empty bottle in Qiu Weiwei's hand.

Qiu Weiwei sat there in a state of confusion, crying and laughing. The waiter wanted to ask the boss what to do with Qiu Weiwei, but he couldn't find the boss.Therefore, he could only deal with the drunken guests in the bar as usual. He touched Qiu Weiwei's trouser pocket, found his mobile phone, and found that the mobile phone was turned off.

The waiter tried to turn it on, but he didn't expect that the phone was not dead. He opened Qiu Weiwei's phone contact menu, and was about to call Su Bai, who was in the recent contacts, when Qiu Weiwei's phone rang, and the waiter hesitated for a while. , Picked up, and told the other party Qiu Weiwei's current situation, unexpectedly, the female voice on the phone agreed to pick up Qiu Weiwei immediately without any excuses.

【3】

The night gradually engulfed the faint glow of the sky, Feng Nan helped Qiu Weiwei get off the taxi with difficulty, stood downstairs of Qiu Weiwei's apartment, raised his head and looked at the floor where Qiu Weiwei lived, his face showed A smug smile.

Just after Qiu Weiwei was picked up from the bar, he sat in the taxi and said a lot of incomprehensible words. Although Feng Nan couldn't fully understand what he said, he probably felt Qiu Weiwei and Qiu Subai's words. There was a fight.She thought that this was the best time to snatch Qiu Weiwei back, so she turned to the unconscious Qiu Weiwei and said, "Weiwei, I will take good care of you today."

Feng Nan, who didn't have much strength left, almost dragged Qiu Weiwei into the elevator, but she didn't feel tired at all, on the contrary, the more she thought about it, the happier she became.

Looking at the constantly changing floor numbers on the elevator display screen, Feng Nan couldn't help but gently kissed Qiu Weiwei's face. After the kiss, she whispered in Qiu Weiwei's ear, "Weiwei, this is me. The first kiss I saved for you... It has been waiting for a long, long time to dedicate it to you..."

I don't know if it's because of his sensitivity to the word "first kiss", but Qiu Weiwei's head, which had been burned by alcohol on Feng Nan's shoulder, had some senses—Qiu Weiwei once took away Qiu Subai's The first kiss, the first reaction when I heard the first kiss, I thought of Qiu Subai.

Qiu Weiwei's mouth reeking of alcohol suddenly pressed Feng Nan's lips, she was both happy and frightened by Qiu Weiwei's reaction, because with his domineering kiss, his hands were beginning to move around her body, With nimble fingers, he unbuttoned her coat.Feng Nan was terribly frightened, and said in a panic, "Weiwei! What are you going to do!"

Feng Nan didn't expect that Qiu Weiwei would treat her like this. She just wanted to take care of him and stay by his side so that he wouldn't get hurt. If she did what Qiu Weiwei did...

Qiu Weiwei's strength was far stronger than hers, he didn't pay attention to her resistance at all, one hand had already penetrated into her clothes, touching her breasts through the thin underwear, Feng Nan became more and more frightened when he thought about it, but She doesn't know how to resist the person she loves deeply, so she hesitates and says, "Weiwei, not now! Absolutely not! I...I'm not your girlfriend yet, it's not okay to do this!"

Ding dong.After the elevator reached the designated floor and opened the elevator door, Feng Nan ran out in fear and fell to the ground.

"Don't go! Su Bai don't go!" Qiu Weiwei yelled indistinctly, and staggered out of the elevator. Because of fear, Feng Nan didn't hear what Qiu Weiwei said, and she didn't hear Su Bai clearly. name, thinking that Qiu Weiwei was telling her not to leave.While hesitating what to do, Qiu Weiwei staggered towards her again, everything in Qiu Weiwei's vision was blurred, and the person in front of him seemed to change from Feng Nan to Qiu Subai, and again After walking a few steps, when he was about to reach Feng Nan, he fell down and sat on the ground, crying like a child, "Don't go...don't go..."

Feng Nan's heart was softened bit by bit. She looked at Qiu Weiwei affectionately and asked, "Weiwei, do you... love me?"

"Love! I love you! I will only love you forever!" Qiu Weiwei said excitedly subconsciously, but he didn't know that the object in front of him was not Qiu Subai, but Feng Nan.

Feng Nan bit her lip, made up her mind in pain, picked up the key that Qiu Weiwei dropped when he fell, opened the door of Qiu Weiwei's house, and went to help Qiu Weiwei. Standing firmly, he hugged Feng Nan tightly, and the two walked into Qiu Weiwei's house.

The heavy clouds cover the moonlight tightly, and the first thunder in spring is like a torch, splitting the night on both sides in an instant, buried by winter for a long holiday of spring rain, and rushing out of the clouds impatiently, The ground was wet with a splash.

The night is getting colder and colder.

"Don't!" Qiu Subai sat up suddenly from the bed, the cold sweat streaming down her cheeks, she was panting hard, facing a dark room.

"Did you have a nightmare?" Qiu Hena turned over and looked at her.

"No...it's nothing..." Qiu Subai lay back on the bed again. She didn't dare to tell her sister that she had a dream. This dream had been haunting her since she met Su Yi on New Year's Eve. Her dream Seeing that Qiu Weiwei was about to leave him, no matter how much she cried, he would not look back.

Qiu Hena said half asleep, "Maybe it's because you're not used to sleeping in grandma's bed, and you'll be home in two days. It's okay, go to sleep!"

Qiu Subai forced herself to close her eyes, but this night, she couldn't sleep no matter what.

【4】

Two days later, Qiu Subai returned home, looked at the marks on the calendar where school was about to start, and thought that Qiu Weiwei and Qiu Weiwei would soon return to their past lives, and felt very good.She sat anxiously at the desk, staring at the mobile phone on the desk, hesitating whether to call Qiu Weiwei first, or wait for him to call herself.

"It's almost time to call... You haven't called me for two days, you bastard!" Qiu Subai scolded Qiu Weiwei dutifully, and said angrily to himself: "Qiu Subai, you need to grow up Zhiqi, don't call him! See when he thinks of you!"

(End of this chapter)