I met you in my life

Chapter 2 Is first love a one-man show that no one appreciates? (1)
disappointment,

It's not that you failed the exam,
Nor is the winning lotto past the cashout date.

but I thought you were right,

But you gave me a negative answer,

Tell me you're not what I'm looking for.

【1】

At noon, the sky was blue without a single cloud.

The scorching sun was like a big fireball, and the ground was hot with bare feet. Qiu Subai forgot to bring an umbrella when he went out, and covered his head with the tourist map he just bought from a stationery store, and rushed into the In an alley, the old security officer sitting at the entrance of the alley saw her and said with a smile, "Su Bai, what delicious food did you bring today?"

"I didn't bring anything to eat today!" Qiu Subai said while running, looking nervous as if he was about to be late for an appointment.

Most of the people here know Qiu Subai, because Qiu Subai's family used to live in this alley, but as early as half a year ago, they moved to a new high-end residential complex several streets away from this alley. It is a row house.

It was the home that moved away, but her heart was still here.Because here is her favorite person, Su Yi.

During the summer vacation, Qiu Subai messed up the kitchen at home almost every day, just to create daily surprises and send them to Su Yi to taste. Even the old security guard at the alley knew what Qiu Subai was thinking, but today He guessed wrong, Qiu Subai didn't bring food.More importantly, she was planning in her heart, just waiting to hit it off with Su Yi.

Qiu Subai ran so fast that even the corners of her skirt were blown against her calves by the wind. She happily heard Jizhi's yelling, followed by Su Yi's voice calling out to her after pushing open the tile-red window frame.

"Su Bai! Hurry! Come up!" During a summer vacation, Su Yi's crew cut had disappeared, replaced by short, uneven hair that hadn't been repaired for more than a month and became messy. His thin face looked a little sick, which was the only thing that Qiu Subai didn't like about Su Yi.The type of boys she likes should be more sunny and healthy.

Qiu Subai stood in the courtyard of Su Yi's house, looked up at Su Yi, he held a popsicle in his hand, after greeting Qiu Subai, he stuffed the popsicle into his mouth, took a sip, and said: " Did you bring anything?"

"Here!" Qiu Su raised the tourist map in her hand, the sun and Su Yi made her feel a little dizzy, she pushed open the door Su Yi left for her, and entered Su Yi's home.

Seeing Qiu Subai enter the door, Su Yi closed the window and blocked the creaking sound of the air conditioner outside the window.

During the summer vacation after the high school entrance examination, Su Yi did not expect that he would spend all his time in this cold air-conditioned room. His parents had promised him that as long as he could successfully enter the high school of his former middle school, they would take him on a trip. , seems to have been left behind by them long ago.Therefore, he and Qiu Subai came up with this pre-emptive method, find a good tourist destination, and then bring the parents of the two families to go together. It was decided that the two of them would go by themselves.

After Qiu Subai consciously took his favorite milkshake from the refrigerator in the kitchen, he ran upstairs to find Su Yi.Su Yi sat in front of the computer, the web browser on the screen was full of travel information, with the finished popsicle stick in his mouth, holding the mahogany desk with one hand, and said to himself: "I don't know Where does He Na like to go to play..."

Qiu Subai, who had only opened half the door, heard this sentence, the smile on her face froze, she stopped, and stopped at the door, disappointment quickly flooded her face, she pursed her lips , knowingly said to himself, Su Yi really likes his sister more. Although he invited me to travel, he actually wants to go with his sister Qiu Hena... If you don't go, you can go with me, but I hope that the person who enjoys the beautiful scenery is my sister!
Qiu Subai was in a daze, until the ice cream in his hand melted and the milkshake dripped on the floor, then he hurriedly opened the door, took a tissue box in Su Yi's room, and wiped the milkshake marks on the floor in a panic .

"Su Bai! This won't work. The milkshake is sweet, and it won't be wiped clean with a paper towel!" Su Yi stood up from the computer, ran into the bathroom to get a mop, and started to do it himself.

In the eyes of Qiu Subai, the little cleanliness of the boy in front of him was an extremely good living habit in the past, but now it seems that he pays too much attention to it, as if he was picking on her.

Qiu Subai stood aside and watched blankly, her suffocating mouth was filled with her unhappiness.For her, the saddest thing is this. Every time Su Yi wants to share with Su Yi the most, Su Yi always wants to bring Qiu Hena with him. It was Qiu Hena who was traveling with her instead of herself, so she felt extremely wronged.

But because the rival in love is not someone else, but his dear and beloved sister, Qiu Subai has nothing to do.

Su Yi noticed that Qiu Subai's mood was a bit strange, put the mop in his hand aside, pulled Qiu Subai to the computer, and said, "Su Bai, take a look, where do you want to go to play?"

Qiu Subai pinched the tourist map in his hand, glanced at the computer screen, and said, "I...don't want to go."

"Hey?" Su Yi looked at her in surprise. When Su Yi told her the travel plan a few days ago, she was still so excited. Why did she suddenly say that she didn't want to go?

"Why?" Su Yi held Qiu Subai's shoulders with both hands, and asked seriously, "Didn't we agree before? To celebrate that we can continue to be in the same school, I was admitted to the high school. Didn't you agree?" Ever want to travel with me?"

Qiu Subai lowered his head, looked at the crumpled travel map in his hands, and said nothing.

Su Yi continued to attack, "If you promise, it doesn't count. Then you graduate from junior high school, don't expect me to keep my promise!"

On the day Su Yi took his graduation photo, Qiu Subai had made an agreement with Su Yi that he would accompany him on his graduation trip. In exchange for equality, he would also go on a trip with her when he graduated from junior high school.

Qiu Subai fantasized about confessing his love to Su Yi during his junior high school graduation trip. If everyone regretted it now, wouldn't it be...

"No!" Qiu Subai vetoed Su Yi's words in one gulp, fell into his trap, and said, "Just go!"

Su Yi achieved his goal, and said with a smile, "Then why did you suddenly say you don't want to go?"

"I don't know." Qiu Subai didn't have the confidence to say that it was because she was jealous of Su Yi and was always thinking about her sister. She turned her head breathlessly and looked at the wall pasted with photos on Su Yi's bedside. Can be seen by her at a glance.

In that photo, three children are holding hands, and three pairs of big eyes are wide open, looking innocently at the camera.

Every time Qiu Subai sees this photo, she wants to ignore Qiu Hena who also exists in the photo. She hopes that it is just a photo of her and Su Yi, as evidence of their natural pairing, but this kind of thinking is too naive , each other's parents were good friends from the beginning, if we look at the order of birth, she is like a third party, appearing between Su Yi and Qiu Hena in the second year after they were born.

Seeing that Qiu Subai didn't speak, Su Yi smiled and said, "If you don't tell me, I won't ask, but I really want to travel with you guys!"

Qiu Subai was sure that she clearly heard what Su Yi said was about you, not you, and her willfulness began to cause trouble again, "Didn't I say that my sister couldn't come back in time because she participated in the summer camp for the composition competition, so she couldn't go together? Then let's go to Beijing! Go to Beijing and find my sister to play with!"

Su Yi looked at Qiu Subai in surprise, which made Qiu Subai suddenly realize that the tone of his words just now sounded very jealous. Just as he was about to smooth things over for him, the mobile phone in his pocket rang.

Qiu Subai looked at the display of Ai Xi's name on the phone screen, and picked up the phone.

Aixi kept asking Qiu Subai out to meet mysteriously on the phone, but she didn't say what the purpose of asking her to come out was. Qiu Subai had no choice but to agree to meet at the agreed place in half an hour.

"Are you going?"

After Qiu Subai hung up the phone listlessly, Su Yi asked.

"Yeah. Aixi said to find me for something... I, let's go first." Qiu Subai walked to the door, saw that he was still holding a tourist map in his hand, threw it on the bed against the wall, and said, "This is The map you want."

"Thank you." Su Yi watched Qiu Subai exit the room, and gently closed the door. He was also depressed. He didn't know why Qiu Subai's mood was so ups and downs recently, happy for a while, happy for a while. He changed his face, and he felt that he was becoming more and more unable to guess the girl's mind.

【2】

Unlike the sun at noon, the sun at five o'clock was blocked by a few huge clouds, and the scattered light filled the entire sky with warmth.

Qiu Subai sat in the taxi and saw Aixi standing at the entrance of the mall from a distance.Essie was wearing denim shorts and a sleeveless vest with small floral prints on her upper body. The backpack that was hanging down to her buttocks was loosely placed on her shoulders, and she was wearing a straw hat that was popular in summer.

Qiu Subai couldn't understand how Ai Xi, who was the same age as her, was also a girl who had just entered the second grade of junior high school, how could she play with those complicated cosmetics and match them with various clothes. Compared with her peers, Ai Xi's dressing , can only be described by the word "different".

"Driver, just stop in front!" The driver slowly pulled the car to the side of the road and stopped at a place only a few steps away from where Ai Xi was standing. Qiu Subai in the car ran over excitedly, knocked on the window, opened the door and got into the car before Qiu Subai paid for the car.

Seeing Aixi getting into the car, Qiu Subai didn't react yet, looked at his good friend in confusion, and said, "Didn't we agree to meet here? Why are you getting in the car?"

The driver looked at the two little girls sitting in the rear compartment from the rearview mirror, and didn't know whether to collect the money or continue driving, and asked, "What's the matter, have you two discussed it?"

Aixi answered the driver first, "Uncle driver, please continue driving!"

"Alright! Where are you going this time?"

……

Qiu Subai couldn't get in the conversation, so she glanced at Aixi, who was chatting speculatively with the driver, so she looked sideways at the passing vehicles and pedestrians outside the car window, her mind was full of Su Yi.Ever since she was a child, she has never been able to see anyone except Su Yi in her eyes. However, as long as she thinks of Su Yi and Qiu Hena walking hand in hand on the romantic beach, her heart feels like being pulled by a cat's paw. so sad.

Every pedestrian on the road seems to be Su Yi.

Even the people hanging on the huge billboard on the floor of the building seemed to have turned into Su Yi.

However, so many girls around Su Yi are not herself, but her sister Qiu Hena.

Pain is a bottomless swamp, pulling Qiu Subai down bit by bit.

"Su Bai! Qiu Su Bai!" Ai Xi pushed her hard, and then pulled her out of the strange illusion. Qiu Su Bai glanced at Ai Xi guilty, for fear that she would discover the strange things in her heart. Thoughts, if Aixi knew, she would definitely say Qiu Subai again, telling her that there are so many boys in the world, the one she meets may not be the best one, even if he is the best one, he may not be the one in her life .

Aixi seemed to see the trickiness in Qiu Subai's heart, and said: "Just now you said on the phone that you were at Su Yi's house, and you were discussing travel, didn't it...not go well?" Aixi said the second half of the sentence She deliberately slowed down when she was walking, she kept looking at Qiu Subai's face, which was full of disappointment.

Knowing that he couldn't escape Aixi's eyes, Qiu Subai nodded and said, "Su Yi is not the one who really wants to travel with me..."

"Huh? You mean...he might have a girl he likes?" Aixi's guess hit the heart of the question once.

Qiu Subai nodded, but didn't say that the person Su Yi really liked was her sister. Even she herself felt that such a plot was too similar to a third-rate plot in an idol drama, so she took a breath silently. In a calm tone, he said, "So... I don't really want to go on a trip with Su Yi."

However, the more Qiu Subai retreated, the more Aixi encouraged her.

"Are you thinking wrong? You are a follower who has been following Su Yi. You went to the same kindergarten, the same elementary school, and even junior high school. You and Su Yi took the same exam. Now, Su Yi also You passed the high school entrance exam, didn’t you? You are the person who has been with him the longest! How could someone else have the opportunity to take advantage of it? Are you suspicious!”

Others have no chance, but Essie ignores Qiu Hena who also grew up with them, except that she was sent to a girls' high school by recommendation, in the past ten years, they have spent equal time together Yes, strictly speaking, Qiu Hena is two years older than Qiu Subai.However, Qiu Subai didn't want to explain this anymore, leaned on the seat, closed his eyes, loss and sadness were written on his expressionless face.

Seeing that Qiu Subai was in such a bad mood, Ai Xi regretted calling her out today, sighed, and started sending text messages to her new boyfriend to make sure he was still in the billiard room. Within a minute of going out, her phone rang.Seeing the definite answer, Aixi hugged Qiu Subai's shoulders, comforted her and said, "I'll take you to meet the handsome guy later, and have a smile, okay? There is no white horse anywhere in the world!"

Qiu Subai opened his eyes and looked at Aixi, but couldn't smile.In fact, she wants to say that the deadliest thing about her is that even though there are tens of thousands of white horses waiting for her to choose, she only likes the big white horse named Su Yi. Yi, decided that this was the Prince Charming she wanted to pursue all her life.

It was almost dark when we arrived at the billiard room where Essie's boyfriend was.Qiu Subai didn't expect that Aixi would bring her to this kind of place. Su Yi never went to the billiard room. In Qiu Subai's mind, only those people who have nothing to do all day long, or small gangsters would come here. Qiu Subai Su Bai stood at the door of the billiards room, reluctant to go in. It was Aixi who dragged her in, and she said, "Su Bai, you are my best sister, and the new boyfriend I made, let me in right away. Look first, I have such a spirit of sharing, and you are such a big name!"

"You made a new boyfriend?" Qiu Subai's eyes widened.

Aixi waved to a group of people in the corner before she could respond to Qiu Subai, and said excitedly, "Honey, I'm here!"

The group of people responded quickly, and whistled loudly at Aixi and the others, and everyone in the billiard room focused their eyes on the two girls.Ai Xi thought it was an arrogance, but Qiu Subai was timid, and she had never seen such a young and Dangerous scene. She didn't know which of the group of people was Ai Xi's new boyfriend, so she first saw how many of them She had a scary white tiger tattoo on her arm, and she felt like she had entered the underworld. She broke away from Aixi's hand, said that she was uncomfortable, turned around and walked out of the smoky billiard room quickly.

【3】

For several days after that day, Qiu Subai did not contact Ai Xi, and she did not go out, because untimely typhoons came one after another, disrupting her and Su Yi's travel plans, and then, parents were worried about them during this time. There will be accidents when they go out, so let them wait until the [-]th long holiday after school starts to play.

Knowing that these are the adults' tactics to delay the attack, but Qiu Subai couldn't find a comrade in arms who stood on the united front with her even if she wanted to resist. Even Su Yi agreed with the adults' proposal. She felt that Su Yi also wanted to delay the time. With this good reason, when my sister finishes the summer camp for the composition competition, the three of them can go there together.

Summer vacation without activities loses all meaning.

Qiu Subai is no longer as diligent as before and ran to Su Yi's house every day to make delicious food. She summed up the best example around her in her heart—Ai Xi, why can she chase after any boy she likes? The reason for getting it.She felt that she could no longer take the initiative to find Su Yi. He had to let him discover her first, and let him think of how bored he was and how much he wanted to see her when she was not by his side.

However, this trick didn't work against Su Yi at all, and Qiu Su Bai couldn't help running to find Su Yi even after a week.It was really time for Qiu Subai to go. The coach of the school basketball team called Su Yi and asked him to organize a friendly match between the high school and junior high schools of the school basketball team in the next few days. He was in need of an assistant.

Needless to say, Qiu Subai is also the best candidate for Su Yi's assistant.The two have had a tacit understanding since they were young. Su Yi always picks the more troublesome jobs first, and leaves the rest of the easy things to Qiu Subai. Then, like this time, the task Su Yi entrusts to Qiu Subai is just to prepare On the day of the game, the drinking water of the team members and some measures to prevent heatstroke.

However, Qiu Subai carefully took the anti-heat medicine, and even specially contacted Aixi to call the cheerleaders to cheer, which attracted many students who were depressed at home during the summer vacation and had no activities to watch.Therefore, a small on-campus friendship basketball rally before the start of school was held with great fanfare.

After the basketball game, Qiu Subai walked up to Aixi while the players were taking a shower in the locker room, hesitated for a while, and said, "Aixi, I have something to tell you..."

Ai Xi, who was hunched over to pack her things, straightened up, faced Qiu Subai, smiled, and said, "What's the matter? Why are you so serious?"

If it hadn't been for Aixi to say that, Qiu Subai hadn't noticed her face was tense yet. She touched her face, thought about it, and planned to say what she was thinking during this time, "That , that boyfriend in the billiards room last time, do you really like that much..."

(End of this chapter)