I met you in my life

Chapter 9 Love's disguise technique, have you been deceived? (1)
I love you,
not a mantra,
But I want to tell you every day.

I love you,
nor painkillers,

But I use it to anesthetize myself.

Are you... cheated?
【1】

It has been more than half a month since I accepted Qiu Weiwei's confession that day, but when Qiu Subai recalled it, she still felt that she was dreaming, and none of that happened. Many nights, when darkness swallowed up the bright world, she repeatedly Standing awkwardly by the window sill of his room, he spit out milky white smoke rings towards the dark world.

The cigarettes were secretly taken from his father's bag, and every time he took one, it was not easy to be discovered.

She always shut herself in the room, locked the door, and smoked secretly.

Unknowingly, Qiu Subai felt that he was addicted to cigarettes.As long as you see Su Yi and Qiu Hena being close together, as long as you learn from Qiu Hena that Su Yi insists on asking his sister to wait for him to pick him up at school every day, the two of them go home by car arm in arm, or make excuses for each other. Tell parents something is going on at school, actually go on a date and watch a movie.The more Qiu Subai didn't want to know, the more he would be told.

After the mobile phone lying on the bed was set to vibrate, the screen went on and off, and then on and off.

Qiu Subai glanced at it, and didn't intend to answer it at all. She knew that she would be called at this time. There was only one person in the past, and now there is only one person, but it's not the same person.Su Yi and Qiu Weiwei, these two people's positions in her heart have never been equal.

Qiu Subai knew that she was not a competent girlfriend, but the reason why she accepted Qiu Weiwei was not only because of a momentary impulse, but also because in her eyes, Qiu Weiwei was originally a philandering person. Huaxin and dual-purpose should be a good pairing result, she thinks that's the only way, in the face of Qiu Weiwei's warmth, she will not feel guilty.

The cigarette in his hand is only the cigarette butt.Today's only one is also smoked.Qiu Hena hasn't come home yet, and Qiu Subai knows that she went to the playground with Su Yi today, and the two of them love each other so much that they seem to release all the love that has been accumulated in their hearts for more than ten years.

Qiu Subai looked at the Xuanyue wheel hanging in the sky, couldn't help laughing at herself for looking for trouble, she extinguished the cigarette butt between her fingers, and said to herself: "They don't care about you... Qiu Subai Su Bai, how can your brain be so cheap, you shouldn't think about it, why are you thinking about it if you have nothing to do!"

In the past half a month, from the first day Qiu Subai agreed to date Qiu Weiwei, the first day he really broke away from Su Yi's hopeless secret love, the first day he secretly took a cigarette from his father's bag, Step by step, she approached the dark self hidden in her heart. She felt that she was no longer as innocent as before. She even felt the smell of smoke coming out of her mouth after she finished smoking. I realized that I was an out-and-out bad girl.

The more Qiu Subai thought about it, the more depressed he became. On an autumn night, the air was filled with coolness.She didn't put on her coat, told her mother she wanted to go to the supermarket to buy some snacks, and went out.

Her thin figure shuttled quickly under the dim streetlights.

She really went to the supermarket, but not to buy snacks. She didn't bring much money with her. After shopping around in the supermarket, her hands were empty, and she finally stopped in front of the tobacco and alcohol counter at the cash register. His eyes wandered among the rich cigarette brands, and he saw the cigarette case of the same brand as that in his father's bag. After hesitating, he said, "How much is Zhonghua?"

The salesperson looked at Qiu Subai, and Qiu Subai added guiltily: "My dad likes to smoke Zhonghua!"

"Soft shell, or hard shell?" The salesperson took out two packs of cigarettes from the cupboard and placed them in front of Qiu Subai. She casually pointed to a pack and said, "This one."

"65." The salesman said.

Qiu Subai was taken aback. She thought the cigarettes were cheap, so she only brought ten yuan. She blushed and said, "I... only brought ten yuan..."

"Hehe, then you can only buy Zhongnanhai." The salesperson took out another pack of cigarettes and said to Qiu Subai, "Hehe, there is no other way, your dad can only smoke this first today."

"En!" After paying the money, Qiu Subai left in a hurry, fearing that if he said a word more, he would be suspected.

She didn't want to be seen smoking, so she walked around to the gate of the community, lit a cigarette, and walked along the sidewalk, intending to walk around the perimeter of the community before going home.

It is true that Qiu Subai has not completely come out of Su Yi's shadow. Every time she takes a puff of cigarettes, she wants to make Su Yi's appearance in her heart blur. She wishfully thinks that this is an effective way to paralyze.

Before walking far from the community, Qiu Su Bai was stopped by an uncertain and surprised voice, "... Su Bai?"

The dim streetlight suddenly became very dazzling. At this time, Qiu Subai's panicked face was illuminated in a straight line. She hid her hand holding the cigarette behind her back, and responded embarrassingly: "Qiu Weiwei... How did you come?"

"Are you smoking?" Qiu Weiwei raised his voice, took Qiu Subai's hand hidden behind him without mercy, grabbed the cigarette she hadn't smoked a few times, threw it on the ground, and stomped a few times hard. foot.

Qiu Subai looked at Qiu Weiwei, because she didn't have enough confidence to resist, she stood there without saying a word.

Qiu Weiwei took her hand and walked to a nearby canteen, Qiu Subai didn't know his intention, and said, "Where are you taking me?"

Qiu Weiwei held his breath, silently did not answer her, walked quickly to the entrance of the canteen, and said to the boss, "Give me a box of chewing gum."

After Qiu Weiwei took the chewing gum, he handed it to Qiu Subai.

"give me?"

"Well, eat it, otherwise your mouth will smell of smoke, and your parents will find it when you go home."

Qiu Subai thought that Qiu Weiwei would scold her, but he didn't expect that Qiu Weiwei brought her to buy chewing gum. Inexplicably, a surge of warmth rose in her indifferent heart. In her mouth, after chewing a few mouthfuls, tears rolled in her eyes, but she tried her best not to cry.

"When did you start smoking?" Qiu Weiwei asked.

Qiu Subai didn't want to say that he started to learn to smoke because of dating him, so she lowered her head and said nothing.

Qiu Weiwei stretched out his hand in front of Qiu Subai and said, "Give me the cigarette."

Qiu Subai was a little hesitant, but obediently handed the newly unpacked Zhongnanhai in his pocket to Qiu Weiwei, and said in a strong nasal voice, "I'm sorry..."

"Why are you sorry for me?"

"I..." Qiu Subai couldn't tell the reason, but this apology was indeed what she wanted to say all along.

"Don't tell me I'm sorry, Su Bai, the person you're really sorry for is yourself, do you know that?"

Qiu Su Bai silently chewed the gum in his mouth, Qiu Weiwei gently embraced her, and whispered in her ear: "Be kind to yourself, Su Bai, you are a good girl."

"I don't want Su Yi, a good girl..." When Qiu Subai choked up and said this, even she was surprised, it turned out that Su Yi still occupies such an important place in her heart.

Qiu Weiwei's hug gradually became stiff, he let go of Qiu Subai in embarrassment, the sadness in his eyes was like Qiu Subai knew that the person Su Yi liked was Qiu Hena, such Qiu Weiwei would still make Qiusu Bai felt distressed, she hesitated for a moment, hugged Qiu Weiwei back, and said: "Qiu Weiwei, thank you. Even if it is to thank you for protecting... I will try to give up Su Yi... Let's work hard together !"

Qiu Weiwei was taken aback by Qiu Subai's initiative to hug him, his heart seemed to be wrapped in a warm light, and he was so excited that he didn't know how to respond to Qiu Subai.

Such a night is so sacred that people can't help but yearn for it. If this is a pair of lovers who love each other deeply, then happiness should be in sight!
【2】

Qiu Subai seemed to have made a lot of determination, and she really started to quit smoking, but perhaps for her, it was not only the addiction to smoking that she wanted to quit, but also Su Yi.

The morning meeting every Monday is a hodgepodge of the whole school. Students from the middle school and high school will gather together to raise the flag and hold a regular meeting.In the past period of time, even though she had distanced herself from Su Yi, Qiu Subai would still look for Su Yi's figure at the weekly morning meeting. The back figure she wanted to see hidden hidden countless secrets in her heart.

But this week, she didn't want to do that anymore, she promised Qiu Weiwei, and she wanted to do it too.

However, knowing that he lacked concentration, if he couldn't see Su Yi in the morning meeting, his eyes would be involuntarily looking for Su Yi's class.

Ring ring ring.After the morning meeting bell rang a few times, the music played during the morning meeting came out from the radio in the classroom. Usually, all classes had to arrive at the playground before the music stopped. : "Su Bai, let's go! Everyone is leaving! If you don't leave, you will be late. If you are late, you will be fined to run off the playground!"

"But I..." Qiu Subai looked out the window, looked at the reptile-like people moving lazily towards the playground downstairs, clutched his stomach, and said to Ai Xi, "I have a stomachache. "

This is not a clever reason, but Qiu Subai has already made it clear that she does not want to attend the morning meeting. Aixi has no choice but to leave by herself. Before leaving, she leans on the door and says to Qiu Subai who is anxious in the classroom, "You find a way to hide yourself! Otherwise, the dean will come to the classroom to check the attendance later, and you will die!"

"En!" Qiu Subai nodded, looking at the empty classroom, oh, no, it seems that she is not the only one——Qiu Weiwei has been sleeping on the table since entering the classroom this morning, he seems He looked so sleepy... Qiu Subai walked over lightly and stood by his desk, trying to wake him up, but was too embarrassed to wake him up.But you can't escape by yourself before the dean comes to the classroom for inspection. Seeing Qiu Weiwei is caught by the dean and taken to the office to write a review!

Just when Qiu Subai was hesitating, Qiu Weiwei gave her an unexpected hug, she jumped in shock and fell on Qiu Weiwei's lap, "Hi, you're not asleep..."

"It's not that I didn't sleep, but I was woken up by you."

Qiu Weiwei touched Qiu Subai's pocket with his hand. Qiu Subai blushed with fright and tried to break away from Qiu Weiwei's hand, because he jumped up like a legendary pervert and said, "You What are you touching!"

"I want to check whether you have smoke on your body now." Qiu Weiwei didn't understand why Qiu Subai had such a big reaction.

"I quit!" Qiu Subai said.

Qiu Weiwei showed a satisfied smile on his face, and put a warm arm from behind Qiu Subai, his face was pressed against her back, he spoke very slowly, "Does your stomach hurt now?" ? Or avoiding, not wanting to see that person at the morning meeting..."

Being caught by Qiu Weiwei's words, Qiu Subai powerlessly stopped resisting, and the unstable state of mind swayed like a well in the bottom of her heart.

The atmosphere was awkwardly silent.It wasn't until the lion-like voice of the teaching director came from the next class that Qiu Subai and the others came to their senses. The two held hands inadvertently and slipped out from the door of the classroom, worried that they would be surrounded by others if they went downstairs. Due to the situation, the two decided to go to the roof of the teaching building to take shelter first.

The two people, who were panting from running, passed through the stairs leading to the roof, closed the door of the roof as if they were afraid that someone would catch up, and slid on the ground leaning against the wall.

At this time, the hand was still holding and did not let go.

Although I have kissed Qiu Weiwei before and hugged him several times, but it seems to be the first time to hold hands. Qiu Subai noticed this, and quickly withdrew his hand from Qiu Weiwei's palm, He got up and wanted to stand up, but was stopped by Qiu Weiwei. Qiu Subai, who was pulled back, almost rushed in front of Qiu Weiwei with a baby fat face.

The last time my first kiss was taken away, it must have been a rainy day... I was so sad, even when my first kiss was taken away by someone other than my favorite, I forgot to be angry and resist.

Qiu Subai looked at Qiu Weiwei's face at the same close distance. Although he was childish, he could be regarded as a handsome face with good skin, and he didn't seem to be bothered by acne of his peers.Qiu Subai fell in love with this face when he saw it for the first time in sixth grade, but he didn't seriously assume what would happen if the two of them were more than friends.

At this moment, there is no disturbing sound of rain, and both of them can hear each other's rapid breathing. What will happen in the next second?Although Qiu Subai didn't take the initiative to kiss, but at this moment, he began to imagine what would happen in the next second.

Whether it's the first kiss or a kiss, as a girl who is full of curiosity about love, she is looking forward to it no matter what?
When Qiu Weiwei's face approached slowly, almost close at hand, Qiu Subai slowly closed her eyes, her face accidentally showed the desire for a kiss, and the stepping The excitement of entering the mysterious realm, at the moment of being kissed by Qiu Weiwei, the scene of Su Yi and Qiu Hena also kissing was also performed in her mind at the same time. Is it because of this? She seemed to want to Showing off, still wanting to take revenge, unexpectedly broke the record that Qiu Weiwei kissed her first, and clumsily responded to his kiss for the first time.

The lips that the two wanted to part were once again overlapping.Qiu Weiwei hugged her even tighter.

Qiu Subai felt the happiness and sweetness that she had never had before. Although it was the second time she kissed Qiu Weiwei, it was different from the last time. The actual idea is to continue to manage this sweet relationship with Qiu Weiwei.

As if they were a couple in love, the two were glued together by fate on the rooftop and became twins, inseparable no matter what.

Just like this, they kissed repeatedly and hugged each other deeply, wishing that time could stand still, but loving each other would not stop.

This morning, on the rooftop, Qiu Subai felt as if he and Qiu Weiwei were truly in love.

However, the nasty preparatory bell for class interrupted all this again, the two kissed each other's cheeks endlessly, Qiu Subai pursed her lips in embarrassment, and tidied up her school uniform.

Qiu Weiwei smiled shyly and looked at Qiu Subai.

Qiu Subai remembered that he had once seen Qiu Weiwei kissing a girl in a private room in a drink shop, went home for the night together, and went to a hotel with another girlfriend, thinking that he might just be a clumsy love in front of Qiu Weiwei. The novice said, "Qiu Weiwei, you are laughing at me... Are you laughing at me that I can't kiss..."

"How could it be!" Qiu Weiwei argued, "It's because I like you... It's a very happy thing to be able to kiss the person I like." Originally, Qiu Weiwei asked Su Bai, "Don't you think this is a happy thing? ", but thinking that Qiu Su Bai might still be full of Su Yi in his heart, he stopped talking.

"Then...you have so many girlfriends...you should be very happy..." Qiu Subai was inexplicably jealous. She knew that lovers should not be shared. Together, the two of them "one caress, the other has two purposes" is perfect. She suddenly wanted to possess Qiu Weiwei alone, and she was surprised by her own thoughts.

Qiu Subai thought that there would be a lot of white lies between lovers like in the movie, but the next second Qiu Weiwei would argue that those were ordinary friends, or girls who were taken care of like younger sisters.

However, Qiu Subai guessed wrong, Qiu Weiwei looked at her seriously, and said sincerely: "Maybe I did something wrong, but, Su Bai, I promise, you are the one I like wholeheartedly, and I want to The girl who has to be guarded forever...I, want to be with you, Su Bai forever, and never be separated like today!"

Qiu Subai was even more embarrassed by Qiu Weiwei's words, because she could finally have a special place in a boy's heart. She smiled shyly and lowered her head, but her heart was completely overwhelmed by these warm words of love.

"Okay, I just rang the preparatory bell, class is about to start, let's go down." Qiu Weiwei gently took Qiu Subai's hand, the two of them opened the roof door, a ray of light shot into the dark stairway, they Walking in, with a sacred and happy expression on your face, it's like walking towards a brand new avenue of happiness.

After walking down a few steps, Qiu Subai remembered that their love relationship was not made public, and even Aixi didn't know about it. Qiu Subai withdrew his hand from Qiu Weiwei's palm and said, "Everyone still has to deal with our affairs." I do not know……"

"Then are you afraid of being known?"

Qiu Subai bit his lip, and said with great determination, "Don't be afraid."

Looking at Qiu Subai's serious expression, Qiu Weiwei deliberately scratched her waist with his hand, which he just discovered by accident—Qiu Subai is ticklish, "Haha...don't mess with me...hehehe ..."

Qiu Subai had nowhere to hide, but seeing her smile, Qiu Weiwei felt indescribably satisfied.The two of them made a fuss while playing and reached the floor where the class is located, and just happened to be seen by Feng Nan who was coming back from the bathroom. Her face, which was still talking and laughing, suddenly seemed to be covered by dark clouds, and she gave Qiu Subai a vicious look. , ran to them, grabbed Qiu Weiwei's arm, and said with a smile: "Weiwei, why didn't I see you at the morning meeting just now? Are you uncomfortable?"

"I told you not to call me that!" Qiu Weiwei mercilessly shook off Feng Nan's hand, turned to Qiu Subai's side, stretched out his hand, and said softly to her, "Let's go!"

Qiu Subai didn't pass her hand to Qiu Weiwei immediately, she hesitated for a while, because she knew that if she held hands and appeared in front of everyone, it would be a silent announcement of their love relationship, and the news would spread quickly , Ten to a hundred, and finally reached Su Yi's ears.

"Don't you want to go?" Qiu Weiwei and Qiu Subai got closer, Feng Nan was stunned, she didn't expect Qiu Weiwei and Qiu Subai to get so close.

The class bell once again interrupted the stalemate between the two of them. The teacher who walked over from a distance shouted at the students who hadn't entered the classroom yet: "Hey! You haven't entered the classroom yet, why are you standing here?"

Qiu Subai took the opportunity to run into the classroom first, and Qiu Weiwei followed closely without thinking too much.

The relationship between Qiu Subai and Qiu Weiwei has always been kept in the dark by everyone. Although Feng Nan has some doubts, she is more willing to think about the good, thinking that Qiu Weiwei will fall in love with her one day.

【3】

Time passed day by day, and the fleeting time became the best witness to witness the love between Qiu Subai and Qiu Weiwei.

(End of this chapter)