Aifei, I won't let go

Chapter 182 Sadness (1)

When Mu Yun woke up, her body moved slightly, she only felt that her left hand seemed to be pressed by something, and it was slightly numb.Lifting his heavy eyelids, he saw Shangguan Muchen lying on one side, spitting on his face, his eyelashes trembling slightly, as if he was not sleeping peacefully.

Mu Yun was worried about Mu Haoran in her heart, and couldn't help frowning slightly.She knew that Shangguan Muchen must have not slept well all night, so she carefully lifted his head and wanted to pull his hand away.However, with just a little movement like this, she still woke up Shangguan Muchen.

He suddenly jumped up, hugged her and said, "Yun'er, do you feel better?"

Mu Yun nodded, and said anxiously, "I'm going to Mu Mansion."

"Don't worry, drink a bowl of porridge first, and I will accompany you right away."

Mu Yun shook her head and said stubbornly, "I'm going to the Mu Mansion, I want to see my brother!"

"Okay." Shangguan Muchen sighed helplessly and said, "I'll accompany you."

……

The carriage swayed all the way to Mu's mansion. Since the beginning of the world, Mu Yun has not been so worried and afraid for a long time.In his mind, he still remembered Shangguan Muchen saying after getting into the carriage that Haoran was seriously injured, and he still had no will to survive.

Mu Yun was startled, and asked, "Could it be that he plans to ignore Shan'er and me? Shan'er is his wife, and he promised me to take care of Shan'er for the rest of his life!"

Shangguan Mu Chen turned his face away, pursed his lips and said, "Yun'er, I haven't told you all this time. Haoran and Yan Shan's relationship has a problem..."

something is wrong?Mu Yun was a little confused.In my impression, her brother and Yan Shan have always treated each other with respect. After all, when did something go wrong?

These, she has no way of knowing, also does not know.When looking at Shangguan Muchen, he just pursed his lips guiltily, but didn't say anything.When she arrived at Mu Mansion, she got out of the car in a hurry.There were people kneeling on the ground on both sides, but she had no time to get them up.When I opened the door and entered, what I saw was the Mu Hen with red eye circles from staying up late and the imperial physicians.

Mu Hen obviously didn't expect that it would be Mu Yun who came in, he was startled for a moment, and blurted out, "Girl Yun..."

Mu Yun strode up to him and asked, "Mu Hen, my brother, what's the matter?"

Mu Hen just shook his head, paused for a while, and then said, "I'm saving my life for the time being."

Mu Yun's heart sank suddenly, and when she lifted her feet and walked slowly to the inner room, she saw Yan Shan kneeling beside the bed, holding Mu Haoran's hand with one hand, looking at Mu Haoran with empty eyes, muttering , "Hao Ran, wake up, after we wake up, we will go back to the past, okay?"

Mu Yun's feet were a little weak, and she subconsciously grabbed her back, and someone supported her body, allowing her to collapse on him.Mu Yun turned around, looked at Shangguan Mu Chen, and said in a slightly trembling voice, "Brother Chen, brother, he will be fine, right..."

After finishing speaking, before Shangguan Mu Chen could respond, she began to cry, and said while crying, "The entire Mu family belongs to me and is the most useless. I have always claimed to be smart since I was a child. But I am nothing. It's not..."

Shangguan Mu Chen's heart ached, he hugged Mu Yun tightly, pursed his lips and called out, "Yun'er..." But he couldn't think of anything to say later.The Mu family left her and Mu Haoran alone, no matter what he said, she couldn't comfort her tears.

Yan Shan turned her head and saw Mu Yun who was crying, she turned around suddenly, kowtowed, and said, "Sister Mu, Shan'er is sorry for you..."

Mu Hen bit his lower lip lightly, and said in a deep voice, "Niang Niang, don't worry, as long as I, Mu Hen, are still around, I won't let Hao Ran die!"

Mu Yun raised her head from Shangguan Mu Chen's arms, looked at Mu Hen fixedly, saw the firmness in his eyes, she cried, "Mu Hen, please..."

Mu Hen suddenly laughed, like Mu Qingfeng, really good-looking, after a long time, he said, "Don't worry, nothing will happen..." Just one sentence made Mu Yun feel inexplicably at ease.

Lowering her head, she looked at Yan Shan who kept her head on the ground and refused to lift it up. Mu Yun slowly knelt down, helped her up, and said, "Shan'er, you can take care of my brother on my behalf." ?"

Yan Shan even trembled, paused for a long time, and then nodded slowly.

Mu Yun smiled happily, and said, "Please, love my brother well..."

"Okay..." Seeing Yan Shan's response, Mu Yun burst into tears again.Just now, from Shangguan Muchen's few words, she knew that her brother had fallen in love with Yan Shan, so she also hoped that Yan Shan could become that woman in her brother's life.

Mu Hen has already started discussing with the imperial physicians how to treat Mu Haoran.It's been a day already, if it wasn't for Mu Hen who tried his best to rescue him overnight, Mu Haoran might have already lost his breath.When she walked slowly to her bed partner, Mu Yun stretched out her hand to rest on Mu Haoran's pulse. She only felt that the pulse was superficial and her breath was weak, as if she would lose her life at any moment.She looked at her swollen belly, then at Mu Haoran who was still breathing, and finally said, "Brother Chen, I want to stay here..."

Shangguan Muchen was startled, remained silent for a while, and finally said, "Okay, I'll accompany you..."

……

Therefore, Mu Yun stayed in the shogunate.

Mu Hen said that he had exhausted all his strength, and now, it only depends on whether Haoran survived far away.

Mu Yun was silent, and began to hold Mu Haoran's hand every day, nagging non-stop in his ear, telling stories about their past.But as she was talking, she started crying again and said, "Brother, you weren't always by Yun'er's side when you were a child. I only have you as an older brother now, don't you want to make it up to me? ?”

Yan Shan stood aside, handed over the handkerchief dumbly, and said shyly, "Sister Mu, don't be sad..."

Mu Yun took the handkerchief, looked at Yan Shan who was standing there sluggishly, suddenly grabbed Yan Shan's hand a little angrily, and asked, "Shan'er, did you, did you betray my brother? Or, you never liked brother. Brother is such an arrogant person, so he couldn't let you go, so he chose to fulfill you like this? "

"Sister Mu..." Yan Shan bit her lower lip lightly, turned her face away, her eyes were slightly red.

Mu Yun cried unrelentingly, "Shan'er, my brother and I are sorry for you. But why did you hurt my brother. In the Mu family, only my brother is left, I can't live without him... Shan'er..."

In the end, even Mu Yun didn't know what she was talking about.All she knew was that there was a ball of gunpowder bursting out in her heart, but it never burst out, so she could only vent her anger on Yan Shan.By the time she was tired from crying, she had already collapsed on the side of the bed, sobbing unceasingly.

On the third day, Mu Haoran started to have a high fever, and Mu Yun stayed by the side desperately to take care of her.Shangguan Muchen looked at her with a puffy stomach, and said distressedly, "Yun'er, you go to bed first, and I'll watch over it for you, okay?"

Mu Yun shook her head numbly, and murmured, "Now, who else but me can love my brother so much..." As she spoke, tears fell again.

"Sister Mu." Yan Shan's voice suddenly came to mind, "Let me take care of Haoran..."

Mu Yun turned her head, only to hear Yan Shan say again, "He is my husband."

After listening, Mu Yun walked out of the room silently, with the cool breeze blowing on her face, she suddenly felt that every step she took was extremely heavy.Beside her ear, I only heard Yan Shan say, "Hao Ran, I'm sorry for you..."

Mu Yun pursed her lips and smiled bitterly, and said in her heart, brother, if you still care about Shan'er and me, wake up...

inside the house.

There was silence, Yan Shan squatted down slowly, stroked his almost perfect cheek with her hands, and said with a shy smile, "Hao Ran, during these days when you were unconscious, do you know what I remembered?"

She paused, put a kiss on her forehead and said, "I suddenly remembered that I am not an ordinary person, I am a person with too many stories. Haoran, you know, you like me Such a person, you are really at a disadvantage. I am an unclean person, but you have a good background and a good appearance. Why do you like me? Like before, you just take care of me out of guilt, okay? ?”

Speaking of this, Yan Shan has already burst into tears. For several days, she has not shed tears, but just watched numbly.It's not that she has no heart and no tears, but that she can't find an outlet, so she can't cry.Well now, as for her crying...

After a long time, Yan Shan gently held his hand, and said as if she had made a great determination, "I admit, I like Gu Yan. But, I only understand one thing now, that is, Haoran, you are my The only husband in this world. If you can wake up this time, I will love you very much, if you don't wake up, I will marry someone else on the second day after you are buried, do you understand?"

After saying these words, Yan Shan's heart suddenly relaxed a lot.Yes, this is what she said in her heart.Yan Shan will never forget those gentle and meticulous care of her, and Yan Shan will never forget those tolerant smiles and doting eyes.First love is certainly unforgettable.But there is another kind of feeling called being in love with each other.

The night was dark, Yan Shan started to take the wet wipes, and wiped his hands carefully, but when she turned her head, she didn't notice that Mu Haoran's eyelashes trembled slightly, a tear fell, and her ears were wet Next to the fortune...

……

Early the next morning, in the capital city, several figures stood under the city gate, and the people beside them gritted their teeth and said, "Young master, you must avenge Chengluo and a few brothers!"

Luo Yuncheng frowned slightly, and suddenly said, "Muluo, how many brothers of my Tang Sect are left?"

Hearing Luo Yuncheng's question, Muro showed a trace of pain on his face, paused for a while, and said, "There are less than 50 people."

"Really?" Luo Yuncheng lowered his eyes and said in pain, "Muro, why do I feel so tired all of a sudden. Did we already lose?"

"Young master..." Muro called out in a low voice, and Luo Yuncheng lowered his bamboo hat and turned around, his figure was lonely and desolate.

(End of this chapter)