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Chapter 152 Shadow

"Why! Why!" Looking at his report card, Wang Yongmeng hammered the table unwillingly. He scratched his hair in pain, and said in confusion: "Obviously, I have worked very hard to review, why still can't surpass Gu Yifan's grades and Rank!"

In order to let Wang Yongmeng learn better, Wang's father sent him to the middle school where Gu Yifan was, as if he had to learn everything from Gu Yifan.But Wang Yongmeng didn't want to learn from Gu Yifan at all at that time, he just wanted to surpass and become his real self after surpassing Gu Yifan.

If he couldn't surpass Gu Yifan, then he was just imitating Gu Yifan's shadow all the time.As a shadow, does he still have the value of living in this world?

Wang Yongmeng felt that if this continued, he would go crazy.

"No, I need to calm down." Wang Yongmeng held his forehead and breathed a sigh of relief.He opened the game on the computer.Unlike before, fighting games on arcades can also be played on computers, and there are even dedicated game platforms, so there is no need to run to arcades all day long like before.Playing games at home can be regarded as abiding by the agreement between his elementary school and his father.

Whenever Wang Yongmeng fell into madness because of Gu Yifan's affairs, only games could calm him down and allow him to be himself again.On this game platform, he has defeated masters one after another with his outstanding talent, and even won the title of M in the K·O list of the game platform.This feeling is something he can't feel in reality.

K·O!

After defeating ten top [-] players in a row, Wang Yongmeng finally calmed down the mania in his heart.

He took a sip of water, looked at himself who was ranked second on the list, and smiled slightly.Challenging various masters for a long time has allowed him to reach a half-step professional level, and the ranking on this list is the best proof.

But Wang Yongmeng was not satisfied. He looked at the number one player, nicknamed G, and murmured: "Mysterious player G, a mysterious master who only appeared once in the last summer vacation, will be ranked tenth as soon as he comes out." The player was directly slaughtered, and then successively killed all the masters on the list. After the summer vacation, he never appeared again, and the points he gained from the game allowed him to stand in the number one position after more than a year superior……"

"What a terrifying opponent!" Wang Yongmeng sighed while lying on the bed.I don't know why, facing such a legendary master, not only did he not feel the same jealousy as he did to Gu Yifan, on the contrary, he admired him very much, and even wanted to compete with him.

If only reality were as simple as the game world.Wang Yongmeng thought to himself.

Just when Wang Yongmeng was working hard to surpass Gu Yifan, Wang's father told him a shocking news one day: Gu Yifan was going to move.

Since the Gu family's company's business is booming this year, Gu Yifan's father planned to change the house and move to a bigger place.

Gu Yifan is moving?
Hearing this news, Wang Yongmeng couldn't help feeling a little melancholy.When he was in junior high school, in order to surpass Gu Yifan, he went to countless cram schools during the holidays, and he also studied at home all day during normal times. He worked so hard but could not surpass Gu Yifan, but now Gu Yifan Van is leaving?What are you kidding?
Clenching his hands lightly, Wang Yongmeng looked at the white paper on the table.

A few days later, the door of Wang Yongmeng's house rang, and when he opened it, it was Gu Yifan.

"Yongmeng, do you have time to go for a walk?" Gu Yifan asked.

"...wait for me, I'll go get something." Wang Yongmeng seemed a little hesitant, he folded the paper and put it in his pocket, changed his clothes and walked out with Gu Yifan.

That night, the weather was very cold, with a cool breeze, but the night sky was surprisingly beautiful.The sky seemed to be cloudless, and the moonlight and stars appeared in the starry sky at the same time, emitting different colors of light twinkling and twinkling.Wang Yongmeng hadn't seen such a scene for ten years.

The two walked on a deserted path with only a few street lights on the side of the road.

"Today's night sky is really beautiful." Gu Yifan raised his head and said.

"Heh, it's strange that two men ran out to look at the night sky at night." Wang Yongmeng spread his hands and chuckled.He obviously hated Gu Yifan, but when he and Gu Yifan walked on the same path, he felt an indescribable sense of security.This made Wang Yongmeng start to question why he hated Gu Yifan and when did he start hating him.

When they reached a certain place, the two of them stopped at the same time, and Gu Yifan said, "Since we entered junior high school, the two of us seldom come out together."

"Well, it probably started when I was in junior high school. You seemed to be avoiding something, even if it was a holiday, you rarely came home, and after I was in junior high school, there were a bunch of cram schools, and the two of us seldom even saw each other. Don't talk about going out for a walk." Wang Yongmeng laughed at himself.

"You have worked hard during this time." Gu Yifan said something that Wang Yongmeng couldn't understand.

"What's the hard work?" Wang Yongmeng asked puzzled.

"I know, Uncle Wang has been using me to whip you." Gu Yifan looked at Wang Yongmeng.

Wang Yongmeng's body trembled uncontrollably, but soon suppressed the emotions that were about to erupt and returned to normal.He pretended to be silent and asked: "So? Are you sympathizing with me? If so, I don't need it, I do it voluntarily."

"Would you like to live in my shadow?"

"you shut up!"

Wang Yongmeng shouted.

"What do you know! You don't understand anything at all!" Wang Yongmeng shouted, his suppressed emotions for the past few years finally couldn't be suppressed now, his clenched fist has not been loosened for a long time, and he was trembling with excitement : "As long as the grades are handed out, my dad will keep bringing up your name, saying why I am not as good as you, why you are not his son!"

"I worked hard, I worked very hard! From the bottom of the class, all the way to the top five in the class, isn't that enough?! Yes, not enough. Because when you were in elementary school, you were the top five in the class. First, junior high school is the leader in the class! My level is not enough!"

Wang Yongmeng yelled what he had been wanting to say all these years but dared not say, and tears of grievance flowed from his eyes, "At that time, there was nothing but study every day, and non-stop study! When everyone else was looking forward to the holiday, only I am looking forward to the exam, because only the exam can let me know whether my strength has surpassed yours, and let me get rid of this pain..."

"I also wanted to give up, but when I closed my eyes, my dad's comparison with you pierced my heart like a needle, and I couldn't sleep at all!" Wang Yongmeng took a breath and continued Said: "Fortunately, after the second year of junior high school, the business at home started to recover again. I can finally breathe a sigh of relief and relax myself a little at home. Otherwise, when I met you this time, I would not be a human being, but a bird that died in vain. Ghost."

Wang Yongmeng wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and after saying all these words that had been buried in his heart, he felt relieved all over.

Swish!
Gu Yifan hugged Wang Yongmeng's body tightly, patted Wang Yongmeng's back, and said with great difficulty: "I'm sorry."

"You have nothing to say sorry to me. The one who really wants to say sorry to me is my dad. But I have always hated the wrong person and lived in your shadow." Wang Yongmeng closed his eyes, opened his arms, let Bask yourself in moonlight and starlight.

"Gu Yifan, you will be moving in a few days, right?" Wang Yongmeng asked.

"Well, move to the city center." Gu Yifan said.

"So that's the case, that's quite far away." Wang Yongmeng nodded, took out a harmonica from his pocket, and asked, "I'm playing a tune, do you want to hear it?"

"Harmonica? You can also play this?" Gu Yifan was a little surprised, but quickly realized, and said, "Uncle Wang asked you to learn it?"

"Hehe, what else?" Wang Yongmeng shrugged, approached the harmonica, and began to play. The sound of the piano sounded long and leisurely. A short piece of music contained many emotions.

At the end of the song, Gu Yifan asked: "It sounds good, but it's kind of sad. I've never heard this song before. Did you create it yourself?"

"It's for you." Wang Yongmeng stroked the melodina and said: "For more than ten years, I have been clinging to you since I was born, liked you, and hated you; I have regarded you as the closest relative besides my parents." My friend, I also regarded you as an enemy I hated. I can't bear to leave you."

After finishing speaking, Wang Yongmeng put the melodica score in Gu Yifan's hand, and he smiled slightly: "This is the score of the song I played just now, it should be considered as a parting gift."

"I will learn this piece." Gu Yifan put away the score.

"Whatever you want, even if you throw me away, it doesn't matter." Wang Yongmeng looked indifferent.

After finishing what should be said and what should be given, Wang Yongmeng turned around gracefully and stopped looking at Yifan. He said, "Brother Fan, this is the last time I will call you Brother Fan."

"After moving, you live the life you should live, and I have to make up for all the things I lost in the past two years. I want to be myself again."

(End of this chapter)