Black Belly President V587

Chapter 151 Long Pain is worse than Short Pain
Not long after the sun hid in the clouds, the wind became even colder.

When Jian Ling raised her head, there was already rain falling from the sky. She hurriedly reached out her hand to cover the top of Tong Muyan's head, and said, "It's raining, Auntie, we should go. I'll see you next time." She said, pull Tong Muyan get up.

Tong Muyan looked back at her mother's photo, forced a smile, and left with Jian Ling.

In the distance, the people who came to visit the grave all followed the road towards the exit.

Tong Muyan wanted to return Jian Ling's coat to her, but she stopped her: "You dress me honestly, hey, don't run, don't worry, it's not summer, and the rain won't suddenly become heavier."

Tong Muyan naturally understood the meaning of Jian Ling's words, she couldn't help but sighed and said, "What are you afraid of? I'm not afraid, what are you afraid of?"

Anyway, the child is going to be aborted, so is she still afraid of accidental miscarriage?

Seeing her expression, Jian Ling was speechless for a while, and could only hold her hand tightly and said, "Let's go, I'm hungry, go back to eat."

Tong Muyan didn't speak, and let her drag her out of the cemetery.

When Jian Ling took out the car keys, she said "Ah", and Tong Muyan realized that Gu Xin's car was parked next to Jian Ling's car.

Jian Ling looked back into the cemetery almost subconsciously, and Tong Muyan couldn't help but look back quietly, and after just one glance, she got into the car very quickly.

Since Gu Xin is still going to see Yu Zhiyan, there is nothing to talk about between them.

She had already given him the opportunity, but he didn't want it!
"Jian Ling, get in the car!" She said to Jian Ling who was stunned outside.

Jian Ling was a little disappointed when he didn't see Gu Xin's figure, but since Gu Xin was able to chase here, it proved that he had Tong Muyan in his heart, that's good, they won't get divorced so easily.

Thinking of this, Jian Ling finally felt a little happy, and obediently got into the car.

On the way back, Jian Ling originally wanted to find a restaurant for Tong Muyan to have a good meal, but unexpectedly, Tong Muyan insisted on going to the vegetable market to buy vegetables.

There was no other way, Jian Ling had no choice but to accompany her.

The two of them bought a bunch of vegetables and went home. Jian Ling carried all the things by herself, resolutely not letting Tong Muyan do anything.

When I got out of the elevator, I saw Lu Yan standing at the door.

"Boss Lu?" Tong Muyan was stunned.

Seeing that the two of them were going shopping for groceries, Lu Yan smiled reassuringly: "I'm passing by after get off work, so I'll take a look." In fact, he hurried back to the company to deal with some urgent documents, and came after sending Zhao Qinru home. Now.He won't ask where they went, it's enough to come back properly.

Jian Ling opened the door and said, "Mr. Lu, come in, have you eaten yet? We can eat together!"

Lu Yan followed in without pretense.

Tong Muyan also drove Jian Ling out of the kitchen, and was busy tinkling inside alone.Lu Yan took a step forward, but was stopped by Jian Ling, she shook her head at him, because Jian Ling knew that Tong Muyan was just looking for something to do, so as not to let herself think about Gu Xin.

It was the first time for Lu Yan to eat the dishes made by Tong Muyan, the familiar taste was exactly the same as the dishes made by Muyan's mother when he was a guest at Pei's house when he was a child.

Seeing that Lu Yan was stunned, Tong Muyan asked, "Isn't it delicious?"

Lu Yan came back to his senses, smiled and shook his head: "It's delicious, I didn't expect you to have such a skill."

Jian Ling hurriedly took the opportunity to say: "Did we find another bright spot on our Mu Yan? Mr. Lu, it's dark at night, so if you see a bright spot, you have to follow closely!"

Lu Yan pursed his lips and smiled.

Tong Muyan knew what Jian Ling meant, and after sending Lu Yan away, she said seriously: "Your theory that the cure for pain is to enter the next relationship is no longer feasible for me. If you are not married, you can fall in love. Talk about it casually, but I will be divorced immediately, so don't say such things in front of Mr. Lu in the future."

After finishing speaking, Tong Muyan turned around and entered the room. She was going to get a divorce tomorrow, and she didn't want Gu Xin to see her in a mess.

Jian Ling didn't stop her, although Tong Muyan was happy to be with Gu Xin, but if not, she also hoped that Tong Muyan could be happy.Jian Ling understands that what Tong Muyan said is the truth, but when she said it before, Lu Yan did not refute it, which shows that in Lu Yan's heart, he doesn't care about the marriage between Tong Muyan and Gu Xin.

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When Gu Xin looked back at the mansion, it was already completely dark.

He was wet all over, and his face was so pale that there was no trace of blood.

Seeing him go in, Gu Yitong rushed over to hold him back and said, "Uncle, you are finally back! Where have you been! Why are your hands so cold? Uncle, Uncle!"

Gu Xin didn't speak, and went straight upstairs. Before Gu Yitong could follow, the door was locked.

"Uncle! Uncle!" Gu Yitong patted on the door and turned to see Xu Jiaren coming.She burst into tears, and said to Xu Jiaren, "Mom, my uncle locked himself in the room! It was raining outside, so he must have not opened an umbrella. I think his lips were purple from the cold. If this goes on like this, he must be in danger." If you are sick, what should you do? Grandpa did the same, he didn’t even eat dinner when he came back, and now my uncle is doing the same! What should I do?”

Xu Jiaren comforted and said, "Grandpa will be fine with Dean Liang watching over there. Mom will persuade your uncle, don't worry. You go down first and let Aunt Zhang get some food. By the way, call Tell Lan Qing that Gu Xin is back, so he doesn't have to look for it."

Gu Yitong took another look at the closed door, and finally went downstairs obediently.

Xu Jiaren went to the door and knocked: "Gu Xin, Gu Xin, you open the door, Gu Xin?"

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Inside the door, there was a string of wet footprints on the solid wood floor. Gu Xin was lying on the sofa with all her clothes on, staring blankly at the shining crystal lamp above her head.

The sharp pain in the heart had already subsided, but Gu Xin still couldn't recover from it.

The eldest brother was at his age when he became ill, and the second brother... the second brother seemed to be two years earlier, but it was not much different.

But he and them are half-brothers, and he always felt that this shouldn't be the case!

The old man has been very concerned about his body from the very beginning, he thought it was just because he was his only son, so it was inevitable that he cared more.And in those years, because of some things, he didn't even feel that death was terrible.

But unexpectedly, at the end of the day, he was very unwilling to die like this.

Outside, there was the sound of the door lock turning. It turned out that Xu Jiaren had found a spare key.After Zhao Qinru left, the old man handed over all the keys of the house to Xu Jiaren. After all, she is the only mistress of the Gu family now.

Xu Jiaren saw Gu Xin lying face up on the sofa at a glance, she was startled, and hurried forward: "Gu Xin!"

She stretched out her hand, but Gu Xin raised her body to avoid Xu Jiaren's hand.

Seeing this, Xu Jiaren breathed a sigh of relief, looked at his pale face, frowned and said, "What's wrong, what's wrong?"

He shook his head.

Xu Jiaren originally thought that if she broke in, he would definitely ask her out, but he didn't expect that he would not.She turned around and took the clothes from the closet to him, and persuaded him in a low voice: "Change the wet clothes first, you haven't had a good rest in the past two days, if you get sick, Dad should feel bad."

Hearing Xu Jiaren mention the old man, Gu Xin hesitated for a while, said nothing, took her clothes and went into the bathroom.

After changing clothes and going out, Aunt Zhang came up, and now the food was in Xu Jiaren's hands.Gu Xin's mobile phone was already charging on the bedside table.

Seeing him sit down, Xu Jiaren handed the bowl in front of him: "This porridge is boiled early in the morning, and you put in your favorite scallops. After eating, you can sleep well."

Gu Xin picked it up, and seeing Xu Jiaren got up to go out, he couldn't help but ask, "How did aunt die that year?"

Xu Jiaren turned her head back for a moment, not understanding why Gu Xin asked about her mother-in-law so well, she hesitated for a while, and finally answered him: "Liver cancer."

Liver cancer, not heart disease.

Gu Xin's hand holding the bowl trembled slightly. When the old man's first wife passed away, Gu Ruodu was still very young. At that time, there was no Gu Xin. The family said that she died of illness, plus the genetic disease of the elder brother and the second brother , Gu Xin never asked in detail.

"What's wrong, Gu Xin?" Xu Jiaren asked again.

Gu Xin lowered her head and took a deep breath, then raised her eyes to look at the person in front of her, and asked her seriously: "You must have been very sad when my elder brother left?"

Hearing him mention Gu Peng, Xu Jiaren lowered her eyelids unconsciously, and after a while, she heard her say: "It's like the sky is falling. In fact, I often think that if there is no Tongtong at that time, I will definitely not be alive. .Fortunately, I have Tongtong, so I can hold on, looking at her, just like your elder brother is still by my side."

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I can't remember how long Xu Jiaren has been gone, the porridge in his hand has completely cooled down, and Gu Xin has been sitting there without moving.

In the early morning, the door of Gu Xin's room opened quietly.

The house was extremely quiet, so he went straight to the old man's study, and took out the Gu family's genealogy from the bottom drawer of the desk.There are three very thick books, which record the relationship between the characters and their lives of all the members of the Gu family in the 200 years since the Qing Dynasty.

Gu Xin settled down, sat down and started to read.

An hour later, Gu Xin's eyes stopped.

——Gu Jingyan, born in February of the first year of Xuantong (1909) and died in April of the 30th year of the Republic of China (1939)...He has a hidden disease.

Gu Xin paused, then continued to read.

I didn't see a similar condition after that, until a recent genealogy clearly stated that his grandfather died of congenital heart disease, which was inherited from his mother.

Gu Xin's fingertips trembled a little. When he put the genealogy tree back, he happened to see a cowhide envelope under the drawer.Gu Xin hesitated, took it out and opened it.

It was accidentally discovered that it was the old man's case more than 40 years ago.

Gu Xin rolled her eyes, her eyes widened in disbelief.

Heart bypass surgery!

The last trace of luck in my heart was severely shattered by a hammer.

Gu Xin sat slumped on the open chair, staring straight at the cases on the table.

how so!
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Dragging his exhausted body back to the room, there was already light in the sky, Gu Xin stood quietly in front of the balcony, listening to the sound of his own heartbeat.

After a while, he turned around suddenly and knocked down the clothes hanger on one side, violently smashing all the things in the room that could be smashed.

Xu Jiaren's words echoed in her mind over and over again, she was strong because of Tongtong, so his Muyan, is it destined for him to let go?
There is a saying that short-term pain is worse than long-term pain.

Right, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain...

(End of this chapter)