Lord Quan teases Houmen's poisonous wife

Chapter 336 Episode 010 [-] Let go!
Yi Bai clenched his fists tightly.

No matter how bad-faced he is, Manshu is obviously impossible to be afraid of, and his posture becomes more and more casual.

Seeing that he was still standing stupidly, she said: "Don't you don't like me? What are you doing here? Do you really want to follow me back to Qilin Kingdom?"

Yi Bai was silent for a moment, then raised his head, "It's not a matter of liking it or not, but of what you did to me, so there should be an explanation, right?"

He didn't know what he wanted, but he just felt that since she had taken over his body, she couldn't just leave without saying a word, and she had to have something to say.

Manshu smiled, "It's not you who will get pregnant, why are you nervous?"

"You!" Yi Bai couldn't stop blushing.

"Besides, which of the men in your patriarchal country doesn't have three wives and four concubines? You are only the first one. Why do you care so much?"

Only the first one would care, let alone in that situation, she forced him.

Yi Bai pursed his lips tightly, not knowing how to express his true thoughts.

He wanted her to give an explanation, but he didn't want to go to Qilin Kingdom to be some kind of queen.

"I want you to apologize to me." Yi Bai finally said.

Manshu stroked his red lips with his fingertips, and smiled wickedly, "Apologizing, can you feel better? Well, I shouldn't have treated you like that that day, and asked you to guard your body for more than 20 years. I will compensate you for being reckless. How about it, sincerity is enough, you can feel comfortable and happy? If you feel comfortable and happy, let’s go!"

Yi Bai still stood still.

Manshu ignored him, and beckoned four slaves to come in and continue to serve her. Just as one of them was about to continue manicuring her nails, Yi Bai quickly stepped forward and kicked him over, looking at Manshu coldly, " How could you..." How could you touch another man after touching him!
Manshu rubbed her twitching temples, and finally realized her mother's helplessness in the face of that arrogant male concubine.

It's clear that she wants her to be single-minded to him, you just say you're going to die?

She can help to break it, but every time he breaks it, he thinks that he is molesting him, not only does not admit it, but also fights to the end, if you don't recognize you, you don't recognize it, just stay where you are. Go, but he doesn't go.

Manshu's head is as big as a bucket, what crime did he do, why did he provoke such an arrogant man, "Okay, okay, I admit defeat, can I admit defeat?"

Manshu raised his hands and surrendered, "You tried to kill me several times, but I let you go and didn't fight back. You said you wanted me to apologize to you, and I apologized, but you're still not happy. That's fine, just speak up. What exactly do you want me to do?"

Yi Bai didn't know what he wanted, but he felt inexplicably unhappy—he was unhappy knowing she was going to leave; he was also unhappy seeing her surrounded by so many men; he apologized when she didn't say anything , he was still unhappy.

In the end why he was unhappy, even he himself couldn't find the reason.

"If you don't leave, the boat will sail into the Qilin Sea tonight. I will remind you as soon as possible that there are many obstacles around there. Once you enter, it will be difficult for you to find your way out without the guidance of people from the Qilin Kingdom." Man Shu Unhurried and authentic.

Yi Bai came back to his senses suddenly, and then fell silent again. Just when Manshu was so sleepy that he was about to fall asleep, he said, "Follow me back."

Manshu shuddered, dozed off from head to toe, "What did you say?"

"I told you not to go, go back with me." His face was indescribably serious.

"Are you serious?" Manshu narrowed his eyes.

"What do you say?"

The cynical look on Manshu's face subsided little by little, and he was even more serious than him, "I am the Qilin Empress, born to protect the people and guard the territory. It is impossible to leave my homeland in this life."

Yi Bai was a little annoyed, "Then why did you provoke me?"

Manshu stood up and walked in front of him, "Kirin is a country of women. When I first arrived in Nanliang, I didn't know the difference between your men and Qilin men. I fell in love with you by nature. This is because of me. My fault. I have a medicine in my hand. After drinking it, you can selectively forget anything you don’t want to remember. If you think those things between us are a shame to you, then please forget it Come on!"

As she spoke, she went into the room and took the bottle of medicine from the box and delivered it to him, and took a bottle herself.

Yi Bai took it and held it tightly in his palm.

"After drinking the medicine, there will be no more pain, no shame."

Manshu slowly opened the cork, pointed the mouth of the bottle to his lips, "Drink together, from now on, I don't know you, you don't know me, let everything return to zero, you go back to observe your rules and regulations, I will Go back and enjoy my imperial power and wealth, the two have nothing to do with each other."

Yi Bai frowned, and saw that she was looking up, and the strange-colored medicine juice was about to enter her mouth. He raised his hand and smashed the medicine bottle in her hand into several pieces, and then smashed the medicine bottle in his hand. Throwing to the ground, "Enough!"

Manshu looked at him for a moment, "You said I made you unhappy, humiliated, and uncomfortable, so why don't you drink, why don't you forget me?"

"You provoked me, and you still want me to forget everything and get out of here, Manshu, do you still have a conscience?" Yi Bai's eye circles began to turn red, and he questioned in a voice, every word punishing, "Do you think , is it fun to play me like a fool? Can you please consider how I feel?"

Manshu didn't say a word, she is not someone who will not admit it when she puts on clothes, she said that she will be responsible for him, she is not just joking, as long as he nods, she dares to go against the ancestral system of Qilin Kingdom for hundreds of years and abolish Male concubine system, only one queen.

But the crux of the problem was not her, but the hurdle in his heart that he couldn't pass.

Speaking of growing up, the two of them had very strong conflicts and conflicts because of the deep-rooted ideas of patriarchy and femininity. He felt that he should not follow her, but asked her to stay in Nanliang and marry her as Nanliang. To him, and she is the Qilin Empress, it is impossible to leave the Qilin Kingdom in this life.

He doesn't want to go with her, she can't go with him.

Then, no matter how deep the relationship is, it will eventually be shattered.

What's more, he doesn't even know that he already has her in his heart, so there's no way he can talk about feelings, and it's just a blink of an eye to break up.

"Yi Bai, let's all let go!" Manshu said, "I know you have your bottom line and persistence, but I also have my own principles. We live in two completely different countries. You and I have different ideas and conflicts. Too many, two people like this, no matter you follow me or I stay for you, in the end they will be like two hedgehogs embracing each other, I don’t want to hurt, and I don’t want to see you hurt. So, let’s go , What happened before, whether you choose to remember it firmly for the rest of your life or plan to forget to find another beginning, I will help you."

When she turned around, Yi Bai grabbed her wrist, "You owe me an explanation, you also said that you love me, why can't you stay because of me?"

Manshu shook his head and smiled wryly, "Similarly, you can't go to Qilin Kingdom for me and never come back, can you?"

This is not a question of distance, but a collision of two completely contradictory ethics.

If he goes to the Qilin Kingdom, he will have to abandon patriarchy and obey the empress. If she stays, she will have to abandon the empress and her status as an emperor, and become a good wife and mother who obeys the four virtues like Nanliang women.

He will not be her queen, nor will she be his wife.

This is a dead end that cannot be resolved, and no one can take that step.

"I don't believe you can forget it!" Yi Bai grabbed her wrist and didn't let go.

Manshu turned his back to him, and when the sockets of his eyes became hot, tears fell down patter.

She wiped it off in a hurry, and turned around as if nothing had happened, "It's okay if you can forget it, but it's okay if you can't forget it. Since both of us have kept the bottom line and defense line, why can't you let go? No matter how much you say I love you, but I can't change your idea of ​​patriarchy in your bones, and I can't change the fact that I am the Qilin Empress, can I?"

Yi Bai was silent.

Seeing that he no longer insisted, Manshu squeezed his fingers quietly, his palms were full of sweat from nervousness.

"I understand." Yi Bai slowly let go of her, "Rules and precepts and imperial power and wealth are two paths that run counter to each other. We shouldn't meet, we shouldn't have stories, and we shouldn't be together. You used to say that I If you don't understand love, you can't really enter the Tao, but now, I understand, there are three thousand ways, take one and follow it, the rules and regulations are my only way, and you are the one who taught me to truly enter the Tao."

Watching him turn around, Manshu's tears finally didn't hold back, and fell down like a broken embankment. She really hoped that he could take a step forward, and that she could be with him forever, but she didn't know how to put herself in her place. If you can take a step forward, why should you ask him?
His arrogance and what he has always insisted on are the beginning of her liking for him, isn't it?

But now, everything is contradictory.

If love and faith cannot coexist, then the two of them will only go further and further apart, and there will never be a day when they overlap.

Yi Bai has already left.

Man Shu sat slumped on the spot where he had stood, crying hoarsely, his heart ached like a needle prick.

It turned out that Immortal Huachen really didn't lie, she couldn't break the cycle of death, once she came out, she would successfully push him into the Tao.

He has learned to love, and also learned to look away from love. This time, is he really entering the Tao, right?

"Your Majesty." Bei Yuan came over to help her up.

"Go away!" Manshu roared.

Bei Yuan was so frightened that he immediately rolled aside.

"Your Majesty, what's the matter?" The guard commander of the imperial cavalry came in and saw her crying fiercely, and said angrily, "Is it because Yi Bai said something slandering His Majesty, and I will arrest him immediately."

Manshu wiped away his tears, his hoarse voice was extremely calm, "Don't touch him, let him go."

"Your Majesty!" The leader frowned, she had never seen Her Majesty the Empress cry like this for anyone.

"He's right. Rules and regulations and imperial power and wealth are originally two different paths. I insisted on provoking him. I got into a vicious cycle and couldn't get out. Now that I think about it, how easy it is to break the situation. Just return To the original point, he sticks to his, and I stick to mine, and the endless cycle cannot be established." He will not fall into the world of mortals, and she will not re-enter the Tao, so where does the endless cycle come from?

After all, the meaning of Immortal Master Huachen is to let them all let go.

Manshu thought that no matter what, he would let go first, but unexpectedly, he left so simply.

This is the first time that Manshu has been emotionally hurt in 22 years. The pain made her feel overwhelmed. It’s okay not to mention that person. When I mention it, I don’t know what it feels like. She really wants to find someone to comfort and confide in. Once, and then wantonly cry again.

But looking at the whole Qilin and even the whole world, no one can tell her what to do to heal her emotional injury, so that her heart doesn't hurt, and what to do to forget about him and accept a new beginning of a new relationship.

He said she was unfeeling and heartless, but he didn't know that when she talked to him with a smile on her face, her heart was actually bleeding.

If she had no intention, she would not be in pain, if she had no intention, she would not cry because of his leaving.

She didn't want him to leave, didn't want him to leave her, even if they quarreled together or treated each other like a guest, as long as they could see him every day, that would be fine, but they were destined not to be an ordinary couple.

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"master."

Jin Ou was flustered, this was the first time he felt that his master was "poor".

After I came back, I obviously didn't say anything or do anything, but I couldn't help but feel distressed.

Yi Bai sat in front of the book table, spread out the rice paper, took a sharp dagger and cut his ten fingers, and copied the scriptures with his ten fingers heart-to-heart.

In the past, he didn't understand love, but later he understood, but before he had time to say it, she chose to let go.

He didn't know what kind of pain it was, it was even more painful than when he knew his true life experience back then. When he closed his eyes, his mind was filled with her every frown and smile. She was domineering when she pressed him down and asked for it wantonly, and she was decisive when she said she wanted to leave.

The moment he stepped out of her room, he was betting that as long as she chased her desperately to keep a sentence, he might reconsider a lot of things, at least not to this point.

That's right, clear rules and discipline are what he has always insisted on, but it is a very long process if he wants to break out of a love and re-enter the Tao, at least for him who is really moved, it is very difficult and difficult. It hurts.Because he can't just let go, unless his feelings are all fake.

Even if he cut his finger and poured his own blood, he couldn't let the pain on his skin overwhelm the pain on the apex of his heart.

In the end, he didn't even copy the scriptures at all, and asked someone to bring the wine, just picked up the jar and poured it into his mouth.

Jin Ou has been waiting outside the door, not daring to ask anything, but only going in to answer when Yi Bai needs it.

When the sky darkened, the hidden guard who was in charge of the helm came up and said: "We are about to sail into the Qilin sea area soon, and please tell the master whether to continue or return."

Yi Bai got up drunk, walked upside down to the window and looked out, "Is the Qilin Sea in front of you?"

"Yes, we don't have Qilin people who are familiar with the route. If you enter rashly, you will encounter danger. Please make a decision as soon as possible, master."

(End of this chapter)