Beauty Sihuanian

Chapter 182

To be a princess, to be a queen...Of course it is very difficult!Their identities are very different, and to tell the truth that even she herself believes, she may not have the qualifications to be a concubine for the prince. Yes, to put it bluntly, he was a bastard who returned home halfway with unknown origin.Not to mention that it was impossible for the East Palace to accept it, even ordinary aristocratic families could not accept her like this.

That's why she said that to him because she knew that it was impossible.

But in fact, she still feels a little regretful in her heart. If Xiao Qiyu's words were said to herself in the previous life, how wonderful it would be!In her previous life, she longed for love so much, and hoped that there would be a not-so-bad man who would like her and be willing to talk about love with her. Moreover, she was more charming in her previous life. Before the age of 30, girls were full of heart. Yes, if she could meet such an outstanding man as him and invite her back to be a concubine, maybe she would agree without even thinking about it.

But after all she has experienced so much, she understands that if a woman does not stand up by herself, no matter whether you are leaning on a mountain or a wall, she will eventually fall down. If you are lucky, the gable will fall behind you; It's so bad that it's falling on you.

To put it bluntly, she is getting older now, and has lost the courage to dare to try when she was young. This life is stolen, and if she doesn't make good use of it, she will live up to the love of God.

Xiao Qiyu walked to the door thoughtfully, stretched out his hand to push the door, but still didn't forget to look back at her, as if he was hesitating, Song Yuxi was quite uncomfortable being looked at by him, and wanted to rush over and say to him' Don't hesitate, she won't deserve it any more."Or, I hope he looks at himself and then angrily throws a sentence: "Hmph, a woman who is overwhelmed, a toad wants swan meat"!
Even so!I just beg him not to think about me anymore.

After Xiao Qiyu gave her a deep gouging look, he opened the door and went out. Pei Tao immediately followed, and a group of guards also withdrew from the netting garden. The two looked at each other, and didn't dare to ask too much about what happened in the private room.

Supporting Song Yuxi, she went downstairs and got into the carriage back home.

'Let you draft, is to let you come to my side. '

Song Yuxi couldn't stop thinking about this sentence, like a magic sound piercing through his brain, and he couldn't get rid of it no matter what.

Sitting up suddenly from the bed, Lvmaru, who was cutting the candle wicks, jumped, hurried over and said, "Miss, I thought you were asleep."

Song Yuxi didn't fall asleep, but just wanted to force herself to fall asleep, with her eyes closed, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't fall asleep, and she was sweating layer after layer. Seeing this, Luwan said, "Miss, this must be a nightmare, see This sweat."

Oh, if only nightmares.Song Yuxi thought in her heart.

After receiving the sweat towel handed over by Lu Wan, Song Yuxi wiped the sweat from his forehead, washed his hands in the washbasin, and then lay down again, looking at the goose-yellow Chengchen, not feeling sleepy at all.Green Maru left her a bedside lamp and told her to turn it off when she got up.

How many times did she sway on the bed like she was spreading pancakes, she was still in high spirits, and she couldn't help recalling what happened in Xingyuan's private room in her mind, but she couldn't understand, when did Xiao Qiyu fall in love with her?Why didn't she notice it at all?

Suddenly, she remembered those two letters that she had burned, but those two four-character motto letters didn't look like there was friendship to be conveyed, so be careful with your words and deeds... guard against arrogance and impetuosity!In what state of mind did he write those words?

But if it is said that he was interested in him temporarily, he just thought she was getting more and more beautiful, so he wanted to take her back into the bed curtain, but this seems a bit untenable, because Song Yuxi can never forget that he collected her body for her in the previous life The way it was.

Her ghost wandered around the bottom of the cliff for several days. Seeing her body become so terrifying, even she felt sick looking at it, but why did he suddenly appear at the bottom of the cliff?If you just met her by chance and wanted to bury her for her, you could just dig a hole next to her and bury her, and you still have to find a high place for her burial. Isn't that superfluous?

Song Yuxi has never forgotten the scene he saw at the beginning. He used his fingers to dig a hole for her. His nails were full of mud, and his fingertips were pierced by stones. Song Yuxi wondered if he had been obsessed with her for many years, and she was his beloved woman... But, in her memory, there was really nothing about him!He doesn't remember when he and he had any intersection at all. It can be said that he has no chance of falling in love with her at all.Not to mention about her, in this life, she may have a little fighting spirit and a little self-motivated, but in her last life, in retrospect, even she herself may not be able to like the self who is so golden and jaded.

Song Yuxi tossed and turned, holding a soft pillow under her arm, and remembered the cup of tea she drank.

Fruity Qihong, this kind of tea should be rare.And she has lived for so long, and she has never seen a person with the same taste as her!How did he know?
With a series of questions, Song Yuxi was like a fish on a frying pan, unable to sleep no matter what, sometimes thinking of someone's face, she was sweating all over her head, and she didn't know if it was the cold sweat of fear, or the nervous sweat of embarrassment... …

(End of this chapter)