Beauty Sihuanian

Chapter 187

When Song Yuxi returned to Yutongyuan, Mrs. Lin was still nestling in the sound room tuning the piano, her face was a little pale and expressionless. When she saw Song Yuxi coming in, she only looked up, and then lowered her head again.

Sitting opposite her, leaning on the low table with her elbows, her black and white eyes flickering, Lin Shi looked at her and put down the piano helplessly, and said: "If you want to comfort me, then don't say it."

Lin thought that Song Yuxi was sent by Song Yi to comfort her. Now she is in a mess and doesn't want to listen to any more words about it. Who knows that Song Yuxi shook her head and said:
"No, who said that I came to comfort you? I just want to ask you, were you also so depressed when you were pregnant with me? "

Lin stopped what she was doing, and finally looked up at Song Yuxi seriously, her beautiful lips moved, but finally she sighed, frowned, bit her lips, and said, "It's not like this! It's more painful than it is now. "

Song Yuxi lowered her head dejectedly, and said in a muffled voice: "Then why are you sad! The most unhappy time is over. You survived, and I survived. The one in your belly will still survive. Come here, it doesn't make sense for you to be unhappy."

Lin seemed to have some chest tightness, maybe she was suppressing the feeling of vomiting, after a long silence, she gave Song Yuxi a sideways look, and said, "I want to be happy too, but I just can't."

Facing this 13-year-old daughter, Lin often has the illusion that she is 31 years old, because she is too sensible and her mind is too clear, as if she can think clearly about everything.It is precisely because she has such a heart that she unexpectedly rescued her from the Ji family's abandoned garden when she was 11 years old, and became her strongest backing after coming to the Song family.

Lin knew she shouldn't cry, but the more she thought about it, the more she couldn't help it.After knowing that she was pregnant, she lay down on the table and cried bitterly for the first time, saying in a muffled voice:
"I'm sorry Ji Zhou, I'm not a good woman."

Song Yuxi looked at Lin's collapse, as if she saw herself in the previous life, but she was much better than herself, at least she knew who she loved, and someone loved her all the time.

Standing up, walked to Lin's side, knelt down, helped her sit up, let her lean on his shoulder, patted her back over and over again, and said:
"You are not sorry to Ji Zhou. You are also a good woman. Song Yi is not a good person to others, but he should be to you. Although he made mistakes, he tried his best to make up for it. I know you don't hate him so much now. , It’s just that you can’t pass the test in your heart, but if you think about it, you have to look forward when you live. We finally escaped from Ji’s house. With today’s peaceful days, Song Yi has done enough for you There are too many, although he voluntarily, but in the end it is for you, isn't it? Ji Zhou has passed away, although he died for you, but in the end, it is also the path he chose, he does not have to choose death, but He chose to use his ability to protect you, but he didn't. He died. On the surface, he died for you, but in fact, he was escaping. He knew he was powerless and couldn't protect you, but he didn't want to You handed it over to Song Yi, so he chose to die, using death to hold you back, using death to cut off your connection with Song Yi, didn't he think when he died that the Ning family would definitely let you go? He would rather let you face the unknown world alone than change or work hard for you. Ji Zhou likes you, but he used extreme methods to free himself and never thought about your future. Song Yi also likes you, but no matter what he does, he always thinks of you in advance. In the past two years since you came back to the Song family, have you ever been tricked by others? Don't you think that the reason why you and I can live in such peace , did Song Yi cover it for us?"

Song Yuxi's words were spoken slowly in Lin's ear, and Lin gradually became quiet. Song Yuxi patted her lightly, just like when Lin patted her lightly when she was a baby.

"No matter what you think, I am really grateful to Song Yi for bringing me back. If you stay in Ji's house, you and I will probably still live without enough food and clothing. You are locked in the abandoned garden Six years, do you know what kind of life I have lived in those years? After my brother left, as long as my mother and I can eat a hot white flour steamed bun, it is a holiday. What we eat on weekdays is either wo wo or pickles , when I was ten years old, I understood that life must not go on like this, so I pretended to join the Ning family and learned the piano art from Mr. Liu. At that time, you didn’t know how beautiful the smile on Xu’s mother’s face was. , there has never been a lady from any family who is happy just because she has a full meal."

Lin slowly sat up straight, looked at Song Yuxi, stroked Song Yuxi's cheek with her slender fingers, her eyes were rosy, and two lines of clear tears fell again, but this time the tears were mostly regret.

Song Yuxi grabbed Lin's hand, held it tightly, and said:
"Mother, even if you haven't fallen in love with Song Yi yet, it doesn't prevent you from having a child. After all, he is innocent, just like me. What did the grievances of your previous generation have to do with me? If it weren't for me If you are stubborn, you might have killed me back then, so who can I ask for reason?"

(End of this chapter)