Beauty Sihuanian

Chapter 44

Ji Wanyan sat up straight from Lin's arms, and looked at Lin who had calmed down in shock.

"Originally, I also planned to tell you about this. It's just that every time I see you, I can't say it. You are still so young, you shouldn't know this and bear it. But since you asked me today, then I don't want to hide it from you anymore, whether you understand it or not, I will tell you."

Lin's words set off a huge wave in Ji Wanyan's heart, staring at Lin's face, unable to speak for a long time.

Lin leaned on the grass backrest of the Arhat bed, lightly touched the corner of the book in her hand with her fingertips, and said to Ji Wanyan in a weather-beaten and firm voice:

"I hate the Ji family, I hate the Ji Ning family." Lin started with these words, telling her true inner feelings over the years.

"They ruined my life. Ji Zhou has always regarded Ji Lan as his younger sister, and he obeyed her in everything. Ji Lan married Song Yi, the heir of the Duke of Zhenguo. After marriage, Song Yi wanted to take a concubine. Ji Lan was so angry After returning to her natal family, she originally wanted to insist on asking Song Yi to come and apologize, but at that time, there happened to be an accident in the Ning family. Ji Ning's biological brother beat someone to death in the capital. No matter, Ji Lan wrote a letter to Song Yi in a low voice to ask for peace for his uncle. Song Yi came to Ji's house, but he didn't expect to be secretly interested in me. He told Ji Lan that it's okay to ask him for help. The Ji family has to give him a concubine himself , and asked me to serve him by name for one night. After Ji Zhou heard this, he went mad and refused to let Ji Ning's people drag me away, but he is a frail scholar, how can he stop those people At that time, Old Hou Ye was already seriously ill, and the whole house was controlled by Ji Ning. He rushed out to stop him, but his right hand bone was broken. From now on, he will no longer be able to write or draw with a pen. "

Lin's face was full of tears, but she didn't lose control of her emotions like before.And Ji Wanyan was even more stunned and didn't know what to say, so Lin continued to say:
"I was insulted under the scheming of my mother-in-law and sister-in-law. I had nowhere to redress my grievances, no place to justify, and I didn't even dare to talk about it to others. After that, I wanted to die in the past, but Song Yi didn't." Let, Ji Zhou refused, Song Yi said that if I die, he will divorce Ji Lan and marry another, Ji Zhou said, if I die, he will take Heng'er to die with me. I can't bear him, I can't bear Heng Son, Ji Zhou and I naively thought that all of this was over, but we didn’t expect that it was just the beginning—I have it. With you. Both Ji Zhou and I know whose child you are. This That's why I don't let you go to the mausoleum to pay homage to Heng'er's father, he's not your father, Song Yi is."

When Ji Wanyan heard this, she couldn't help but shed tears. It turned out that she was an unwelcome person from the beginning to the end, was she a superfluous product?

Ning's, and Ji Lan, how dare they?How dare you do such a thing?

Lin looked at Ji Wanyan with red eyes, and continued sincerely:
"When I first had you, I wanted to kill you, but after taking half a sip of the medicine, I was overturned by Ji Zhou. He said he would keep you, and he would raise you as his own child. Outsiders No one knows, and he doesn't want me to commit this crime. He is kind-hearted and indecisive. Even this kind of thing that a man should care about the most, he doesn't mind. Gradually, I give up In order to break your heart, all the development is just as Ji Zhou said, no one knows that the child in my stomach is not his. You are getting bigger and bigger in my stomach, and I can feel your heartbeat , Feeling your little hands and feet, I also became reluctant. I gave birth to you, and Ji Zhou was very happy. No matter how much I held you, I refused to let go. Kissing and kissing, hugging and hugging, even I I'm jealous of you, but I'm actually happy in my heart. At that moment, I was very glad that our mother and daughter met a good man. No matter what happens to anyone, it is impossible to accept us, you know ?"

Ji Wanyan looked at Lin in despair, thousands of words came to her mind, there were countless things she wanted to say, but she couldn't say anything.Just stared at her blankly.

Such a life experience, even if all the life experiences of her previous and present lives are combined, she cannot digest it in a short period of time, but she can also admit that Lin's last sentence is right, if this incident did not happen to Ji Zhou , but on any other man, there is only a dead end waiting for them.

Etiquette doesn't care whether you are forced or voluntary. When something happens, it happens. It is irrefutable.Ji Zhou indeed saved their mother and daughter.

"What happened later?" Ji Wanyan's voice was hoarse, as if she couldn't hold her breath.

Lin turned her face and wiped away the teardrops on her face, then turned around and continued:

(End of this chapter)