The system gives me a choice

Chapter 43, The second personality who has been sleeping for many years
"The pain in the heart can't be forgotten. It can only be buried deeply. When it reappears, it will be the day of death."

——Cause of delusion.

The voice of "I am you" sounded in his heart, but it made Fu Ye flustered, as if recalling some bad memories,

He said tremblingly,
"Who the hell are you?! Get out of me!"

His voice was a little hoarse, he... seemed to be afraid,
"Hehe, I am you, how can I get out?!"

The inner voice sounded slowly, it sounded very kind, but Fu Ye seemed to know 'him' very well, his face changed,
His complexion kept changing, but at the end he sighed deeply,

……

Past life:

In an unattended garbage dump in the corner of the city, four little boys in tattered clothes hid there. Their bodies were covered with dust and they were swarthy. Only those brighter eyes proved that they were not 'garbage'.
With longing in the eyes, looking out, expecting something.

"Hoo~ I'm back!"

I saw a little boy with the same dirty clothes and a dirty body running from outside. He was about ten years old and ran over quickly.

"Come and eat..."

He wiped his hands, reached out and took out the big, white steamed bun from the plastic bag, and handed it to the four children. Immediately, there were a few black finger marks on the steamed bun,
The children didn't care, they just stuffed it into their mouths, gobbling it up, afraid that the big steamed bun in front of them was just an illusion,
There was only one child who didn't eat it, staring blankly at the steamed bun with thought in his eyes,

"Xiaoye, why don't you eat?!"

Seeing Fu Ye like this, the boy who ran back asked with some doubts,
"Brother, where did you get your white buns?!"

Fu Ye looked at the young boy, and asked with some doubts, the hand holding the bun was also tight,
"I picked up 20 yuan today, and I just wanted to buy some delicious food for you."

The boy smiled and said quite proudly,

"But that's not right."

Regardless of the astonishment of the boy in front of him, Fu Ye resolutely said,
"We should pay back money, that's what the big TVs above those big houses say."

Fu Ye opened his big watery eyes, and said quite naively,
The boy looked at Fu Ye who was only eight years old in front of him. Although he couldn't bear to break the beauty in his heart, in order for him to survive in the future, he must be pointed out.

"Xiaoye, you have to know, all of this is for survival."

The boy supported Fu Ye with both hands, stared at Fu Ye and said,
"People don't face difficulties because they lose 20 dollars, but if we don't have 20 dollars, we will die!"

"But it does not conform to some human moral etiquette."

However, as a child, Fu Ye believed that one thing would be difficult to change, and he still firmly expressed his thoughts.

"Human morality and etiquette? Hehehe..."

However, the boy seemed to be stimulated by Fu Ye's words, his body trembled slightly, and he said with a smile and tears,
"Since when are we human beings? We're just a bunch of abandoned 'garbage'. Do you know garbage?!"

The boy shook Fu Ye's young shoulders excitedly, and shouted at the top of his lungs,
"No one will pity us, no one!"

Fu Ye stared blankly at the big brother who was the opposite of the gentle personality before, and dared not speak.

The boy calmed down and said,
"People will never pity us. The reason why they help us is better to say that they give us alms. When we kneel and beg for them, they are like high-level people. When someone kneels before them, they will give like masters." Dogs are just rewards..."

Saying that, the boy was a little depressed,
"We are just a tool that can make them have a noble feeling in front of us, like a toy that is temporarily needed, and will be abandoned again..."

That day, the boy showed that emotion in front of him for the first time, dead silent and hopeless.

……

"How? Remember?!"

The voice from the bottom of my heart sounded again, interrupting Fu Ye's memories,

"Yes, I remembered. At that time, I realized that everything is for living."

Fu Ye lowered his head and said slowly,
"But... I'm already alive, what are you doing running out?!"

"Alive? Hehe, except when Xiao Ling is around, when are you alive? You're just a walking dead!"

The voice from the bottom of my heart said coldly, as if very dissatisfied,

"If I come, I will live a better life than you!"

"yes?!"

Fu Ye smiled bleakly, and murmured,
"Yes, let me control my life, I will definitely live a better life!"

The voice in my heart seemed impatient, and hurriedly urged,

"is it?"

Fu Ye didn't answer, instead of talking to him in his heart, he was asking himself,
Although the life is very tiring, but he is reluctant, reluctant to part with the warmth,
"It is detected that the host is facing confusion, and the following options are specially set..."

……

　Sorry, I was too tired in those two days, so I didn't update it. By the way, I will sort out my thoughts and hope to understand.

　　There is a foreshadowing in the previous words about delusion and quitting, so you can guess for yourself
　　
　
(End of this chapter)